I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 336

After sitting on the beach for a while, Yang Sisi bought seafood porridge, some beer, and a bag of fried clams that could go with the wine.I'm not a fool, I know she's trying very hard to make me relax, and in the past two days, she has done what she should do and what she shouldn't do... I can't even imagine that this time In Thailand, what kind of state would I be in if it weren't for her company? In Thailand, I have too many, too many things that I can't accomplish by myself.

Yang Sisi handed the seafood porridge to me, and asked again: "I bought you some chopped peppers that Thai people often eat, try it, if you think it is delicious, you can eat it in the seafood porridge. "

I wanted to say "thank you" but I swallowed it because she forbade me to say that polite word between us.

I held the seafood porridge in my hand, only to realize that she only wanted one, and I asked her, "Where's your own?"

"I'm not hungry, I'm losing weight, you should eat quickly."

"We were so busy on our way that we didn't eat much all day...how could you not be hungry?"

"I'm really not hungry. I'll just go back to the hotel and have some snacks."

Regardless of her explanation, I divided the seafood porridge into two parts, one in the original box and one in the convenience bag. I gave the box to her, and I ate it with the convenience bag, although it was not so convenient , but I feel relieved...

I asked her to come to Thailand with me, since I was making her suffer, and I had to feed her, instead of letting my mood affect her so much that she lost her appetite.

Seeing that I was eating hard, Yang Sisi finally ate the other half of the porridge herself...

After a while, the entertainer performing in the bar in the distance lit the torch tied with an iron chain, and he danced with all his strength, and the fire suddenly splashed, which was more beautiful than the fireworks...

If it was in the past, Yang Sisi would definitely feel romantic, and then took out her mobile phone to record such a picture; but at this moment, she did not do so, she was just like me, looking at the flashing meteor like Flame...

I know that my painful mood has affected her; or, from her heart, she is also worried about Ye Zhi's safety just like me, as she said, although most of the time, she It is true that he is living heartlessly, but he also has his own kindness.

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The next morning, Yang Sisi helped me contact the local search and rescue team, who resolutely rejected my request to participate in the rescue. At noon, Yang Sisi helped me find a yacht, but she didn't know what to do. Let me go alone, and I have to keep up.

I knew that she was not very good at water, but it was useless to refuse. Finally, I asked her to promise that she would not take off the life jacket during the whole process, so I let her board the yacht.

After nearly two hours of driving, the yacht arrived at the sea area where Ye Zhi's accident occurred... and during this time, we didn't even see any islands for more than an hour.

The crew on the yacht told us that such a sea area is very unfavorable for escaping, because people's physical strength is limited. On the premise that they cannot find islands and shores, coupled with strong winds and waves, even people with good water skills will not be able to escape. Hold on for too long.

Yang Sisi had vomited to the point of vomiting, but she still stubbornly stood by my side, insisting on doing her part to find Ye Zhi.

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From noon to evening, we didn't stop for a minute, and the crew member was a little impatient. He said to us in his unproficient Chinese: "Don't look for it... It's too difficult, too difficult to find someone on the sea... ...She must have died, eaten by fish...Think about it...a plane as big as Malaysia Airlines, and nothing has been found until now...She must be dead..."

I clenched my fists tightly, and then stared at him with bloodshot eyes... He lit his cigarette and looked at me indifferently, as if he was familiar with these shipwrecks.

Yang Sisi desperately held me back, and said to the crew member: "If you want to earn our money, just say a few words... If you can't find it today, we will continue to look for it tomorrow... Until you find it..."

The crew member spread his hands and replied, "You have money...you find it..."

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At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Yang Sisi and I returned to the hotel. She vomited for a day, and her stomach was so nauseated that she couldn't eat anything. In just one day, she had already lost weight obviously, and even her skin had lost its luster and looked a little greasy. Then The back has been exposed to severe sunlight to the point of severe peeling.

After running for several streets, I finally bought millet porridge that can protect the stomach in a restaurant run by a Chinese. I added a little sugar and delivered it to Yang Sisi's room.

She opened the door for me and went back to bed.

I was concerned and said to her with a sense of guilt: "Drink the porridge, it nourishes your stomach... Tomorrow, don't run after me... The crew member can speak a little Chinese, and I have no problem communicating with him." of."

"No, when you do your best, I will definitely be with you."

"You have suffered so much..."

Yang Sisi interrupted me and said, "I told you a long time ago that in the face of life and death, everything else is trivial... I, like you, want to find Ye Zhi as soon as possible... This way you don't have to be so sad, so desperate Even though I know you will definitely come back to her, as long as you are happy!"

I lowered my head and remained silent for a long time before whispering to her, "Is it worth it?"

"Why do you have to explore whether everything is worth it? ... When you did these things for Ye Zhi, did you think about whether it was worth it? ... If you didn't think about it, why do you care about me? Is it worth it?"

I am speechless... I just feel like I have fallen into a cliché in front of Yang Sisi... She is really a very different girl, I have really seen the kind before, when it comes to rich people, her eyes shine Such a woman, this is vulgar... But Yang Sisi is obviously in another realm, she is like a mirror in her heart, knowing what she needs to avoid and what she must do.

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Yang Sisi and I have been searching in the vast sea for a week, but we still found nothing.This night when I went back, I broke down and cried bitterly on the yacht, because I couldn't see any hope in my heart... I knew that Ye Zhi was gone, but I didn't even see her for the last time.

My emotions have been completely out of control, coupled with the fact that I have been having a fever for the past few days, and my physical strength has been exhausted to the point of exhaustion, I really passed out on the yacht...

When I woke up, I was already on a hospital bed...

I was on an IV drip, and the woman by my side was still Yang Sisi, and Jian Zihan who I met once when I first came to Thailand.

After my condition improved a bit, she said softly to me, "I'm going back to China tomorrow...you guys should go back together too..."

After a death-like silence, I replied unwillingly: "I haven't found anyone yet, why go back..."

Tears rolled in Jian Zihan's eyes, she closed her eyes, choked up and said: "... so many days have passed, in fact, we all know what the result is in our hearts, but we just don't want to admit it... this may be Ye Zi's Fate, there will always be accidents of one kind or another in this world, and there will always be people who are injured in these accidents, or even die forever... In the end, whether we like it or not, we have to accept this fact..."

After a short pause, she continued: "Ye Zi's father has already returned to China this afternoon...Even if he is gone, it means we have tried our best...Especially you...So, let yourself be free early, and let him go sooner." Ye Zi is relieved...she doesn't want to see us like this!"

"You fart...any of you can say you tried your best, but I can't...I won't give up, because I believe she is still alive, she must be somewhere we don't know, waiting for us to find her ..."

I was trembling while talking, but when I said these words, my belief that I had persisted for many days was collapsing little by little... Then, there was another burst of crying!
(End of this chapter)