I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 161 "My" Perspective
Su Tou could see it.

Want to ask why?Maybe it's the skill of hunting games.After all, it is a high-dimensional mysterious existence different from the three-dimensional world.

so.

so···

Why not just bring yourself back from the dead?

Just watching in vain.

Let's put it this way.Before death, before leaving that suicide note, Su Tou's feelings for Mochizuki Rina were just ordinary liking.

In fact, why live and die?If a person who understands that the world he lives in cannot be called the end is about to die, then Su Tou believes that most people will be as calm as himself, and even leave tenderness to those who watch by him in the end.

Even if there is no unforgettable experience between her and you.But feelings have always been dull.It is not as good as in novels and movies, which are often accompanied by car accidents, cancer, younger sisters and other bloody plots.

The feelings of ordinary people are so simple.

Get to know each other, know each other, and love each other.But that love is ordinary and unstable.

Why is it unstable?

It means that if there is a certain opportunity, then this ordinary love will undergo a qualitative change.It's like the originally small protons unfold in two dimensions and become huge in front of you, three-dimensional, four-dimensional... until the last thing that was originally insignificant can become more dazzling than galaxies.

Of course, opportunities can also make the original ordinary love disappear.Because it is small, it is obviously easier to disappear.

no doubt.

Su Tou knew that he was dead.Because I saw my body being sent to the funeral parlor with my own eyes, and it became white smoke discharged from the chimney and returned to white clouds.

The cloud has most of its own.

But a small portion of the weight of the soul remained with her, unable to move.

It's like a camera that has been shooting her life from the first perspective since she fell into a coma.

I have seen her weep holding the letter she left behind.

Seeing her alone, seeing her off for the last time, and finally burying her ashes in a double tomb.Everyone knows that kind of tomb, it's not for one person.

I'm afraid I wanted to die originally, right?Never imagined she would do that.She was perhaps relieved to leave this letter for herself, persuading her.

So let's talk about how 'I' fell in love with her again?Because the body that loves her has died, and now it is a blank sheet of paper, and now it is talking about the soul's new opportunity to love her deeply.

After that, Mochizuki Rina took care of Su Tou's funeral and returned home alone.No more crying.

She slept in the room of the two of them. After getting up, she took two kinds of large bags, carefully looked at all the things one by one, and then sorted them.

Useful to put a bag.

It's useless to put a bag.

She donated useful bags to the mountains.Such as washed quilts, sheets, beds, books, notebooks, pens, photo frames and so on.

She gave the useless ones to the waste collector.No money was asked.When she saw the estimate of the waste collection saying "these things are less than 60 yuan", she looked a little dark, but she didn't say anything, just waved her hand and left.Unbelievably, perhaps because it was attached to her, Su Tou knew why she was angry—it was extremely rude for her to put a price on those things.

According to what she explained, she quickly listed the house for sale and chose to return to her original home.Her family was very kind to her, and they had long talks.

Later she said, "I want to go to Berlin to study music."

Everyone agrees.

So she went to Berlin.

Su Tou stayed by her side all the time, so he understood.

She still has some things left.

Such as couple toothbrushes, mugs.She kept her half.

Do you think that this is something that belongs to her, and then you want to lie to yourself to keep memories like this?

"Listen to you, I'll throw it away."

She got a new toothbrush, a new cup.

Embark on a trip to Berlin.

Mochizuki Rina has really changed a lot. She won an award at the Berlin Music Festival and met many people.There is no shortage of good suitors.

One of them is actually the prince of a country that is neither too big nor too small.To be honest, as far as those suitors are concerned, any one of them can beat Su Tou.An ordinary college student with a heavy education may indeed be outstanding in the eyes of ordinary people, but in that circle it is a joke.

Her footprints have traveled almost all over the world.

At the beginning, Su Tou never imagined that she would go to Africa as a volunteer one day, or go to a mountain village as a teaching assistant after returning to China.

Did a lot of meaningful things.There are many friends in the circle from top to bottom.She is very different from the withdrawn eldest lady in the past.

The age began to rush to thirty.

Finally, even the family began to lobby her to get married.

But she communicated patiently, didn't say no, just went on a blind date according to her words, and then used her knowledge and ambition to beat every seemingly excellent man to pieces, which can be described as quite strong.

In this way, passed the 30-year-old mark.

Su Tou began to almost understand what she was going to do.

That thought is too simple.

In the following decades, she devoted herself to music education for decades and was also keen to leave footprints around the world.But she avoided all the places where she said she wanted the two of them to go together.

All avoided.

But because of this, Su Tou understood.She remembered everything clearly and never forgot.She had already memorized all the contents in the notebook of the 'two people's plan' that she had lost.Then throw it away without hesitation.

40 years old.She adopted a girl.

Started the last step of her life.become a mother.

The girl is called Zhenzhen.The length is very cute.

Perhaps influenced by her mother, she also likes music.Mochizuki Rina didn't force her to like anything, she firmly said that she wanted to be like her mother.

So Mochizuki spared no effort to educate her.

At the age of 21, she won the honor that Mochizuki had received in Berlin.

At this time, Rina Mochizuki was already old, and traveling around the world all the year round made her age faster.Half white hair.Although he still has energy, he has suffered from many illnesses and often needs to be hospitalized.

I have always had doubts since I was a child.

Something about dad.

Not that there's any shame in going to school and being asked why you don't have a dad.She doesn't care about that daddy, she's adopted.So she can tell people directly that I was abandoned by my biological parents, but I was adopted by the best mother in the world.She doesn't feel inferior because of being abandoned, but only proud of being adopted by Mochizuki.This is a powerful transformation after getting along with Mochizuki.

But she was very confused, so today, 20 years later, she couldn't help but asked in the hospital bed, "Mom, why did such an excellent person like you never get married? I heard that when I was young, I pursued your wife There are a lot of people, even princes and so on... To be a person like you, can't you have someone you like?"

"Do you have a boy you like?"

Mochizuki Rina looked at her with a smile.

If she would ask that, she must have seen the love that belonged to her.

"Uh...no...I just..."

Really visibly flustered.

"You said that wrongly."

Mochizuki Rina glanced out the window, as if she was far away, "I'm not a great person. Maybe people often say that Mochizuki is because of unmarriageism, but that's not the case."

"I used to be a problem girl. Haha."

"but."

"Love is something that is really invisible and intangible, but it makes you feel unbelievable when it exerts its power."

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled in from the window shone on her face, "I can tell you what motivates me to come here. I have always had someone I like."

"Others can't see it, but I can feel that he is always by my side."

"Don't read it, he died more than 40 years ago, leaving a letter."

"letter?"

Really interested.

"No special letter, just asking me to help him fulfill a few wishes."

"But I can't fulfill my last wish no matter what."

"sorry."

"It is precisely because I have never forgotten that I have never felt more fulfilled and happy every day until now."

"···"

Really stared at Mochizuki silently.

She knew that these words were not spoken to herself, but to someone in some distant place.

(End of this chapter)