Dad's Entertainment Life

Chapter 279 The Crying Heart
On the stage, Lin Qirong didn't know that a conspiracy was coming to him, played the last note, and then slowly put down the ocarina, first bowed to the string orchestra behind him, thanking them for their accompaniment.

With their cooperation, I can perform such a piece of music so perfectly.

The musicians of the orchestra smiled back. They also enjoyed a hearty performance and were very satisfied.

Thanks to this man for creating such a beautiful song, they have a hunch that this will become a classic song, no matter how many years later it will be remembered and loved by people.

Then they greeted the audience together and received the cheers and applause from the audience.

Applause from the audience, this is the greatest appreciation you can get as a musician.

In the applause of the audience, the string orchestra left the stage one by one, while Lin Qirong remained on the stage.

He still has a song to perform.

The prelude music sounded, with a hint of sadness.

Lin Qirong looked up at the sky for a while, then lowered his head and held the microphone in his hand and began to sing.

"This street is too crowded, too many people have secrets, there is fog on the glass, who is hidden in the past..."

He didn't belong to this world originally, but came to this world only because of an accident. This is his biggest secret.

There is also the "blood feud" on him, which makes him cautious when doing anything.

Including dealing with feelings.

"It's too late to write down your details carefully and describe how I love you, but you leave me with a smile..."

Lin Qirong quietly narrated a poignant story with singing, and the figures of the two girls also flickered in his heart.

Xue Yuzhi, a poor and lovely girl, came together with him by accident.

I should love her, not only because of her lust for her body, but also because of her dedication and the sense of security she gave me.

I once thought about going on like this with her.

But all this has undergone a huge change since I participated in "Where Are We Going, Dad?" In order to find the truth, I became a star and stepped into the entertainment circle.

However, because of this matter, Xue Yuzhi shrank back the self-confidence that had just emerged, and chose to escape with low self-esteem, not wanting to affect his future because of her.

Just like the song said, she smiled and walked away from herself.

She thought she was doing the right thing, but she made herself feel like a knife was piercing her heart.

"This feeling is not right anymore. I'm trying my best to make it up. I didn't give you the feeling that I should be considerate. The wish you made with your lips is very humble and you are compromising. I ignored it. You just need someone to accompany you..."

That night he knew that Xue Yuzhi was crying, and that she felt inferior and felt unworthy of him.

In fact, how could he be worthy of her?
If he was tempted by Xue Yuzhi, then he should be tempted by Zuo Youran.

When did it start?start of school?Or when performing at an arts festival?Or any other time.

I am used to the feeling of her being by my side, to handing Tongtong to her, and to seeing her blushing.

I always thought it was because of Tongtong, but when I couldn't see her, I realized that it was not because of Tongtong, but because I didn't know when I fell in love with this girl.

After they were surrounded in the amusement park, when Zuo Youran was transferred to another class, when they met again with just a nod of greeting, and when this song was sung, he understood what was in his heart.

Falling in love with two girls at the same time, I really am an asshole.

"You silently shed a few tears for me, how haggard, but I am heartbroken, you suffer, I don't deserve your beauty."

A tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Only now did he deeply understand Jay Chou's mood when he wrote this song.

I don't deserve it.

The touching singing moved all the audience present. They all stopped their hands and stared blankly at Lin Qirong on the stage, with tears also falling from the corners of their eyes.

Who doesn't have someone living in their heart?
The word love hurts the most.

Backstage, Xiao Ying opened her mouth wide and stared blankly at Lin Qirong, a strange emotion suddenly appeared in her heart.

She knew that the girl Lin Qirong was talking about must not be her, maybe it was the girl who was rumored with him?
Suddenly some envy her.

Han Bing stood behind the stage, also immersed in the singing, with a tear falling from his face.

He didn't understand the complex emotions conveyed by the singing.

At the beginning, between love and career, he also chose career, and she left disappointed.

Up to now, he still deeply remembers that girl, remembering that she cheered for a small success of her own, because she finally won the first award in her life and cooked a table full of dishes to celebrate.

But after she became famous, she couldn't show up in front of the public, and she couldn't even do the most basic things like dating and watching movies.

In the end she chose to leave alone, smiling and sending her blessings to herself.

Whenever he dreams back at midnight, he will still remember that girl.

I am sorry for her, I don't deserve to have such a good her.

There are other stars who have the same feelings as him. A song by Lin Qirong pierced their solid defenses and brought out the deepest memories in their hearts.

It is not easy to be a star, especially a popular star, every move will be photographed by the media, even a little scandal may cause troubles among fans, many companies will explicitly and secretly prohibit stars from dating.

But who doesn't have a lover in his heart?Who wouldn't want a sweet date with her?

It's just that the reality forced them to give up such a luxury, and then watched her leave.

Many people covered their faces and cried, missing her.

……

In Jiang'an Huafu Community, Xue Yuzhi sat on the sofa hugging a pillow, staring at Lin Qirong singing this song affectionately on the TV, letting tears flow down his face.

She remembered every detail of being with Lin Qirong.

The first meeting, the first intimate contact when taking out the garbage, the fight between Lin Qirong and Tan Xing, when he appeared in front of me when I had nowhere to go, the hot springs in Tangshan and the trip to Jinling and Yazhou together, and the life of "cohabitation" every moment...

Every scene is a sweet memory.

The first time after drinking left a deep impression on her. She remembered every move he made on her body and how she touched every inch of his skin with her hands.

From that moment on, I gave him my whole self, willing to be his canary, and to regard his kindness and his smile as everything in my life...

When she moved out to live by herself, she saw the disappointment in his eyes.

When she refused his comfort in the dark, she could feel the heaviness of his turning away.

But she didn't regret it. It was because she was not worthy of him. He should have a better girl by his side instead of herself. She would only bring trouble to him and become a reason for others to attack him.

She hugged the pillow in her hands tightly, curling up together.

You don't have to apologize, don't feel guilty, I don't deserve it.

……

In another house, Luo Meihong looked at Zuo Youran with a calm face and said cautiously.

"Why do I feel that this song is sung for you?"

Zuo Youran didn't answer, and scenes flashed in his mind.

Meeting for the first time, performing together for the first time, playing happily with Tongtong in Qingcheng Town, Yazhou’s magic weapon descended from the sky when he was held by someone’s arm, practicing piano together, going to the amusement park together, and With him defending himself in the face of so many people...

It turned out that I had so many intersections with him without knowing it.

Do you like him?

I still had some doubts before, but at this moment there is no doubt.

Yes, I like him.

That's why I got used to his existence without knowing it, and I didn't feel good after leaving.

"Youran, what's the matter with you?" Luo Meihong looked at her worriedly.

Recently, Zuo Youran has become very silent, which makes her a little worried.

"It's nothing, it's a nice song." Zuo Youran responded with a soft smile.

Of course she knew it was a good song, one that had made her cry for a long time.

Luo Meihong said with some hesitation, "I think Tongtong's father seems to like you, you are so beautiful, so gentle, so temperamental, and you have such a good relationship with Tongtong.

And Tongtong's father is talented and can cook well. Although he is not as handsome as Li Junxi, he has a good temperament.

Talented and beautiful, you are the most suitable no matter how you look at it.

I'm not saying anything, it's just that it's really hard to find someone like this who suits you and likes you, so you really have to cherish it.

Although he may have a relationship with that beautiful woman, but so what?As long as you are not married, you are not the final winner. Even if you are married, you can get a divorce. "

The more Luo Meihong talked, the more chaotic she became, "In short, I will just say, you are a match made in heaven, it would be a pity not to get together."

Zuo Youran patted her hand lightly, "Thank you, Meihong, I know you are doing it for my own good."

On TV, Lin Qirong had already sung the last line of the lyrics, bowed deeply and took the curtain call.

She stood up and was about to enter the room, Lin Qirong's performance was over, and except for Lin Qirong, the performances of other people did not please her.

"Youran, what on earth are you thinking?"

Luo Meihong yelled, "Tong Tong will suddenly cry when she is sleeping at noon, because she misses you, and she really treats you like a mother.

If you like it, go after it boldly, what are you doing hanging around like this?
Isn’t it a pity to miss out on love for so-called self-esteem?
If you don't like it, then pretend I didn't say anything. "

Zuo You didn't look back, "Mei Hong, thank you, I will think about it carefully."

After she finished speaking, she walked into the room and closed the door, sat at the desk, opened a book in front of her, and stared blankly.

In front of her was a stack of books.

"Management", "Psychology", "Public Relations"...

After staring blankly for a while, her eyes became firm, she took out a piece of paper from the drawer, and wrote three large characters on it.

Resignation letter!
Sorry, Mom, I'm being disobedient again.

　"I'm Not Worthy" is a song in Jay Chou's first album "I'm Busy" released by Jewel Music formed by himself in 2007. Fang Wenshan wrote the lyrics, Jay Chou composed the music, and Lin Maike arranged the music.

　　
　
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