Gene from the 13th Department of Bright City

Chapter 828 Special Chapter. Heavenly Punishment XCⅥ

"This is a cowardly act!"

In a daze, Bai Tou opened his eyes. At 4 o'clock in the morning, he sat up and took the towel on the side to wipe his forehead. Just now, Bai Tou had dreamed again, dreaming about Li Ji.

"I can never be like you, Lao Li, face everything honestly."

Gene smiled bitterly and turned on a lamp on the coffee table and lit a cigarette. There was a murmur behind him. Tang Rao was still sleeping. His bed had been occupied by this shameless woman. What did she want to do? Know everything.

After Bai Tou got up, he put on a coat, walked out of the room, and came to the balcony. A cool breeze blew on his face, and there was a faint light in the yard below. Many people living in this place had already started to get up. Busy work.

There are many street vendors selling breakfast who get up at this time.

Holding a cigarette in his mouth and lowering his head, he always thinks of everything Li Ji said in the past, and this impression overlaps with that innocent and romantic girl.

In the half month we got together, the girl also said the same thing as Li Ji. She seemed to have no care for the world, but in fact she was acting like a coward.

Bai Tou still cannot face the world. He hates the murderers who killed his mother, hates the cruel people this society has created, and hates the injustice this society has created. The people at the bottom can only endure this misery silently.

No one can hear the wailing sound. I have thought about it all my life. Maybe I can just look at this unacceptable world every day until I close my eyes, live alone in this world, and finally leave without having anything to do with anyone. intersection.

"Maybe I should have died long ago."

Bai Tou smiled bitterly. The reason why he was still alive until now was just because Li Ji said before leaving that he had been saved by him and he had to take responsibility and live well.

Li Ji's words before leaving were like a spell. Whenever Bai Tou thought about the moment of death, he would stop suddenly. Over the years, he had become much quieter, and the violence in his body had gradually faded away.

Everything about his childhood is extremely clear in Bai Tou's mind, just like a brand that will never go away. Bai Tou has never been able to break free from the past.

What I have been thinking about most recently is what Weiner often mentioned, that I should learn from him well, and as his student, I can continue his lifelong efforts into the future.

Everyone yearns for a better life, and so does the old man, but all the beautiful visions have been destroyed by this cruel society.

"Why are you up so early?"

There was a sound from behind, and Tang Rao came over wearing thin pajamas, took the cigarette from Gene's mouth, and took one out to light.

"What kind of life do you live?"

Tang Rao was a little surprised, and then he laughed.

"Absolutely similar to those down there."

Bai Tou smiled and nodded.

"In order to sell more things, I work from dawn to dusk. Even if I know that there is too much injustice in the world, even if I know that this kind of society is bullshit, I can only continue to work hard."

The relaxed expression on Tang Rao's face disappeared.

"I can't choose my origin, but I can choose my future. Since my origin determines most of my future, at least in this future, I will do my best. As a middleman, I will enjoy this to the fullest. My life is good. If I make money, I will laugh and have a drink. If I lose it, I will commit a big crime. If I fail!"

Tang Rao looked at Bai Tou and said with a serious expression.

"I will face everything calmly, even death."

Tang Rao has also noticed recently that this young man, who is nearly 10 years younger than himself, is hesitating about something, just like his younger self in the past.

"We have been making choices since we were born. People with parents can only passively accept choices, while people without parents may not even have the right to choose."

"maybe!"

Bai Tou lowered his head and put out the cigarette butt in his hand. Tang Rao stretched out his hand and pressed it on Bai Tou's head.

"A life that blindly rejects everything, blindly escapes from everything, blindly resists everything, blindly isolates everything, will one day come to an abrupt end."

Bai Tou just looked at Tang Rao quietly without saying a word, and a smile spread across Tang Rao's face.

"I'm a little hungry. Make me some breakfast. After all, this is your strength. If I were you, I would open a restaurant. Your skills will definitely make you a lot of money."

Bai Tou turned around with a smile and walked into the room.

"The world is like this. Either you choose to compromise with yourself, continue to fight, or reconcile with yourself. Which one are you? Neither of them. You want to fight, but you are unwilling to take the first step. Step, you want to compromise, but the self-esteem in your heart does not allow you to compromise. If you want to reconcile, you can't find any reason to shake hands and make peace with yourself."

Bai Tou laughed.

"Maybe so. In my opinion, miss, don't you feel the same way?"

Tang Rao smiled calmly.

"Yes! Because of my past problems, the man I loved most died, so I don't want to compromise. I will continue to fight in this crazy world until the day I close my eyes."

Bai Tou didn't answer any more, walked into the room, came to the narrow kitchen, and planned to prepare breakfast.

"Maybe we can be friends!"

Tang Rao returned to the bed again and muttered.

"maybe!"

At this time, Weiner walked in at the door of the room.

"Do you want to make breakfast, including my share?"

Weiner goes to bed very early recently, going to bed around 10 o'clock, waking up around 4 a.m., and then starting light exercise. He does this to make his body healthier.

Weiner has stayed away from those high-calorie foods and alcohol, all in order to make his body last longer. He knows that one day he will make a decision. What he needs is someone who can teach everything. A healthy body for whiteheads.

Bai Tou began to mix the egg liquid. He planned to make a simple egg pancake. The two people in the room had already started chatting.

It can be seen that Tang Rao and Weiner get along very well. Recently, the two often discuss some scientific issues, and Weiner is not like at the beginning, trying his best to avoid some questions.

Bai Tou knew very well that Weiner's inner tangle had been resolved, and he looked much more relaxed now.

X would come over every day, and Wiener was willing to talk to X about quantum mechanics.

Is it my turn next?

Bai Tou raised his head, then took out a cigarette with a smile, lit it and shook his head.