How can I get confused with the top start

The next link is to select the questions from Xiaomang friends in the live broadcast room to ask the guests. The question link is not important now.

"Also." Chu Zhi smiled and said, "When I arrived in heaven when I was about to die, and then I saw the old man of God, the old man said to me, 'Go and tell the children on the ground that suicide is not allowed, heaven can't accommodate', I was also afflicted. Kick your feet back to the ground."

"We are all children of the beautiful world, children, don't commit suicide, let's live well."

The curtain call of the performance of Emperor Beast.

The words spoken to Xiaomang in the live broadcast room were extremely sincere, and the effect they brought was also extremely shocking——

【Woooooh, definitely!When I was in junior high school, my parents quarreled and I was very depressed. Then I asked my parents to take me to see a psychiatrist. My parents said I was hypocritical, and my mother told me, 'they have suffered more than I have eaten salt', It does make sense to me, at least I haven't been hungry.But I was really uncomfortable, especially every time my parents quarreled and fought, and smashed things at home, I couldn’t help but use a knife to self-mutilate. I confide on the Internet. Many people know that I am a junior high school student and think I hurt myself on purpose. Get someone's attention.

But I didn’t, I really didn’t. I also felt abandoned by the whole world. After reading your words, I suddenly felt that I had a spiritual support in my heart. Someone believed in me.

I must work hard to live and participate in the eighth anniversary concert. 】

[Uncomfortable, I committed suicide by cutting my wrist some time ago, and was sent to the hospital to be rescued. I was lying in the hospital bed and didn’t want to live, but I didn’t have the urge to die. To describe me as a puddle of mud, I think it is an insult to mud.I tried hard, but I failed and almost paid the price of my life. As a loser, I don't have the courage to fight again, and I don't believe anyone can do it.

Although I pay attention to the entertainment industry, I have never been a fan of celebrities, but today I am a fan, and I want to ask Brother Jiu why he feels abandoned by the world and wants to help others?It is true that no one knows despair better than those who have experienced it, but it is despair that will lose the belief in living.

Brother Nine, I respect you a lot. You are a good person, a very good person. 】

[The hemp rope is specially picked and broken, and bad luck only finds the poor.I don’t want to talk about what I have experienced, but I was overwhelmed by “We are all children of a beautiful world”. An old man in his 40s, watching live broadcasts and crying is ridiculous. No one has called me a child for more than 30 years. I forgot I was also a child before, thank you Chu Zhi. 】

In the live broadcast room, people who regained their confidence because of Chu Zhi's words left messages one after another.

Messages full of hope are like helpless victims, whose feet are covered with mud and cannot be pulled out, but holding Chu Zhi's outstretched hand, the black fog in front of his eyes has completely dissipated, leaving only the dawn.

Maybe it was because of Chu Zhi's experience, maybe it was because they had the will to survive, but there was no reason.

Chapter 65 Who Says Double Standards

"Wait, so Mr. Chu, did you smoke and drink to resist the pressure of outside public opinion during that time?" Pang Pu suddenly thought.

"Smoking started earlier, and I started smoking when I was having continuous nightmares. Tobacco has some effect." Chu Zhi thought about it, as if she didn't want to say it, but finally said: "Drinking is because the brain is paralyzed by alcohol, so I really can't hear the voices in my ears. "

Auditory hallucinations can't be controlled when drinking, the reason why I can't hear it... Of course I can't hear it when I'm drunk, Wei Tongzi feels that his heart is in pieces today, and he wants to ask, do you still hear hallucinations now?But I held back my words, still having nightmares, still smoking and drinking, obviously the symptoms still exist.

Severe depression does not mean that it is enough to just think about it. It seems that auditory hallucinations and nightmares are already physical damage. Many people cannot get out of severe depression. It is not that they do not want to reconcile with the past. It is the brain that will help you rewind and "help" You recall experiences you least want to recall.

"I may be too wordy, but I have to repeat myself." Chu Zhi said: "Drinking alcohol hurts the liver, smoking hurts the body, we smoke as little as we can, I also want to set an example and work hard to quit smoking and drinking, even if the conditions are limited , but not very well.”

Before, there were a lot of rumors on the Internet that Chu Zhi smoked and drank by himself, and persuaded others that he had double standards. Wei Tongzi also replied to many similar messages. Now she wants to know, who would say that.

"I would like to thank my friend Da Mao, that is, Su Shangbai." Chu Zhi said, "He has been helping me. The evidence he presented in the invitation to the Xiaomang Tea Party was collected by Da Mao. If there is no Da Mao, I will prove it. My road to innocence has not been so smooth."

Su Shangbai?Pang Pu felt as if he had heard this name somewhere.

"Is this Su Shangbai the new director of the Guangxi Datang Co., Ltd.?" Pang Pu suddenly recovered.

Guizhou Datang has a market value of 48.7 billion in Shanghai and Shenzhen. It is the second largest sugarcane sugar mill in China and the fourth in the world. It has an annual output of 15 tons of white sugar, and has a strong processing raw sugar of 32 tons and bagasse pulping of 11 tons. Ton, the sugar raw materials of the candy companies Hsu Fu Chi and Want Want on the market are all supplied with cinnamon sugar.

The market value is not high. Compared with the nearly [-] billion market value of Want Want Hong Kong stock market, it seems to be weak, but the status of the real light industry in the country is really high. One of the sponsors of the China Sugar Association is a key state-supported enterprise. Approved the establishment of post-doctoral scientific research workstations of sugar companies.

Recently, due to the turmoil about changing the head, the stock price has dropped a lot. Chairman Su Rui held a press conference to clarify that he is currently in good health, and there will be no high-level changes in the next five or six years. The statements made to future generations are not true.Pang Pu will pay attention only because he trades in stocks, so he will know when there is trouble.

There are indeed many people with the same name and surname, but Su Shangbai's name is quite unique, and with the evidence, he must be capable, and it is very likely that they are the same person.

If you don't ask if there is any inside information, Pang Pu wants to make a fortune, of course he will clear these miscellaneous thoughts from his mind in the next second.We must go through the program flow, or it will be dinner time again.

"We have to take good care of our bodies and lives. Let me think about it. Teacher Chu debuted for more than two years. I read the information. It will be three years in March next year, so there are almost five years before we can see Teacher Chu's free concert. Yes, we must work hard."

Pang Pu concluded the topic, and said, "Then let's take a look at Fengyue Baojian and see what requests the little mang friends in the live broadcast room will make."

The small blackboard is made into a mirror. I am afraid that others will not know, and I even wrote the words "Fengyue Baojian" on it. Do you want to be so obstinate?

Fengyue Baojian... It's not serious when you hear the name, but Dream of Red Mansions is also called Fengyue Baojian, and it also appears in a mirror in the twelve chapters. It was created by the police fantasy fairy, and the program crew copied it mechanically, which made Chu Zhi seriously doubt the program. Have you ever read the original work?

"Tongtong, write it." Pang Pu handed the pen to Wei Tongzi.

"Why do you want me to come?" Wei Tongzi took the pen and asked.

"I can't write well." Pang Pu said: "Tongtong, you look like a master at a glance, and you can write beautifully."

It is necessary to wear a high hat to make people do things, because of time constraints, four or five small friends are usually selected to leave a message, today only two are drawn, and the one with the most comments and likes.

[When will Nine Brothers new album come out?I really can't wait. ]

[If "You Are Not Really Happy" is not included in the album, I would like to hear Brother Jiu sing it on the show. ]

Two questions, written on the small blackboard with a pen, oh no, on Fengyue Baojian, Wei Tongzi couldn't help complaining, "Why do you have to bother to write it again, can't you just ask?"

"Can I call Director Meng Teng for you, and we can discuss it specifically?" Pang Pu joked.

"Forget it." Wei Tongzi wrote it down, um... the writing on the small blackboard is a bit ugly.

"It's been a long time since I wrote with a pen. My handwriting used to be beautiful." Because it was in front of idols, Wei Tongzi still wanted to quibble.

Chu Zhi looked at the question and responded, "According to the current production schedule, it's New Year's Eve. The first album will be released on New Year's Eve."

"You must remember to listen to it. Teacher Chu's song is very nice." Wei Tongzi added in a timely manner.

"Second question - yes." Chu Zhi didn't expect that he didn't want to do it anymore, and now...you raised it on your own initiative, and I have nothing to do with it.

"Without accompaniment, I can only sing a cappella here."

Only powerful singers are not afraid of singing a cappella. Chu Zhi is not a capable singer, but he is also not afraid of singing a cappella, because he has a voice of despair, and he can perform better without accompaniment.

The kind-hearted Chu Zhi is going to use 60% strength, which is better than when she participated in "I'm Really a Singer" and sang on a deserted island. After all, you are not really happy. There is a strong sense of sadness in front of the song. I'm afraid that 90% of people will sing to suicide. You must know that the atmosphere in the live broadcast room is not good.

"In the crowd, crying. You just want to become a transparent color, you will never dream again, or pain or heartbeat. You have decided, you have decided.

You bear it quietly, holding yesterday tightly in your fist, and the sweeter the memory, the more hurtful it is. "

Three lines of lyrics were sung from Chu Zhi's mouth. He didn't practice this song. He worked hard but at least two and a half lines were out of tune.

But this situation and the scene are not out of tune and not in line with the feelings. "Quietly" bites the words lightly, and bites the words tightly, which hurts people and even deforms them. It sounds like "Shangren" with empty ears.

"The more dense, deep and shallow cuts are left on the palm of your hand. You are not really happy, your smile is just the protective color you wear, you decide not to hate, and you decide not to love, shut your soul in A body locked forever." Chu Zhi seemed to be singing to herself.

The singing of the deserted island is blessed by the voice of despair, which is the feeling of being separated from the lover forever, and "You Are Not Really Happy", it is fear.

It is the fear of being bitten by a snake once and being afraid of well ropes for ten years.

There is caution in the voice, the despair of fear, if you want not to be hurt, you can only block yourself and build a thick defense.

It's like poetry: you say, you don't like to grow flowers.Because I am afraid to see the flowers withering one by one.So, in order to avoid the end of all, you reject all the beginnings.

No more hate, no more love, the soul will always be locked in the eternally locked body, Wei Tongzi can be sure that the idol has not come out, or is still troubled by depression.

"This world, laughed. So you laughed together as a group, when survival is the rule, not your choice."

Jelly is a professional photographer. He has always thought that the smiles of the guests in this episode are pretty. The main reason may be that they are good-looking. They are better than the smiling angel Li Xingwei that online fans brag about. After listening to this song, they realized that Chu Zhi’s smile is a gift. What was given to others, nothing was left to oneself.

He is the Holy Father, the real thing, Jelly said in his heart, he is the Holy Father, not the Holy Father bitch.

"You are not really happy. Your wounds never fully heal. I stand on your left side, but it seems like we are separated by the Milky Way. Is it true that you will grow old with regrets?" Chu Zhi's voice suddenly became passionate : "You deserve real happiness, you should take off the protective color you wear, why lose it and be punished?"

"Can you just let the sadness end at this moment and start living again!"

Chapter 66 Work hard to be an idol

"A Dream of Red Mansions" is currently broadcasting eleven episodes, with guests involved in various fields, and the episode with the highest audience retention and popularity in the live broadcast room is a Korean star, adding a parenthesis before Chu Zhi was on the show.

The first episode of the program took seven days, and became the focus of heated discussions on the Internet three times, almost once every two days.It is too cheap to receive 350 million soft sister coins from the program group, and the price-performance ratio is super high.

The first two were the incident of smoking in front of the camera and blew himself up drinking, and the incident of gratitude in the karaoke room. "The King of Masked Singer" was really miserable. It was suppressed from the beginning of the broadcast, and it was hard to reach the halfway point until the end of "I'm Really a Singer" thinking that I could turn into a serf The masked producer who sang, but was taken over by Dream of Red Mansions, now feels uncomfortable when he hears the unfortunate and sad name of "Chu Zhi".

There is another person who reacts to Chu Zhi's name. She is currently a third-year student at the school, majoring in Wesfarmer's Seed Science and Engineering. Her nickname is Shi'er. The reason why she is uncomfortable hearing Chu Zhi is a certain angel named Zhi Zhi. Fans, continuous Amway.

Zhi Angel is also a gentle lady in her thirties, who can refuse Amway from a gentle lady? "Brother Jiu is very good, and he still cares about the staff, as long as he watches the Red Chamber again, he will definitely become a fan." Shi Er promised to watch "A Dream of Red Mansions" again.

Seeing such a big news, Shi Er was in a mixed mood, sympathized with Chu Zhi's experience, and felt that he seemed to have wronged him.

But Shi Er, who dared to be brave, immediately released a message: [Uh, I have to apologize, I said earlier that "stars should not smoke and drink, it will have a bad effect in front of the camera", and I still insist on it now.But Ah Jiu is indeed... I don't have any depressed friends around me, so I can't empathize with him, but I noticed that when the host took out the suicide note and case, my body trembled unconsciously, and I felt Ah Jiu's difficulty...

He only smoked three times in the live broadcast, I think he was very, very restrained, and he reminded everyone to stop smoking and drinking many times.

It's not a double standard. I believe that if it is possible, Ah Jiu doesn't want to smoke or drink. Alas, I shouldn't comment until I know the truth. ]

"Double Standard Character (Orange)" is a nickname based on a stalk, and netizens never disappoint in this regard.

Now the big reversal--

[Maybe this is not good, but Ah Jiu may have mild or moderate alcohol dependence... because according to Ah Jiu, once he stops drinking, he will have nightmares and auditory hallucinations. ]

[According to the statement above, Ah Jiu may have had nightmares every day in the live broadcast these days, and she is enduring auditory hallucinations, but she can still show optimism and positiveness...]

[Stop the knife, stop the knife, the child was crying stupidly when he saw Brother Nine's suicide note. ]

[Before I mocked Chu Zhi, I... I must buy an album when it comes out, oh, I remembered, his album is free, if you want to spend money, you can’t spend it? ]

#楚果已火火#、#双标的反复# The two hot searches are all passers-by who are fans of Luzhuan.

In the past, the proportion of middle and high school in Juyuan was 28%, and college students under the age of [-] accounted for half. These two groups are also the main crowd in the fan circle.

In fact, the star-chasers between the ages of 28 and 36 usually don’t show off and communicate with each other, but their purchasing power is astonishing. Among the six top streamers [Wu Tou Chu Wei, Yi Xing Yun Fei], Su Yiwu has a well-behaved doll Face, who made his debut early, is a celebrity in the nurturing department, and his mother fan watched Su Yiwu grow up.

After the coming-of-age ceremony, the fans contracted 180 routes. He was the one who published the magazines and videos of the plane that day. He even bought the naming rights of 1 stars, from Su Yiwu No. 18 star to Su Yiwu No. [-] star. In terms of support, the rest Even the five of them couldn't keep up.

The power of mother fans is too strong, Chu Zhi has attracted the attention of many mother fans today.

[I feel sorry for my younger brother, Xiaojiu. Even though he is 22 years old, he is still as innocent as a child in many ways. I will simply check why Chu Zhi didn’t clarify in front of the public after being framed. I believe it because I believe that the company can repay my innocence, and I didn't act rashly after listening to the company's words, and everyone saw it as a result.

The original brokerage company, Kangfei Entertainment, has terminated the contract long ago, and Kangfei Entertainment gave up on Xiaojiu.

Abandoned, he was bewildered and didn't know what to do.Xiao Jiu has too little experience, "You Are Not Really Happy" is basically singing about himself, but he is afraid that fans will worry, so the new album is not included.

In front of the live broadcast camera, auditory hallucinations, fears, nightmares, and insomnia all weighed on him. He still kept his smile and gentleness. He smoked three cigarettes when he couldn't bear it. Tell the audience not to smoke.

why?Because he smokes and drinks himself and knows that it hurts his body, just like he knows how terrible it is to be desperate and have no support, so he wants to help other desperate people clumsily.

Even trembling must be controlled.

Xiao Jiu was wronged, attacked and scolded for no reason, but he really wanted others to live well, and he was really trying to be a good example, a good idol who brought people positive energy.

During the painful period, I don’t know if there was any alcohol dependence or smoking addiction left, but he still had shadows in his heart, nightmares, dare not comment on Weibo, and often hallucinated. Good idol.

I think Xiaoguo should be very happy to be able to become a fan of such an idol.

I am in a bad mood and occasionally smoke women's cigarettes. For the sake of Xiaojiu, who makes people feel distressed, I will quit smoking from today.

One last note, please don't bully our Xiaojiu from a Jiuhua company. ]

The mother fan with the ID name "Lu Luo" posted a post. The specific identity is unknown, but judging by the words and deeds, the status is quite high. It is easy to find out that Chu Zhi and Kang Fei terminated the contract, and even found out the background of Dahua, "Dahua" Two-character strokes are exactly nine strokes.

Luluo's long post attracted young people to use a "magnifying glass" to watch variety shows.

On the singer stage, he also concealed his depression many times. Whether it was Heng Kouyi's concern or the host Gu Nanxi's inquiry, he just vaguely said that he was unwell.

I don't want any negative emotions to be conveyed to the audience through variety shows, and even when encountering the black tide of "unknown truth" audiences, there are no miserable words.

The Kuroshio also had to explain to the audience. The reason given by Mango Satellite TV: The audience mistakenly thought that Chu Zhi was an unscrupulous artist and boycotted it.

All kinds of things show that Luluo's long post is right, and Chu Zhi is really trying to be an idol who spreads positive energy.

The discussion caused by top-tier suicide incidents has become more intense. Many passers-by will stand up for the disadvantaged and uphold justice. Who are the disadvantaged?Obviously it was Chu Zhi who was wronged and then suffered from depression and almost committed suicide.

When the people's sense of justice pours out, the sense of attack is very strong. Apart from being easy to be deceived, there are no other shortcomings. The strong execution and digging ability make people stunned. Netizens can dig up many unexpected things.

For example, an employee of a luxury goods company in the Greater China region, a netizen named Xuzhen posted the news:

[I wanted to post this post a few days ago, that is, the news that the album will be permanently free after the announcement in the last issue, but after thinking about it, I gave up. I am not a fan. Although I appreciate it, there is no need to put myself in it. I watched it today... I feel a little bit sorry for my conscience. Let me tell you that many people don't know what permanent free records mean. They just feel that the top stream can earn so much money, and it's nothing.

Maybe it was in the past, but after being framed, Chu Zhi faced more than [-] endorsement companies and the termination of seven variety shows. The liquidated damages he faced would be paid by the brokerage company according to the contract, but the huge liquidated damages were enough to make him bankrupt , you ask me why I know?

The real estate information and vehicle information auctioned in Ali, Chu Zhi’s current house and an off-road vehicle under his name are being auctioned. In other words, Chu Zhi is not only bankrupt, but also has no place to live in two months. up.

So now you all know how much courage it took for Chu Zhi to say that the album will be free forever...]

Chapter 67 Expected and Unexpected

When things are connected, everything is connected. For Xiaoguo, he only saw the vines and galaxy patterns printed by his idol. Turning around, the idol will sleep on the street, and the house will be auctioned. Who can bear it?Passers-by didn't see it, let alone the little fruits.

The little fruits are Dian Wei who is like a king. The three lines of "The sleeping beast has awakened", "Your blood alone is not enough to repay the debt", and "Totally crazy" are fully interpreted, let's not talk about Kang Fei The company's official Weibo account was deleted, and the official website of Kangfei Entertainment was directly blasted.

What is a rush, the suggestion board on the official website is densely filled with comments such as "Apology, I owe Orange an apology", "You are a murderer", "If it weren't for you, Brother Nine would not be depressed".

To put the facts in perspective, if it wasn't for the high-level executives in Kangfei Entertainment who betrayed the company's interests, which resulted in the loss of the opportunity to clarify in the early stage, or even gave up early and did nothing, the original body would not have been so tragic.

How bad the remarks that forced the original body to suffer from depression at the beginning are now exaggerated and aggressive against Kangfei Entertainment, especially the marketing account and self-media.

"The brokerage company of the four pit artists, the first is Kangfei Entertainment"