Apricot blossom spring rain and snow season

Chapter 39

After sleeping all night, the train departed from city B and headed towards city C.I said to Dahai: "I'd better quit my job and leave when I go back. I've lived a good life in the past few years. I like the life I have now, and I don't want to get entangled any longer."

"But you still have him in your heart, don't you?"

"Dahai, there is a famous dilemma in logic, which is a test of people's normal logical thinking. For example, if there is an apple or a banana, which one do you eat?"

"apple!"

I laughed: "As far as I know, you don't like apples and bananas, do you?"

"Yes, you ask me which one to eat, I have to choose one!"

"Actually, there is a third option, you don't eat it. People's thinking is like this. If I have him in my heart, I will be with him? If I don't give up or sacrifice, it doesn't show that I care about him? Four years without him , I live happily differently? I have my own work and life circle? I also have my own friends? The needle tip is sharp and soft to the wheat awn, but it is also in harmony. It is a pity that he and I are two needles. The other party was bloody. Still, forget it."

Dahai was silent for a long time and said, "Ziqi, it's been four years. I don't think anything will happen. Even if there is something, we are here to help you. Hiding is not the solution to the problem. I think he has I'll figure out some things too."

While talking, the phone rang, and it was a text message from Zhan Yunyi, which read: "Zi Qi, how did you sleep on the train? Did you see the newspaper?"

I am not surprised, and now I am not surprised what he does.Only a lunatic would hire so many reporters to gossip.Knowing that I take the train and my mobile phone number, what else does he not know?
I showed it to Dahai, and Dahai frowned, and ran down to buy a newspaper when I stopped.Looking at a stack of various reports, I groaned and fell powerlessly on the bunk.

"Look, this is his way, he can ignore it, and he doesn't need to consider your feelings at all! Yuntian is famous for his entertainment, and he is just as hyped as it has nothing to do with business!"

"Learn how the entertainment news broke out!"

Dahai watched with relish, and from time to time bursts of laughter, which he tried his best to restrain, made me curious and read the report.One is particularly bizarre.The title is "Yuntianzhan's four-cornered love affair, fiancee escapes marriage on the spot", to the effect that Yuntianzhan's fiancée runs away with a handsome man on the spot, actress Mei Zi's dream of a wealthy family is broken, etc., and there are several large photos.The back view of us holding hands and running away was very clear. I panted and smiled and pointed to Dahai: "Dahai, look at your expression, my God, you really look like a knight who led the princess to break through the siege!"

Dahai also smiled: "I'm quite photogenic, tsk tsk, now I'm famous, I wonder if someone asked me to make a film? Ziqi, in fact, this Zhan Yunyi is very affectionate to you. I said it earlier, he It's like a golden turtle studded with diamonds."

I said: "A bastard is a bastard. If you use gold or diamonds, you can change the species? I still feel that this kind of life is comfortable now."

Dahai joked to me: "I don't know how to be blessed when I am blessed. How many women think that money is not available. Just nod your head and you can become a fat rice worm studded with diamonds. How wonderful it is."

I stared at him and said, "If he finds out that I touched your hand, he will cut off your hand. If you like it, I will touch it all over, and let him beat you up."

Ever since he found out that I had hidden a relationship for so many years, Dahai felt that he wished for me to get married as soon as possible.Keep trying to say good things to Zhan Yunyi: "What if he changes?"

"Change? He's such a strong person, he almost has the inscription on his forehead that he follows me and prospers, and those who oppose me perish!" I snorted.

While talking, Xiao Ruo's call came: "Sister, are you coming back soon? Tell me the time, and I will pick you up."

I glanced at Dahai with my eyes, and this kid was listening with his ears up. I asked Xiaoku: "Why haven't you contacted Dahai these days? He thinks you're going crazy."

Xiao Ruo smiled and said: "I just want him to think about it. If I don't call, he won't think about it. It's so boring. By the way, that, sister, today's newspaper..." Before she could ask, I Hurry up and hand over the phone to Dahai.Let him dodge the question with love words.

When we walked out of the station, we saw Ning Ruo happily waving at us, and Ning Qing stood beside her calmly.I was very afraid that they would ask about that "fiancé" and kept telling Dahai not to talk too much.The Ning brothers and sisters also seemed to have a tacit understanding, and didn't mention a word.

After eating, Ning Qing sent me home.He insisted on walking me to the door, so I had to let him.After opening the door, I turned around and said to Ning Qing, "Thank you, I'm too tired from the car ride today, so I won't invite you in."

Just as I was about to close the door to see off the guests, Ning Qing stopped me: "Ziqi, marry me!"

I'm dizzy, I really want to faint to death, and don't ask about worldly affairs anymore.Things are still a headache over there, and here is another suitor.I looked at Ning Qing, not knowing what to say for a while.

Ning Qing's eyes glowed with enthusiasm: "Zi Qi, I'm afraid it will be too late if I don't propose again."

Tired, God knows I just want to sleep now and don't want to think about anything.I sighed and said to Ning Qing: "Ning Qing, you know, we have always been just friends."

Ning Qing looked at me quietly and said: "Is it because of Zhan Yunyi that you rejected me? Are you and him really like what the newspaper said? You are tired too, go to sleep and think about it. Ning's may not be as good as Zhanshi, I may not treat you worse than him."

I sent Ning Qing away, but I couldn't sleep.Ning Qing is gentle water, while Yi is fierce fire.Ning Qing will not put too much pressure on me, but Yi will make me breathless.However, I still can't find feelings for Ning Qing, although I would be happy with him.

There are many kinds of happiness, and there are also many kinds of smiles. Ning Qing should be between a friend and a lover.

But Yi, I said I will never see Yi again, I don’t want to go back to him, Yi who is in line with his life trajectory, his face, his voice, his embrace, I am nostalgic for it.

I still love him that much, and it breaks my heart to find out.

I found the text message he sent and returned it, and I said, "Don't force me, I'm tired."

"Come back, I won't force you when I come back."

"No!"

He didn't text back.I was even more disturbed, God knows what kind of behavior he will make.

If Yi still treated me as before, maybe marrying Ning Qing would be a good choice.I am ashamed of myself for having this thought.

Back to work at the company, I have made sufficient preparations.The moment I walked into the office, I still regretted why I chose an entertainment company in the first place.It is fun to gossip with everyone on weekdays, but when I become the protagonist of gossip, I will not be happy at all.

Right in front of me, I only heard the flies flying around and the sound of mosquitoes. From the boss to the tea girl, everyone surrounded me with excitement as if I had won a 500 million prize.I was looking for Dahai among the crowd, and this kid was wiping his sweat, his eyes told me that he had died just once.

If you want to live together, if you want to die, you have to pull a back.I yelled, "Do you want to hear me?"

The following answered in unison: "Be honest and be lenient!"

I shouted again: "It's a long story!"

There is only one voice below, the boss's: "Today's business summary meeting, you summarize."

Looking at the faces eager to gossip, I have to be satisfied no matter what.I said, "This is just here."

Assistant Xiao Wang immediately handed over the cup, coffee!this kid.I suddenly want to laugh.I feel like I have become a storyteller.After taking a sip of coffee, he moistened his throat and began to shake his burden: "Well, um, Dahai is one of the parties involved, can you let him explain?"

Everyone quickly pushed the sea over.I said again: "Can anyone bring me a copy of the newspaper with the picture? See the picture for explanation." The request was immediately satisfied.

Dahai didn't know what I was going to say, so he stood by and laughed dumbfoundedly.Brat, you think it's nothing to do, right?I pointed to the photo of Meizi and said to everyone: "This is Meizi, the heroine of this advertisement. She fell in love with Haihai at first sight!"

Everyone said: "Wow!"

The sea stayed for a while.I went on to say: "This person is Zhan Yunyi, he likes plums."

Everyone nodded again to express their understanding.

I speeded up my speech: "In order to prevent Meizi from being soaked away by the sea, Zhan Yunyi rushed to the set to visit the set and accompany him. He didn't relax a step, but the media found out about this and asked questions on the spot. Zhan Yunyi blurted out to visit his fiancée, and Meizi was so angry His face was pale, in order not to hurt his sweetheart, I was the only woman besides Meizi's assistant at the scene, and he immediately shifted the blame to me, a non-public figure. For the benefit of the company, Dahai and I did not offend him or expose him on the spot, and killed him. The siege, escape back. It's over, if you have any questions, please ask the person involved, Hu Dahai." His eyes turned to Dahai for help.I stared at him and told him to speak carefully.

Dahai scratched his head and said, "Well, don't listen to Ziqi's nonsense. In fact, Zhan Yunyi told us in private that Meizi didn't want his relationship to be exposed and found out that there was an entertainment reporter on the set who lost his temper. He can only make mistakes and wait for this storm to pass. He said he would personally come to City C to make amends. These are all for the benefit of the company."

This is the case with gossip. After hearing it, there is nothing new, and the three men and six women gradually dispersed.Good boy, well rounded.I secretly gave him a thumbs up.

The boss was very happy, and he was gearing up and said: "Okay, okay, with this level, it seems that Yuntian intends to cooperate with us forever. We hope that Yuntian will have a single day next year. I will contact Yuntian right now."

No matter how dizzy I am, I still beat gongs and drums to welcome him?
When I think of Zhan Yunyi, I feel tired.

The past is like a revolving lantern, and the scene of meeting Yi seems to have just happened.His interest in me seemed to continue unabated.This flirtatious young man, judging from his relationship with Meizi, he doesn't know how many women he has intersected with.

I despise him in my heart.I guess I still care.At least he said he came to see his fiancée. When I thought it was Meizi, my heart sank and I felt a strong sense of loss.Since my mother passed away, he is my only relative in this world.

I said to myself, Tang Ziqi, you are really contradictory and greedy, you want to have your own life, but you don't want him to find another woman.He is not a fairy.

Yu'er advised me to go to him if I couldn't let it go.can i go backNo matter how unhappy Tang Ziqi was in the past, when he met Zhan Yunyi, he just didn't know how to refuse him. He had the final say on what he said and went around.Four years have passed, people have changed, at least now I have learned to refuse slowly.

Rejection is an art in life, and I am always lingering outside the door, unable to enter.The rejection I learned is also hard and fast, he can't accept such a rejection, and I haven't learned the method of rejection.

Don't you want him?Now it's not a question of whether I can find him or not.From what I know of him, he will take the initiative to come to the door.Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little scared, and I will stop when I meet him.I'm used to following his orders.He is a master in this area. I raised my hand and surrendered as soon as he was tough and soft. I regretted it afterwards and wanted to quarrel again.

Sighing, I still feel that it is better to resign and leave, and then go to a strange place, find a job that can support myself, and start over.

The music on the phone was playing, and it was from Yi. I stared at it for a long time, but I accepted it resignedly.Yi's voice was very magnetic, and still so charming, what was I thinking, I raised my hand and slapped myself.Yi heard a "pop", and asked strangely, "Ziqi, what are you doing?"

I pretended to say: "Kill the mosquitoes."

His chuckle came from the other end of the phone: "Slap yourself on the head again? As long as you think about it, you can't help but hit yourself on the head when you come back to your senses. You can't tell a lie. Mosquitoes that come in winter?"

He knows himself better than I do.Thinking of what he wanted to say, he hurriedly said: "Zhan Yunyi..."

"What did you call me?" Yi's voice became dangerous.

I was stunned, and insisted: "Zhan Yunyi."

Yi sighed lightly: "Ziqi, when did you learn to use politeness to hurt people?"

I was silent for a long time and finally called out the habitual address again: "Yi, which...we...you don't know?"

Yi smiled: "Hey, Ziqi, I've been waiting for you to call my name for a long time. What, of course we will get married, and of course I will come to find my fiancée. Still have questions?"

I quickly corrected him: "I didn't mean that, I meant, Yi, we are not suitable, I can't afford what you want, I like the life I have now. You see, with your conditions, you can't find any girl , like Meizi, who is pure and obedient, and came here after leaving work for a meal. I am just a poor and white mountain girl, the demeanor and polite lady you want to be honest, I don’t have it, and being together will only disobey you ..."

Yi interrupted me and jokingly said, "Ziqi, are you jealous of Meizi?"

I can't wait to grow ten or eight tongues to distinguish my innocence: "Yi, look, I like everything you don't like. In the past four years, I still smoke, and I smoke in public, and I call my male colleagues brothers and sisters. I'm actually very casual. I don't have the kind of temperament that everyone is from. I don't want to make you angry, I don't want to quarrel with you." I couldn't help but choked up.

There was silence on the phone.After a while, Yi's voice came, with a hint of pain, he said, "Zi Qi, I'm sorry."

I was stunned, this Tyrannosaurus can speak human language?I couldn't believe it: "Yi, are you apologizing to me?"

Yi smiled again: "Zi Qi, are your eyes round again? Yes, I apologize."

For a moment, my heart was full of joy: "Yi, you won't take me back, will you? You won't force me? These days, I'm really scared to death, you scare me when you move!"

Yi chuckled: "Ziqi, why are you thinking of unexpected things? I said I'm sorry, I'm sorry for letting you stay outside for four years, and I didn't discipline you properly. You'd better quit smoking for me, It will be too late for you to regret it when I watch you quit smoking. What kind of cigarettes do girls smoke! I don’t care about the past, and I will be more honest in the future, and stop hooking up with other men by calling you brothers, and dare to lead you away! Try to run in front of me again!" His tone was not angry, but I felt the coldness from the north howling, as if I was poured a bucket of ice water head-on, freezing from head to toe.

I'm going to calm down, I said to myself.After calming down, he said to him, "You just said this when you called?"

Yi smiled and said: "It's really changed a lot. In the past, it would jump up like a rabbit in a hurry. I want to say, you'd better stay in City C honestly and wait for me to pick you up. You It's best to give up the idea of ​​resigning and running away. I don't want to trouble the people around you."

I was furious: "Zhan Yunyi, if you want to trouble them, you can do it. Anyway, I'm gone and I'm out of sight and out of mind. Besides, I really don't want to leave. I just don't want you. If you force me to I'll find someone to marry right away, it's against the law for you to destroy someone else's family and marriage!"

"Hehe, you've learned to threaten me? It's good to know how to bargain." Yi was not angry at all, just like I was tickling me, "Even if you marry 99 times, I will still marry you once. Ziqi, don't harm others."

I was dumbfounded and blurted out: "You rascal!"

Yi laughed loudly: "I'm finally angry. I still can't hold my breath!"

I was so upset that I begged him: "Yi, can you let me go? Don't force me, can you? Two people who are obviously not suitable, what's the point of being together?"

He still said: "If you come back, I won't force you when you come back."

His words aroused my strong fighting spirit.I called him by full name and last name: "Zhan Yunyi, you think I'm still the Tang Ziqi back then, and you can scare me into immobility with just one look? I'll take over what you want, and you have the final say. There are no doors!"

Yi smiled and said, "Interesting, Ziqi, it's a lot of fun to be with you, and it will never be boring. As I said earlier, cheetahs are dangerous but exciting, so just be ready to take on them."

I was helpless: "How do you want to give up?"

Yi slowly said: "When you ran away, you should have thought clearly about the consequences. You ran away by yourself, and I want you to come back by yourself. As I said, when I find you... I have a bad temper!" He laughed again , "If my words will give you nightmares, you can call me and serve you all day."

I hung up the phone with a snap.How stupid of me to try to persuade a tiger that only eats meat to become a vegetarian.Zhan Yunyi is a master of what he says.If I leave, he will definitely take revenge on Juanzi and the others.Besides, where am I going?I'm sure he has known that I was in City C for the past four years.There must be another reason as to why I have been at ease for four years.

Now Tang Ziqi does not fight unprepared battles.I turned on the computer to check the information of Yuntian and Zhanshi.

After some inquiries, I found out that I know too little about Zhan Yunyi.Yuntian Group is just a branch of Zhan's.Zhan's headquarters is actually in the UK.Many fields are involved.It was my senior year when Zhan Yunyi entered Yuntian.

How could someone from a wealthy family like him come to my small town to study for a year?I guess something might have happened within the family.I sighed, Hai Hai was still not right, Zhan Yunyi was not only a diamond-encrusted golden tortoise, he was a diamond tortoise as a whole.If I had known about his family background earlier, I would have nothing to do with him. I am just a woman who wants to live a happy life.Going shopping, dressing up, doing design, and some small hobbies are enough.

What is fate?There is an explanation that a male ape and a female ape ran to a place to pull together, because the "ape dung" with the same smell got together.Zhan Yunyi and I met each other by fate, but we have no part.Not now, not in the future.I didn't know before, I just loved for love's sake.Never asked him about him at all.Seeing these materials now, he and he are completely in two worlds.

I'm afraid I can't do what he wants.No matter how much I love him, I can't completely become another person.I am still selfish and cannot change for him.So, he shouldn't have come to me.Not only was I useless to his career, but I wasn't the ideal woman for him.

Too much Cinderella finds the prince.However, the story is generally only written that they have started a happy life from then on, and few fairy tale writers can write about their marriage.How do two people with different backgrounds, different personalities, different hobbies and the same stubbornness refuse to give in for each other get along?

No matter how much love there is, it is still not suitable for marriage.After thinking it through, I fell asleep soundly.

(End of this chapter)