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Chapter 386 [Not Ready]

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2023, April 3.

As a movie "I Fight Cancer" was launched not long ago, which attracted countless attentions, followed by a new novel "Preparation". He stabbed him hard, very hard and deep.

Giving a jujube, followed by a slap in the face, there is nothing more harmful than this kind of injury.

But no matter how deep the injury was, Bao Shiyi was like a poison. It really made people addicted, and the poison that couldn't be quit got deeper and deeper.

The popularity and topics have always remained high.

Now such a popular Bao Shiyi is planning to set off from Liucheng to Pengcheng.

Originally, a person planned to visit Shen Ming in a low-key manner, and didn't want everyone to know about it, but it was obvious that Bao Shiyi had underestimated his popularity.

It should be said that Bao Shiyi, an absolutely popular and popular niche, a real younger brother of the nation, really doesn't just wear a mask and hat to be regarded as a passerby and ignored.

"Eleven, can you sign me?"

Since Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport, someone has already recognized Bao Shiyi. This recognition really triggered a chain reaction. More and more people gathered around him. Surrounded by crowds of big stars, it was impossible for them to move an inch.

"Eleven, eleven! I like you so much."

"Eleven, can I sign my name?"

"Eleven, be sure to sign for me, Eleven, I love you!"

Such voices kept coming out one after another, constantly appearing in Bao Shiyi's ears.The crowd around him became more and more crowded, more and more people surrounded him, touched him, pulled him, took pictures of him, and videotaped him, all of them were crazy.

For such a situation, Bao Shiyi expressed his helplessness. He was already wearing a hat, a mask, and fully armed, but he was still recognized by others. This result was something he did not expect at the beginning.

"Sorry, I have a flight to catch right now, I really don't have time."

"Don't squeeze, be careful, I really catch a plane."

Bao Shiyi's words could only slow down some people's pace, but it was still very difficult to walk.

Fortunately, the airport got the news and quickly asked the security guards to maintain order, otherwise Bao Shiyi didn't know if he would be able to board the plane smoothly.

After finally getting on the plane, Bao Shiyi looked out of the plane window, but his heart was calm, not as crazy as the scene outside the airport surrounded by siege just now, because he didn't know what kind of mood he should take to meet Shen Ming.

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A series of news triggered by Bao Shiyi's appearance at the airport soon appeared on the Internet. What made countless netizens and fans sigh is that Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport alone, and he didn't even know that Bao Shiyi was going to Where to go, why alone, not even an assistant by my side.

How can I say that Bao Shiyi's identity and status are absolutely front-line, surrounded by fans just like that alone, it really surprised and surprised countless media netizens.

However, it is clear that the abilities of netizens' fans are endless. Coupled with the media paparazzi's revelations, netizens soon knew why Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport alone.

Because Bao Shiyi was going to visit Shen Ming in Pengcheng.

"I'm touched. Although Bao Shiyi is very good at writing heart-wrenching stories, there is no doubt that he is really a warm man. He is the only good man in this circle."

"It's really too warm. If Shen Ming knows, he will be very touched."

"Eleventh is warm, but I just want to say that reading his latest novel "Preparation" this time made my head hurt from crying, and I was really about to die from crying."

……

"It's better to find an assistant around Eleven. No matter what, you should have someone to accompany you. Otherwise, you won't know what will happen if you are surrounded by fans."

"It turns out that Eleven is going to visit Shen Ming. I really envy Shen Ming, I envy him so much. Bao Shiyi has done so much for him. If Eleven can do so much for me, I am willing to die. .”

Such stupid words have won the approval of countless people, but the netizens who said these words don't know how ridiculous their pale and naive words are.

Envy a patient with advanced liver cancer, what is the meaning behind such envy.

……

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Liucheng, Nanzhong Street.

Xu Wanqing was a little surprised that Shi Shi, a full-time baby daddy, would not be at home, so she couldn't help asking Zhou Yun, "Eleven, not at home? Where did he go?"

"Go to Pengcheng to see Shen Ming."

Shen Ming?

Xu Wanqing was taken aback when Zhou Yun mentioned this name, and immediately thought about who Shen Ming is. It should be said that there are many netizens who know the name Shen Ming on the Internet, obviously because of Bao Shiyi's "I Fight Cancer", And now this "Preparation".

Zhou Yun looked at the smile beside her, and said in a low voice: "The situation over there is not good with Shen Ming. Shen Ming hopes to see Bao Shiyi for the last time. Naturally, Shishi will not refuse, and he plans to fly there now." Pengcheng."

The last meeting with Bao Eleven?
Xu Wanqing was instantly fixed by Zhou Yun's words, thoughts kept running in her mind, it was obvious that she knew exactly what these words meant, so she sat directly beside Zhou Yun and asked eagerly: "Is this really the case? Is there no other way?"

Although at the beginning, when Shen Ming announced on Weibo that he was suffering from advanced liver cancer, it can be said that almost everyone had this idea in their minds, but although the idea appeared, it might not happen. , because there is another word called "miracle".

However, now it is obvious that from Xu Wanqing's ears, the word "miracle" does not appear in Shen Ming's life dictionary.

What is the last meeting, and after that meeting, will there be no more?

Thinking of this, Xu Wanqing felt heavy in her heart, looked at Zhou Yun, and waited for Zhou Yun's answer.

However, Xu Wanqing already knew the answer in her heart.

Seeing Zhou Yun nodded, Xu Wanqing remembered for some reason the "Preparation" she had just finished watching before, just like the ending she knew from the beginning, but it was so cruel and cruel, no matter how much hope and warmth it took to Modified that ending, in the end it was the mother who died.

To die is a cruel thing, to the living it is pain and sorrow, to the dead it is nothing.

I will never meet again, I will never know anything again, I will never appear again, only memories are left, and those thin memories will fade away in time like that, maybe they will be forgotten in the end, and will disappear in the end.

Although she was a stranger, although it was said that people would die every moment in this world, even so, after Xu Wanqing knew about it, she felt very uncomfortable and indescribably depressed.

Perhaps, she will forget it tomorrow, but at this moment she is really sad for that stranger.

Preparing to die is really not a story, but a naked, cold, cruel reality. She can't imagine what would happen if such a thing happened to her, and it would happen to her. Now she already feels very sad.

"Zhou Yun, Shen Ming is still so young..."

Yes, he is still so young, but why is he dying...

Zhou Yun sighed, feeling very heavy and uncomfortable, but this is the reality, whether she wants it or not, she has to accept and face it.

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Pengcheng, Municipal People's Hospital.

inpatient department.

"Eleven, thank you very much, thank you for coming here, and thank you for what you did for our Shen Ming, really thank you."

Shen Ming's mother took Bao Shiyi's hand and thanked her non-stop. This thank you came from the heart. She was really grateful. You must know that Bao Shiyi was not only responsible for all the medical expenses for Shen Ming's treatment. , and specially made a movie for Shen Ming, just to hope that Shen Ming can survive and not choose to commit suicide.

If it wasn't for the [-]th, the current Shen Ming might already be a cold corpse, lying in the cold cemetery.

But even so, her son could not be saved in the end.

"No, Auntie, don't say that."

For Shen's mother's gratitude, Bao Shiyi was actually very ashamed, because he didn't do anything at all, especially now that Shen Ming's current result, he might just let Shen Ming's life go through a period of pain at the end before dying.

Shen's mother's eyes were red, she held Bao Shiyi's hand, and was about to say something, when Shen Ming's friend stepped forward with a smile and comforted Shen's mother, signaling that Bao Shiyi should hurry in and talk to Shen Ming.

One must know that it is Shen Ming who wants to see Bao Shiyi now.

Shen's mother wiped her tears, tried her best not to cry, nodded repeatedly, smiled and said to the person lying on the hospital bed as soon as she entered the door: "Shen Ming, I came to see you on Eleventh."

Shen Ming lying on the hospital bed was wearing a hat, his face was pale and haggard. Unlike Bao Shiyi in the movie "I Fight Cancer", who was weak after chemotherapy, Shen Ming now had a hint of haggard and despair, and his eyes revealed Looking at that pleasantly surprised smile made people feel even more sour and uncomfortable.

Obviously, Shen Ming was pleasantly surprised that Bao Shiyi really came, and he came so soon.

In fact, he hesitated at the beginning whether he should talk to Bao Shiyi or not. After all, Bao Shiyi should be very busy now, and he was also worried that Bao Shiyi would be troubled, but he still had something in his heart that he wanted to talk to Bao Shiyi. That's why I asked my friend to private message Bao Shiyi on Weibo.

But now that they met, Shen Ming didn't know what to say for a while.

"How do you feel now?"

Bao Shixi walked to the hospital bed and said with a smile, "What did the doctor say."

Hearing his idol came over to talk to him, and this idol did those things to him, Shen Ming was very excited with a smile on his face, and said with a smile: "I'm fine, fine, thank you so much ,eleven."

"I just want to say thank you in person, but I didn't expect you to come."

Hearing Shen Ming's words, Bao Shiyi smiled and said, "Actually, I should be the one to say thank you, thank you for always supporting me."

Obviously, no one present would know that Bao Shiyi's gratitude was sincere, because Shen Ming provided him with a lot of negative energy value, especially the negative energy value that Shen Ming was desperate enough to commit suicide before. There are so many, very impressive, otherwise Bao Shiyi would not have used Shen Ming's negative energy value to shoot the "I Fight Cancer".

Hearing Bao Shiyi's words, Shen Ming seemed to have grasped the point, nodded repeatedly and said: "Eleven, I, I have always been your fan, and I like your novels very much."

"Although "I Fight Cancer" is for filming, my favorite novel is "Maliciousness". I like works of reasoning and suspense very much. I have read all the works you wrote, not only stories of reasoning and suspense, but other I've read them all, including your latest "Preparation."

Bao Shixi nodded and said, "I know."

As soon as Shen Ming heard Bao Shiyi's words, he immediately realized that it was because he told Bao Shiyi that when he finished reading all Bao Shiyi's works, he would die.

Now that he's finished watching it, it's really time for him to die.

It turned out that this was what he said before, and nothing changed.

……

Shen Ming suppressed those thoughts in his heart, took off his hat with a smile, and said with a smile: "I am also bald now, and I shaved my head before I was hospitalized."

The smile was very weak, but it was full of joy, as if he was very proud of shaving his head.

"That's the same as me."

Bao Shiyi also took off his hat with a smile, and touched his bald head.

There was laughter in the ward, and Shen Ming did not face the panic and despair of facing death. Although the smile was weak, it was very bright and bright, and it did not look like a dying person at all.

The whole person seemed to be ready, to accept everything calmly.

But when everyone else went out and let Bao Shiyi and Shen Ming talk alone, the smile on Shen Ming's face gradually disappeared, and he looked at the door of the ward with a forced smile on his face.

"What should I do? It's Eleven. I'm going to die. I've already finished reading your new novel "Preparation."

"I just said it was, ready."

As he spoke, Shen Ming's voice became choked up, his eyes were reddened, and the hoarse voice made people feel uncomfortable, accompanied by suppressed crying, he said in a low voice: "But, but actually, I still don't want to die."

"Really, I really don't want to die."

"How am I going to die?"

"Eleven, I'm still so young, why do I have to go through all this? Do you know? Chemotherapy is really painful, very painful, so painful that I want to die, I really want everything to end like this, but like now... Now I'm lying on the hospital bed, but I'm... still alive, I'm still glad that I'm alive..."

"I'm glad you replied to my Weibo at that time, I'm glad that I didn't commit suicide at that time, I was still alive, I was still able to cry, I was still able to laugh, and I was still able to talk to Eleven... and you, Eleven."

"Really, thank you very much... Eleven!"

Listening to Shen Ming's words and looking at Shen Ming's teary eyes, Bao Shiyi felt that his heart was hurt by a big stone.

It was really painful, and it made him a little out of breath, his heart was blocked, and he was panicked.

He didn't know what to say to comfort Shen Ming and make Shen Ming feel better, or he couldn't help Shen Ming no matter what he said, because he couldn't change Shen Ming's ending at all.

Movies are just movies after all, death will come after all, stories are not reality after all, some stories are beautiful, and some stories are as cruel as reality.

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Bao Shiyi walked in front of Shen Ming, stretched out his hand to gently wipe the tears on Shen Ming's face, his lips parted slightly, but he didn't know what to say, his throat seemed to be blocked by someone.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't cry, as it says in the novel "Preparation", when I cry, it looks miserable."

"It should be that I'm about to die. The closer I am to dying, the more afraid I feel, and the less willing I am to die like this. I'm really not reconciled. I'm really not reconciled on Eleventh."

Even though he was really in pain, uncomfortable, desperate, and terrified, he still gritted his teeth and suppressed it, crying like that, biting the white hospital gown on his body, the only way to stop himself from crying so much Uncomfortable, crying so loudly, not to worry my parents.

"But, Eleven..."

"I really, really don't want to... die!"

Shen Ming bit his clothes and curled up on the white hospital bed, tears kept streaming down his pale and weak face, which couldn't be wiped away.

The hoarse voice, like a desperate pleading, died helplessly.

Bao Shixi stood aside and could do nothing, Shen Ming was not the only one who felt unwilling.

"I'm not... not ready..."

"I don't, I don't want to die..."

……

At the age of 22, he was about to die.

No one will be ready.

(End of this chapter)