He Is a Master Who Can’t Handle a Slave Properly

54 – What she heard

“…Daughter, are you leaving now?

Dad… It’s okay. sleep well in the room

new, new. Tired but with a happy face.

I would be very happy if you always show that face to me, but –

Well, I’ve come too far to expect that. yes?

It’s not once or twice that I’ve disappointed your dad, and I’ve disappointed you as a mother – not once or twice.

Fortunately, you all grew up well, and sometimes I see fun in you guys.

Taking care of you as a mother has been a pleasure to be honest. I loved you. Because you were half of his blood.

It’s true that I smile every time I see those cute ears.

…what are you talking about?

Yes, it is. Didn’t I answer?

Umm… Then I won’t spin around.

stop being independent. Get out of our arms and go far, far away. don’t pay attention to us anymore

To put it more bluntly, stop making your father my husband, lover, and mine…

give me back my boyfriend

How many decades – twenty years since I gave up on him to raise you as a saint.

I’m sorry for telling you this.

But that much I can’t give up on him.

I couldn’t fully give him my time when I shined the most, and I…

You don’t know how sorry and angry I am.

How many decades have you regretted with the desire and greed of the moment?

Even if he hurt you – oh no. That’s… I’m sorry.

The words are empty… It’s out. will you believe me

…Whoops, ah… Really.

I promised him to be a great mother in front of you, but I got impatient.

So, are you planning to have a wedding?

Oh, if it were me, I wouldn’t upload it.

No, well… Aside from having to show my husband to others, can you show your husband to others?

People like me, every time I see your father, I imagine a thousand ways of trampling.

Every day, I imagine him shedding tears of pleasure as I lick his sensitive parts with my tongue and kiss him.

I am a person like this, but wouldn’t it be different?

Ugly people, thinking dirty thoughts about other people’s husbands and wives –

so.

So yes. I don’t want to show it to others.

huh? Are you delusional? then let’s do this

What do you think of when you see your husband?

Don’t you think that frail man is going to wander outside defenseless, and one day be bitten by a wolf?

Or, what – if it’s not common, of course, but if there’s even one old virgin Yong-in hanging out nearby, like your dad did?

Or, as you wrote in your letter, that cat or whatever soothes loneliness with your husband’s undergarments –

Oh my, is that a harsh word? Are you saying I’m crazy?

you know better Be honest with your desires.

Everyone lives with it suppressed, but there is a limit to what you can suppress it.

Just as your father eventually gave up on me, it only takes a second for someone to fall apart when they start to believe in each other.

I break down by hammering myself in the heart I cherished.

It is love that makes even a beautiful nun with a kind heart into a prostitute in an instant.

Love is what makes even a naive elf completely corrupt and use black magic to bring her husband back to her side.

The mild-mannered dog Beastman instantly turned into a beast, tearing the cheating partner to pieces and hanging them outside the door,

Wagging and wagging her tail, thinking only of when her husband would come…

It is love that makes you wait for your husband at the front door covered in blood.

Oh, Ellie, don’t tell me lies that won’t even bite me.

you are such a woman

this…

Can’t you see the paper wet with tears?

I don’t know who wrote it, but the person you love complains a lot about resentment –

keep in mind you are that kind of person

No matter what your father called you, you are my daughter after all.

It is my daughter who wants to have the person she loves by her side, trample on her forever, and burn the feeling of love until the end of her life.

and.

That day, did I say that your brother is better than you?

It is a lie.

That child, who was so naive that he completely believed in a wizard who would attack him at any moment?

Why did you hand the child over to a woman like that?

Ellie, you already know why.

Being a child is, after all, about that much for me.

All of them are obstacles, but I feel so guilty and worried that I can’t get rid of them with my own hands.

They are all children that I myself shed my own blood and tears for, and raised them for 10 months.

As those children receive or give the love I think –

Dedicated to a new family, if you forget us.

I’m really good enough with that.

They say blood is thick, right?

Just look at the children of kings and riches.

Is the blood thick? under!

don’t be funny

After all, even if blood is mixed, the only thing that binds us together is love.

love love! It is the only thing that binds us together and gives us a reason to cherish each other.

If I hadn’t loved you, would I even say this?

Shall I tell you this, even with all the deep inside of me?

…I love you more than you, your father, or your love thinks.

our daughter My daughter who resembles me so much. Half of me, half of my love.

The day will come when you will understand.

I push away now, but you already showed me in this letter.

You don’t know how trembling I was when I received this letter.

to joy.

You don’t know how happy I was to say that you’re really my child.

Someone who can understand the depth of my love, really in this world.

While I’m in pain, while I’m in pain, even though I’m resentful –

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Raising you, feeding you, holding you in your arms, stroking your hair…

I felt it was worth bringing you into this world.

What are these inks on this piece of paper? right?

Even though it’s just letters, there’s no other than your dad who makes me so happy. really.

…you’ll understand very soon, sooner or later.

How much pain you are doing now gives you stability.

The children you will bear will torment you.

They will try to steal your love, your time, your youth, and sooner or later all your attention.

I tell you in advance, never get the wrong idea.

No matter how many times the devil in your heart whispers, don’t be shaken.

never.

Shaking your head vigorously is no use. The day will come when you will have that heart.

As you get fuller, you will be as happy as if you had the whole world in your hands with the growing interest and love.

And the moment you give birth to a child and see that face, that happiness will be different from the peak, but soon you will see the face of your husband hugging the child and you will be closed.

Those 10 months are not for you,

That it was for the saboteurs growing inside your stomach.

Ellie? Ellie – “

“No! No! No! No! Don’t you dare say such dirty words.

What I put in my stomach is his love, interest, affection, and promise.

Don’t say that nasty thing to me, don’t do it!

You and I are different. I will raise these children with love and will not let them go from my arms until they grow into full-fledged adults.

I hate you, you always pushed me away when you tried to approach my father, and I hate you for staring at us with death-like eyes.

But I can’t curse you now. I know very well what your feelings are.

I know you so well, I hate you even more.

And because you know, I like you.

If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t even be able to feel these feelings. but –

I will be different from you. I will hug him with love I’ll never be someone like you

That b*tch, and my children too, I will care for them all with love and let them go when the time comes.

But I won’t be as heartless, crazy, or scary as you.

As much as he can accept, the people around him – “

“Why are the people around me important?

Ellie, Ellie? my daughter there’s something strange about you

Why are the people around you important?

I think you’re seriously mistaken about something, but I don’t care what they say.

If the person you love can’t accept you, why not just make them acceptable?

No matter what people around you say…”

“You don’t know how much. You’re crazy.”

“Oh, Ellie, my daughter. Did he tell you too? You can’t shake me off. Forever.

So did my mother, so did my grandmother.

We will forever live as slaves to our emotions.

I will live my whole life for one emotion, enslaved to the strongest, sweetest, bitterest, bitterest emotions.

But believe me. Being honest with yourself is the happiest way.

I tried to deny it, and I tried to run away.

But the result was me humming with you and your little brother in my stomach.

And when your dad got hurt I realized

It all happened because I couldn’t be honest.

These iron doors, these locks, these artifacts, the money I borrowed from you, all of my old work being tampered with again.

To hold your father fully in my hands. Because I want to live by my side forever remembering only me.

you will understand

By the time you start putting the second and third locks on,

Close the windows, start blocking them,

Ventilation begins with the opening of the front door for a short time, and a small window that no one dares to peek into.

When you, like me, bind your love so that it cannot go out,

Whatever the excuse,

By the time you start doing it, you will understand.

I, and you, can never escape

we live for love

For whatever reason, in whatever form.

Will you walk the same path as me, or will you walk a slightly different path. I am so looking forward to it.

But that’s it.

stop now

You love yours, and I’ll take mine.

one day you’ll realize

Every day spent with your love, hour by hour,

When every minute and every second seems to flow from your hands –

You will think that the time you spend with him is too precious and precious, and cruelly too short.

When that day comes, even if you don’t tell us –

surely i will find out

And your dad will know too.

When the day comes when you no longer write meaningless texts to us – “

“I’m going, shut that mouth. I don’t want to hear any more bullsh*t.”

“Puhehehe… If you thought so, you would have turned your back on it long ago.

And Ellie?”

“…”

“If I could give you one piece of advice, wear those clothes only at home.

Don’t let other unloved scum peek at you.

It’s enough in the house to make your love run wild and cling to you.”