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Chapter 1042 Extra Story: The Ending (1)

Such a Luo Bai was particularly depressed, making Ji Ziyan feel that he was like a kite that was about to break, ready to go with the wind at any moment.

"You shouldn't have such thoughts, you will drive yourself to death."

"But I've already driven Yi Chuan crazy." Lan Luobai said sadly.

Ji Ziyan was speechless, Luo Bai was clearly not wrong, nothing wrong, but he couldn't refute.

It's not because he has nothing to refute, but because self-blame has entered Luo Bai's heart, and nothing can change it.

"So you chose to be with him."

"I tried so hard, I really wanted to, but I couldn't, I couldn't sleep with him around me, I couldn't sleep all night and I couldn't let him know, I even tried to catch up on sleep during the day, but no, that was His home, the air is full of his smell... Breathing it will make me lose sleep and make me have nightmares..."

"So you take your medicine."

"I have no choice. If I don't sleep, I will die, but if I take too much medicine, my body will not be able to bear it. But what can I do? What is Yi Chuan going to do? I will drive him crazy, and he will drive me crazy too. , he will even kill me...he will kill himself too..."

Yi Chuan fell in love madly, and forced Luo Bai to have no choice but to accept it. He couldn't accept it, and forced himself to accept it...

What should they do?
And as their brother, what can Ji Ziyan do to help?
"Perhaps you should give yourself some time," he said.

Lan Luobai shook her head lightly, "Yi Chuan won't give me time."

And just after he finished speaking, the door of the ward that was half closed was pushed open.

The person standing at the door is Su Yichuan.

He looked at Xiao Bai on the hospital bed, and replied word by word, "Yes, I can't give you time."

How could he give Xiaobai time?He gave it back then, and Xiao Bai disappeared into his world. He made a mistake once, how could he be so stupid as to make himself make a second mistake?
For Yi Chuan who suddenly appeared, Ji Ziyan was not surprised but worried.

He looked at Luo Bai, but luckily Luo Bai didn't react excitedly.

But the surface can be deceiving, but the heart is not. With Luo Bai's current situation, he is worried that there will be accidents.

"Ziyan." Lan Luobai looked at him and said calmly, "You go out first."

Ji Ziyan frowned and wanted to say something, but Lan Luobai shook his head slightly.

This was Luo Bai's decision. Although he was worried, Ji Ziyan respected Luo Bai in the end.

And after experiencing life and death again, Luo Bai seems to see it more broadly, but can such a fragile body and mind bear it?

Ji Ziyan felt that he was blocking something that might even be regretted for the rest of his life.

But he didn't seem to have a choice. Those two people have been entangled until now, and no one can get involved.

"I'm outside." So he said, turned and left the ward.

When passing by Yi Chuan, he didn't even look at him.

I don't know if Yi Chuan is calm or crazy at the moment.

He would rather not know...

Until the door of the ward was gently closed, only Lan Luobai and Su Yichuan were left in the ward.

Su Yichuan was not in a hurry, and walked towards the hospital bed step by step.

And he didn't take his eyes off Xiaobai for a second.

he heard...

Although it was too late to listen to half of it, he thought he had heard what he wanted to hear, what he needed to hear.

Xiaobai couldn't sleep beside him...

No wonder...

No wonder it depends on taking medicine, no wonder Xiaobai's health is getting worse...

It turned out that Xiao Bai, who slept next to him every night, had been suffering from insomnia.

because of him……

Xiaobai's insomnia is only because of him...

Even if he's not around, I can't sleep because of his smell in the air, and I have nightmares...

His Xiaobai was already afraid of him from the bottom of his heart.

His Xiaobai couldn't accept him from the bottom of his heart.

In this case……

Since that is the case...

He walked step by step, and finally stopped by the hospital bed.

He just stood there, looking down at his little white.

His Xiaobai looked at him calmly.

His Xiaobai...

is so weak...

His Xiaobai...

is his.

If it cannot belong to him, then he will never give it to others.

How could he accept it, he couldn't accept it, how could he let Xiao Bai be with someone other than him!
"Xiaobai..." He stretched out his hand to caress Xiaobai's face.

He felt Xiaobai tremble slightly the moment he touched Xiaobai.

Xiaobai is afraid of him.

Even under cover.

He lowered his head and approached Xiaobai, staring into Xiaobai's eyes, "You are lying to me, you have been lying to me all this time."

Lan Luobai didn't avoid his gaze, and she couldn't avoid it anyway.

"I tried to accept you, but..."

In fact, he didn't plan to go on talking, but Su Yichuan didn't plan to go on talking to him either, so he kissed him when he was talking.

Forcefully, with despair.

He never, never wanted to hurt his Xiaobai.

He wanted to pamper him, for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life.

But why...

Why is this happening?

His Xiaobai was afraid of him, his Xiaobai couldn't accept him...

What is he going to do?
Keeping Xiaobai by my side, Xiaobai will not be able to bear it...

Let Xiaobai go, he can't do it, he can't accept it.

In this case……

Since that is the case...

So……

He also stretched out his other hand to Xiao Bai, and slowly pressed it against Xiao Bai's neck.

He began to exert force, little by little...

Distressed, heartbroken, sad...

but……

He doesn't want to let Xiaobai go.

He cannot accept it.

He was still kissing Xiaobai, while the other hand was pinching Xiaobai's neck, bit by bit...

Lan Luobai accepted the kiss, feeling that the hand on the neck was getting stronger...

He can no longer breathe...

But he didn't struggle...

He didn't want to talk either, he just accepted...

Accept it calmly...

He actually doesn't want to die, but if Yi Chuan gave it to him and he accepts it, he only hopes that after he dies, Yi Chuan can let him go...

as if...

compensate……

To Yi Chuan... as compensation to Yi Chuan's parents who raised him...

He slowly closed his eyes, feeling the suffocation, the despair...

Su Yichuan kept kissing him, looking into his eyes...

He saw his Xiaobai close his eyes...

Xiaobai is accepting death.

It was he who brought Xiaobai's death.

Xiaobai is accepting...

Why……

Death is acceptable, but not him?
"Why..." He let go of Xiaobai's lips, but the strength in his hand did not decrease. He asked coldly, "Why would you rather die than accept me...why..."

However, Lan Luobai didn't answer him, nor did he open his eyes.

Because he couldn't answer, he was really accepting, he worked hard, and almost gave his life, but he didn't know why it became like this...

He couldn't answer Yi Chuan, and he couldn't answer himself...

So be it……

When the suffocation almost took away all his consciousness, he just thought sadly.

So be it.

That's it.

(End of this chapter)