Qingqingmoshangmulberry

Chapter 14

I don't know if this will be the most amazing day of my life.

Because I have never had such an experience, and I have never seen such a Long Feimo.

long silence.

Suddenly, my body flew into the air again, this time, I was gently hugged.He hugged me and sat on the recliner. After another moment of silence, something gently rubbed my jaw.

His hands were actually warm.

There was another long silence.Suddenly, he said: "There is a little boy..." My hand was lightly held, he paused for a moment, and continued quietly, "The family was very harmonious since childhood, always full of laughter. His father likes painting , especially like to collect famous paintings of the Renaissance period, and spend a lot of money for it. My mother is a piano teacher. They love children very much and dote on their two sons in every possible way..."

For some reason, my heart trembled slightly.

He didn't look at me, but looked at the swaying lavender outside the window: "But later, his father gave up his own equity because of a fake painting... and later, under the pressure of the whole family, they immigrated to the United States " He turned his face sideways, as if thinking about something, "...Two years later, his father died, and soon his mother suffered from schizophrenia and jumped to her death."

He paused, held my hand, and said quietly, "That little boy is me." He looked down at me, "I was 15 years old that year."

His tone was indifferent, as if he was an outsider: "Fei Ge was influenced by his father and liked painting very much, but since my father passed away, my mother hated all this and set fire to all the collections, but Fei Ge was still a child, he didn't understand, so he secretly until one day, he was hung up and beaten by his irrational mother, and when I rushed home from school, he was hanging on the window sill precariously..."

His expression was still calm: "Later, my adoptive father and I decided to send my mother to a mental hospital. On the day we completed all the procedures for her, she committed suicide by jumping off the building in front of us, and she was freed from then on." He looked down at me , "You can never imagine how beautiful and elegant she was before she got sick."

He paused, hugged me, and after a while: "Sang Xiao, I have lost as much as you."

After half a year, my father finally came to me again.

I looked at him coldly, he was still well-dressed, still the most popular clothes with a small stand-up collar and trousers with rhinoceros pleats.He has always been much more stylish than this daughter of mine.

However, his complexion was not very good, and the bags under his eyes were clearly prominent.

I smiled slightly, what a deja vu scene.However, this time it was in a small cafe.

I lowered my head, and heard his voice after hesitating for a while: "Sang Xiao, how are you doing these days?"

I nodded and looked up at him.

Anxiety and anger could not be concealed on his face: "Sang Xiao, you have heard about it..."

I still nod.On the day Sang Tong came looking for me, I contacted You Bo, and the news he revealed was even more shocking.It turns out that Yu’s capital chain has long been in trouble, and his father is still stubborn and self-willed. Regardless of market considerations and their dissuasion, he blindly expands investment and new business development, and his losses increase day by day. All the friends seemed to have evaporated overnight, until now the creditors forced the door, and the Long family was under heavy pressure, and the decades-old foundation of the Yu family was about to be destroyed.

No wonder even Sang Tong put down her airs.

Youbo was exhausted from running around, and disagreed: "Sang Xiao, if I were you, the more I am now, the less I will come to this muddy water."

He sighed: "I can't help it." He sighed slightly, "After all, I am his son, am I?" He touched my head as he did when he was a child, "Silly girl." It's just me who usually doesn't seem serious Yes, from time to time, I would try my best to embarrass my brother, so I would talk to me like this.

Compared with the father sitting in front of me, he is more like a relative to me.

Father hurriedly: "Sang Xiao, listen to me, this time is different from before," he said bitterly, "I didn't expect them to be so disrespectful, let alone," he said angrily, "Even I People, will turn against each other!"

I don't say anything.

It is rare for the father to show a bit of annoyance: "Why didn't I read the guarantee agreement carefully, and let the Long family take advantage of the loopholes to become our biggest creditor," he sighed, "I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it..." He Coldly, "Walking around, let my family be cornered!"

I still don't say anything.

After waiting for a while, he slowed down and spoke again: "Sang Xiao, grandpa has already been hospitalized..."

I interrupted him somewhat abruptly: "Dad, am I your biological daughter?" I have seen him go out with that woman, and that woman's child, and it is more like a family of three than a real family of three.

In my impression, Ubo and I have never had this kind of treatment.

He froze for a moment, then forced a smile: "You child, what are you talking about!" He softened his voice, "Of course you are my daughter."

I calmly continued to ask: "Then, where is my mother?"

He was a little dazed: "I'm at home."

I smiled lightly: "I'm asking my biological mother."

My father's face changed suddenly, and after a long, long time, he fixedly looked at me: "...you...what did you say?" He almost said incoherently, "your mother...of course...of course..."

I interrupted him abruptly again: "Although I don't know who my mother is, but I know," I looked at him, and slowly, word by word, "She is by no means the same as I wrote on the parent column since I was a child. That person, Yu Fengmei."

In the past, I would never have imagined that I would have such a moment when I was so good at calculating every step of the way.

From the moment when everyone in the Yu family eagerly handed me over as a sacrifice a year ago, the innocent and cowardly Yu Sangxiao who always swallowed her anger is gone, never again.

Everything I do these days is for this moment.

I've waited far too long.

Suddenly, my heart trembled, and I remembered what Long Feimo said while holding my hair——

Sang Xiao, I lost as much as you.

However, I almost have a certain premonition that he must know more than me.

Father's face turned pale.He didn't look at me, just stared at the ground.

After waiting for a while, I got up: "Dad, I'm sorry, I still have something to do."

Almost immediately, he raised his head and stopped me: "Sang Xiao." He looked at me, "Sang Xiao, your mother...your mother...how could you..."

I lowered my eyes and said lightly: "If there is someone who never hugged you, got close to you, cared about you since childhood, but tried his best to alienate you, ignore you and pick on you," I slowly said, "Would you doubt it?"

His face became paler, he opened his mouth, hesitant to speak, but still unable to speak.

I looked at him more calmly: "Although Long Feimo may not have any feelings for me, he is still a little better than outsiders."

Just... a little?

As if back to that day again, he hugged me, said nothing, sat quietly by the window and waited for the rainbow to appear after the rain.

Suddenly, I'm a little unsure.

I shook my head, discarded all distracting thoughts, and stared at my father.Now, although he is fat, the contours of his facial features are still there, and Youbo's handsomeness is completely inherited from him.When he was young, at that time, he was not eroded by wind, frost, money, and with the backing of the Yu family, he was very personable, and he must have been popular and relied on.

I understand that with my father's consistent personality, although he is superficially unrestrained, he definitely knows what is more important in his heart.He looked at me almost in despair: "Sang Xiao, you...don't think about it...your mother...really..."

I suppressed the unbearable feeling in my heart, and quickly cut off his words: "Dad, why did you fire Aunt An in the first place?" I asked aggressively, "Is it because you accidentally discovered that she—" I paused and took a deep breath He continued, "It turned out to be Mei Ruotang's distant cousin?"

My heart suddenly felt sour, Mei Ruotang, Mei Ruotang, I finally said this name...

If I hadn't rushed all the way back to Aunt An's hometown to worship on Aunt An's memorial day, how could I have found a group photo of the two of them in the old house?It is clearly written on the back of the photo: Mei Ruotang and her cousin were photographed in XX.

After all, I was not yet born at that time.

However, Aunt An's elder brother had passed away, and her nephew racked his brains but couldn't recall any other clues.

My father seemed to have seen a ghost, his face was heavily contorted, he was panting heavily, and a light that was close to pain and resentment flashed in his eyes, he gritted his teeth, and said coldly: "Why don't you Will you know this name?" He suddenly leaned forward and growled, "Where did you know this name?!"

I turned a deaf ear: "Mei Ruotang, who is she?"

Father's face was almost ferocious, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked very strange.He stared at me, as if he didn't know what kind of words would come out of my mouth the next moment.

His face was full of resentment, pain, and inexplicable fear.

As if I didn’t see anything, I clearly said: "She is my mother, isn't she?" I slowly repeated, "Mei Ruotang, it is my mother, isn't it?!"

I want him to say it himself.

He also looked at me, and suddenly laughed: "Okay, okay, okay!" He said coldly, "You really deserve to be my daughter Yu!" His face gradually turned livid, "Why, what are you doing? Are you negotiating terms with me?!"

I pursed my lips tightly and remained silent.However, I put down the coffee cup in my hand and straightened my back.

I don't give myself a way out, and likewise, I don't give him a way out.

I want a full answer.

Just today.

If you really think about it, this is the first time I called Long Feimo: "Are you free tonight?"

"..." There was silence on the other end of the phone.

After a long, long time, I heard his voice, still succinctly: "What's the matter?"

I know that he hates hypocrisy and lengthiness very much, and I also understand that there is no need to fake with his fineness, so I simply cut to the chase: "I want to invite you to dinner."

"..." There was another silence on the other end of the phone.

I bit my lip and waited patiently.

After a while, I heard a strange voice: "Wait a minute." After a while, he spoke again, "I have no plans for the evening," he paused, "I will pick you up at six o'clock." you."

The phone was hung up immediately.

Ever since Affi staged that Banquet of Psycho, my identity has not been a secret in the magazine.

However, with the previous good mass foundation, after everyone sighed and regretted for a while, apart from beating me up and making fun of me occasionally, it was not the same as before.

Or Qiao Xu said it better: "Everyone is a cultural bank."

Even Sister Huang, who had always been on good terms with her, just smiled a bit: "He, are you still running away from marriage?" She poked my head, "Xiang, the cerebral cortex was hypoxic when you were born, right? !"

I don't say anything.

She didn't care, and patted me on the shoulder: "Also, I'll give you a piece of advice." She looked at the vibrating mobile phone, and before picking it up, she didn't forget to add, "The global climate is warming these days, peach blossoms can bloom Dewang!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he stepped aside and talked about you and me.

To be honest, I really admire her, the pain is the pain, she just refused to turn back, and now she is in a sweet relationship with a surgeon, who is meticulous and humorous, which suits her very well.

It is said that the boss has drunk too many times recently, and almost has stomach bleeding.

I understand, but never sympathize.

As soon as I went downstairs, I saw such a strange scene: a group of girls in the club were chattering and crowding around a car with the doors and windows closed, and the digital camera in A Fei's hand was still taking pictures of the car.

I raised my eyebrows and walked over.I already knew whose car it was by the license plate number.

Ah Fei grabbed me: "Why did you come down?!" She turned around and showed a bright smile at the car with the windows closed, and then turned her head to me fiercely and perseveringly, "Hey, this time Be sure to let me take a picture!"

Reluctantly, I reached out and knocked on the window.

A frowning face appeared, his expression was very unfriendly, he hardly looked at us: "Get in the car."

I smiled apologetically at the frustrated A Fei, and whispered in a whisper that only she could understand: "Definitely."

A red light.

Long Feimo turned around and gave me a look: "Where are you going?"

I thought about it: "North Gate of M University." The place where I studied.

He glanced at me again, and drove off again without saying a word.The melodious Buddhist music still echoed in the car.It's hard to imagine that the two brothers of the Long family like to listen.

I closed my eyes and meditated.

What I took him into was a small restaurant that looked very simple but had a very prosperous business. It seemed that every university must be surrounded by such restaurants. He had no choice but to sit down and look around.

I ordered a few dishes with ease, and when I handed the menu to the waiter, Long Feimo looked away: "You used to come here often?"

I smiled at the proprietress who nodded to me: "Yeah." It's just that at that time, the one who came with me was He Yanqing at first, and then Qiao Xu.This pungent proprietress once saw me with my own eyes because of the blow of a broken relationship, and Qiao Xu, who had a close relationship with each other, got drunk and cried with each other.

She later said to me: "I didn't expect two gentle and quiet girls to cry so hard! It caused me to lose several orders!"

I handed the chopsticks to Long Feimo: "None of the Sichuan restaurants near M University has authentic ones."

Long Feimo looked at me with an indecipherable expression.

The dishes are here.

I picked it up and ate it, but he didn't move his chopsticks. After taking a few bites, I gave him a look: "Would you like to freeze the vegetables for you?"

He seemed stunned for a moment: "Huh?"

I glanced at him again: "You seem to prefer to wait for the food to cool before eating."

If I wasn't dazzled, his brows and the corners of his lips would be slightly raised.He raised his chopsticks and took a few mouthfuls: "Not bad."

I ignored him and drank my beer with my head down.The dishes I ordered today are all the spiciest.

I haven't felt this hearty for a long time.

Soon after I drank two bottles of beer, I poured another glass and raised it to him: "Cheers!"

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I don't know how I got under that old banyan tree.I only know that when I wake up, there will be only the two of us in the quiet basketball court and the huge place.

And the man sitting next to me, with his suit missing, was frowning at me.

A gust of cool wind blew, and I shivered uncontrollably, subconsciously clasped my arms, and turned my head to look at him: "Where is this place?" My consciousness is still not clear.

"The place where you cried and shouted that you must come." The answer was very concise.

I said "oh", and in a blink of an eye, I caught a glimpse of the suit covering me.I moved my feet a bit, trying to stand up not very quickly, but because I was paralyzed for too long, I fell heavily.He caught me: "You used to come here often?" I said in a daze, "You seem to have asked this question just now."

He let out a "huh", and I vaguely heard his voice annoyed: "So you also have a good memory!"

I must have heard it wrong, I closed my eyes, Long Feimo, that cold robot, how could he have such a human and childish side.

I seemed to hear his voice again: "You were crying like a lunatic just now."

"..."

"You drank five whole beers."

"..."

"You yelled and yelled at the empty hoop and you brought in the security guards on duty."

"..."

"In the restaurant, you got drunk and climbed onto the table, grabbed my collar..." His thin lips parted and closed, "...say..."

I had no choice but to raise my eyes, originally I wanted to say something haha ​​to save face, but when I met his eyes, I shut up.

He looked at me with a hint of pity in his eyes: "'Daddy, I would rather not be your daughter.'"

My muddled mind was cleared up, and the embarrassment that I had been restraining myself suddenly disappeared.I didn't look at him, and answered irrelevantly: "Thank you."

I have already received an E-mail from Mr. Fang from the UK. He said that the person in front of him has arranged for him the best local doctor and will operate as soon as possible.

I wrote back and waited for his return.

Long Feimo seemed to understand what I meant, turned his head away, and snorted softly: "You don't have to devote yourself so much to other men." He snorted again, his expression seemed to be very displeased, "After all, your husband is mere subordinate I."

I was silent for a moment: "Remember what I told you, my mother..."

He glanced at me: "Not this one now."

I nodded, not surprised, as if he should have known: "When I was 20 years old, my father met Mei Ruotang who came back from England. A year later, Mei Ruotang returned to England. At the age of 25, at the request of my grandfather, he had a good relationship with Yu Feng Mei is engaged and ready to get married. Then Mei Ruotang came back, and later, she had me." I said softly, "Unfortunately, I have."

That's what my father said.I seemed to see his expression again, extremely indifferent: "All the misfortunes in my life began at that time! Mei Ruotang betrayed me, she betrayed me, and she still chose to betray me after having my child. The vitality of the Yu family was greatly injured, and I have been suppressed by my elder brother. I have been doing nothing for so many years..." My father's face was a little distorted, as if he was drunk, and he began to speak incoherently, "...such a proud person, she has always looked down on me, She looks down on me at all, never looks down on me, if, if not...not because of why...she would never follow me..." Suddenly, his eyes flashed, "I think back then, Mei Ruotang, who came back from England, was noble and generous , gentle and tall, with first-class painting skills, how many famous children like her to curry favor with her, just like poppies, people can't stop, even He Linfu, who has always been infatuated with love, is infatuated with her." His tone gradually softened, "I'm dreaming Unexpectedly, that day, that day..."

I take a deep breath, Uncle He?He Yanqing's father who never smiles?I interrupted him: "Where is she now?"

The father repeated blankly: "...Where is it?" He came back to his senses, "Where is it?!" He actually smiled, a little mysteriously, "She's gone, she doesn't want anything, even knowing you On that day, I knelt in front of her and vowed to go back immediately to go through the formalities, and she didn't want anything..." He shook his head, his voice raised, "On the day you just reached the full moon, she left you and left! Sang Xiao, she doesn't want me, and she doesn't even want you!"

The current father is more like a desperate hysterical mental patient.

I suppressed the disgust in my heart and said nothing.

After a long, long time, his father's face was full of exhaustion, and he seemed to be ten years older all of a sudden: "Sang Xiao," he said in a hoarse voice, "help Mrs Yu and let Mrs Yu survive."

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Long Feimo turned to look at me, and smiled softly: "The road to life?" Little by little, he let go of my hand, "Didn't they walk the road dead by themselves?"

"Look, the night is so beautiful." After just a moment, he pulled me up again, "Come on, Sang Xiao, dance with me."

While holding on to my hand, he led me around the huge basketball court, while blowing a low whistle.Very beautiful song, That's Why You Go Away.

that' why you go
baby won't you tell me why?
there is sadness in your eyes.
i don't wanna say goodbye to you.
love is one big illusion!
l should try to forget.
but there is something left in my head.
you're the one who set it up.
now you're the one to make it stop.
i'm the one who' feeling lost right now.
now you want me to forget.
every little thing you said.
but there is something left in my head.
i won't forget the way you're kissing.
the felling so strong
were lasting for so long!
but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!
that' why you go away l know!
you were never satisfied.
no matter how l tried.
now you wanna say goodbye to me.
love is one big illusion!
i should try to forget!
but there is something left in my head!
i won't forget the way you're kissing!
the felling so strong!
were lasting for so long!
but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!
that' why you go away l know!
yes l know!
sitting here all alone.
in the middle of nowhere.
don't know which way to go.
there airn't so much 2 say now between us.
there ain't so much for you.
there ain't so much for me anymore.
i won't forget the way you're kissing!
the feeling' so strong.
were lasting for so long!
but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!
that' why you go away l know!
that' why you go away l know!
Such a man...

I don't know how long it took, when he turned to the old banyan tree again, he stopped. Under the faint moonlight and the breeze blowing, we just looked at each other until he held his breath for a moment, as if sighing, I pulled closer, circled, and tossed against my slightly flying hair.

After a long, long time, he slowly lowered his head, and I watched him slowly approaching me bit by bit...

Suddenly, I turned my head away, and his lips lightly burned to my temples.I closed my eyes, broke free from him, took a step back, and said coldly, "You did it on purpose!"

He straightened his body and looked at me without moving.

I repeated again: "You did it on purpose." I stared at him, and said in a breath, "You deliberately got close to Sang Tong, making everyone think that you two were in love, you deliberately got close to Yu's family, and tried every means, Including... luring Mrs. Yu into the bait step by step, until now, deliberately trying to bring down Mrs. Yu." I paused, word by word, "From the beginning to the end, you are premeditated!"

I remembered the words that the always strong Sang Tong said: "I can be played around by Long Feimo, let alone you?!"

I looked directly at him.

I must not be blinded by his momentary illusions.I'm going to hold on to my heart.

I have never been so afraid of falling as I am now.

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Almost a century has passed.

He finally spoke, and said coldly, "Didn't you hire a commercial detective to investigate my details? Why, are you satisfied?!"

He looked at me: "Yu Sangxiao, you really impress me. It seems that your uncle in name has a broken bone and is not wronged at all!"

Yu Fengting, when I was 13 years old, wanted to flirt with Aunt An, and was injured by an antique falling from a height suddenly. In Yu's house, it is still a headless case.

I was silent, deaf to the sarcasm in his words.

No one will have trouble with money. For things I buy with money, others can naturally pay a higher price.

If it weren't for the ten-page-long report, I don't know if I would still be sober as I am now——

Long Feimo, 26 years old, graduated from the University of California in the United States. His father, Long Weitian, was not interested in doing business when he was young, but he was highly valued and cultivated by his elders. He was repeatedly suspected by his brother Long Jingtian, and has been under his control ever since.When I went to the United States, the economy was already in dire straits.

According to investigations, Long Weitian's downfall and death are related to a fake. According to unconfirmed information, this fake is from Yu Dingbang. It is currently unknown whether it is related to Long Jingtian.

According to the investigation, Long Feimo returned to China as the adopted son of a wealthy businessman in the United States. After his death, he obtained a large amount of his property and returned to China to develop.

According to the investigation, Long Feimo brought a large sum of money back to the Long family, forcing the terminally ill Long Jingtian to surrender his power and was sent abroad for treatment until he finally died of illness.

According to investigations, Yu's rapid decline in recent years is directly related to the pressure from overseas forces and banks.

According to investigations, Long Feimo and Yu Sangtong met at a reception for overseas students before returning to China, and the latter two began to communicate, and they continued to communicate after returning to China, until Long Feimo suddenly abandoned her and turned to her cousin Yu Sang Xiao got married.This is the first time my name comes up.

According to investigations, Long Feimo and Qin Shan's childhood sweethearts are almost inseparable and have a strong relationship. It is rumored that the two were once a fiancé couple.

……

All, word by word, deeply engraved in my mind.

And the last sentence is:
Long Feimo once revealed in private that this marriage was just a stopgap.

I just got the report the day before yesterday, and I listed everything I wanted to know, guessed, and didn't know.

His voice: "Why are you so far away?!" He approached me condescendingly, "You have tried your best to find someone to investigate, and you asked me out tonight, what do you want to prove?" He sneered, "Is it for the Yu family, or For yourself?"

I didn't look at him: "My uncle has passed away, and the Yu Corporation is about to go bankrupt. I don't have the right to comment on the grievances between you and the Yu Corporation, past and present, but I..." I looked at his face, body She trembled uncontrollably, "I have the right to choose not to be a pawn."

A useless discard.

No regrets.I don't regret it, but I want to get out.

"You mean..." His voice was soft, "...do you want to divorce me?"

I nodded with little hesitation.

I'm tired of all of this and I don't want to find any more truth.

After going through all kinds of things, I suddenly discovered that the truth is always uglier than imagined.Life itself is a super satire.

A moment later, the tree trunk behind me shook heavily, and I could feel the leaves falling in my ears, and then, I heard a voice, icy cold: "Yu Sangxiao, you are the most stupid person in the world!" woman!!"

His car drove away.

I closed my eyes heavily and squatted down slowly.

Admit it, the last sentence of this report stabbed me deeply.

(End of this chapter)