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Chapter 171
The little nurse on duty ran into the ward in a hurry, and the small plate on it jingled and slammed. He knew that it was pethidine, morphine, etc., and he even struggled painfully thinking that it didn't matter if it was poison. She is willing to shut up.

After a while, he buried his head deeply in his arms, and his little angel did not appear. When people are desperate and helpless, they can have beautiful fantasies when they strike a match—compared with the match seller who is hungry and cold. Lu Xun felt that he was pushed to the cliff by someone else, and his temple was pierced by her howling, like a long needle pierced fiercely, and stuck there without pulling it out.

At this moment, the sound was like waves falling from a high place, and it gradually calmed down. The doctor and nurse walked out of the door, and it was gently closed when Lu Xun entered.

Lu Motian was lying curled up on the hospital bed. The bed seemed to be much bigger, and she curled up tightly into a ball.

"Lu Xun, I'm in pain." She stretched out her hand like a drowning person longing for help, and he stretched out his hand just like that.

Peace came at this time, her arm was like a vine, wrapped around his arm, and he held her hand, "It's okay, I'm here."

After saying this, Lu Xun doubted whether he would have the ability to say such a thing for the Nth time. The skin grafting used the skin on his feet, "Lu Xun, now, I really have become a toad."

"No, you're a mermaid."

"Really?"

real?Every time Lu Motian said the truth, this sentence was as innocent as a little girl. Lu Xun squatted down, held her hand, and told her firmly, "You are my most precious mermaid."

However, the wound surface after the operation became infected... The pain really came...

At that time, Lu Motian's high fever persisted, and he really turned into a fish, but it was a fish out of the water with its mouth open on the shore without water source.

The surgical infection of the wound, the doctor's subsequent infusion, and various needles were inserted into the originally beautiful hands. She was like a deflated and shriveled balloon, on land, like a gossamer.

Lu Xun walked out of the room. Those nurses ran back and forth in and out of the ward. He knew that they were giving Lu Motian injections for painkillers, pethidine, antipyretics, etc. In short, as long as she recovers, Those people did their best.

Lu Xun was sitting on a long chair in the corridor of the hospital. The little angel beside him was gone, and it was replaced by a grandfather. He was wearing a gray padded jacket, and he sat there without saying a word. Silence also reminded him that living is not such a difficult thing.

During this period of illness, in every silent and difficult time, he could always see this old man with him.

The little nurse came out, and the utensils on the small plate jingled, "You can go in." She raised her chin and said to Lu Xun.

Lu Xun opened the door of the ward, and Lu Motian's complexion improved a bit. Lu Xun walked over, picked up the bananas in the cabinet calmly, and pushed them away bit by bit. When Lu Motian fell in love with Lu Xun back then, The two of them went to the supermarket together, and Lu Xun took her arm and asked her, what kind of fruit do you like to eat?

At that time, Lu Motian's smile trembled wildly, his smile was full of deep meaning, his eyes were still clear, "Banana."

She said categorically, with her warm breath blowing in Lu Xun's ear, "I like eating bananas the most."

After Lu Motian finished speaking, he went to other shelves to pick out snacks.

The blush on Lu Xun's face spread to his ears, he was Lu Motian's first man, and when a teenager heard such words, he would have endless associations without any shame.

But many times Lu Motian also followed him to emphasize that she really likes to eat bananas. Lu Xun said with a smile that she was implying something.

Now, Lu Motian is lying on the bed, peeling off the small thread on the banana, then cutting it into small pieces, sticking a toothpick in Lu Motian's mouth, when Lu Xun is in a good mood, he can also make canned fruit, anyway For Lu Motian, Lu Xun will do anything.

"Open your mouth." Lu Xun picked up a banana and fed it to her.

"How much is a catty?" She pointed to those leftovers and asked.

"I didn't read it. I just bought it." Boys rarely look at the price list when they buy things.

"How much is the total?"

"30."

"How many 30s?" Lu Motian opened his mouth wide. At that time, part of the money had already been spent on the surgery.

"Did you get cheated, did you cheat?" Lu Motian chewed carefully.

Lu Xun took out another piece to look at the black mark on it, "I really can't buy his, it's rotten."

He doesn't care about being short of weight, cheating, etc., he just wants fresher fruit. Next to the hospital, only their fruit is the best. Maybe it's the wrong season, or it's too hard and unripe, or it's stuck indoors for a long time It grows, deteriorates and rots.

"How about some apples? Supplementing vitamins is good for your health."

Lu Motian heard a sense of alienation from Lu Xun's tone.

She said calmly, "Lu Xun, you should give up on me, you should find a normal girl, get married and have children, don't feel guilty, and don't feel sorry for me, you have done your best, the happy time we had was enough. I let go."

After Lu Motian finished speaking calmly, Lu Xun looked at her, turned around and walked out silently.

After he left, Lu Motian rested his head heavily on his head. Finally, at the most difficult time, he found the little bit of dignity left for himself, and she wanted to restore this dignity beautifully.

Lu Motian thought about how stubborn she was back then, but now she was like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered on the bed, she breathed a sigh of relief, what is dignity?

When Lu Motian was thinking about this question, the pain began to tear open the skin again and spread. It was obviously on the face, but the pain was burning in all the limbs and bones.

Lu Motian suddenly remembered a story. It is said that in the Nazi concentration camps, before killing people, they told those people to bathe them, and the people went happily because they hadn’t bathed for a long time. Butchered - the skin afterward was used as a lampshade.Why did I think of this story, because Lu Motian felt that the horror of this story was that the murderous officer said that after they died, their skin would be more elastic after struggling.

This story seems to describe the scene at this moment, so she wants to be more beautiful even if she struggles fearlessly before she dies.

This is what a beautiful person should do.

She wanted to think that it was really a painful thing, the sun and tears were hanging on her eyelids, and she couldn't tell who was blocking whose shadow.

Lu Motian tossed and turned in pain. When she grabbed the quilt and tried to divert her attention, the door was gently pushed open again. Lu looked for a big man and took a Hello Kitty shopping bag, looking a little funny.

He is back again.

He stood at the door and said lightly, "This is from a supermarket, so it should be good."

Lu Motian once joked with Lu Xun with a smile, she was beautiful and youthful at the time, she was confident when she walked on the university campus, she said that she was different from those beautiful women, you just can be in a group of people with good looks Girls with figure and temperament stand out from the crowd for nothing else, because the clarity in Lu Motian's eyes is different from those literary young women. There is no crazy obsession with worldly money in her eyes. Consumers who use youth as a bargaining chip.And those beautiful faces will disappear little by little with the passage of time, and the real stubbornness polished by time is not available to everyone. This is Lu Motian's charm. She firmly believes that she can turn all living beings upside down.

Even in the hospital bed, she can despise those "upstarts" who are obsessed with money and fanatical. Their youth is the most precious years in their lives, and the youth and beauty of "those years" are that they can do whatever they want. Currency for lease exchange buying and selling.

Lu Motian has struggled for money since she met Lu Xun, but she is not fanatical. Behind the basic survival, there are more important things waiting for her to pursue, such as extravagant love. Not everyone can be like Lu Motian Extravagance, this has nothing to do with money, just like the wisdom of a businessman, an artist, a gifted scholar, these things are born, embedded in the body like organs, vigorous or decaying growth, life also follows start and end.

Lu Xun sat down on his own, took out the apple he just bought, and slowly peeled it.

The slender fingers, the small fruit knife, and the focused expression form a unique charm. It is undeniable that Lu Xun has changed from a shy little boy to a big boy who makes girls blush and heartbeat.

Lu Motian looked away, she didn't ask him why he came back, he was as proud as her and didn't want to embarrass herself.

"Open your mouth."

Lu Xun cut the peeled apples into small pieces, tied them with toothpicks, and brought them to Lu Motian's mouth.

At this moment, Lu Motian could feel Lu Xun's indifference and alienation even more. He no longer made her feel love like before.

Silently opened his mouth, chewing this juicy and sweet apple, but at this moment Lu Motian felt that eating it was tasteless.

In fact, people are really strange creatures. In the last second, you are sure that he loves you, so you can unscrupulously squander his feelings for you.

But in the next second, you are sure that he is tired and is about to leave, so you restrain your emotions, force yourself to calm down, and maintain that little bit of self-esteem. You are unwilling to keep him, but you are also afraid of him leaving.

So, you looked at each other silently, and there was a transparent barrier erected between you, invisible but felt.

While Lu Motian was thinking wildly, the burning pain on her face came again violently. She clutched the quilt tightly, bit her lower lip tightly, and stubbornly refused to make a sound.

"It hurts, just call it out."

After all, Lu Xun couldn't stand it anymore, he stood up and hugged Lu Motian tenderly.

Lu Motian also hugged Lu Xun's neck tightly. Even though he was very gentle, she could hear his heartbeat, but the saddest thing was that the two hearts were so close but far apart.

"Lu Xun, you go back."

After the pain passed, Lu Motian said wearily.

"Ah."

Lu Xun responded, turned around and left.

Lu Motian heard the door behind her being opened and then closed again, her heart sank with the sound of the door closing, she fell into the dark abyss, she couldn't breathe, and she couldn't get up.

There were tears running down his face, and Lu Motian couldn't tell whether they were tears of sadness because of Lu Xun's departure, or physical tears shed because of the burning of his face.

Maybe neither.

She was just feeling sad for herself, sad for herself.

Whether it is the person she likes, the person who likes her, or the person she loves, they all leave her in the end.

She used to think that Lu Xun was just a shadow of brother Yufan to her, because they were very similar.

Later she thought that she liked Huang Jiange.

When Huang Jiange left in the end, she was just not reconciled, and she didn't like him as much as she imagined.

And now, Lu Xun, a follower who followed her from a long time ago, is leaving her now, why is he feeling so uncomfortable?
No, who is she?She is Lu Motian, only she controls men, how can a man influence her?

Maybe it's because I'm sick, so I'm extra hypocritical.

Lu Motian thought, when she recovers and is discharged from the hospital, she will be that charming, self-confident queen again.

At that time, Lu Xun and others will all become floating clouds.

The physical and mental exhaustion caused Lu Motian to fall asleep very quickly.

Outside the ward, Lu Xun was sitting on a chair, looking up blankly at the top of his head, he heard Lu Motian's suppressed crying.

Distressed?Distressed.

But so what?He was tired, his love for Lu Motian had been consumed by her, no one would stand still forever, waiting for someone who would not love him at all.

But why not go?What are you doing here?
Lu Xun heard himself say that he couldn't let her go because she would suffer.

Yes, I want to let go, but I can't let go.

He laughed at himself, it turned out that he still couldn't turn around freely, he was conflicted and entangled, and he didn't know when he would resolutely withdraw and leave.

Two people, two scarred hearts, separated by a wall, licking their wounds in their own worlds.

In fact, sometimes, we seem to be far apart, as long as we let go of the stubbornness and stubbornness in each other's hearts, and then turn around, you will find that we have not gone far, but are just waiting for each other to turn around.

However, the current Lu Xun and Lu Motian don't understand this truth.

In the middle of the night, Lu Motian was woken up again by the pain.

The fear, irritability, and depression in my heart rushed to my mind in an instant.

No one cared about her anyway, she cried wantonly, and the whole floor echoed her cry.

The doctors and nurses on duty rushed to her ward, and the patients in other wards were woken up, and they all cursed her and cursed her to die.

Lu Xun had already fallen asleep on the chair, but was suddenly awakened by Lu Motian's crying, and felt restless in his heart. He really had the urge to leave now and never come back, no matter who she was or what she would do .

However, he didn't, his body seemed to be nailed in place, unable to move.

In the end he was still defeated by himself, sighing silently, he pushed open the door, walked quickly to the bed, and hugged the person who was rolling on the bed in pain.

He said, don't be afraid, I'm here.

"Lu Xun?" Lu Motian felt the familiar embrace and was taken aback. Then, like a wronged child seeing a parent who cares for her, she cried and said, "Lu Xun, I It hurts so much, I'm so scared, am I going to get better? Will I be disfigured? Will I still be loved by everyone like before?"

A series of questions from Lu Motian made Lu Xun's heart twitch, and he felt a little pain. He had never seen such a Lu Motian before. She would never show her vulnerable side to others.

"You will be fine, as long as you get through it, you will become a popular star that everyone is looking forward to."

Lu Xun caressed Lu Motian's back lightly, his voice was unshakably firm, inexplicably made Lu Motian believe his words.

I don't know if it was because of Lu Xun's words that became Lu Motian's belief.

In the subsequent treatment, she was very cooperative, and suppressed herself no matter how painful it was, so as not to disturb others.

Everything went surprisingly well and the doctor said she was recovering very well.

Lu Xun has been by her side these days, and they have a tacit understanding and have never raised the question of whether to leave or not.

But Lu Motian knew that the moment she was discharged from the hospital, he would leave her world.

(End of this chapter)