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Chapter 170
What is first love?When she was fine, she was willing to think about it while lying on the hospital bed.But later, when I think of Brother Yufan again, it seems that it really can only be in memory.

On the nth night when he woke up in the hospital bed, Lu Motian heard his mother coming from the ward after hearing the news, also in the moonlight waves.

Although no one told her what happened, she knew that brother Yufan had come to an end in her life.

In that earth-shattering young man's lime factory battle, everyone thought that brother Yufan had died in order to get rid of the bully there, but in fact, Lu Motian had cleverly rescued him long before that.

After the hustle and bustle behind that time, Yu Fan said the most emotional sentence in that rainy summer.

"Let's die for love." Look, this is only magnificent enough if people like Yu Fan always say such words.

She asked him why.

She thought he would think of those TV dramas and novels, this sad child would think of death because of the divorce of his parents, or even a vendetta.

Actually not at all, he is just a teenager suffering from depression.

Others say that depression is terrible, but the years when Lu Motian was with him was indeed a very good memory in her life.

She went to the beach to fly a kite with him, and the two of them could look at each other without saying a word. She was also surprised why the righteous brother Yufan became more taciturn than before. Later, it turned out that some things changed so quickly Come on, so fast you don't have time to take it.

But Lu Motian felt that it was enough for her to be with brother Yufan all the time. Being with him, for example, pressing the road in the middle of the night and walking on the street was her favorite thing to do.

When the weather is good, let’s enjoy the wind by the seaside. When the weather is bad, we hide under the eaves with him to enjoy the rain.

There are many times, most of the time to take pictures with brother Yufan, he is her professional photographer.

It was also the first time that I showed my body in front of the boys I liked. There were only the two of them in the studio. That year, Lu Motian was just 15 years old.

It was also in that year that Brother Yufan told her that if a man really loves you, he will be reluctant to touch you.

When Lu Motian met Lu Xun later, she felt that the facts were not entirely true. It should be that when a boy loves a girl, there is both love and pity in his eyes, but the proportions are different. How can a man have no interest in a woman at all? How do you like it?

Of course, the premise of all this is that she has such rights because she is a beautiful girl, or that sentence, she is a beautiful girl who experienced this very early, unattractive girls come to meet men There are very few opportunities.

Lu Motian felt very happy when he thought of the days when Yufan was by her side.

It was also during the difficult years, and under the torment of pain, it was not easy to support her step by step to the present. For a face, the things she pursued back and forth were always changing. Sometimes, Lu Mo Tian also thought that the moment she fell in love with Huang Jiange, maybe it was because he was very similar to Yufan brother in memory.

But if you really talk about love, you are really Lu Xun.

The name Lu Xun has been deeply engraved in her illness.

Lu Xun took care of Lu Motian in the hospital that day, and when she was unhappy, he teased her and said, "Who gave you this ring."

Lu Motian spread five fingers, "The little villain gave it to me."

"Who do you say is the little villain?"

Then Lu Xun would hug her, and sometimes the two of them really felt like there was some kind of glue, sticking them together.Lu Motian always laughed dumbfoundingly, teasing himself like a crab, like a toad, but Lu Xun would hug her tightly.

"I am a ruin now." If the historians of the past could glimpse the unprecedented grandeur and splendor inside through her hands, when thinking this way, Lu Motian wanted to hug herself in both irony and laughter.

Snow White eats a poisoned apple and will become beautiful one day, but what if she never changes back?what should you do?
Lu Motian's first thought was this. Sleeping every day is considered the best time, and he also wanted to escape. When the curtains were drawn and his eyes were closed, it seemed that his whole life had passed like this.

But Lu Xun refused to let her go, even in winter, he took her around, the sky was full of snowflakes, and he wrapped her tightly, "When I look good, you are worried that I will be robbed." Let’s go, this is all right, if you give it to someone else, they won’t want it anymore.”

"Who cares about them? It's because they have no eyes. You are the jade in the rough, and you are my own baby."

If in the past, when Lu Motian was in full bloom and the most beautiful years, listening to such love words, the metropolis would be regarded as unqualified, brainless, and uneducated, but now it sounds like she can feel Lu Motian's love. Seek to cherish her.

Even in a world of ice and snow, she still feels the warmth from the bottom of her heart.

When Dust was dancing under the street lights, in the deserted campus, Lu Xun took her for a walk, and when everyone in the school was gone, he took her to dance, counting the beat one by two.

Lu Motian's comprehension ability is very fast, and he has also learned to dance. His tall figure is even more charming and affectionate, and his softness is like a beautiful gardenia under the light.

Lu Motian held his hand, walked on the campus, strolled on the street, and sometimes skated with him.Falling in love in the hospital is really a joyful and cool thing, sneaking out of the hospital secretly, after they got out, they announced that the escape was successful!

The beauty that can only be found in following Lu Xun!

Lu Motian's bad love often comes as promised in winter. That midwinter was [-] times more difficult for Lu Motian than doing math problems. That kind of dark blue is deeply rooted in his bones, as if it will never happen. passed.

That midwinter pain really came as promised. Lu Motian felt that every cell in her body was screaming, and her entire soul was about to be torn apart. Lu Xun hit Lu Xun again. This time Lu Xun Xun didn't dodge, he just stood there and let the pillows, water cups, and those who took away their heads one by one rush towards him.

The sound of the door slamming alarmed the doctors and nurses, so they came again.The door of the ward was closed, and Lu Motian's skin graft failed.

Sitting on a chair in the corridor, Lu Xun quietly felt that the whole corridor was inexplicably penetrated into the bones because of some kind of decay, because of some kind of rotten shade.

He even began to imagine that there was a little angel in white sitting next to him, and he really wanted to beg this angel in white to let him go through this difficult time.

When the nurse and the doctor went out, Lu Xun sat in the corridor of the hospital and thought for a long time. He really wanted to give up in his heart. Who the hell wanted to be a saint? He wanted to go in and tell the person on the hospital bed Monster, he gave up, he loved her for more than ten years, but he owed her, Lu Motian went crazy again and again, he was fed up.

He was even ready to accept Lu Motian's cynicism, no matter what she said, he was ready.

However, at the moment when the door was pushed, Lu Motian fell asleep, and she fell asleep quietly like a quiet and innocent little animal.Lu Xun took the broom and began to sweep the glass fragments gently. Only the laughing light on her hospital bed would light up, illuminating the whole room. The fragments became crystal clear due to the light, and they lazily swept across the floor. Screeching across the skin of the building, the shriek still woke her.

She turned over slightly dissatisfied, Lu Xun walked over and pushed her, he wanted to tell her that she gave up, he wanted to live a new life, but failed, she was like a kitten when she fell asleep, this woman Cover your face even when you are asleep.

He sighed deeply, the shadow of the light shook her cheeks, and suddenly, her outstretched eyebrows frowned again, and he went up to turn off the small light.

She suddenly woke up.

Lu Xun, frightened and wondering if there would be a new round of war, but she raised her eyelids tightly, and then slowly put them down. He thought she was going to scream, but she just said, "Lu Xun, you Where did you go, you disappeared, I was so scared."

Her voice was clean and soft, as if a glacier had melted, and a new clarity had bloomed again. He listened carefully to these voices, like feathers passing by, gently falling on his ears, that A pair of gentle hands, the only hand that proved to be a beauty, tightly grasped him.

"Lu Xun, I hurt—"

Lu Motian's trembling voice reminded Lu Xun of the ripples blown by the wind on a clear lake.

"Shout out loud when it hurts." He bent down and pulled her quilt up, this time she was really a real Snow White.The corners of the quilt are full of wrinkles, which may be due to the forceful pulling just now.Lu Xun's warm palm touched those folds—it seemed to touch the scars in her heart that were full of ruins.

"No, I won't shout." Lu Motian insisted, she was really a stubborn woman, her lips moved slightly and slowly closed as if she was excited by some emotion.For her now, talking is a very laborious thing.

He helped her tuck the corners of the quilt, and looked closely at the infusion bottle. The helpless coldness like a needle penetrated into the bone marrow, and he didn't want to say a word.

Doctors and nurses rushed to Lu Motian's ward.

Lu Xun walked out, he was like an old man, leaning against the back of the chair, his eyes were only those immutable doors and windows in the corridor, and even the single white in front of his eyes.

He was longing for that little angel to appear, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the whole hospital was like a machine on strike - the only thing that could be disturbed was Lu Motian's wailing, one after another was like trees after being destroyed by a strong wind, Lu Xun recalled , He has heard this kind of wailing, the sound of slaughtering animals in a rural home when he was a child, will she die?

Let her die, as long as this voice stops, he is willing to do anything, and then he will die too. She even joked that when she hurts again, she will hang herself with stockings.

He asked her why?
She smiled and told him that it was a sexy way to die.

He said, baby, you are my little goblin.

The complaints and doubts from other wards made him feel ashamed, and after another burst of wailing, he was glad that the strangers in the hospital didn't have to face her every day.

He learned to ignore the expressions of people in hospital gowns peeking inside, and cursed by the way, "Damn, let me sleep."

(End of this chapter)