Fast Travel Guide: Where the Heart Goes

Chapter 40 Xiao Lanshan's Life Experience
Xiao Lanshan's mother, He Zimu, suffers from hereditary mental illness.She was depressed throughout her pregnancy because she thought her children would suffer from the disease too, no matter how many.

But maybe it was God's pity, He Zimu was pregnant with twins, a boy and a girl.The man is the elder brother and the woman is the younger sister.

He Muzi was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, and stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Jian's clothes with great effort: "My child...check, check the child...whether there is a genetic disease..."

Xiao Jian patted the back of her hand reassuringly: "The child is still too young, the doctor said it will take at least a month to find out."

He Zimu smiled and let go.

A month later.

Xiao Jian hugged his younger sister, He Zimu hugged his elder brother, both of them had bad expressions.

Xiao Jian looked at He Zimu's crumbling body, and said ruthlessly, "Lanshan...what should I do, throw it away and fend for myself?"

He Zimu looked at Xiao Jian in disbelief, and finally gave up resisting, saying in a harsh voice, "Lan Shan, Lan Shan is still young... When she is older, we will send her to the orphanage..."

Xiao Jian hesitated for a while, then nodded in agreement.

Xiao Lanshan was seven years old.

"Mom, mom, what did you call me for?"

He Zimu's mental state has become worse and worse in the past few years because of the childbirth, and he once suffered from postpartum depression.

She patted Xiao Lanshan's hand and said, "Dad is going to take you out to play today. A place with many children. Are you happy?"

"Happy! Brother, are you going?" Xiao Lanshan replied in a sweet voice, smiling with crooked eyebrows.

He Zimu shook his head: "My brother has a lot of homework, so I have to do my homework at home."

"Oh... okay..."

Xiao Jian looked at He Zimu, then picked up Xiao Lanshan and walked out the door: "Lanshan is good."

It is winter now, the outside is white, and there are flakes of snow floating in the sky.

The gate of the orphanage.

Xiao Jian bent down and kissed Xiao Lanshan's face: "Lanshan, be good, Dad forgot something at home, go home to get it. You play here with the children obediently and wait for Dad, okay?"

Holding the little bear doll tightly, Xiao Lanshan happily said loudly: "Okay!" Then she ran into the orphanage.

In fact, this daughter is quite obedient, but... She is unfortunately suffering from her mother's genetic disease.Zimu's mental state is not very good, and since he was a child, he hated why he suffered from this genetic disease.If I see Xiao Lanshan, I don't know if I will get sick and collapse...

The best way is to send her away.

Xiao Jian looked at her back and thought: I'm sorry, Lanshan.

……

It was night, the yellow-orange moon hung high in the night sky, and the stars hid.

Sitting at the gate of the orphanage, Xiao Lanshan thought why her father hadn't come to pick her up yet, the other children had already gone to bed.

After a long time, she pursed her lips, looked back at the orphanage, and ran away.He ran in the direction where his father left.

The cute teddy bear was left in place.

Jing Ci looked down at the extremely clean but childish little bear doll placed on the bench, wondering what he was thinking.Suddenly, he stretched out his white right hand, gently picked it up, raised his eyes and walked in the direction where Xiao Lanshan was leaving.

In the ice and snow, the girl cried out in fear.Jing Ci stood in front of her expressionlessly, seeing the little girl who had been crying all the time had a headache, knelt down and ordered: "Don't cry."

The girl froze for a moment, then cried even louder.Jing Ci was a little at a loss, it was better to choose to pick her up and walk back to his home in this dimension.

"What are you crying about? Doesn't your throat hurt?"

The girl sniffed, as if she could see that her white-haired elder brother didn't like her crying, so she stopped crying.He choked up and said, "I, I can't find my father... My head hurts so much, it hurts so much, it feels like it's about to burst... I also saw, so many, so many shadows, bad guys..."

Mirror Ci frowned.

shadow?bad guy?Could it be that she was hallucinating?

In order to confirm this idea, Jing Ci stretched out his left hand and lightly pressed Xiao Lanshan's head.

She raised her eyebrows slightly in shock, as if she understood why her father would abandon her.

Xiao Lanshan suffers from a familial hereditary mental illness.There will be headaches, dizziness, insomnia, dreaminess, hallucinations and other symptoms.

Jingci slightly cast a spell: "Don't be afraid, the pain will stop after a while. Look, does it still hurt now?"

Hearing this, Xiao Lanshan slowly let go of the hand covering her head, and said in amazement: "It really doesn't hurt anymore?!" She blinked and looked at the road ahead, "Brother Baifa, where are we going? I can't If you go far away, my father will be anxious if he can't find me."

Jing Ci pursed his lips: "Your father won't come. From now on, you will live with me."

Xiao Lanshan looked at him, her eyes slowly filled with tears.

"Don't cry."

"Wow……"

"..."

Ever since, Jingci adopted Xiao Lanshan.However, he only provided Xiao Lanshan's daily necessities.No matter which plane he went to, he would take Xiao Lanshan with him.But he has been very busy, so he can only leave Xiao Lanshan at home alone.No, it's not even a home, it can only be called a temporary residence, because it will change to another plane soon.

Even so, Xiao Lanshan was still very grateful to Jingci, if it wasn't for him, Xiao Lanshan might have died in that snowy winter.

When Jingci was 16 years old, Jingci finally went home once, but what he said made Xiao Lanshan fall into an ice cave.

Jingci put down his things and looked at Xiao Lanshan who was already slim.The eyes crossed, Ren'er's eyes that made his heart flutter nine years ago are now even more beautiful.

"Lanshan, you have grown up, you have your own ideas, and you can live independently."

Xiao Lanshan's smile froze, she pretended to be nonchalant, and took the dishes: "Well, I can take care of you from now on."

"Is there a plane you like? Choose a good life, and don't follow me around anymore."

Xiao Lanshan suddenly raised her head and looked at Jing Ci, but couldn't speak.

My lord...don't you want me?You, do you dislike me as a burden...

I don't mind at all being wandering, as long as I can follow the adults.

No, don't send me away, my lord... Please don't send me away...

"Or, I think this plane is not bad now. Why are you in a daze? Don't you like it?"

Xiao Lanshan forced a smile: "No, there is nothing I don't like...just this plane, this plane is very good..." Cleared her throat, afraid that the other party could hear her choking voice: "...cough, my lord, you can eat gone."

"Ah."

That's right, you are a god, and I'm just an unfortunate girl.No matter how long it takes, you will always look like this, without aging.

Thinking about it carefully, if I were an adult, I would indeed make this decision.

(End of this chapter)