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Chapter 158
I understand that the people want stability, that the Shu family wants power, and that I want revenge.

Before I entered the imperial court, I knew about the Shu family's plan to usurp the throne, and there is no easier way to win over the Shu family than to use Qing'er.

I hate the harem, and I understand the tricks. For a man, they actually want to kill each other, even children.

I grew up in the palace, I am used to seeing valuables, and I have seen through the warmth and coldness of the world.

Compete for favor, without favor, there will be no good end.

I saw my mother die in this filthy land with my own eyes. She was covered in blood, with a hideous and painful expression, and told me to "run away".

In the palace where my mother lived, there was a mahogany swing. My mother pushed me to swing on it.

So Lu Ji was no longer Lu Ji. He used a gentle mask to disguise himself as another person, that person was terrifying and unfamiliar.

Once Qing'er sank into the muddy harem, she couldn't struggle out. Fortunately, she also hated the harem and Lu Hong.

This makes me very satisfied.

She is not as easy to control as I imagined, I can only choose to let her let go of her guard, treat her with superficial tenderness, and make her feel sympathetic to me... I thought everything would work according to my plan.

But I miscalculated.

He never thought that he would be tempted because of her.

I don't know when the plan has been terminated, maybe it was when I was tempted.

She doesn't need to be involved in these things.

I can handle those things by myself.

How about ascending the throne, being rich and honored?

What I want is no longer those.

Qing'er is so good, how can I be worthy of Qing'er?

Probably in the dark, fate has long been doomed. Not long after becoming emperor, in order to pacify the Western Regions, I conscripted troops to the Western Regions.

On the way, I experienced the vast desert and met her by chance.

She is no longer like Mei Yatou, who will rush up and threaten people viciously whenever she gets angry.

Her face remained unchanged, but her brows and eyes became a little colder.

It has been more than a year since she ascended the throne, and except for that chance encounter, she was never found again.

I stood on the tall building, remembering what she had said, and closed my eyes to feel the temperature of the wind.

She said that her favorite is the moon, the pure light seems to drive away all the dark psychology.

I hope that in my next life, I can let go of all the burdens on my body and don't have to run around.

My body fell downwards, and I thought life was ending with such regret.

But she appeared from nowhere, with water in her eyes, especially under the moonlight, she held my hand, "You are sick, if you tell you to dance, you can dance!"

I was very scared, afraid that what Qinger liked was the me who wore a hypocritical mask, but she said: "No matter what mask you wear, you are Lu Ji, and this has never changed."

She said she didn't blame me, but no matter what, the sense of guilt and guilt could not disappear for a long time.

Now, I don't know what year it is.

I have abdicated and live with her in the mountains and forests.

For her, it was so easy to give up the throne.

She took the brush from my hand and held her face, her eyes full of expectation, "Lu Ji, I want to hear you play the flute again."

How much I want to tell her the words hidden deep in my heart, Shu Qing, I want to eat the mung bean cake you made again.

She is the one who accepts all my faces.

So I will love her forever and ever.

(End of this chapter)