I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

"Zijin, you are too silly. People are different now, you know? In fact, Xu Anruo is not too much. Those who are too much will have many, many relationships and many ex-girlfriends. If he spends half of his life with me and half of his life with you, I think it is very good. He can be forgiven and deserves to be loved deeply by us."

Cheng Xuanyu raised her face, tears in her eyes, shining, but she smiled.

Tan Zijin shook her head, but didn't know how to refute.

"I love him, and you love him too, right? Just like the sentence you asked me, Zijin, you should also ask yourself, if he is just like this, can you forgive him? If he corrects his mistakes, do you still want to continue to be with him?"

Cheng Xuanyu looked at her and asked with a smile.

Tan Zijin was silent.

She didn't know.

She was actually very humble.

She always thought that as long as Xiao Xu was happy, she could do anything.

At this time.

Cheng Xuanyu stood up.

There were still traces of tears on her face, but she was smiling, grabbing Tan Zijin's hand and saying:

"Zijin, you don't have to answer me now. By the way, are you hungry? It's past six o'clock, let's go eat? Then in the evening, you can also come to the nest, and we will carefully discuss Xu Anruo's excessive behavior!"

"Uh, I..."

"Let's go, let's go, you were so decisive before, why are you a different person now? Forget it for now, eating is more important."

"Well, okay."

"Yes, Zijin."

"Xuanxuan, you, go slowly."

...

Two girls.

The most beautiful girls.

First, they went to the back street to eat.

Then Tan Zijin took Cheng Xuanyu for a walk in Jiangda.

Finally, by some strange coincidence, Tan Zijin was really pulled to the nest by Cheng Xuanyu, and the two spent the night together.

During this time, Xu Anruo called a video.

Cheng Xuanyu changed to voice chat and lied to him that she was still at home. She made all kinds of indirect comments in front of Tan Zijin, and Xu Anruo on the other end was unnatural.

Tan Zijin was silent on the side.

Then the two of them talked a lot all night without sleeping.

The two girls were very sincere and silly, and talked a lot around Xu Anruo.

After calculating and calculating, they found that Xu Anruo was in a completely different state in front of the two girls.

Finally.

Cheng Xuanyu, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly let go.

Under the night light, she looked at the ceiling, but her hand was tightly holding Tan Zijin's hand, and said:

"Zijin, I changed my mind."

"Well, you say."

"It turns out that I really can't give Xu Anruo happiness, but you can. You are indeed the most suitable person and his true home..."

"Ah? Xuanxuan, don't say that, I don't..."

"Zijin, can you listen to me first?"

"Well."

Tan Zijin hummed.

Cheng Xuanyu took a deep breath and spoke slowly:

"I heard you talk about many details of your relationship. He likes to eat the food you cook. He will act funny and play around in front of you, but he is the one who sees you, heals you, and helps you grow up..."

"I grew up with him and know him too well. He is a very good person. He is used to giving and likes to see others happy. He is very capable and likes to be admired. When he was in school, he was happiest when he was praised by the teacher every time he got good grades."

"But he is essentially a big kid. He needs to be admired and taken care of. I admire him very much, but I can't take care of him well. I can't even take care of myself."

"So, he will never be relaxed in front of me and will never be able to show his most natural and real appearance. We have known each other for too long and grew up together. He has always protected me since I was a child. I am used to it, and he is used to it too. Habit is too terrible, too... It's hard to change, you know? Zijin. "

"Maybe he really loves me deeply."

"Maybe he just has this habit since he was a child, and he can't tell the difference himself."

"But one thing is clear, he is unnatural and not so happy with me, but unlike you, Zijin, he obviously enjoys it."

"I think he is struggling in his heart, maybe it's not love for me anymore, but a sense of responsibility that has turned into pressure and restraint, he can't get rid of it, after all, he is a person who is used to giving."

"But he is happy with you, he likes you, you are the most suitable person for him, he is addicted to the feeling of being with you, he can't bear to let go, but he is afraid of letting me down."

"I think Xu Xiaogou is not a bad person, he has never been a bad person."

"I saw a sentence in a book that day, saying that someone grows up with you, spends a long time with you, but is destined not to be with you until old age, but it doesn't matter, there must be such a personA person who has never participated in your past, but met you one day, gave you all the love and tenderness, and spent the rest of her life with you. "

"The former is the flowers along the way, and the latter is the lights behind the rest of your life."

"So, I should be the flowers along the way for Xu Anruo, accompanying him for a while, and Zijin, you are the lights behind him, his destination in this life."

"I think it is most important for him to live a good life."

"Zijin, what do you think?"

Cheng Xuanyu said a lot, and finally asked.

Tan Zijin, who had been silent, hummed.

Cheng Xuanyu smiled.

Then he took a deep breath, shook his head, pretended to grit his teeth, and said:

"I still think he is too much."

"It's obviously too much, and we should hate him to death, but we can't hate him at all. ”

“After all, he has been with me for so many years, and he has given me the most precious growth and youth of a boy.”

“He has given you, Zijin, unreservedly and treated you with good intentions. No matter what his motives are, whether he is good or bad, he has successfully entered your heart and become the most important person in your life.”

“Let’s talk about his deeds instead of his heart. He is always worthy of being loved.”

“So I love him.”

“Zijin, you love him too, even more than I do, right?”

“So, this time, just treat it as a bargain for him. Don’t let him struggle, and I won’t put pressure on him. Zijin, you should also be more determined to choose him.”

“After all, you also want him to live a good life, right, Zijin? "

……

That night.

The two silly girls reached a strange consensus.

Cheng Xuanyu, who habitually avoided problems, faced and solved problems so openly and soberly for the first time in her life.

Someone grows up with you, but cannot grow old with you.

Someone has never participated in your past, but she will be your life.

Cheng Xuanyu kept smiling.

She said she didn't feel regretful or sad.

The damn Xu Xiaogou gave her all his first times, and she would be the woman he would never forget in his life.

And he is rich, right? He also said he would buy me a French villa. I didn't think it was good before, but now it's different. He wants it for me, hum!

Cheng Xuanyu talked a lot tonight.

She was the one talking all the time, and Tan Zijin was listening.

Tan Hanhan, who had not yet eliminated the feeling of unworthiness in his heart, also made his choice for the first time.

Yes.

It is the most important thing for Xu Anru to live a good life, isn't it?