ordinary human life

Both of them were stunned. It is very unlucky to burn incense.

"It's okay, I'll change one for you." Xu Lanying said indifferently.

But Tian Tian was even more frightened, is this a matter of changing one?

"Mom...Mom, do you think Dad is still blaming me?" Tian Tian asked tremblingly.

"I must blame you. What you did back then made him so sad and angry. Can he not blame you if he hasn't returned home for so many years?" Xu Lanying said indifferently.

But when she said this, Tian Tian became even more afraid. It was because of this that her father came to her, right?

Tian Tian took the incense from Xu Lanying's hand, trembling, inserted it into the incense burner, but never dared to look up at the photo frame above.

She said anxiously: "Mom...Mom...Did I see my dad before?"

"Meet your dad?"

Xu Lanying was a little surprised when she heard the words. Could it be that the old man secretly went to see his daughter? It wasn't right. They never knew where Tian Tian went. Besides, Tian Jiapeng never left home for too long.

"When and where?" Xu Lanying asked.

"Just a few days ago, I saw my dad downstairs where I live." Tian Tian said in a tearful voice.

Xu Lanying's face was full of displeasure when she heard the words. I'm not too confused yet. Your father has been dead for more than a year. Where do you go to see your father?

"What I said is true." Tian Tian said loudly.

"I was running downstairs in the morning, and he was sitting on the lounge chair, and he called me Tian Niu." Tian Tian cried.

"Well, then what else did he tell you?" Xu Lanying asked lightly, obviously she didn't believe Tiantian's words.

"He said Tian Niu, why don't you run away, work harder, don't give up." Tian Tian said hastily.

Xu Lanying glanced at her and said, "You miss your father so much? Are you delusional?"

"It's not right, how could you have hallucinations like what your father thought?"

"Could it be that you are really weird? Then why doesn't he come back to see me, this old man..." Xu Lanying became sad as she spoke.

She lifted the corner of her clothes and wiped the corners of her eyes.

In fact, Tian Jiapeng has been there all the time. Seeing his wife's sad appearance, he is full of helplessness.

He has always thought that it is good to be cunning, he is free, he can go wherever he wants, his legs don't hurt, and his waist doesn't hurt.

But only at this time, he felt that doing it was tricky and not so fun.

"Mom, my dad has always blamed me for not listening to him, and was angry in his heart, so he couldn't be angry after death, and he still wants to teach me?" Tian Tian asked Xu Lanying anxiously.

"Is your father like that?" Xu Lanying asked dissatisfied.

"Yes?"

Xu Lanying glared at her dissatisfied.

"You are her daughter, no matter how you are not, can he still harm you? If it is really him, he must miss you, and if he does something tricky, he will go to see you and see if you are doing well." Xu Lanying A little sad and authentic.

"mom……"

Tian Tian seemed not so scared after hearing the words, and looked up at Tian Jiapeng's portrait.

Tian Jiapeng on the portrait is smiling with kindness in his eyes.

"dad……"

She remembered that when she was young, Tian Jiapeng doted on her and loved her. She said that when she grows up, she will definitely honor her father and let her live a life of a rich man with meat to eat every day.

Tian Jiapeng always said with a smile that she doesn't need to worry about it, as long as she lives well when she grows up.

She thought of every time she quarreled with her father as an adult, complaining that her father was controlling her and watching her, making her not free.

She doesn't want to live a life like this, she doesn't want to stay in this house, she always wants to escape here, to pursue her freedom.

But after she really escaped, she realized that there was no freedom, it was just escaping from one cage to another.

But in this cage, there is no one who cares about her anymore.

She wanted to break free from this cage and never be trapped by others again, and she thought that money was her wings to break free from the cage, so she was greedy for money and found a man who was ten years older than her.

But in the end, was she free?Is she happy?

In fact, she didn't know it herself.

Materially, she has indeed gained freedom, but spiritually she has become more empty. Although drunkenness and dreams are a bit exaggerated, her life seems to have lost focus and purpose.

Especially after losing my son, this feeling is even stronger.

But she is a very selfish person, as long as she lives well, she is sad to lose her son, but she has to live.

Just to live simply to live, to live to be happy.

But is she still alive?

Maybe.

Chapter 838

In fact, there are many people like Tian Tian.

But because of their responsibilities, ethics, family, reason, etc., they are restrained, so most people dare not live so recklessly.

And these are like a cage to Tian Tian.

But it is precisely because of this cage that the existing social order has been formed.

If everyone was like Tian Tian, ​​wouldn't the world be in chaos.

This is why Tian Jiapeng lamented that Tian Tian was not educated well.

But that kind of life is better, the benevolent sees benevolence, the wise sees wisdom, and no one can judge others' lives.

After all, the world is so big, there are all kinds of people.

People like her live a comfortable life, but people don't like her.

Of course, there are more people in this world that we like.

For example, the little guy who is hiahia now.

The reason why she was so happy was because Zhang Junjun gave her a lantern.

The colored lantern is in the shape of a gourd, a bit like the Qiankun gourd on He Sihai's waist.

But it is much more beautiful than the Qiankun pot. Not only does it have exquisite patterns on it, but when the lamp is lit, it also shines with colorful lights.

Of course, this is not an open flame, but a battery-powered LED lantern.

This is specially prepared by Zhang Junjun for the children.

So Taozi and Xuanxuan also have it.

Taozi's lantern is really a big pink peach. Taozi said that she likes it very much, and she can't put it down in her hand.

And Xuanxuan also inserted the soul-inducing lamp behind her buttocks, holding a red goldfish-shaped lamp in her hand.

The colorful lights can not only light up, but also sing. When the handle is pressed, popular songs will be sung.

"Here, this is for you." Zhang Junjun handed Liu Wanzhao a blue transparent bubble-like lamp.

"Hey, there's still mine?" Liu Wanzhao took it in surprise after hearing the words.

There were still a few left in Zhang Junjun's hand, and He Sihai quickly shook his hand, "Don't give it to me, I don't want it."

"Why not? It's very interesting. I'll help you choose one."

Liu Wanzhao couldn't help but help He Sihai choose a jack-o-lantern and put it in his hand.

He Sihai wanted to return it, but grandma said beside him.

"Take it all, and when it gets dark, take the children to the street to watch the lantern festival."

"Are there a lot of people?" He Sihai retracted his hands upon hearing this.

"Of course there are many. People from several villages will come. Not only will there be street parades, there will also be performances. In addition, there will be lighting activities at the Zhang Family Ancestral Hall." Grandma said.

"Is it so lively?" Liu Wanzhao was surprised when he heard this.

It's hard to find such a lively place in Hezhou, not to mention the Lantern Festival, the Chinese New Year is deserted, but I saw it in my hometown when I was a child, but since the family moved to Hezhou, I haven't seen it again.

"Grandma, grandma, will there be something delicious to eat?" Xuanxuan heard from the side and immediately came over to ask.

"Of course there are delicious ones, and there are many free ones." Grandma said with a smile.

"Really?" Xuanxuan was surprised when she heard this.

"Of course it's true. Grandma can still lie to you. You'll know in the evening."

It turned out that the Lantern Festival not only had performances, but also folk artists dressed up in various shapes, and gave the children loose food along the way.

As for the source of these food, it is also given by various households on the street.

The performers of these shows wear a canvas pocket around their waist.

When passing by a door to stop the performance, the host will entertain everyone with food, and these entertainers will use their pockets to serve.

They are all small snacks, mostly candies, but even so, every household gives them, and the burden is heavy, so they will distribute them to the children watching the fun along the way, which is a way of having fun together.

Xuanxuan heard the words and was looking forward to the arrival of the evening.

But at this moment, there was a voice next to him, and he said anxiously: "Give me your lord."

He Sihai heard the sound and looked, it turned out to be Xu Yahu.

Of course, except for He Sihai, Xuanxuan and Wanwan, no one else could see it.

"Didn't you go home with Mr. Tian?" He Sihai asked.

"He is my grandfather." Xu Yahu said.

"You know everything?" He Sihai said with a smile.

Seeing He Sihai talking to himself suddenly, Zhang Junjun and others knew that a "guest" was coming.

Xuanxuan touched the soul lamp from behind her buttocks, and handed it to He Sihai.

He Sihai lit the soul-inducing lamp, and everyone discovered that there was a young man in the yard.

"You... how are you?"

The temperature was a bit cold, and Xu Yahu shivered after having a body suddenly, and then he was full of curiosity about his body.

He had heard Tian Jiapeng tell him, but when it was his turn, he still felt miraculous.

"Still a young man." Grandma said with emotion.

Then ask him to sit down.

Xu Yahu glanced at He Sihai upon hearing this.

"If I let you sit, you can sit, what do you see me doing?"

Xu Yahu thought to himself that he was scared of you last time, but he didn't dare to say this, so he quickly thanked his grandma and sat down.

"Young man, how old is this year?" Grandma asked with a smile.

"I'll be 21 during Chinese New Year." Xu Yahu said hastily.

"Only 21? What a pity." Grandma was full of regret when she heard the words.

One year older than Si Hai, what a good age, why did he die.

At this time, Zhang Junjun came out with a cup of hot water.

"Drink some water."

"Thank you, thank you..." Xu Yahu hurriedly got up to thank him.

And Yang Peilan brought out the Liugong grid dried fruit plate from the house, and placed it in front of him.

Xuanxuan quietly grabbed a handful of cashew nuts beside her, and then distributed them to Taozi, Wanwan and herself.

"Eat something." Yang Peilan said.

This kind of six-square grid dried fruit plate is not usually brought out, it is only brought out during the New Year, and whenever guests come, they will be brought out to entertain.

"Thank you, I have something to do to guide you." Xu Yahu said hastily.