I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 162 Let's Jump Down
Su Tou really wanted to do something for her.

Somewhat funny.The regrets that I never had during my lifetime, and the strong urge to do something that I had before, all appeared after death.

But what can be done?

"···"

For example now.

Quietly watching the last journey of her life.

Watching a layer of mist appear on the breathing mask, the mist is getting thinner and thinner.

"drop----"

Until a certain moment, completely melted.No new fog is generated.Life ends.

Su Tou saw it.

So think about it.

At that time, a voice appeared in front of me who strongly wanted to do something.

"Do you want to recreate this world?"

want.

To recreate the world as everyone expects it to be.

"I'm warning you."

"Although you are an opportunity for creation, creation is uncontrollable. Even if you are a 'god'."

"Your subjective consciousness has little influence on creation. On the contrary, your subconscious will greatly influence creation."

"You might get a satisfying world."

"But maybe not."

"And in order to prevent you from interfering with the world subjectively, your existence as a 'god' will be third-partyized."

"The world is crazy."

"Illogical."

"Even if you know this, do you still try to create?"

Creation means infinite possibilities.

If you don't even believe in yourself, can people still be saved?
"understood."

"Then, as you wish, a new world begins."

That's it.

This is a memory that even Mochizuki has forgotten.But I didn't forget it, at least that part of the relationship.

Now, it makes perfect sense why I just got close to her and immediately succeeded.

Because I love myself.Just can't remember.Just like muscle memory, although you can't say one, two, three of a certain action, when you do it, you often do it subconsciously in one go, because you are used to it.

Yes, love is a habit.Bad, good, both.

Su Tou returned to his thoughts.

The line of sight sees the front, and to the left is a new little girl.It's not like Fujido Nano.It was a very eye-catching girl, looking at herself with piercing eyes.

On the right, Mochizuki Rina was biting her lip, as if she wanted to say something, but when she saw the new girl, she immediately shut up again.That is probably a strange state where whoever speaks first loses?
"Now."

Su Tou smiled, "I'll make a call first."

The two girls looked at this side together, one had no doubts, the other was full of doubts and apprehensions.Maybe it's because I'm afraid of what I'm going to do to her when I call? This is really...
"99905230523."

"beep···"

"···"

pass.

Facing the eyes of the two girls, Su Tou said calmly, "Come back. The new world no longer needs the existence of 'God'."

"learn."

"Ah."

The world has not changed in any way that could be called a change.

But only Su Tou understood deeply.Sitting in front of those doors, at that table, who I really am has come back.

God is himself.

In other words, your own subconscious mind is the so-called god.

He is the one who created the unknown girl, and he is the one who created the world.

But it was not the one who created Todo Nano.

"That's a bug that Li'er and I intentionally made."

The girl stuck out her tongue embarrassingly.

knew.

I must know this, but I can't remember it.Because the door is locked.Not as she said.

So she just said 'choose after all that comes to mind' is false.

That affirmative tone was telling a lie.

That is···
Like the full moon, but also seems to be used to or take it for granted.Therefore, it must be a very important person.

"You appear here because of my subconscious mind."

"but."

"You shouldn't be here, are you?"

The girl in front of her is not her real body.

It is just an illusion that appears by creation.A carrier that can carry anyone.

"Well. Our appointment is not here."

"Let's go back."

Su Tou waved his hand.

"Leave right away."

Saying so, but she didn't do anything.Just staring this way, like waiting for something to happen.

knew.

Therefore, Su Tou turned his attention to Mochizuki Rina, who was very disturbed.A little overwhelmed, he clutched his hands, very uneasy and trying to endure something.It's easy to see.

"You don't have to doubt, this world was indeed fake before."

"But there is one thing you half understand and half wrong."

"Half wrong?"

Mochizuki Rina looked at him.

"I am a character controlled by the player. If you insist on comparing this world to a game, it's no big deal."

"But I am both a character and a player. I am also a developer, and everything is created by me."

"You think everything I do is done by the player who controls me."

"Think I'm fake."

"···"

I saw her go crazy expression.

"I know, now you are also thinking, am I also a player manipulating to say these words to defeat you. Attack you."

"what···"

"You have experienced many world lines and reincarnated countless times."

"Because I don't want you to know the real world, I choose to use these to confuse your thoughts. A subconscious decision."

"But think about it, you were at least smiling at the end."

"what···"

"You thought it was you who was distorted? It's not like that."

Su Tou lit a cigarette, "Rina, you were a good enough girl from the beginning."

"Instead, it was me who clearly left those words behind."

"But the world is distorted because of obsession."

"It's become like this by now."

"How can I make you trust me?"

"Um···"

It's an odd state when you think about it.The girl she didn't know said 'Leave right now' but still stood there watching without saying a word.

Mochizuki Rina seems to be in complete self-doubt.I don't believe it, but it's not completely unresponsive to what I'm saying now.

"There's nothing to prove."

"I am who I am. If you really want to prove it, simply tell me about me."

"I lost my parents when I was about eight years old and was adopted by relatives."

"At that time, although I was still young, I didn't know why I was very afraid of the word "staying under the fence". In this way, I changed from a stupid look to an excellent kid who worked very hard."

"Everyone praises them for adopting a good child. But no one knows that the reason why the child worked hard is to get rid of the suspicion of eating nothing."

"I lived like that until I became an adult. I probably fulfilled all their expectations for children."

"One day they said to me, Su Tou, it's almost time to think about your own affairs, you have grown up."

"I was suddenly confused. Because the thought that kept me living well was just to 'get rid of the suspicion of eating free food', which made me think about my own affairs? What should I think about?"

"Do you think this person is ridiculous? But that's it. I was confused all of a sudden. I moved out of that house and didn't know what to do. I just found a place with a moderate salary. But So what? I went back to the day when I lost my parents, and I couldn’t see the way forward. Because I didn’t know or understand the meaning of life. It’s like eating and having nothing to do.”

"I came off work with a briefcase and saw homeless people huddled next to the trash can at the entrance of the restaurant looking for leftovers."

"I suddenly envied him."

"At least he's got that look of excitement about the leftovers, and when I imagine that look on my face, I feel totally clueless."

"I'll ask him."

"Why are you working so hard to live?"

"The other party said viciously, get out. I asked him several times and gave him money. He said that it is better to die than to live."

"Oh. I suddenly laughed. It turns out that I live because it is better to live than to die. I still can't figure out such a simple reason."

"Later."

"Maybe even God doesn't like people like me. It gave me a new choice."

"You know that place exists in a reincarnation line, right? It's not a good place."

"but."

Su Tou put out the cigarette, stood up, and started to approach her, "I understand why you yearn there. But in fact, I am very downcast. I think that maybe I am not qualified to be liked by anyone at all."

"Even if I met you later and dated you, it didn't matter to you. You should remember which reincarnation line I was talking about, right?"

"Whether you want to believe me or not now."

"I have to say it."

"Rina, I have never been an obsessive person. Only that time, I accompanied you through your life from your perspective and saw what you did."

"It should be the only one in the world. I was moved by the love of my life, and then became nostalgic. To be honest, without experiencing that perspective, I would just leave a letter and go to another new place. Gradually forget An ordinary love that was discussed here."

Su Tou hugged her gently, stroking her slender back, "Thank you, for redefining my original interpretation of shallow feelings."

Know she is shaking.

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe it. It's okay to push me away or even kill me now."

"you're not wrong."

"If you have to ask me to come up with some more evidence."

"Let me think about what else can prove that I am the third person you are afraid of..."

"Forget it, I really can't find any way to prove it. It seems that there is no way to prove it except to bring you into the world I live in."

Su Tou sighed, "Or, break up—hiss..."

The shoulder was bitten by something sharp.

Then came a low whimper.Biting his shoulder and crying softly.

"That's why, if someone like you is really the heroine of the game, that would be a great strategy. Hey...don't be so ruthless, can you?!"

"Hey, let me tell you another piece of good news. No matter what the results of those reincarnation lines are, the current world has been updated to the present, and there is no way to change it. In other words, your own lonely world has disappeared."

"It's a real world."

Su Tou looked at the unknown girl.

do not know why.

That innocent smile made her pupils moist.Are you crying?

do not know.

"shaye."

When her figure began to disappear.The mouth opened and closed automatically, and something was said.But did not hear.Obviously, the vocal cords are vibrating, so it's really making a sound.But failed to capture.

"That···"

"Even if my personality collapses, you won't avoid me like before?"

Now, the person in front of him is asking.

"That's not easy, just stay by your side and slowly make up for your lack of security."

"Well. Now I want to do something to prove it."

"what?"

"If the world is really like what you said, then we will jump from here together."

"?"

"If you lie to me, you will read the file. If you die, it is true. Anyway, you have lived enough."

"It won't die."

Su Tou said frankly, "My file loading was not created. If I really jumped, it would only let me load infinitely."

"···"

She stared at Hongxia in the distance for a long time, and said, "Now, I feel as if I have finally touched it. Although I don't know if it has been treated as a game character."

"Take it as being captured, it's easier to serve that way."

"so."

Mochizuki Rina turned her head to look at Su Tou, "You haven't told me who that girl was just now."

"···"

"Do you want to eat hot pot tonight? I haven't eaten for a long time."

"If we don't explain this matter clearly, we should jump down as expected."

(End of this chapter)