Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

 The answer is only in silence.

Yun Si slept for a long time - when she was trapped in the nightmare, she still didn't know that the real time passed quickly.

Page after page has been torn off the calendar on the wall. The flowers on the trees have bloomed and withered, the buds have sprouted, and snow has fallen in winter, repeated for several years.

 Everything seemed to be unchanged, almost the same as in her memory.

Everything seemed to have changed again, he became haggard, and the courtyard became deserted - there was a lot going on in the outside world, and there was much more that she didn't know about.

Yun Si tilted her head, hesitant and confused: "It turns out... I slept for a long time..."

The heavy feeling in her chest became more and more depressing and uncomfortable. Her slightly parted lips trembled slightly, and she looked at him with a dazed look, as if she felt something.

"So I…"

  She was so unsettled that she didn't know what to say, so she subconsciously hugged him in front of her.

 Muttered and called him softly: "Jiu Ge..."

Jun Jiu Ge hummed, lowered his eyes, and said nothing for a long time.

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The flowers on the other shore bloomed by the window. When Yun Si woke up, she was in the best spirits.

After that day, the flowers began to decline, as if all their vitality had been exhausted in advance.

Little by little, at a speed visible to the naked eye, it becomes eclipsed, loses its beautiful and vivid colors, and becomes thin, withered, and shrunk into a ball.

Yun Si still couldn't eat - even if she tried hard to eat and wanted to swallow, she would vomit uncontrollably the second she ate.

With an empty stomach, she could only spit out the bitter water that burned her throat. She couldn't eat anything, not even her favorite dessert in the past.

There is no appetite for anything.

She began to become very quiet. She was no longer as lively as before. She loved to be naughty and laugh cheerfully. She could not sit still no matter what.

 After she woke up, she seemed to feel something vaguely, and she started to like staring at Jiu Ge - she often stared at it, staring at it in trance.

　　The man who had always behaved very calmly wrapped her in thick clothes and wrapped her up like a rice dumpling. He stayed with her and guarded her, never leaving her for a moment.

 He said he would take her to find her mother, but...in the end, they only met her once.

 After meeting them, I don’t know what they said to Jiu Ge privately. Jiu Ge - became more and more strange.

Love hugged her for a long time without speaking.

I wanted to hug her tightly, but I was afraid of hurting her—she was too thin, with a palm-sized face and everything was small except for her pair of extraordinarily large eyes, which were still pure, bright, and as clean as a child.

 Under the extra thick clothes, her skin was very white, so white that there was no trace of blood, and it was so white that it was almost transparent.

The fingers are cold, the limbs are cold, and the coldness penetrates into the bones, like a dead person.

She would probably feel cold, very cold, as if her whole body was in an ice cellar, unable to find any warmth.

　　However, after waking up, she barely mentioned the cold word.

Feeling uncomfortable, very cold, and trembling, she just sat quietly and smiled lightly at him when he looked over.

She didn't mention anything. It was obvious that in the past, she was the most squeamish and the one who couldn't tolerate the most pain. Even if she was slightly injured or cut her hand, she would come to him with tears in her eyes and cry out aggrievedly for pain, asking him to come. coax.

 But now…