Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 725 It's Useless to Say More Regrets

"Lu Tingchuan, next is what I want to tell you..."

Lu Tingchuan was startled, then he grabbed the phone from Aunt Lin's hand and turned it off, Shen Qing's voice stopped abruptly.

Aunt Lin looked at him incomprehensibly: "Boss Lu, you are..."

Lu Tingchuan's whole body was trembling as he held the phone in both hands: "Just take it as a thought for me, a thought that keeps me alive, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on after listening to it..."

More than anyone else, he wanted to hear what Shen Qing said to him, but after listening to it, it was gone, so it was better to keep it forever, there must always be hope in life, and this is the only hope he has left.

"Where did you find the phone?"

"Under the sofa upstairs."

Shen Qing didn't touch her phone after she became stupid. This song should have been recorded on the day she died.

"Go on with your work."

Aunt Lin nodded and left.

The two children had fallen asleep next to each other, and the elder brother was still holding the younger sister's hand when he fell asleep.

Lu Tingchuan glanced at them. Now they are still familiar with Shen Qing's voice. As time goes by, they will also forget this voice, their mother, and that there was someone lying on their crib singing softly Listen to them.

Lu Tingchuan edited the audio from the phone and divided it into three parts. One part was the song Shen Qing sang to the children, one part was when she called his name, and he hadn't listened to the last part for more than four minutes.

It has become a habit for the two children to listen to the lullaby sung by their mother before going to bed. It takes no more than 10 minutes, and they go to bed after listening to three songs.

For the rest of the time, Lu Tingchuan listened to Shen Qing calling his name repeatedly.

"Lu Tingchuan..."

One sound after another, repeating continuously, as if she was still by his side.

The news of Shen Qing's death gradually spread, and Li Yun was very surprised when she found out, thinking of the scene of Lu Tingchuan kneeling in front of her eating garbage and begging her to save Shen Qing.

Li Yun really let go, and really wanted Li Yu to save Shen Qing.

Once people figured it out and sorted out the whole incident, in fact, it was not Shen Qing who was wrong from the beginning to the end, but she was the victim.

Does Shen Qing not want to leave Lu Tingchuan?

No, she wanted to leave Lu Tingchuan more than anyone else, and she didn't want to be a mistress, it was Lu Tingchuan who didn't want to let her go.

Li Yun knew that she was also at fault in that she would only vent her grievances on the weak.

She asked Li Yu to save her, it was not compensation, it was just to make herself feel better, but what she never expected was that Shen Qing died.

On the day Lu Tingchuan came to seek medical treatment, he drowned in the water.

Li Yun's heart suddenly became empty, she looked at her hands, and for the first time felt a sense of panic about killing people.

Shen Qing committed suicide, not homicide, but her death cannot be separated from the hands of those around her.

A person's suicide comes from layers of pressure from the outside world. What can be sustained is called growth, and what cannot be sustained is suffering.

Like Shen Qing's death, it's impossible to say that it had nothing to do with her, she also participated in this "murder" If she hadn't released that video, would Shen Qing have come to such an end?

Unfortunately, it is useless to think so much now.

Lu Tingchuan was not qualified to hold a funeral for Shen Qing, so after finding a suitable day, he took her ashes back to his hometown and placed them next to her grandmother's grave.

The last time I came back here was last year, time flies, the grass on the grave has grown again, Lu Tingchuan carefully cleaned up the weeds on the grave, and then found a space to bury Shen Qing's ashes.

As the sun set on the western mountain, the dim sunset covered half of the sky, and Lu Tingchuan knelt down in front of the grave.

"I'm sorry, I killed your granddaughter, and I didn't take good care of her."

If Shen Qing hadn't met Lu Tingchuan, her life would not have stayed in this short year of 22 years old.

Lu Tingchuan was dressed in black and knelt in front of the stone-filled grave to repent. The atmosphere and clothes made his face paler. There was water in his dead and silent eyes. He looked at the three earthen bumps in front of him. There are fewer tombstones, and when a person dies, find a good one, just dig a hole and put the person in a coffin and bury him.

It costs a lot of money to engrave the tombstone, and few people in the village will prepare for the dead.

Lu Tingchuan thought his tears had dried up, but when he looked at the three graves for a long time, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes and fell silently into the crevices of the stones.

In the past, Lu Tingchuan always believed that he would never regret anything in his life, because he had nothing to lose.

But once you get into your heart, some things are like a seed. After a long period of time, the seed germinates and eventually becomes an unshakable tree.

Like, his feelings for Shen Qing.

He will also regret it, in every sleepless night of his, in every moment of his frustration, in every second of his breath, watching the two children grow up, with no one beside him, no one to understand Acacia, when he was old and his eyes were dim, his memory was getting worse and worse, and he couldn't help but look back at his life.

After Shen Qing left, Lu Tingchuan's regrets accumulated day and night, and they would only become more and more heavy.

The reason why Shen Qing left the two children to him was very simple, she just wanted the two children to hold him back, she didn't want him to die, she didn't allow him to go to her, and she wanted him to live with regret every second, alive, the hardships in this world are the only ones Will not let him go.

After living like him, Lu Tingchuan is really not afraid of death.

Shen Qing also knew.

Lu Tingchuan built a tomb for Shen Qing in J City. If you look south, you can see the cemetery where Jiang Yiming is. If you look east, you can see the sea. If you look north, you can see mountains and rivers. If you look west, it is a sea of ​​flowers.

Lu Tingchuan did not hold a funeral for Shen Qing. Few people knew Shen Qing, and not many people knew that she died. Some people heard it and just sighed, it was too young.

However, there were still a few unexpected people who came to visit Shen Qing with flowers.

Lu Tingchuan took time to visit the cemetery almost every day, and he met Li Jingshen on the first day.

He looked at Shen Qing's name and photo on the tombstone with a stern expression without saying a word.

Lu Tingchuan didn't expect Li Jingshen to come here, he didn't welcome him, but he wouldn't quarrel with him in front of Shen Qing's tombstone, he just asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Li Jingshen didn't say a word, still just staring at the photo in front of the tombstone, he always felt that the ending of "her" should not be like this.

After a while, Li Jingshen asked, "Lu Tingchuan, do you regret it?"

There was no sarcasm in his tone, and Lu Tingchuan suddenly fell silent. He remembered that when Shen Zhichu died a few years ago, he also asked Li Jingshen such a sentence.

Feng Shui takes turns, no one is qualified to speak sarcastic words, maybe the next round of retribution will come.

"I regret it, if I didn't enter the gate of the Li family, it would be fine if I was never from the Li family. The Li family doesn't deserve affection."

"Shen Qing left you two children, don't let them become like us, try to teach them to love and be a kind person."

Li Jingshen coughed twice after speaking.