Fast Travel Guide: Where the Heart Goes

Chapter 41 Xiao Lanshan's Life Experience (2)

God is immortal, and his appearance will always remain at his youngest.And if gods and humans have feelings, whether it is family or love, the ending will be tragic and unavoidable.

Because God needs to see the people he cares about die in front of him.Gradually grow old, gradually lose vitality, but God can do nothing.

This is the end of the relationship between God and human beings, and people leave as soon as they leave without any troubles.The pain is all borne by God himself, and those who are in love will be remembered forever.

If it were Xiao Lanshan herself, there is no doubt that she would do the same.So she doesn't blame adults.

Sitting in the room, the adults have been gone for a long time.Xiao Lanshan was the only one in the silent room. She was actually used to living alone.But there was still hope in the past, looking forward to when the adults would come back for a meal.Now there is no need to wait any longer.

Tears slipped down, raised his head and closed his eyes, not to let the tears fall again.

Don't give up on yourself, Xiao Lanshan is promising!If you want to be successful, it's not easy for adults to raise you like this.

From that day on, Xiao Lanshan worked part-time and studied crazily.All the way up, admitted to prestigious universities, postgraduate, doctorate, master, and go abroad for further study.

When you get busy...you won't have time to miss adults, right?

Xiao Lanshan thought like this to comfort herself, but she didn't know when she started to suffer from insomnia.

In the beginning, it was just a day or two without sleep, then ten days and a half month, one or two months.

On the advice of her colleagues, she went to the hospital for a checkup.

At nine o'clock in the evening, it was raining heavily on the street, and passers-by walked in a hurry.

The umbrella was left behind, and Xiao Lanshan walked into the heavy rain with the notice in hand.

There were a few eye-catching lines on the notice: The patient suffers from a family hereditary mental illness and is in the onset period. It is recommended to be hospitalized immediately for treatment.

"Crash..."

How did it happen...how did I not know when it started?
Xiao Lanshan looked up at the sky, and the big raindrops fell on her face.

In another year or so, am I going to die?I'm really not reconciled...I still want...to see you again...

Woo...why are you so unlucky and get abandoned again...It's really useless to be the one who gets abandoned every time.

Finally the girl couldn't bear it anymore, squatted on the spot, hugged herself and began to suffer.The sound of crying intersects with the sound of rain, making passers-by mistakenly think it is just the sound of rain.

She is 27 years old this year.

20 years ago, a little girl lost her teddy bear.Walking in the ice and snow, looking for the father who has abandoned him.

Looking for the person who touched her head and said: "Be good, daddy will be back soon, Lanshan is waiting for daddy here."

Her head ached and her face and hands were red with cold.Then her hero appeared, picked her up and left this hell.

11 years ago, the girl lost her heart.Alone in a dark room, thinking of the god who abandoned him.

The girl carefully grabbed the corner of the adult's clothes and thought, Sir, can you not send me away?Can you not let Lanshan leave you?Lanshan can't live without you...

Then, her hero left without hesitation.

Now, the girl squatted in the rainstorm, carefully covering herself with the clothes that covered her heart.Helpless, when it rains, I can only try my best to cover the leaking gap in my heart, because he will be caught in it, and he will get wet.

After an unknown amount of time, someone picked up the notice that fell on the ground and was wet with rain. The man held an umbrella in his hand and blocked the rain for Xiao Lanshan.

She raised her head, looked at the face that was extremely familiar and never expressed any expression, stretched out her right hand, which was covered with rain or tears, and carefully grabbed the corner of the man's clothes.

He sniffed and smiled: "Is the adult here to pick me up? The other children have all gone home."

Jingci pulled her up and led her to the distance.When Xiao Lanshan came back to her senses, the two were already in the system space.

She thought that she would never forget that on that stormy night, God held her right hand and held an umbrella in her left hand, and said softly, "Well, I will take you home."

"Your disease cannot be completely cured by human medical skills. You do the task for me, and then I will give you a new life."

Xiao Lanshan had already calmed down, and upon hearing this, she just smiled and nodded.

Jing Ci didn't seem to understand, pursed his lips: "Don't you ask me, why?"

"As long as it is given by an adult, I will accept it."

Jingci took a deep look at her, turned and left.

……

After waking up, what greeted her eyes was Jing Ci's all-powerful face, so frightened that Xiao Lanshan turned around and fell from the bed to the ground.

Jing Ci touched his face, as if he was thinking: Am I that ugly?

Xiao Lanshan struggled to get up while supporting her waist, and stammered: "My lord, why did you turn back again? Did you forget to say something?"

Jingci was a little depressed in his heart, but on the surface he still looked at her expressionlessly: "...it's nothing, you finally came back, go home and have a meal before leaving."

Xiao Lanshan's eyes widened in disbelief, and it took her a while to find her voice.

"Go back, go home?"

"Ah."

……

In the villa, Xiao Lanshan put the last dish on the dining table and left it there.

This villa was where Xiao Lanshan originally lived. Unexpectedly, Jing Ci still kept it.

"My lord, it's time to eat."

"it is good."

When eating, Xiao Lanshan habitually put a piece of braised pork in the mirror bowl.It was only when I retracted the chopsticks that I realized what I had done, and my whole body froze.Quietly Mimi raised her head and glanced at Glass Ci, only to see that he didn't respond, as if Xiao Lanshan's actions were taken for granted.

Only then did he breathe a sigh of relief and continue eating, but he didn't dare to relax now, for fear that he might lose control of his hand if he was not careful.

Xiao Lanshan peeked at Jingci, her heart beating endlessly.

I can’t remember when it started. I no longer have ordinary affection and gratitude towards the God in front of me.Dependence has changed, feelings have changed, everything has changed.

Gradually, I became greedy, hoping that adults could come and see me one more time.I like to trace the outline of an adult, like to watch him sleep or eat, like to see his soft side face, and like to follow him slowly not far or near.

However, Xiao Lanshan never dreamed of being with Jingci.

First, it is completely impossible; second, he is a god, and Xiao Lanshan is just a human being, and can only accompany him for a few decades.She couldn't bear to let Jingci bear all the pain alone and live in this world suffering from separation and lovesickness.But he walked calmly and without any worries.So Xiao Lanshan never thought about being with an adult.

How do you say that.

I can't stop him from running towards someone better than me...

"I've finished eating. You eat slowly." Jing Ci said, interrupting Xiao Lanshan's thoughts that were getting further and further away.

Xiao Lanshan looked at Jing Ci who was standing up to clean up the dishes, and she also stood up to clean up first: "It's all right, I've finished eating too, I'll just clean it up."

Jing Ci's light blue eyes stared quietly at Xiao Lanshan.

"What? Because of Lu Ranchen, you dare not look into my eyes?"

Xiao Lanshan secretly groaned inwardly, trying to cover up with a smile: "Hehehehe...My lord, it turns out that you have memories of the small plane..."

Jingci nodded: "Well, after the task is completed, the fragments will return to the original body. While gaining energy, I will also obtain the memories of the fragments."

(End of this chapter)