I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 417 She Already Has a Boyfriend
After I told Yang Sisi about the promise I made with Lu Jia, she finally turned her eyes away from me. She hugged her knees with her hands again, and let the sea breeze mess up her hair.She laughed at herself first, and then said to me: "If your life is a novel, I'm afraid I can't even count as a supporting role... Thinking about it, I'm really angry, it's obvious that we are together The longest time... Why is it that I have the least sense of existence... The most ridiculous thing is that I am still a person who steals the show in life, but with you, I really have no sense of existence..."

"Don't say that."

"Mi Gao, before you and Lu Jia made this decision... have you thought about me?... It's fine for a second... Have you thought about it?"

"I don't want to answer this question...but during this time in Jimo, I will often think of you."

"and then?"

"I thought I haven't seen you for so long...you already have a boyfriend."

Yang Sisi cried and laughed: "You don't know me so much that you have such absurd ideas... If I was really a woman who can fall in love with others casually, I wouldn't be in Dali when you left Dali. You left that postcard in your bag... Do you know? You always thought that Ye Zhi was a problem in your heart... But in my case, you are also a problem in my heart... just a lot of problems... I I really feel powerless, even though sometimes you are sitting next to me, but I feel that you are the one who is farthest from me... Is it because I am young and not as mature as them, that you just bully me like this? "

I sighed, not knowing how to explain it to her.

My silence angered her even more, and she said to me with anger: "At the beginning, you thought I was a rich lady, and you were not good enough for me... What about now? You are already a successful person, my dad can You have more than half of the credit for making a comeback... What excuse do you have?...I can tell you with certainty now that if you want to marry me, my parents won't have a single word of objection...They even I won't ask you for a bride price, let alone a house... because your contribution to my family is far more meaningful than these... They have all seen your character in this matter, and they are special, special recognition You...but...you don't love me at all..."

Yang Sisi tried her best not to cry, but her lips were trembling non-stop, and the tears had already stuck to her hair at the temples, and being blown by the sea breeze made her heart ache.

At this moment, I couldn't help but ask myself: Why is the person I'm going to marry Lu Jia and not her?

There is no answer, just like no one is stupid enough to find out which came first, the chicken or the egg... Some things seem to be predestined. I can't get Ye Zhi's love. If I ask Ye Zhi, why? To treat me like this... She also can't give an answer.

Therefore, living in this colorful world, we are all contradictory bodies that have hurt others and are destined to be hurt by another person... This is like a natural law, which is equivalent to life and death, and no one can avoid it.

Including Ye Zhi, she hurt me deeply, and one day, she will be hurt by another person too.

……

In the depressing silence, Yang Sisi said to me again: "I shouldn't be so aggressive, but you are actually quite pathetic... because you married Lu Jia, no matter how you look at it, it seems that you have to do it, your You will never be happy for the rest of your life... You are just paying back favors, just to take care of your parents' emotions... You are a man who has never lived for himself!"

"Just use your poisonous tongue!"

"Whether I'm telling the truth or not, you know best in your heart... Hehe, think about it, even I dared you to face Ye Zhi, why didn't you dare... Maybe, thinking of Ye Zhi When you are here, will you feel more heartbroken than me?"

"Let me go, I can't say no to you."

This time, Yang Sisi was silent for a long time before she said to me: "Forget it... I haven't said a result for so many years... I won't say anything... Please help me find a place to live, I will return to Shanghai tomorrow .”

"I want to sit down for a while, you can find it yourself... Walk along the seaside, where there are lights, there are hotels and hotels."

"Okay, I won't bother you, I'll find it myself."

After finishing speaking, Yang Sisi turned around and walked towards a bright place. I never looked back at her... Just like she said, there has been no result between us for so many years, let alone the first person we just met. What about night?

But one thing, what she said is wrong... If my life is a novel, she is definitely not a supporting role, because I have her in my heart, but I can't find a way to like her... This sounds quite hypocritical, but if , you have had such an empathetic emotional experience, you will understand.

I was particularly afraid that I would hurt her due to improper handling, but for Ye Zhi, I didn't have such worries, and sometimes, I could take the initiative to say hurtful words to Ye Zhi.

This is probably a woman, a character.

In my heart, Ye Zhi is strong, so sometimes I am not too afraid of hurting her, while Yang Sisi is the opposite.

……

Sitting alone by the sea, very lonely, but also very sober...

During this period of time after Yang Sisi left, I didn't think about other people anymore. I thought about all the things worth remembering from the moment we realized it...

Not particularly impulsive, but very warm. I have defined Yang Sisi long ago. She is the sun in my heart. Although it is sometimes cloudy and rainy, she is absolutely indispensable.

I know, when I started to look at Yang Sisi squarely, I was really disappointed in Ye Zhi!

……

After sitting like this for a while, Yutou unexpectedly came over. He first handed me a cigarette, and then asked me: "Brother Mi, what is the relationship between you and the girl who came today?"

"You came to me just to ask this?"

"Do you believe in love at first sight?"

"What do you mean?"

"She's the first woman whose heart beats wildly when I look at it...you know what I mean!"

I looked at the fish head in shock, it seems that Yang Sisi has such magical power... First Xiaobao, then Cao Xiaobei, and now there is another fish head.

Not to mention Xiaobao, Cao Xiaobei and Yutou are all out-and-out sons and brothers... Is this just what I know, what I don't know?How many Yutou and Cao Xiaobei are behind them? Not only are they from a wealthy family, but they are also extremely serious about Yang Sisi...Why is she still single?

The answer is naturally in my heart.

I first looked at Yutou and smiled, and then said to him: "I understand what you mean...but don't think about it...she already has a boyfriend."

"Don't tell me it's you."

"It doesn't matter who it is... as long as you know you have no role to play."

……

I didn't sleep well that night, but it didn't affect my early waking up. I packed my luggage and went to find Yang Sisi.

As for whether I will return to Jimo in the future, I am not sure, but I will definitely go to Shanghai.

I don't know why I suddenly changed my mind, maybe it was just because I didn't want to disappoint Yang Sisi, I told myself: It's not a big deal to go to see her father.

Although her father and I don't have any friendship on the surface, there is a fate behind it...

I'm also very happy to have the opportunity to contribute to her father's comeback... What makes me even more happy is that she finally doesn't have to stay in Dali as a down-and-out lady, she should be born superior.

At the same time, I was nervous, I wondered if I would meet Ye Zhi when I went to Shanghai, and if I did, what else could I say to her?
I'm afraid it's embarrassing besides being sad!
(End of this chapter)