I really can't control myself

"System prompt: This exploration is over and the exploration progress is being calculated..."

"The exploration progress is 55.8%, and the points obtained are 546,000 points."

"System prompt: Obtain 1,247,000 combat points."

"System prompt: Return safely and get 50,000 points.

"System prompt: You have received a random reward, the Immortality of the Gods."

"What the hell?" Linton was stunned when he heard the random reward, because he had no idea what it was. This random reward always rewards some strange things, and sometimes I don’t know where the skills come from. For example, this skill has such a cool name, but Linton doesn’t know what it is, and it seems that this skill can’t be used. Maybe it’s passive?

After some research, Linton found that his store page also had this skill. Obviously, this should be a skill owned by people he had killed, but which one was it specifically? Sorry, I can't remember. There are a lot of things in the store now, and there is no list of adding time. I really can't remember.

The name sounds like it's probably a recovery-type passive skill. Looking at the price in the store, there's no difference between the self-healing factor and the self-healing factor. However, I already have the self-healing factor. So far, the recovery effect is very good, and I don't really need to use it anymore. Enhance this aspect. Of course it was free, so Linton could only say that he accepted it for free.

In terms of exploration, the progress is pretty good, 50% completed at once, but the combat points are a bit low. It seems to be the lowest in recent times. Does it have anything to do with the enemy's strength?

Linton just thought about this matter a little bit. After all, there are more important things now. This mission has obviously been completed. The mission requirement is only 20%, and I have already exceeded it. Of course, the most important thing after completing the mission is that I should be promoted. So, what will happen?

To be honest, Linton was a little nervous, inexplicably nervous. He didn't know where his nervousness came from, but there were rare emotional fluctuations, and Linton was still looking forward to it.

Taking a deep breath, Linton clicked to complete the task. At this moment, a lot of system prompts popped up, and at this moment, Linton felt that his consciousness was blurred.

When his consciousness slowly recovered, Linton found that he seemed to be in a dark place. His eyes quickly noticed a person who appeared in front of him. What surprised him was that the person who appeared in front of him was none other than someone else. he himself.

"Are you still doing this?" Linton frowned, "Hey, can we have a conversation?"

Unfortunately, my voice didn't seem to be conveyed, or the person opposite didn't seem to see me at all, and it seemed that the two sides were not in the same dimension. Just when Linton didn't know what was going on, suddenly the "self" in front spoke.

"Don't... go any further." The tone sounded a bit complicated, like advice, but also like he was hiding something.

"Don't... go any further." He repeated it. Although the words were the same, the tone felt a little more affirmative, or the command sounded stronger.

"I, TN, want to go backward." Linton said that he had no control over whether to go forward or backward. You should give him an option. Yes, Linton is still unable to participate in this situation, and he still has a perspective similar to that of a bystander.

The words of "him" on the opposite side did not change anything. Soon Linton felt that he seemed to float forward a little. To be more precise, the camera was pushed forward a little, as if he was heading directly to a dark place ahead.

Yes, it was dark again, and then very suddenly, when Linton came back to his senses in the next moment, he was actually squeezing a woman with both hands. The sudden real feeling shocked Linton's whole body, and he subconsciously wanted to let go of his hands, but his body did not move at all.

Only then did Linton realize that he was still in the same viewer mode as before, looking at something similar to memory. However, I don't know why at this moment. I should only be able to "see" something, but the feeling of grabbing the woman's hands is so clear, as if I am the one who takes action again.

After calming down his shaking heart, Linton took a closer look at the woman he was choking. Linton also knew this woman. Although she only appeared once in "his own memories," Linton still clearly remembered her. Yes, it was the woman who he had judged before to be his adoptive mother, and now in his memory, he was struggling to pinch her with both hands. Linton could even feel the strength of his own hands.

Linton's thoughts were confused for a moment, and suddenly Linton found that he was unable to think calmly. All kinds of strange feelings intertwined. Linton had obviously only seen this woman once in his "memory" and was not a very familiar person, but what he felt at this time was indeed great sadness.

Of course, I don't know where these emotions come from. Linton doesn't remember anything about this at all, but he just felt a huge sadness, as if the world was pressing on his chest.

The woman in front of him did not struggle. She had her eyes closed as if she had fallen asleep, but she looked at him with a slight smile. For some reason, Linton didn't dare to look at her.

"I told you...don't come." Suddenly "himself" spoke, and Linton was stunned for a moment. It seemed that he was saying it to his daughter in front of him, but he also seemed to be saying it to himself. For a moment, Linton was even a little agitated. Can't tell reality.

Then the next second, everything suddenly disappeared, and Linton sat up from the ground in a cold sweat. For the first time, Linton subconsciously looked at his hands. Yes, the touch was so real. Linton always thought he could only see something in that situation, but everything today seemed to be experienced by himself. Generally speaking, or... I have actually experienced it, has the memory of my body survived?

"I...TN is really a piece of shit." Linton couldn't help but say. Such a real feeling made Linton unable to help but believe that he had really done these things. In other words, he was the one who killed the woman with his own hands. Gradually calming down, Linton began to think about the situation.

Why, this question is the first one that comes to mind. It was obvious from previous memories that this woman was very important to him, so why did he do it? Forced or something like that? No matter how you look at it, there seems to be no hesitation in the memory of me before, so what exactly happened?

Thinking about it gave me a headache. To be honest, I had too few clues and I probably couldn't think of anything, but Linton really didn't want to stop. The huge feeling of sadness was still lingering in his heart. At this moment, Linton just wanted to do something instead of calming down.

"How can we not move forward?" Suddenly he remembered "my" warning before. It was probably for this reason. To be honest, Linton suddenly began to feel that his amnesia might have something to do with this incident, and said Maybe he took the initiative. It’s about what you want to forget, not what you encountered.

"My TN is really a piece of shit." He said it a second time, this time despising "myself" for being weak. Of course, it is easier to talk about this matter, but the huge feeling of sadness in his heart even made Linton feel a little heartbroken at this time.

Linton felt an inexplicable irritability. What made Linton feel most uncomfortable was that he didn't know where this feeling came from because he couldn't remember it. However, just as Linton's eyes became increasingly gloomy, the door to the room suddenly opened.

"Linton, is that you?" Yalan's voice suddenly came from the door of the room. Yes, Linton in the room had been paying attention to what he had seen before, and did not notice his own movements. The place where he is now is his room in the palace. Maybe he heard the noise, and Yalan came over to see the situation. Of course, no one usually comes to Linton's room, so of course the only person who might show up is Linton.

"Come back?" Yalan was stunned for a moment when she saw Linton sitting on the ground, "When did you come back? Why are there even lights..."

Just as she turned around to light the magic lamp, Yalan was suddenly hugged from behind by Linton. Yalan was stunned for a moment, but quickly relaxed.

The two of them didn't speak, they just stood quietly in the dim room, hugging each other for a few minutes. Finally, it was Linton who spoke first.

"Have you changed your perfume?" Linton asked.

"Have you calmed down?" Yalan turned around, "Are you having nightmares?"

"It's a little worse than that," Linton said. "I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to scream."

"Does your family have any mottos now?" Yalan said with a smile.

"It hasn't been compiled yet," Linton said, "and that one doesn't work. Thank you for coming."

Yalan's body shook slightly, and after thinking about it, she hugged Linton a little tightly. The two stood for a while again, and Yalan suddenly relaxed a little and asked, "Is there nothing you want to say to me?"

"I have lost my memory." Linton said suddenly.

"Huh?" Yalan was shocked.

"Don't worry, it was before I met you." Linton added.

Yalan understood the situation in just two sentences, and of course she immediately made a lot of guesses: "So what are you thinking of now? Bad things?"

"A very bad thing." Linton said, "But when I saw you, I suddenly understood that memory is the past, and you happen to be my future."

"You too." Yalan said seriously.

This time, there is no need to turn on the lights.