Forced to become an idol in order to make games

Chapter 182 Story
"At that time, I also looked at the whole life like a horse watching flowers. The first thing that appeared was what happened when I was a child, and then what happened at that time. I thought it would end like this, and then it was my life after apprenticeship. At that time, I realized that I was actually very lucky. Some things were just on the edge of my own horns and I couldn't get out. At that time, I actually regretted committing suicide!"

Lu Yu narrated the previous events bit by bit. This was the last memory left by his predecessor at that time, and then he fell into a coma.

Yun Feiyan didn't bother Lu Yu, but listened quietly. Lu Yu sighed when he saw this, then laughed alone and said.

"But it's a pity that I did a good job of preparing at that time. When I regretted it, it was too late. I fell into a coma afterwards. At that time, I thought a lot. Sister Yan, Qianrou, Lingling, several masters, Uncle, they all flashed in front of me one by one, I was still in the mood to deduce your reaction, but in the end it turned into the last sentence before falling asleep, sorry!"

"What's the point of saying this when you are so well prepared! You have to know that if you really succeed in committing suicide, you will definitely not be the only one who dies!"

Yun Feiyan's words were cold, but they were true. Lu Yu could not argue with them. Not to mention what would happen to the older masters after learning about his death, whether they would be so sad that they would be bedridden. Yun Feiyan was absolutely Those who caused Lu Yu's death will be taken away one by one.

No one can restrain Yun Feiyan in anger. After all, the only person in this world who can restrain her a little bit is dead, and she won't mind sending them to see him by the cruelest means.

At that time, the chain reaction of Lu Yu's death will grow infinitely, and no one knows what the final result will be.

"I know, but I really didn't think so much at the time. I only thought of these things when I was asleep. This is my fault, and I can't shirk it!"

Lu Yu just said softly. The two have been integrated for so long. Under the influence of the two, Lu Yu can no longer tell the difference. It is completely different from when he just crossed over. Lu Yu cannot let down these people who care about him now, and he can't let them down now. Don't want to live up to it.

"It's good that you know, then why are you suddenly interested in games again, let alone falling in love with you suddenly, I don't believe this kind of nonsense, and I believe you have the ability to write novels and songs, but these feelings But it shouldn’t be something you can understand.”

Yun Feiyan's words made Lu Yu smile, this is the most critical time, as long as these explanations can convince Yun Feiyan, there will be no such problems in the future.

"This, this is related to the dream I had after I fell asleep. I don't know what to say. The dream seems real and unreal. I still don't know if it is true or not, so I said that there is a great horror between life and death. Don’t lie to me, honestly!”

"Oh? What do you mean?"

Yun Feiyan didn't expect it to be related to a dream, so he asked curiously, and Lu Yu smiled. What he said here is also the truth. For him now, his previous life has indeed become like a dream. It is possible to go again, but this place is the reality for him.

"It's nothing, this dream is a bit long and convoluted, sister Yan may have to listen carefully!"

"Well, tell me!"

Lu Yu then spoke slowly and slowly recounted his past life.

"After falling asleep, I don't know how long I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I had become a child, an ordinary child living in an orphanage. I didn't have that shocking appearance, and I didn't have Sister Yan, you guys. These people exist, and because they are too old, there are almost no adopted people, so they grew up slowly in the orphanage, and they naturally came into contact with games like normal people."

"Dreams are said to be people's deepest dreams. I think about it day and night. Although I don't know why you don't exist, sister Yan, maybe I just want to be an ordinary person in my heart, so I naturally treat everyone I became interested in the games and novels I like, so I grew up slowly, from school to university, that is, during that time, I slowly made some friends, and played with everyone like a normal person , talking and laughing."

"What boys talk about the most is girls and games, and the smiles that a good game brings to them are still fresh in my memory, the kind of heartfelt, carefree feeling. I have never experienced it before, and after seeing myself playing games with such a smile, I became interested in this thing, and I wanted to make a game that everyone would like and bring smiles to everyone. This may be due to the guilt of suicide!"

"Then?"

Yun Feiyan didn't express any opinion on Lu Yu's words. There are some things that she has always known. For example, Lu Yu has always hated his appearance. For example, he can actually be tired. Many things are forced on him. There are many, many more like this and that. Everything was buried deeply in Lu Yu's heart. Yun Feiyan had only seen that kind of smile from the heart once on Lu Yu's face before.

That was after he taught Lu Yu tea art, he told him that he wanted to drink flower dew water tea. Then Lu Yu went against everyone's will for the first time and went up the mountain to collect dew instead of doing morning exercises. Yun Feiyan will always remember that he was still a child at that time. Lu Yu timidly held the bottle of dew. His whole body was stained with the debris of flowers and plants. There was no place on his body that was not dirty, but the bottle of dew was extremely clean.

When he timidly handed the bottle to himself, there was a shy smile on his face, and after he took it, that smile also spread on his face, and even Yun Feiyan, who had never smiled before, raised the corner of his mouth for the first time , There was a smile.

At that time, the corners of Lu Yu's mouth opened slightly, and he praised with a smile, saying that Sister Yan looks so pretty when she smiles!If only I could smile more!Only then did Yun Feiyan realize that he was laughing too.

From that moment on, Yun Feiyan knew that from now on, Lu Yu would be her Achilles heel, and protecting him was the meaning of her existence. There would be no people or things in this world that could separate the two. People will stay together forever, and the relationship between the two has changed since then. Yun Feiyan has also changed in the direction that Lu Yu likes.

"After that, what else can I do? I was admitted to a prestigious university, and after graduating, I participated in the gaming industry and worked hard to realize my dream. Unfortunately, before my dream was completed, an accidental car accident took me away. Let's go. When I woke up again, the dream was over. I was lying on the cold floor, staring blankly at the ceiling above my head. I thought about it for a long time, maybe not long, after all, I didn't have time at that time. concept.”

Lu Yu smiled slightly, then continued.

"I don't know if I've lived two lives, but the emotion in the dream was so real that I couldn't forget it, so I made a decision, whether it's in the dream or in reality, it's Me, since it is my own wish, then I have to realize it, not for anything else, just to make me feel less regretful, so I started to get in touch with games, and the lively and ordinary self in my dream also started It slowly affects my own personality, I have figured out things that I couldn't figure out before, and I am relieved of many things, and people have naturally changed. As for whether it is good or bad, what do you think, Sister Yan?"

Lu Yu threw the question to Yun Feiyan. This passage has actually been hidden for a long time. Although Lu Yu switched the identities of the two, for him now, there is no distinction between who and who. Lu Yu gradually became better. Except for the existence of the system, Lu Yu had told Yun Feiyan all about his family background. He believed that Yun Feiyan would definitely believe in him after hearing this, and would no longer be suspicious.

"Ask me why. As long as it's you, you can change whatever you want. Anyway, you can't escape from my palm. By the way, the two at the door have heard enough. Do you want me to pull you in?"

Yun Feiyan has nothing to say, she doesn't care about Lu Yu's changes, what she cares about is why Lu Yu changed, just like what she said, no matter how Lu Yu changes, the relationship between the two is destined to never change.

After hearing this, Lu Yu looked at the door in surprise, and sure enough, two black shadows were reflected on the door, which made Lu Yu subconsciously laugh.

And hearing Yun Feiyan's shout, the door of the room was pushed open immediately. Needless to say, it was Ning Qiaoling who were preparing in the kitchen. They saw that Lu Yu had been away for so long and hadn't come back, so they set off to look for him. But heard these.

Both of them had tears on their faces, and the originally suppressed voices were released as Ning Qiaoling pushed the door open. The two rushed towards Lu Yu directly, and pushed Lu Yu directly onto the sofa. Ning Qiaoling cried loudly, while Su Qianrou gently pulled Lu Yu's right hand, sobbing softly while looking at his wrist.

Lu Yu was suddenly pushed down with a hint of surprise on his face, but as the two cried, a gentle smile appeared on his face. His right hand was held by Su Qianrou, and he could only caress the two of them with his left hand. Said softly.

"It's okay, am I here?"

"What do you mean it's okay! Why are you so desperate to commit suicide! Have you thought about our thoughts? Do you know what will happen if your grandparents want to hear the news of your death! I also said why you suddenly changed so much , why are you so irresponsible!"

Ning Qiaoling cried and cursed loudly. Fortunately, there was no one around Yun Feiyan's room, so she didn't have to worry about welcoming everyone, while Su Qianrou hugged Lu Yu's right hand and nodded repeatedly.

"Yes, Brother Yu! Cutting your wrists hurts so much! Qianrou knows it hurts terribly just thinking about it. How could you be so cruel to yourself? How could you be willing to leave all of us behind!"

Even though Lu Yu had a thousand reasons before, these reasons became insignificant in front of the crying of these two people. Lu Yu didn't make excuses for himself, and said softly with a smile.

"I see, it's all my fault. I'm too selfish. I'm sorry, and I'm still alive! The King of Hades also knows that if I die, I'm afraid I'll be scolded by you every day. Being scolded by you can only let me go, and be educated by you instead of him!"

"Who would scold him every day!"

Ning Qiaoling laughed through tears, and patted Lu Yu's chest lightly. Indeed, as Lu Yu said, it is best if he is still alive. Ning Qiaoling and Su Qianrou gently pulled Lu Yu's right hand, but they did not He found the scar on it, and asked immediately.

"Where's the wound? On the left hand?"

"It's healed. It's not that you don't know my physique. It's not big in the first place, so naturally there are no scars left!"

"Well, does it hurt?"

Ning Qiaoling also nodded. Both of them had been taking medicinal baths since childhood. Ordinary wounds could not leave scars. This also showed that Lu Yu did not have much strength at that time. This made Ning Qiaoling extremely lucky that Lu Yu had practiced martial arts since childhood. , making it difficult for him to cut his wrists.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt if you beat me just now!"

Lu Yu said with a smile, Su Qianrou and Ning Qiaoling laughed when she heard it, and Ning Qiaoling cursed directly.

"How could I be so heavy just now! I just patted it lightly!"

"Well, I don't want to think that you are a master now, so I pat you lightly and ask Qianrou if she can stand it, and I'm the only one with thick skin and thick flesh!"

Lu Yu's words were naturally joking, he just wanted the two of them to shift their focus and stop worrying about himself.

"How is it possible, my master didn't do it for nothing, I don't know my own strength! How could it be as heavy as you said!"

"Brother Yu, does it hurt? Qianrou rubs it for you!"

"Qianrou, rub it for me and it won't hurt anymore!"

"Qianrou, you traitor, don't listen to Lu Yu, how can you be so harsh!"

"It's possible that Sister Lingling was too excited and hurt Brother Yu from the beating!"

Su Qianrou was very naive and completely believed Lu Yu's words. Ning Qiaoling herself was a little skeptical about what she said, but when she turned her head and saw Lu Yu's slightly complacent eyes, she immediately knew that she had been fooled, so she rushed over to her. shouted.

"Lu Yu, see if I don't shoot you to death!"

"No, no, no, no, I was wrong, it would really kill me if you filmed it!"

Lu Yu quickly begged for mercy. Naturally, Ning Qiaoling would not use her full strength. She snorted and took her hand back. Su Qianrou looked at the two of them with a confused look. She still did not realize the exchange between the two. Yun Feiyan next to her Then she smiled and watched the three of them playing around. This kind of life was the daily life of a few people staying together, and it was also something she wanted to protect.

She will not allow anyone to destroy these, no one will do.

When Ning Qiaoling came back to her senses, she sighed softly, looked at Lu Yu's fair wrist, and said something.

"Don't do this again in the future. Fortunately, nothing happened this time, otherwise I don't know what I would do!"

"That's right, Brother Yu, don't scare Qianrou from now on, Qianrou can't help being scared like this by Brother Yu!"

Su Qianrou also stopped kneading her hands, and put her hands on her heart. Hearing the news of Lu Yu's suicide just now, she almost couldn't breathe, and Ning Qiaoling helped her to recover.

"Well, I know, this kind of thing will never happen again, I will always be with you!"

Lu Yu also gave the promise gently, and both of them gave an acknowledgment, and lay their heads lightly on Lu Yu's chest, listening to his strong and powerful heart beating there, which meant that he was still alive, so that is the best consolation.

(End of this chapter)