I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 416 What a Man

Waves, one wave after another, rushed towards the beach... But Yang Sisi and I had no intention of retreating, and let the waves wet our shoes and trousers.I looked calm, but the ups and downs of my mood were no less than the waves in front of me.

I extinguished the cigarette in my hand and was about to take out another one to light it, but Yang Sisi stopped me. She hated me for going to such extremes to smoke, but besides smoking, I don't know any other way to comfort me at this moment Mood.

I grabbed a handful of sand with my hand and rubbed it several times before I said to Yang Sisi: "Do you find it strange that I am much calmer than you imagined?"

"Yeah...why are you so calm?"

"Before you, Jian Zihan had already called me to tell me... You came to tell me again, which only added more credibility to this matter... Before, I was in a trance, thinking it was a dream, but now I completely believe it .”

After a short pause, I smiled again: "But if I believe it, what can I do?... She has been back for a month, and she still hasn't come to see me... The warm-hearted people are all people who have nothing to do with this matter ...but she is more indifferent than anyone else."

"Are you disappointed in her now?"

"She never gave me hope, so how can I be disappointed?"

As I said that, I threw the handful of sand in my hand into the sea... I have no other extravagant wishes, I just hope that the obsession in my heart can disappear from my face like these sands.

Yang Sisi looked at me, and after a long while, said: "I really want to comfort you...but when you think about it carefully, there is nothing to comfort you."

"Yes, what comfort is there to suffer for oneself!"

"That was not what I meant."

"Forget it, let's not talk about this... just say something happy, how are you doing recently?"

"Why do you ask me how I am doing, just to say something happy?...Did you always think that I was doing well?"

"Young girl in the blooming season, you don't have to worry about eating and drinking, how can you have a bad life!"

Yang Sisi looked at me, and said very seriously: "I'm no longer a young girl... In a year, I'll be the same age as that Ye Zhi you met at the observation deck."

"Why do I sound so awkward?"

"Because there are some facts that you don't want to admit in your heart... You seem to be open, but you are actually a person who likes to close yourself. Otherwise, you wouldn't run to such a place and stay for more than half a year... If it were me Here, in less than a week, you will be boiled to death...how can there be Dali here?"

"Speaking of Dali, I really have something to ask you... Did you stay in Dali afterwards?"

"No."

"Isn't Dali the place you can't let go of?"

Yang Sisi looked at me with a resentful look, as if she wanted to tell me that she chose to leave Dali because of me... But when she opened her mouth, she didn't say that, she just said: "I'm going back to Shanghai. I became my dad's assistant... Speaking of this, I really have to thank you very much... My dad took the money and started another company, which pays for knowledge online... My dad is a very visionary This year happens to be the year when payment for knowledge exploded... Although the company has been established for less than a year, its market value has exceeded 5 million, and many investment institutions are rushing to invest in his project... He can be regarded as a comeback .”

"What I admire the most is this kind of person who has the courage to start all over again..."

"Unfortunately you are not."

"That's why I admire it."

As I spoke, I avoided Yang Sisi's gaze; then, I recalled my past year.This year is not depraved, but it is also negative enough... The only positive thing is that it is more bearish than before and less cynical, but this does not help life in any real sense, at least not because of it. accumulate more wealth.

After being silent for a while, Yang Sisi said again: "By the way, my dad really wants to meet you... He said you are his nobleman... If it weren't for this money, he wouldn't have been able to start the company from the very beginning. In fact, there are quite a few companies that pay for knowledge, but the ones that really make money this year are some of the larger ones, and small companies are still struggling.”

"I can't talk about who is the nobleman... I also made a lot of money with his 400 million principal."

"But the big head was taken away by me."

"That's what you deserve... Now it's the capital market, if it wasn't for the 400 million at the beginning, no matter how good the opportunity is, Chen Jin and I wouldn't be able to grasp it."

Yang Sisi didn't agree with me, she soon noticed something, and said to me: "Don't drag the topic away... My dad said he wanted to see you, will you see me or not?"

"Didn't I see it when I was in Dali the first time?"

"At that time, you were still an unknown junior...the meaning is different..."

When Yang Sisi said this, I couldn't help but think of some details of meeting her family back then. She actually said in front of her parents that she and I were in a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship and that she was pregnant with a child.

It's been more than a year, almost two years, and she still hasn't changed much. She became casual and dared to tear the earth apart.

And I haven't changed... It's been a long time, and I haven't established a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with her... I'm still getting along with her very seriously.

I smiled, and finally replied: "I will visit your father again when I have a chance... I don't want to leave here yet."

"Are you planning to die here?"

I looked up to the farthest place on the sea level, and it was pitch black, just like my heart at the moment, with neither the desire to struggle nor any place I particularly wanted to go.

"Hey...you talk!"

"say what?"

Yang Sisi looked at me very annoyed, and then replied: "Look at you now, how is it different from when you just came back from Thailand?... In your life, apart from that woman, is there nothing you care about more? ... If the answer is yes, then you can go to her ... If you have anything to say, let's talk it out face to face, what kind of man is he who is so timid?"

"If there is still something to say between me and her, we have already met."

"Then do you want to see her?... If you want to, come back to Shanghai with me."

I do not want to talk.

Yang Sisi said again: "You should go back with me to see my dad...and then go to see her by the way..."

"Don't talk about it, Sisi...I won't go to see her...I don't plan to live in this place for the rest of my life. When I feel the pressure, I will go out and find something to do by myself."

"You brought so much money back then, when will you feel pressured?"

"It has nothing to do with money... soon."

"You made it clear."

I looked at Yang Sisi, and felt it was difficult to speak, but she looked at me relentlessly, as if she would not let it go until she got an answer from me.

I swallowed, and finally said to her in a low voice: "Before we left Dali, Lu Jia and I made an agreement... If, after a year, we are still in this state and have not started a new relationship... then we Just get married... Calculating the time, it has been almost a year."

(End of this chapter)