Forced to become an idol in order to make games

Chapter 181 Inquiry
"That's the best, then can you tell me why I go to the pharmacy to buy sleeping pills? Is it too stressful?"

Yun Feiyan laughed, although the smile on his face was pleasing to the eye, but what he said made Lu Yu feel restless, his whole body fell into a state of tension, and even a little sweat oozed from his head.

Lu Yu didn't expect Yun Feiyan to ask here. Seeing what happened before, he couldn't hide it. Lu Yu didn't dare to lie, so he said it directly.

"Sister Yan knows all this? I was really not in a good mood at the time, so I went to the pharmacy to buy something to eat."

Lu Yu wasn't lying. At first, Lu Yu couldn't sleep at night. These things kept haunting his dreams like shadows. Lu Yu had no choice but to buy some sleeping pills to help him fall asleep.

"Really? Then why didn't I see you go out after staying at home for so long? Tell me what you were doing during that time!"

Yun Feiyan didn't ask in detail. Yun Feiyan didn't want to know why he bought the medicine, but wanted to know what Lu Yu's purpose was and why he had such a big change. These were what she wanted to explore.

"No reason! Just stay in the room and rest, I don't need to go out in that kind of situation!"

Lu Yu avoided the serious ones, although he didn't dare to lie, but it was okay to hide some things. Lu Yu didn't want to tell some things if he could not tell them, otherwise the consequences might be very serious.

"Take a break, right? Let me just trust you once, how many pills of this medicine do you take at a time? How much did you buy? Do you know? Don't say you don't remember!"

What Yun Feiyan said made Lu Yu stunned. At that time, he didn't have the energy to listen to the narration of the pharmacy staff. The sleeping pills he bought were all sleeping pills that he used before going to bed. Because of the maliciousness, Lu Yu chose to commit suicide, so he ate it all at once, without remembering how much he bought, and he would not know the amount used each time.

But Yun Feiyan has blocked the possibility of Lu Yu lying. After all, the dosage of this medicine is very strict. As long as Lu Yu uses it for normal use, it is impossible not to forget these things. Speaking the truth.

"I ate it all at once. I can't answer what Sister Yan said!"

"Eat it all at once, then what did you do after that?"

Without any hesitation, Yun Feiyan asked directly. She had a hunch before that these words were just to drive Lu Yu to a dead end and let him tell exactly what he had done.

"Wrist Cutting Suicide"

Lu Yu said in a low voice, knowing that he couldn't hide it anymore, he didn't dare to hide anything, and directly said what he had done before.

There was no response in the room for a long time, and when Lu Yu didn't know what to do, Yun Feiyan who was opposite him laughed, and Lu Yu looked over in surprise.

"Cut your wrists to commit suicide? Xiao Yu, why didn't I know you were still so innocent! First you took sleeping pills and then you cut your wrists. Did you watch too many TV dramas at that time?"

Yun Feiyan didn't believe this. He said before that although Lu Yu's medical skills are not very good, he definitely doesn't need to be so troublesome to commit suicide. It is necessary to choose such a troublesome method, and the effect may not be achieved. This is definitely not what someone like Lu Yu would choose when he committed suicide.

"Whether Sister Yan believes it or not, I really did that at the time!"

Seeing that the words had been spoken, Lu Yu immediately broke the rules and admitted it directly. Now that he recalled that memory, he also felt a little embarrassed. There was obviously a very simple way, but he chose such a troublesome process. Lu Yu could only This paragraph is explained by a moment of confusion.

"Really? With your body, those sleeping pills can make you drowsy for a few days at most, and cut your wrists? Really think this is easy? If you want to die like this, not to mention how much blood you will lose, the body's own defense mechanism of an ordinary person can Effectively heal the wound and stop the blood loss. Even if the artery is cut in your holy body, the impact will not be great under your body's own reaction. At most, the recovery time will be longer, and there are no scars on your hands. Don’t say it’s gone, the cut of the artery, your physique can’t leave scars! Don’t say that the movie you learned is soaked in warm water, the chance of drowning is higher than if you cut your wrist! "

Yun Feiyan took a completely distrustful attitude towards these words, just as she said, Lu Yu and Ning Qiaoling have been served in medicinal baths since childhood, and their physical tolerance is much higher than that of ordinary people. Injuries will heal quickly, unless the injury is too serious, otherwise it will not leave scars, ordinary trauma can be treated casually, and it can be restored to its original state. For too long, the smell of the medicated bath was not good, so I didn't soak it anymore.

And if you really want to soak your whole body in warm water like in the movie, that person will definitely be drowned instead of cutting his wrists to death. Once in the pool, it is normal to drown if you are unconscious. Most people may not have the strength to break free, but Lu Yu will definitely not be unable to break free. At that time, it is completely an instinctive reaction. It is impossible for Lu Yu's body to let him be caught. Drowning, his body is also capable enough to help him out of trouble.

This is why Yun Feiyan would not believe that Lu Yu chose this path at all. His body trained since childhood was an insurmountable gap on this path. Therefore, if Lu Yu really wanted to commit suicide, there were many ways, but this way was too stupid. point.

"Cough cough."

Lu Yu coughed twice in embarrassment, tilted his head to the side involuntarily, his face was also rarely flushed, Yun Feiyan turned his head and glanced at him after hearing Lu Yu's cough.

Seeing Lu Yu's expression, Yun Feiyan also stopped smiling, and asked a little surprised.

"Really?"

"Ahem, um."

Lu Yu didn't dare to look back, and the blush on his face was getting deeper and deeper. He wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in. Although this was a stupid thing done by his predecessor, now the two of them are alone, and he can't blame himself if he doesn't blame him. back.

"Come, come, tell me how you operate and how you overcome the instinctive reaction your body developed!"

Yun Feiyan laughed directly. She was very curious about how Lu Yu operated, but now she is not so angry. After all, Lu Yu is sitting here alive, which means that he must have failed. I am interested in the changes, after all, the answer that is closest to the truth has been ruled out by herself.

"Cough, sister Yan, don't ask, now that I think about it, I was pretty stupid, I chose the most difficult path!"

"That won't work, tell me, I want to see how you figure out a solution after studying medicine!"

How could Yun Feiyan let Lu Yu go? Although Lu Yu said that he had committed suicide, this could not explain the reason for such a big change in him. There were definitely other things that happened during this period, and this was what contributed to Lu Yu's change. The point is, Yun Feiyan must know this, otherwise he won't let Lu Yu go easily.

"Okay, Sister Yan must know, so I can only say it!"

Lu Yu calmed down a little, and turned his head to look at Yun Feiyan. Yun Feiyan found a comfortable position for himself and lay on his side, signaling Lu Yu to continue, and then Lu Yu began to talk about the past.

"Actually, I succeeded in committing suicide. After all, Sister Yan, you also know that I have control over my body, and I know how to use the medicine. But it may be that the King of Hades didn't want to accept me, so I still didn't die in the end!"

Lu Yu was a little bit embarrassed as he said this. What he said was half true and half false. Suicide was undoubtedly a success, and his predecessor was indeed dead. However, the existence of the system allowed the two people's memories to merge. If memory is used to evaluate whether a person exists If so, then the predecessor has indeed survived.

"Successful? How to say?"

Yun Feiyan didn't have any surprises. If Lu Yu really wanted to carry out the operation, he must be aiming for success, and he did have such strength to do it, so there were no surprises to what he said.

"I took all the sleeping pills at the time, and the medicine was really strong. I slowly fell into a dazed state, and my body became weaker and weaker. This suppressed my body's instinctive reaction, and then I chose to cut my wrists. Maybe It is the lack of strength, or maybe the weapon is not sharp enough. The knife did not cause a serious wound to me, but it was enough. It only needs to be placed in warm water to keep the wound active, and the wound will naturally not condense, and it can It served my purpose, and I did!"

Lu Yu slowly said the arrangement in his memory. These are all the measures that his predecessor thought of, and they did have an effect. The only place where Lu Yu lied was the wound. To achieve that effect, the real situation is that he cut the artery with one knife, causing a sufficient wound, and then lay in the bathtub and waited to die slowly. With the excessive blood loss and the effect of sleeping pills, he even after that Regret, and I have no ability to resist at all.

"Then how did you survive? Since you have made arrangements, you shouldn't be here now. What I see now should be your corpse!"

Yun Feiyan's expression gradually became serious. What Lu Yu said was indeed enough. She didn't expect that sleeping pills would be used to do this, to restrain her own strength, so that she would lose the ability to resist. She did not expect that Lu Yulian would commit suicide Will choose such a helpless way.

"Just like what I said, maybe Hades really doesn't want to accept me. At that time, in order to make myself lose the ability to resist to the greatest extent, I waited until the medicine was effective before implementing the following plan. After the wound was caused, I was no longer able to enter the bathtub. During the process, I only had time to lean on the bathtub and put my hands in it, and as the blood flowed slowly, I fell into a trance under the double effect. I should have passed out directly, but the wound was It wasn't a slight pain, but it kept me from falling asleep, and I didn't know what happened later in my confusion!"

"Then?"

Yun Feiyan didn't say much, and asked directly, a smile appeared on Lu Yu's face, and his heart calmed down a little.

This means that Yun Feiyan already believes what he said before, and he doesn't need to be so worried. After all, he won't tell a lie in the future, everything will be true.

"After that, I woke up after that. I was lying on the floor. The wound had healed long ago. Then I got up and cleaned up, and then I heard a knock on the door. Sister Yan, I don't need to tell you what happened next. It’s clear!”

"You're pretending to be confused here, aren't you! You know that's not what I'm going to ask!"

Seeing Lu Yu's smiling face, Yun Feiyan knew that he was pretending to be a big-tailed wolf with him here. He knew what he wanted to ask, but he wanted to keep it there. This would never happen before. On Lu Yu.

"I don't have any, what does Sister Yan want to ask! I will definitely answer!"

Lu Yu was still pretending to be stupid, Yun Feiyan glanced at him angrily, and was about to get up, but Lu Yu hurriedly stopped him, which really made Yun Feiyan get up, and he definitely didn't have a good day today.

"Sister Yan, don't, let me tell you! Just lie down and rest at ease!"

"Then you tell me to listen!"

Yun Feiyan was stopped by Lu Yu's words. Now the most important thing is to know why Lu Yu changed. Remember these little things for him in advance, and he will naturally let him come back. No one can wait until the next day.

"People in the world say that there is great terror between life and death. I didn't understand this very well before, but after this incident, I have a deep understanding. What the sages said is indeed true!"

Lu Yu then sighed with emotion, he believes that there is no second person in this world who understands the meaning of this sentence better than him, and these are clearly engraved on his heart.

"Well, what the sages said must be reasonable, but what does it have to do with you? Have you realized anything?"

"Hahaha, I'm not afraid of Sister Yan's jokes when I say it. I did see some things. I don't know if these things are true or not, but they really promoted my change!"

Lu Yu laughed directly, while Yun Feiyan asked curiously.

"What did you see? Tell me!"

"kindness!"

Lu Yu nodded immediately, and began to talk while recalling.

"Actually, at the beginning, I understood why many people choose to cut their wrists, which is obviously difficult to commit suicide. The feeling of vitality slowly flowing out of the body is the only meaning of their existence, but I know, that is just an illusion, the real thing is just a series of chain reactions caused by blood loss. In the past, some people always said that people would look through their life like a horse and a horse before they die, but during this period of time, for the wrist-cutting It may have been a long time! This is why the death rate from wrist cutting is so low!"

Lu Yu sighed a little when he thought of the state of his predecessor in his memory at that time, while Yun Feiyan just gave a thank you and didn't express any opinion.

Needless to say, the low mortality rate of wrist cutting is just that most people will regret it during the long death time, and they can get medical treatment in the end. After all, if they really want to lose blood and die, the time is really long enough.

And Lu Yu didn't continue to sigh, and directly started to talk about his own story.

(End of this chapter)