Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

  Her broken body often made her vomit, causing her stomach to cramp, cough violently, and cough up large chunks of blood—she would just say calmly that she was fine.

She casually wiped the dark red blood at the corner of her mouth and tried to swallow the bitterness in her mouth. She smiled calmly and said that she was fine and not uncomfortable.

 In turn, she was asked to coax the man in front of him who was so distressed and bewildered that his eyes turned red.

He is not a crybaby, but every time when she coughs violently and her whole body hurts so much that she can't speak, his eyes become red and wet.

 Very carefully, with trembling hands, I touched her very carefully, crying like a baby, unable to speak, and tears fell for a time.

 She was the one who hurt, but it seemed...it was him who hurt a thousand times a hundred times.

She didn't cry, but he cried, and choked up at one point.

He wanted to feed her his own blood to make her feel better, but Yun Si was so keen that she would not drink his blood again.

She knew what he wanted to do, and it might make her feel better, but...

 She doesn't want to.

　　Not willing in any case.

Gently holding his hand, she pursed her lips and smiled, shook her head and said, "I'm really fine, I just choked accidentally. Don't worry about me, eh?"

 In the past, people who were always called heartless and bad girls were always soft in their hearts—extremely soft. She was a kind-hearted girl who touched people's hearts and made them feel hot.

 She looks careless, heartless, and always likes to be naughty, but in fact...she has always been very good, with a delicate and gentle heart, and is always very considerate of others.

 She didn’t want him to get hurt, let alone do things that actively harmed herself—she knew that he had already done enough.

 She is very content now.

"If you don't cry, why are you crying?" She breathed slowly, raised her hand, and gently wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes.

Because she was always vomiting, the bitter water eroded her vocal cords. Her voice was hoarse and soft, and she always had little strength. She spoke very slowly to cover up her uneven breathing. She tried her best to raise the corners of her mouth, showed a faint smile, and said: "Talk to me more, stay with me...a little more..."

 This is her last remaining selfishness.

"Stay with me and don't leave me, okay?" She looked at him gently and murmured softly.

The man with red eyes knelt on one knee in front of her, holding her hand tightly, his lips and teeth trembling slightly.

 Speechless, he gently placed her extremely cold hand on his cheek, as if he wanted to warm her with his body.

 Although, it is of no avail.

 Beside the window at this moment, the bright colors that once existed will all wither.

Withered branches, shriveled fallen flowers, and the little flower buds that have not had time to bloom, have lost their vitality, withered and curled up in a ball...

In the bleak wind, the flower branches were hanging by the window, and the fallen leaves were sparse and crumbling, as if they were about to break at any time.

 Everything is disappearing, with the wind.

 …

On this day, Yun Si talked a lot while listening to Jiu Ge - he was not a talkative person and had always been such a taciturn person. In the past, he always listened quietly and listened. she says.

 But today, everything is reversed.

 He became more talkative, while Yun Si became the one who listened quietly.

 This feeling was very novel. It was the first time that Yun Si knew that... he could also say so many words, and he kept talking, and kept talking.