I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 312 Bloom
It was already 03:30 in the afternoon when I returned to the small county from the airport. After resting on the sofa for a while, I received a call from my aunt. Of course, she was talking to me about my younger sister going to work in Shanghai.

In fact, after dinner last night, I didn't talk to Ye Zhi about this matter again, so I couldn't give her an answer. I wanted to deal with it, but she refused to let me go. In the end, she just sent me her resume Come over and ask me to pass it on to Ye Zhi.

After hanging up the phone, I opened the window. I wanted to breathe some fresh air from the outside, but it became more and more stuffy.

I couldn't hold on anymore, put on my coat, and went downstairs. I wanted to sit by the river for a while. This is a habit I have had since I was a child. A world of troubles... The more I look at them, the closer I get to that world.

As soon as I was about to get in the car, a neighbor who played with me when I was a child stopped me and said, "What a coincidence, I was just about to go to your house for a ride, and you came down."

I smiled and replied: "We haven't seen each other for several years, why don't we find a place to drink?"

"Well, the Longhao Hotel has already reserved a seat."

"Let's talk about the past, don't you need such a high standard?"

"Reminiscing about the past is one aspect, and I also have business to talk to you about."

I glanced at him vigilantly, and smiled again: "I'm just kidding... We haven't seen each other for two years, how can we talk about business?"

The neighbor lowered his voice, and replied, "Let me tell you the truth... This time, it's our bureau that invited you to dinner..."

I interrupted him and asked, "What bureau are you?"

"China Merchants... I haven't moved the land for five or six years... You see, our county is so rich in tourism resources and close to Chengdu, there are really tourism business opportunities everywhere... This year our county has formulated Without the development strategy of establishing a tourism county, the heavy responsibility of attracting investment must fall on our China Merchants Bureau... I also have a heavy burden on me, so I am here to ask you for help."

"You think highly of me too. How can I help with the development strategy formulated by the county?"

"Your girlfriend belongs to Shanghai Binjiang Group, right? Last year, Dali invested and built a large-scale tourism complex project, which is what our county lacks now."

"Where did you hear the news?"

The neighbor smiled and said, "Last year, you even got Dai Qiang a job in their group, so you don't need to inquire about it."

I am speechless.

The neighbor patted me on the shoulder again and said, "Let's go, let's have a meal together, the leaders of our bureau are waiting."

I pushed his hand away, and then replied: "If you are looking for me for this matter... then I can't eat this meal... because I will definitely not be able to do this matter."

"What can't be done? Your girlfriend won't be our county's daughter-in-law in the future. Why don't you contribute to your hometown?"

"Matter of principle."

"To save face, the hotel has already been booked."

I smiled and said, "Leizi, do you have my phone number? But you haven't contacted me for three or four years... You are a public servant, so it's normal for you to look down on me... What about me?" , it’s still the same as before, I haven’t achieved any decent career...so you must not think highly of me just because of a woman...or you will suffer a lot. "

"What do you mean by that?"

"It's nothing interesting... Tell your leader, I appreciate his love, but my body is really uncomfortable, I can't eat big fish and meat... I have to go to the hospital to see a doctor first."

As I spoke, I opened the car door, and without giving him another chance to speak, I just drove the car and quickly left this place of right and wrong.

……

I wandered aimlessly on the edge of the county, and my heart became more and more depressed because of the sudden warmth and coldness of people. In such a moment, I actually didn't like this small county that had raised me for more than ten years.

I really want to find someone to talk to, but Ye Zhi definitely can't, so who else can share the burden for me?

I felt lonely again, so lonely that I didn't want to face the real world, and I also felt that I was really a man with no ability, but I wanted to be with a woman who was full of halo.

I finally tried the bitter fruit of this relationship, but it was imposed on me by a group of people who had nothing to do with this relationship.

In the mixed feelings, I finally thought of Wang Lei, and remembered that her hometown is next door to me, I should go and see... Just now, go and see the Hope Primary School donated by her during her lifetime.

……

I drove the car very fast, so it only took one and a half hours to reach the destination. I stood at the gate of the school, looking up at the school name inlaid on the teaching building.

It is said to be a teaching building, but it is actually only two floors, but it is worthy of my looking up.

Wang Lei is really a great woman. Even the school she funded was not named after herself... She gave more expectations to these children who were similar to her fate, so the name of the school is "" Xiangyang"... She must have hoped to let those children forget the haze brought by the earthquake, and have a sincere heart yearning for the sun.

I, who didn't want to cry easily, cried...

I also thought of the way she said foul words to me while holding a cigarette, and the picture of her being hugged by various people in the flickering lights.

What kind of woman is she?

Great or humble?
It doesn't matter anymore, in my heart, she is my best friend, the woman who changed my life, whether it is now or in the future, I will put her in a very important position in my heart .

……

I found a comfortable place to sit down, and then looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, if this state can last forever, and there is no difference between day and night, and no one disturbs me, then this is my paradise .

After a while, I took the phone out of my pocket and found the contact information of the owner in Nanjing.It's time for me to call her. I think it's necessary to let her know the purpose of my going to her. Only after the real meeting can the two sides be psychologically prepared for each other.

Chen Yi, I silently recited her name in my heart to strengthen my memory, so as not to be abrupt because I couldn't remember her name after the call was connected.

I took a deep breath and tried to adjust my state. I know that the first call is of great significance, so I must give the other party a very good first impression.

……

The call was connected, and the other party asked first, "Hello, who is it?"

I was a little surprised, because listening to the voice, the other party was obviously an elderly lady, which deviated from my original image.

"Uh... Excuse me, is this Ms. Chen Yi?"

"I'm not... I'm her mother, what can you do?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly said: "Hello, auntie... I learned from my friend that your daughter bought six sets of shops in Jiulongju in Dali. I intend to rent these shops for operation... Is it convenient for you to give the phone to your daughter? I want to have a detailed chat with her. "

"Sorry, she has gone abroad."

"...Then can you give me her phone number abroad... This is a win-win business..."

The other party interrupted me and replied: "She is going abroad to recuperate...it is inconvenient to be disturbed...don't call me again."

"Auntie... don't hang up the phone... If it is inconvenient for her to go abroad, you can also authorize her here... I am really sincere and want to increase the value of her shops... ..."

Before I could finish my words, the other party had already hung up the phone.

I was absent-minded for a while, and then my heart sank suddenly... It seems that the Jiulongju project is really over!
I lay heavily on the ground, my mind blank.

For a long, long time, the inner desire to survive awakened me again...

I sat up and heard a bell ringing, it was the children who were leaving school... They rushed out of the school, waving their schoolbags and fighting.

I watched them fascinated...

I don't know where their next stop after leaving school will be, but at least they are happy at the moment, under the sunset, just as Wang Lei expected, it seems that the meaning of all the bright existence in this world is for Their smiling faces are like sunflowers.

I had to record this moment... I ran back to my car, then took out the tablet that Wang Lei left behind from my backpack, and finally fixed everything in the camera.

If Wang Lei can see it, it will be the best comfort for her...

……

The children left one wave after another, and when the sky was dark, everything returned to calm, but the wind blew a little harder, blowing the budding trees around me and my sad heart Lost heart again.

I closed my eyes and swallowed...

The phone rang again, and there were still people thinking about me in such a dusk... But I didn't want to open my eyes to see the world that was about to be shrouded in darkness.

I held the phone with one hand and raised it above my head against the wind.

The song "Bloom", which I set as the ringtone, drifted away with the wind, until it floated into the land that was severely damaged by disasters...

"Let's do it again, dance together in the abyss; forget some regrets, forget some helplessness; let's kiss again, just in this moment; through all the pain, through all the hurt... let's love again, in the galaxy Walk through; forget some sadness, forget some confusion; let us hug, just at this moment, with all the madness, with all the bravery, just at this brilliant moment; my heart blooms quietly, just at this moment The moment of burning, burning like weeds, at this moment of burning, my heart blooms quietly..."

……

After a pause, the bell rang again... more persistently than last time.

I am also persistent, persistent not to answer, nor to hang up...

I want to bloom, but there is no kindling that can ignite this wild grass.

(End of this chapter)