His little girl is not good again

Chapter 74 I regret it
She stood at the entrance of the huge hospital, looking at the people who walked in one after the other not far away. Ellie found her, and ran forward to hold Shangguan Zhengxun's hand as if swearing sovereignty. Shangguan Zhengxun smiled slightly. Leng, looked at her in astonishment.

Jiang Beining didn't dare to look any further, and turned her back. Just after she turned around, Shangguan Zhengxun shook off Ai Li's hand mercilessly: "Don't touch me! Pay attention to your identity distance."

Ellie's complexion changed, and she felt at ease after seeing the people not far away walking away. She just wanted her to misunderstand, as long as the effect is achieved.She smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I must pay attention next time!"

Shangguan Zhengxun handed her the things: "I made an appointment with the doctor, registered and paid the money, send you here and go by yourself, I'll go first."

Shangguan Zhengxun turned around and left, Ellie took his hand: "Aren't you going to accompany me?" She looked aggrieved, and whispered: "I'm afraid alone..."

Shangguan Zhengxun sighed, and said to her seriously: "Since you chose to give birth to him, you have to be responsible for him. You will have to bear a lot in the future. Fear is useless, and no one will bear it for you. You can't bear it." Just beat him, otherwise it will be the child who suffers."

"I don't!" Ellie's eyes turned red, "This is my child!"

"Then you have to bear everything, and you can't blame others. I only help you because we grew up together. It's not my obligation. I'm only responsible for my girl. Do you understand?"

Ellie's eyes were red and she didn't say a word.

Shangguan Zhengxun ignored her and drove away.

The sky was foggy, dark clouds were pressing down heavily, without any warning, it started to rain cats and dogs, and the raindrops fell down like steel balls, smashing into the bottom of her heart.

The rain seeped into her eyes, making it so difficult for her to take every step. Jiang Beining couldn't bear it anymore, squatted down and hugged herself, and let the rain hit her.

Shangguan Zhengxun couldn't get through to her in the car. It had been two full days, and he couldn't help feeling flustered.

He accidentally saw the girl huddled by the side of the road. He was startled, stopped in a hurry, and ran over with an umbrella.

Holding the umbrella above her head, he squatted down and asked anxiously, "Ningbao, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling well?"

Jiang Beining raised her eyes to look at him, those eyes were full of tears, she looked at him quietly without making a sound.

"What's wrong?" Shangguan Zhengxun helped her up: "Are you uncomfortable?"

Jiangbei Ning's nose was sore, she looked at him quietly, and whispered: "I regret it..."

Shangguan Zhengxun froze in place as if frozen, and stammered in a trembling voice: "You...do you regret it?"

"Yes..." Jiangbei Ning's eyes were red, filled with incomprehensible emotions, and said in a low voice, "I regret it..."

Shangguan Zhengxun took a few steps back as if he had been hit hard, lowered his head, and muttered to himself: "You regret it? You regret it..." He replied in disbelief: "What should I do if you regret it? I even Account book is ready..."

Jiang Beining covered her face and sobbed softly. Shangguan Zhengxun was like a helpless child who dared not touch her when he reached out his hand: "What should I do? What should I do if you regret it? What should I do? You tell me. "

Jiang Beining looked up at him, choked up and said, "Let's just pretend it never happened...don't meet again in the future..."

Shangguan Zhengxun's Adam's apple was rolling, and his heart hurt like being torn.He threw the umbrella away, hugged her regardless, and shook his head: "No, we haven't really started yet. We can't just end it quietly like this..."

Jiang Beining didn't dare to look at him, so she suppressed the tears and said, "Let's end it before we fall..."

"You're dreaming!" He pressed her shoulders and shouted hoarsely: "Jiang Beining, tell me, tell me why? Everything is so natural, I don't believe you don't love me, I don't believe you regret it , Why on earth are you doing this all of a sudden? Tell me, what can I do to solve it? "

He leaned helplessly on her shoulder, almost pleading: "Please don't do this, don't push me away."

Jiang Beining reached out to attach his back, and after a while, she said with difficulty: "Goodbye"

She pushed him away and ran wildly in the rain without looking back, leaving only Shangguan Zhengxun on the spot. The rain crazily hit him, and the temperature on his body dropped little by little.

Her heart went from scorching hot to icy cold, only at the moment she pushed him away.

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In the bathroom, Jiang Beining looked at the marks on her body that hadn't faded, closed her eyes and sank into the water, enjoying the momentary suffocation, as if pulling her soul out of her body, struggling with death, and competing with herself.

Only at that moment, her mind was empty, without any interference.

The moment she resurfaced, she panted heavily, as if she had been reborn, and the voice in her heart became firmer.

She has no regrets, and she is reluctant to let go, but she will not be the one who is morally corrupt and destroys the happiness of others. There is an innocent life between them. She cannot overcome this hurdle, nor does she have the courage.

After getting out of the bathroom, seeing the 99+ messages he sent, Jiang Beining's eyes suddenly got wet, and she scrolled down one by one.

"Bei Ning, I was wrong. I should have stopped you on the spur of the moment. I didn't control myself. I will accept how you punish me. I will accept everything if I lose it, except you."

"Things have already happened. You regret it. I can't make everything go back. Then I will use my whole life to make up for you. I will give you whatever you want. Don't stay away from me. Don't be afraid of me. If you don't want to see me I can hide, but we can't just be strangers from now on."

"Bei Ning, I thought we were going to be together and be happy, but why did you make such a big joke on me? Do you know? My account book is ready, what am I waiting for you? When the time is right, we'll get married..."

"Why are you still lying? I almost thought you loved me too..."

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"I didn't lie to you" Jiangbei Ning typed with trembling hands, but she didn't dare to send it out. She deleted and wrote, and after writing and deleting, she couldn't bear it anymore, and buried herself in her arms and began to cry.

Just at this time, another message was received on the mobile phone. Seeing the familiar number, Jiang Beining opened it tremblingly. It was a B-ultrasound photo and a pregnancy test form, with a sentence attached: "The child is very healthy. The child needs a father and a home, if you still have the heart, you should let it go."

Jiang Beining deleted her text message angrily. Her fingertips landed on the four words "Shangguan Zhengxun". These four words penetrated her heart and touched all her emotions. Her chest heaved violently, sobbing as she thought about it. Crying, helpless and wandering, reluctance to ask, all emotions are intertwined, making her miserable.

Another message came from her on the phone: "I beg you, give my child a home and a father. I grew up in a single-parent family, and so do you. You know that feeling. I don't want my child to suffer from me." After suffering, you quit, whether he loves me or not, I am willing to start a family with him, as long as you don't pester him, I am willing to give you anything."

Jiang Beining finally made up her mind and deleted that woman and Shangguan Zhengxun from the blacklist. She deleted everything about Shangguan Zhengxun.

In the next few days, Shangguan Zhengxun looked for her all over the world, and found that she had deleted her cell phone and blocked him, so he went to school to look for her, only to find that she had participated in a social practice activity in the school and went to a neighboring province. He was driven out of his own world, quietly avoiding him.

After a busy day, Jiang Beining was exhausted and out of breath. She was busy writing a proposal in the hotel, and ordered a takeaway to kill dinner.She waited for a long time and wanted to take a shower after she was done.

"Bang bang~"

There was a heavy knock on the door.

Jiang Beining was taking a bath, when she heard someone knocking on the door, she stopped her hands and shouted, "Here, wait a minute." She thought it was a takeaway, and was afraid that she would be in a hurry, so she wrapped herself in a towel and went out.

As soon as the doorknob was turned, the door was suddenly knocked open with a strong force, and a tall and tall figure barged in. Before Jiang Beining could react, he was firmly pressed against the wall.

Jiang Beining exclaimed, and her body was bound under his arms.When she saw that handsome face, she suddenly fell silent, she opened her mouth but didn't know what to say.

Shangguan Zhengxun smelled of alcohol, looking at her with surging anger hidden in his eyes, his slender body covered her head, giving her a strong sense of oppression invisible.

His eyes were scarlet like blood, pain and anger intertwined, he gritted his teeth and said, "Jiangbei Ning, you drove me out of your world without a single sound, what do you take me for?"

His voice was as cold as coming out of an ice cellar.

Jiangbei Ning silently lowered her head, feeling oppressed by guilt, and chose to remain silent.

Shangguan Zhengxun slammed the wall, his veins popped, and his voice was filled with anger: "Speak!"

Jiangbei Ning pursed her thin lips lightly, her throat was so dry that she couldn't speak, and forced herself to say the sentence: "I'm sorry...I don't love..."

Before the "you" was finished, Shangguan Zhengxun's cold lips pressed down, devouring her unspoken words, and he frantically bit her lips.

Jiangbei Ning's brain fragments endured his stormy plunder.

Soon, she came to her senses and patted his shoulder desperately. Shangguan Zhengxun ignored her struggle and was so angry that all his reason was burned out.

He clasped her body tightly, pinned her against the wall so that she could not move, and almost roughly restrained her mandible to prevent her from turning her face away.

Suddenly, he picked her up by holding her leg, and walked towards the bedroom. Jiang Beining panicked, struggling desperately, and shouted angrily, "Shangguan Zhengxun, what are you doing, you're drunk!"

Shangguan Zhengxun ignored her, kicked the door open, and threw her onto the soft big bed. Jiang Beining's eyes were staring at the fall. Before he could react, he leaned over and pressed her down, and violently tore her away with one hand. tie.

Jiang Beining's eyes widened in shock, her heart stopped beating in fright, and she struggled desperately, "Shangguan Zhengxun, what are you doing!"

Shangguan Zhengxun only felt that the long-sleeping demon in his body was waking up, and thousands of voices were roaring, engulfing him.

"No, please don't do this..." Her eyes were red, her body was trembling uncontrollably, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Shangguan Zhengxun froze suddenly, looking at her pear blossom's tearful face, he lost all anger.He woke up instantly, got up and covered her with the quilt.He sat on the edge of the bed and propped his forehead weakly, closing his eyes to calm down.

for a long time.

He slapped himself violently, and Jiang Beining looked at him in shock. He smiled lightly and laughed at himself: "I'm really not a fucking thing, and I actually made my baby cry..."

He pinched the center of his brows and remained silent for a while: "I'm sorry, just treat me as drunk. I'm sorry for the harm and trouble I caused you."

When he said this, his dark and cold eyes were still full of emotion as before, but they showed a bit of resolute determination to give up.The tone is also unprecedentedly cold and alienated, with indescribable feelings revealed between the lines.

Heartbroken, but helpless.

Jiangbei Ning suddenly felt sour, got up and hugged him from behind, choked up and said, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I hurt you the most... You have loved me for so many years, and you have silently guarded me for so many years, I..."

(End of this chapter)