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Chapter 387 [The most heartless parting]

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2023, April 3.

Liucheng, Nanzhong Street.

Bao Shiyi was sitting in front of the desk, writing some words on his body, sitting on the carpet, crawling and laughing, holding a doll in his little hand, and kept beating it, as if he saw Bao Shiyi grinning at her, Showing those small white deciduous teeth, he babbled and smiled.

"What's wrong? Want me to play with you?"

Bao Shiyi put down the pen in his hand, walked to Bao Xiaoxiao and sat down, looking down at his daughter, such a little person grew up day by day, it seemed that he was just born from the hospital yesterday, the wrinkled The villain is ugly.

It's just like that little person grows up little by little.

Now the little people are all opened up, with round faces and fleshy balls, the whole person is like a ball, crawling, waving small arms like lotus root joints, very excited, just like that Had a great time alone.

"Smile, call me dad, call me dad..."

Bao Shiyi has already started trying to talk to Xiaoxiao, trying to teach Xiaoxiao to call her daddy. Of course, this is all because Bao Shiyi really hopes to hear her daughter Xiaoxiao calling her daddy.
It's so strange, on the one hand, I hope that time will go faster, so that Xiaoxiao can grow up faster, and call him daddy sooner, but on the other hand, I hope that time will slow down, and then slow down, and stop going forward.

This is good now, he has seen the sun, got used to the sun, and is unwilling to accept the cold darkness.

……

"Eleventh, Shen Ming passed away."

Just such a sentence, the dark shadows are still coming after all.

Holding the mobile phone, Zhou Yun looked at Bao Shiyi with a sad face, and said in a low voice, "Just now, Mother Shen called to say that Shen Ming...he left."

Hearing Zhou Yun's words, Bao Shiyi paused slightly holding his daughter Xiaoxiao's hand, his body froze, and he was stunned for a moment, but he soon realized that he had already known such an ending.

When he went to see Shen Ming, when he saw Shen Ming crying and saying that he was not ready and didn't want to die, he already knew Shen Ming's final outcome.

However, even if he already knew, when he really heard the news, Bao Shiyi felt an inexplicable sense of panic from the sudden sadness, and then he hugged and smiled tightly, looking at his daughter and smiling. laugh.

Zhou Yun naturally saw the change in Bao Shiyi's eyes. This kind of news would be very heavy to anyone's ears. Such a young person died like this.

It should be said that shortly after the beginning of life, it stopped abruptly.

"Eleven, do you want me to go there with you?"

Zhou Yun walked to Bao Shiyi's side and said, "Mother Shen just called to ask if you have time to attend Shen Ming's funeral."

"She said that if you don't have time, you don't have to make a special trip."

have time?
It was a good question, and he had time, but he was running out of time.

Bao Shixi nodded, then suddenly turned his head to look at Zhou Yun, and asked, "Zhou Yun, why are you with me?"

Because he knew in his heart that he was destined to die early, he never thought of falling in love in the past. He told Xu Wanqing that early love has no good results, love can kill, and marriage is a grave.

It's just that there is no good result. Being able to kill people and then go to the grave seems to be the end like this.

But when Zhou Yun kept appearing beside him, kept talking about marrying her, and then secretly kissed him at the station, just guarding in front of the hospital bed, waiting for a whole year, and then he was raped.

But he was happy after all.

The joy came when Zhou Yun said he hated kissing at the end and directly questioned him. He was very unhappy, obviously Zhou Yun liked kissing the most.

The joy was that he was lying in the shade of a tree wearing a silver mask, and Zhou Yun was sitting beside him eating ice cream, eating quietly, without giving him a bite, but the sun was mottled and shining charmingly.

Or maybe it was under the street lights at the station, he was secretly kissed by Zhou Yun, the momentary freeze, the back view of leaving, and the cheerful laughter.

Still in the ward, Zhou Yun suddenly reached out and took his hand.

At that moment, Beauty Painted Skin finally blocked Bao Shiyi's glaring Ruyi Golden Cudgel.

……

Why should I be with you?
A very sudden sentence, Zhou Yun didn't know why Bao Shiyi suddenly changed the subject so quickly, and asked, "Why else? I like you, and I took advantage of your unpreparedness to sleep with you, a beauty. I am responsible for you."

Hearing Zhou Yun's serious words, Bao Shixi hesitated for a long time before asking, "If one day I die like Shen Ming, will you hate me?"

"Hate you for what?"

In fact, Bao Shiyi had asked this question before, and Zhou Yun had already said at that time that maybe that would not happen, because she is a doctor and she will cure Bao Shiyi.

Zhou Yun hugged her with a smile and said, "As long as you don't hate me, then I'll just smile and remarry and die."

Hearing Zhou Yun's words, Bao Shixi smiled, looked at Zhou Yun like that, and said three words softly - "I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

Zhou Yun frowned, and she clearly heard Bao Shiyi's three words. Although it was a little strange and her voice was a little sad, she still clearly heard Bao Shixi say sorry to her.

But why should I say sorry to her?
……

"Sorry, I Love You……"

Tian Yiyi walked in excitedly, still holding the novel "I'm Sorry, I Love You" published by Bao Shiyi in her hand, and said directly: "Eleven, I heard that your previous novel "I'm Sorry, "I Love You" is going to be remade, and the organizer said they want you to play the uncle, is that true?"

Tian Yiyi didn't notice that the atmosphere between Bao Shiyi and Zhou Yun was a bit gloomy at all. She watched the news on the Internet, but she was curious to know whether Bao Shiyi was going to remake and reappear in the TV series "Sorry, I Love You" you".

"Eleventh, I really like the story of "I'm Sorry, I Love You". When I first saw it, I cried to death. I felt so sorry for Uncle and Shitou, but——Eleventh, you should not be the right age to play the uncle. Well, I think you are better suited to play a role like Liang Shanbo, plus you are bald now, and it would be best to wear a hood when acting in costume dramas."

Tian Yiyi kept saying that she really liked the story "Sorry, I Love You".

"Don't you think so, Eleven?"

Bao Shiyi looked at Tian Yiyi and smiled, without saying anything, he turned to Zhou Yun and said, "I'll just go alone."

Tian Yiyi stopped talking, found that the atmosphere was not right, and asked, "Where are you going? What's the matter?"

Zhou Yun said in a low voice: "Shen Ming's mother called just now to say that Shen Ming passed away from illness, and asked if she had time to attend Shen Ming's funeral on Eleventh."

When Tian Yiyi heard Zhou Yun's words, the smile on her face disappeared instantly.

Of course she knew who Shen Ming was.

It's just that she didn't expect to hear the news of Shen Ming's death so suddenly.

It should be said that many people know who Shen Ming is, and also know about Shen Ming's condition, a patient with advanced liver cancer.

No, maybe now it should be replaced by a dead person who died of liver cancer.

Sitting beside Zhou Yun, Tian Yiyi frowned slightly, as if there was an unresolved sadness, looked at the whole person very sad, her tone also dropped, became low, a little jerky, and asked: "When did it happen? "

"Six o'clock this morning."

Hearing Zhou Yun's answer, Tian Yiyi's heart became heavier. At six in the morning, she was still lying on the bed and sleeping soundly. At that time, a person who was about her age died.

Died in the hospital, died in the hospital bed.

For a while, the room was quiet and silent, only the sadness of death accompanied by the carefree smiling face and babbling laughter, flowing in the room.

……

……

Pengcheng.

The news about Shen Ming's death has already spread on the Internet. When such news spread, it naturally made many netizens on the Internet feel very uncomfortable, and they all expressed their sadness when they heard the news.

Even for strangers, seeing such a young and lively life is a heavy heart after all, not to mention that in such a period of time, the netizens are already very familiar with the name Shen Ming, and everyone knows about Shen Ming, and they also We all know that Bao Shiyi, the national younger brother, finally made a movie in order to make Shen Ming give up the idea of ​​suicide.

Netizens expressed their distress at Shen Ming's death, but they were all very clear, as clear as Bao Shiyi.

This ending is sad, but not unexpected.

"I don't know what to say. When I heard the news, I still couldn't accept it. After all, the miracle didn't happen."

"I believe that Shen Ming just went to another world, and he must be very healthy and alive in another world."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Tell yourself to cherish your present time and be grateful for life.”

……

"It's really hard to hear such news, especially when I saw what Shen Ming said in the previous message on Weibo account. He really didn't want to die. The more I read it, the more sad I felt."

"This is the reality, not the ending in the movie. Although there is hope on Eleventh, the final ending is not something we can change. We can only do our best and obey the destiny."

"I can only say that the journey has been smooth, and I hope that Shen Ming's parents can make peace with their sorrow."

News media reporters also know about this matter. If we say that Shen Ming was no different from other people at the beginning, but now Shen Ming's death has been reported by many media, and more attention is paid to Bao Shi. A big guy attended Shen Ming's funeral.

Bao Shiyi came to Shen Ming's funeral alone.

Shen Ming's funeral was buried in his hometown, and relatives and friends in the mourning hall all came to see Shen Ming off for the last time, and the white mourning clothes erratically accompanied by the sound of crying.

Sorrow is sadness after all, just like Shen Ming's previous Weibo name "Smiling and Sad Life", it is obvious that the last one is not a smile, but sadness.

……

The voice of the system in my mind appeared at this time, and out of revenge, I comforted Bao Shiyi, "Short-lived ghost, don't be too sad, you are different from him, you can survive, as long as you work hard to get revenge society."

Regarding what the system said, Bao Shili seemed very calm.

Really calm, did not answer the system words, and did not want to answer.

No matter how many times I say it, it won't change after all. He needs to take revenge on the society and collect negative energy points all the time, but his life is getting deeper like that. How can he survive.

……

Bao Shiyi followed Shen's mother to see Shen Ming for the last time.

The last side after death.

Seeing this last face, seeing the remains, followed by the custom of funeral, the real coffin closing.

The dead man lying in the coffin didn't know why Bao Shiyi was very calm in his heart, and he didn't feel so sad that he didn't cry. He just looked at Shen Ming lying in there, and what appeared in front of him was Shen Ming crying and telling him that he Not ready yet, he doesn't want to die.

"Eleven..."

"I really, really don't want to... die!"

……

"I'm not... not ready..."

"I don't, I don't want to die..."

Bao Shiyi's gaze sank slightly, as if one second Shen Ming was crying with him in despair, and the next second he became a dead person.

So what if you don't want to die?
It's not like lying in a cold coffin and becoming a cold corpse.

Everyone around him was crying, crying non-stop. He had attended such a sad funeral. When Grandma Zhang passed away, he also cried very badly. But now Bao Shiyi looked at Shen Ming's funeral, and for some reason It felt like I was watching my own funeral.

It was like Bao Shiyi made a movie for Shen Ming before that, hoping that Shen Ming could fight the disease, fight against fate, and survive in the end, so that it seemed that subconsciously he could take revenge on the society and survive.

However, now that Shen Ming was dead, he was not able to survive, and the god of death still took him away.

Later, take him away like this.

No matter how solemn and lively the funeral is now, in Bao Shiyi's view, it is the most ruthless and coldest farewell.

When he died, did he want to be like this now, lying in that cold coffin, and then he couldn't hear the crying of the people around him, and didn't know anything.

What is death like?
……

Bao Shiyi has never been calmer than now, standing in the corner of the mourning hall, like a bystander watching everything in front of him, without any emotion, looking at the sad tears coldly, and the sound of crying keeps appearing .

For some reason, Bao Shiyi didn't seem to care about the tears of those worshippers.

It was very strange, really strange, he was unknowingly attracted by the four iron nails used for the coffin lid to inquire.

The deceased was male, with three nails, two on the left and one on the right. He wanted to drive the nails in with an axe. The nails were shining faintly, and they went into the coffin bit by bit.

This is An nail.

The cold coffin, the cold nails, covered the cold dead man.

Well, that's it.

(End of this chapter)