I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 445 We Are All Villains
Open all the car windows, let the morning wind blow into the car wantonly, and my mood is also opened; Compared with the magnificence of nature, at this moment, I am more willing to experience the novelty and joy brought by the plants and trees. Warmth... This is probably a man's tenderness. For us men, there is no need to live in our own ambitions and sense of responsibility every minute. Only by learning to relax properly can we have the opportunity to come into contact with a more beautiful woman. A refined, cuter world.

I should thank Yang Sisi very much, because she brought me these feelings, every word and every sentence of her seems to be able to form a world by itself, and I live in the world created by her, I will feel relaxed and have a spring breeze Feel.

I finally opened my mouth and said to her: "Yes, no one else in this world can do this anymore, but from another level, does it also prove that you live an extremely willful life?"

"Are you guilty or not? At this time, you are still thinking of picking on me... I dare to break through the cage of life, not limited by time and space, and the ultimate goal is to live the way I want... …so I have no regrets.”

I laughed: "Look, after working on it for a long time, you are the one who moved you the most."

"Yes, I am a person who can move myself, don't you feel moved at all?"

Yang Sisi's seemingly casual question hit my heart directly. After hesitating for a while, I decided to answer truthfully, so I said to her, "I'm not sure if I'm touched, but I feel very comfortable, like a gust of warm wind. Come in... I really want to keep you in Dali for a few more days, then treat you to delicious food, take you around the Erhai Lake, and pick a bouquet of flowers from Cangshan Mountain for you..."

"Stop, stop, stop, you can't say any more..."

"Why can't you talk anymore?"

"Your behavior is called flirting, understand?...It's a behavior of a rogue!"

I smiled and replied: "The word teasing is only for the unfamiliar opposite sex, right? We both have this kind of relationship, so it's not wrong to tease the other."

"Then tell me, what is the relationship between us now?"

I thought about it, and replied, "Take care with all my heart."

"You really know how to say, who is the liver and who is the gall?"

"You are the gall, I am the liver."

"Why am I the gall and you the liver?"

"Because I'm a gutless person."

Yang Sisi glared at me, and said with dissatisfaction: "You are not courageous, you are heartless... If you are really a caring person, you can't do so many impersonal things!"

"Where am I impersonal?"

"I stayed outside alone for so long, and there was no news. After I came back, I rejected my father's invitation to you... I really thought that the whole world would hurt you, so there are not one or two people who love you?"

I laughed: "These things you said are signs of courage, not lack of heart."

"You just don't care."

"I have no guts!"

Yang Sisi and I just argued so boringly, and took it for fun, probably only when I was with her, I would have such a side, and most of the time, I was deep and empty.

……

After leaving Airport Road and driving on National Highway 214 for a while, Yang Sisi and I finally arrived at the ancient city.After getting off the car, she threw all the things in her suitcase into the trunk of my car.

But in her rough actions, I felt her intentions. All the things she brought me were all my favorite food, including Shanghai's specialty "Fengxian Yellow Peach".

What made me more concerned was the pair of shoes. She seemed to like to give me sneakers, saying that with these shoes, I could exercise more... She told me very simply that she had no other intentions, just I hope I can live a few more years, she is several years younger than me, she is afraid that I will die before her.

After throwing all the things that could be thrown to me in the box, there was only a set of cosmetics and a set of underwear left in the box. After I took a second look, she scolded me.

I smiled and told her: I don't believe that she can use a bra of this size; she was so angry that she almost buckled the box on my head, she hated me saying that her breasts are small, and hated me using the so-called size to insult her; on the contrary, she felt that she was a very charming woman!

To be honest, I don't know how big her breasts are, after all, they are something that needs to be hidden all the time, and she doesn't like to wear clothes with low necklines.

But leaving aside the problem of breasts, she already has all the conditions for a beautiful woman!But this is even more regrettable, because I have seen comments like "ten beauties, nine tablets" on the Internet, and it has won the approval of male netizens!
……

After parking the car in the parking lot at the north gate, Yang Sisi and I found a small shop where we could eat authentic rice noodles, and then we each ordered a rice noodle for breakfast.

During the meal, we naturally chatted with Cao Xiaobei, and I said to her, "You know, before Cao Xiaobei went to Kunming, he chatted with me sincerely for a while."

"What did he tell you?"

"He said he was a fuel tanker with plenty of fuel, but in the past few years, he had burned all the fuel... He said he didn't regret it, because he had tried his best!"

"and then?"

I looked at Yang Sisi, paused for a while, and then replied: "He probably isn't single now...he showed me a picture of that girl, and Bai Fumei in the real sense looks like a popular star." .”

Yang Sisi replied lightly: "The family is right, that's not very good!"

"You don't have any feelings at all?... He has been chasing you for three years!"

"Not three years, more than two years."

I said nothing, but kept looking at her.

Yang Sisi avoided my eyes, looked outside at the street, smiled after a while, and replied: "Speaking from the bottom of my heart, of course I will be a little sad... But this kind of mood has nothing to do with feelings, I just feel I lost someone who used to take good care of me... He has a girlfriend now, so it's not as convenient as before. When I leave, I leave the key to him for safekeeping. If I want to treat him to a meal, I have to have a legitimate one. The reason...but other than that, there's nothing else..."

"Is it?"

"Of course, I'm even quite happy for him... I don't know how to be his woman, so why bother him?"

"I'm afraid that if he doesn't really like that girl, in the end, he will hurt himself, and that girl will hurt too!"

Yang Sisi looked at me incredulously, and then said with emotion: "I really can't believe this came out of your mouth... Don't you understand that in the world of love, there are not so many people who like each other... I am exactly I figured this out, so now I don’t like to deliberately create pain for myself... just do it according to my own mind, even if one day I can only choose to regret, but when I look back at my former self, I have to ask myself Feeling unashamed..."

Speaking of this, Yang Sisi smiled, and then said to me: "So, everything I do now is to prevent my future self from regretting...Maybe someday, I will be the same as Cao Xiaobei. ...The tiredness of people like us can only be seen most clearly by ourselves... That feeling of wanting to give up all the time, but persisting, is really uncomfortable!"

"I know."

Yang Sisi laughed loudly: "You must understand... In fact, we are all evil people, and then we were tortured by another evil person... So no one is noble, and no one is pitiful!"

I nodded in agreement...

This is how life and love should be. Maybe one day, Yang Sisi will become the next Cao Xiaobei, but I don't know if I will be as calm as Yang Sisi at this time.

……

After eating half of the rice noodles, Chen Jin and Yutou, who were also looking for a place to have breakfast, also passed by here. It was Yutou who found Yang Sisi first. He couldn't believe his eyes, so he asked Chen Jin to see...

After Chen Jin confirmed it, he squeezed away two delivery boys who were standing outside the door waiting for delivery, and walked towards Yang Sisi and me.

(End of this chapter)