I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 446 But I Don't Want to Hate You
After seeing Yang Sisi, Yutou's consciousness obviously couldn't keep up with his actions, so he stood beside Yang Sisi in a daze, muttering repeatedly, but couldn't say a word with complete logic.Yang Sisi first glanced at her, then glared at me, thinking that I had betrayed the information about her coming to Dali to Yutou.

I hurriedly said: "Don't look at me with such eyes, I haven't been in touch with anyone since we met."

Only then did Yutou regain his senses, and he said with a cheeky smile: "You misunderstood, this matter has nothing to do with Brother Mi, I live near here, I think we are really destined, I just came from the inn When I came out, I walked this street, and I ran into you unexpectedly... When did you come to Dali?"

Yang Sisi replied not very friendly: "What's the matter, you told me so much, do you want me to treat you to breakfast?"

"I invite you to eat, I invite you to eat."

After Yutou said that, he went to the bar to settle the breakfast money for us. I don’t know if his original personality is like this, but in order to pursue Yang Sisi, he is really willing to go out... In this regard, he is better than Cao Xiaobei. To be more open-minded, Cao Xiaobei's kindness to Yang Sisi is generally reflected in major aspects, such as giving Yang Sisi a house to live in, opening a milk tea shop for Yang Sisi, and so on, but the details are not as fine as Yutou.

Yutou smiled again and said to Yang Sisi: "Honestly, I am not afraid that you will dislike me, but I am afraid that you will not remember me... It turns out that although we only met once, you can still remember me."

"Remember, I must remember... You were the one who didn't give Mi Gao face at dinner that night!"

Laughter seems to be Yutou's most powerful weapon. No matter how Yang Sisi yells at him, he just greets him with a smile and doesn't get angry. In the end, Yang Sisi, who is always sharp and sharp, doesn't know what to say, so he takes advantage of the situation and talks to Chen Jin. sat down beside us.

I can tell that Yutou is the kind of man who is best at stalking. In fact, this kind of man has the most advantage when facing women... At first, they may make women feel bored , but once you get used to their stalking, when you lose it, you will be extremely unaccustomed to it...

I have always believed that men who can combine stalking and playing hard to get to deal with women are veterans in the field of flowers, because they know women's nature too well; obviously, fish heads belong to this category.

So, in the short breakfast time, he managed to get Yang Sisi's contact information again.

I even think that if Yang Sisi is not in a hurry to return to Shanghai, he can really invite Yang Sisi out for a meal alone... because he is very good at pleasing women, knows what women like, and has the ability to do what they like.

However, when he proposed to send Yang Sisi to the airport, Yang Sisi showed considerable persistence. No matter how Yutou persuaded her, she shook her head.

At this time, Yutou showed his brilliance again. After he felt that he had no hope of sending Yang Sisi to the airport, he stopped forcing...but he thoughtfully went to the clothing store opposite to buy a coat for Yang Sisi, saying it was the morning of Dali It's colder than Shanghai, but in fact, Yang Sisi does wear less clothes, so his observations can be said to be meticulous.

At least, I never thought of getting a dress for Yang Sisi.

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After sitting and chatting for a while, Chen Jin continued to visit the ancient city with Yutou, and Yang Sisi and I went to "Jiulongju" in the limited time. She hadn't been to Dali for a long time, so she was very concerned about these things that had changed. the place where you live.

We stood side by side at the door of Cao Xiaobei's inn, and I said to her, "Cao Xiaobei is gone, and the inn is now managed by a company engaged in cultural tourism, do you want to go in and have a look?"

Yang Sisi was a little hesitant, and I didn't give her any further advice, just waiting patiently for her reply.

Cao Xiaobei told me that the time when he opened the inn with Yang Sisi was the best memory in his life, and Yang Sisi must have deep feelings.

Finally, Yang Sisi spoke to me and said, "No one else is here... Forget it, don't watch it."

"If he was there, you would go in?"

"I won't go in either."

"Then why are you still making such an excuse?"

Yang Sisi looked a little depressed, she didn't respond to me, and then walked to the depths of the commercial street before me.

I didn't immediately follow her footsteps, but just stared at her back from behind... I have a feeling that maybe like me, she has always hidden a lot of contradictions and melancholy in her heart; she will definitely think: the present What does Cao Xiaobei look like, and what does the woman who is with Cao Xiaobei look like.

Unfortunately, I have no way to answer for Cao Xiaobei.

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In a blink of an eye, it was almost noon, and I rushed Yang Sisi to the airport an hour and a half before the plane took off.

My heart is inexplicably reluctant, but I can't express it.

She was right. In this world, no one else would rush to Dali from Shanghai just to have breakfast with me.

In order to hide my emotions, I sucked my nose habitually, and then I said to her: "Don't do this in the future."

Yang Sisi glared at me: "You said something like that again!"

"Don't get me wrong, I'm afraid you're tired...really!"

"Then what can I do, I want to see you... But you won't go to Shanghai to find me... If I am like you, is it possible that I really want to die forever?"

I don't speak.

Yang Sisi whispered to me again: "Don't blame me for doing this, and don't be afraid that I'm tired... We may really meet one less time... Because you told me that you will marry Lu Jia, and she will come back soon Right?... If I'm still so self-willed and careless after you get married, then it's really a matter of character... I don't want to be a shameless Yang Sisi in your heart, I just hope that when you think of me in the future, You will feel very positive energy, she is a woman who dares to love and hate!"

"You have always been a woman who dares to love and hate in my heart."

With a little disappointment, Yang Sisi smiled lightly: "But, I don't want to hate you...Even if you gave me all the pain these years."

I felt so guilty that I was silent for a long time before replying: "If you want to hate, you can hate it...I am not an aboveboard man, I have put a lot of burden on myself...Actually, I am also unhappy .”

"So I don't want to hate you... Sometimes when I think about it, I should love you more... Who knows if the woman who will be with you in the future will treat you with sincerity, if she is not, she will only let you It's even more painful...but by that time, I can't do anything...so while I can still do it now, I must do my best to treat you well!"

I felt very uncomfortable, and at the same time, I was very helpless.

Yang Sisi laughed at herself, and she said again: "Speaking these words, I feel like a shameless third party...I'm really crazy, why did I say these things to you...Why?!"

She squatted on the ground, sobbing in pain, and grabbed her hair fiercely...

Yang Sisi's pain has attracted a lot of attention, I can't let her be a different kind in the eyes of others.

This time, I hugged her without hesitation, and used my body to block everything for her.

I caressed her hair, and whispered softly in her ear: "Don't be sad, I swear, I will definitely go to Shanghai to find you."

(End of this chapter)