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Chapter 1041 Extra Story: Choice (8)

Su Yichuan listened to Ji Ziyan's words, he turned to look at Xiaobai, his Xiaobai was still in a coma, his Xiaobai almost died...

The second time he endured, the second experience, he was going crazy, and he really yelled at Ziyan like crazy, "I'll accompany him to death, it's no big deal."

"Are you willing?" Ji Ziyan stared at him seriously, "Let him become without thinking, breathing, voice, or body temperature, and finally disappear, just like air, you can never see it or touch it, you are really willing." ?”

Su Yichuan's eyes wavered, and he began to feel pain, heart-piercing, and he didn't need to wait, just listening to it made his life worse than death.

"It's okay..." he said, more like talking to himself, "I'll be with him, I'll be with him, I don't care about anything, all I want is him, as long as Xiaobai, if I don't get it, I will destroy it with him ,It's that simple."

At the end of his speech, he stared at Ji Ziyan and spoke seriously, "It's as simple as that."

Ji Ziyan finally believed it, he didn't want to believe it but he couldn't believe it.

No matter what you say, no matter who it is, not even Luo Bai, not even Yi Chuan himself, can't change this Yi Chuan...

Yi Chuan's love is so sick that it can't be cured.

In Luo Bai's life, there is no escape except death.

Maybe Luo Bai realized it himself, so even if he recovered his memory, he finally gave up and ran away again...

Ji Ziyan felt pain, heartache, for Yi Chuan and Luo Bai, the two best brothers in his life.

"Yi Chuan." He stepped forward to hug Yi Chuan, he rarely has such body movements with others, but at this moment he really wants to hug Yi Chuan, he knows that Yi Chuan also needs it, he knows that Yi Chuan also hurts, I can't let go of the domination that I completely control, and I will be trapped in it forever.

"Believe me, I want both you and him to be fine. Calm down and give Luo Bai some time. Don't force him to death, don't force him to death, and don't force yourself to death." He didn't want to see these two The good brothers finally came to that ending.

Su Yichuan felt the embrace, he didn't move, he looked at Xiaobai on the hospital bed through Ziyan's shoulder, Xiaobai who was sleeping quietly, was so beautiful, yet so pale and fragile.

How can he let go, and how can he let go?

Rather than that, he would rather kill Xiaobai, and he will go to accompany Xiaobai...

Do not……

He's crazy.

He pushed Ziyan away and ran out of the ward.

He was standing in the corridor outside the ward, beginning to lose his way.

He has nowhere to go.

Xiaobai is in the ward. Besides the ward, where else can he go?

No, no more, he doesn't want to go anywhere except where there is Xiao Bai.

He stepped back, leaning against the wall, hugging his head...

How to do?
What is he going to do?
What will Xiaobai do?
Ji Ziyan chased to the door and saw Yi Chuan leaning against the wall without making a sound.

He retreated to the ward and looked at Luo Bai on the bed.

Time passed by every minute and every second. He didn't know how long he waited, and he didn't know how much time passed. Finally, he saw Luo Bai slowly opened his eyes.

Empty, confused, and only slowly became a little angry when the focus of the line of sight fell on him.

No one said a word, they just looked at each other.

"Is it Ziyan?" Lan Luobai's voice was very soft, hoarse, and so weak.

"It's me." Ji Ziyan stepped forward, "How do you feel? Do you need to call a doctor?"

"No, no need." Lan Luobai shook his head slightly, and then said, "Help me up."

Ji Ziyan did not refuse, carefully helped him sit up, leaned against the head of the bed, and put a pillow on his back.

"How about it?"

"……very good."

"Shall I pour you a glass of water?"

"I'm a little thirsty." Lan Luobai smiled lightly.

Ji Ziyan didn't speak, poured him a glass of water and handed it to him.

He took it and drank the water slowly, even after drinking the water, even though the lips were moistened, they were still so pale.

When he stopped drinking half of the water, Ji Ziyan took the cup and put it back.

Lan Luobai watched, watched the water in the cup fluctuate slightly, and finally returned to calm.

He looked at Ziyan slowly, and said hesitantly, "He, what about him?"

Ji Ziyan glanced at the door, even though it had been a long time, he thought that Yi Chuan should still be outside.

He didn't say anything, and he wasn't going to call Yi Chuan in either.

Luo Bai is still too weak, and Yi Chuan's emotions are prone to outbursts, so it is not suitable for the two to meet now.

"How do you feel now?" he asked.

"I'm so powerless." Lan Luobai said, stretching out a hand to hold his heart, "And here... it feels like it's about to stop."

And if it stops there, people will die.

Maybe death, but liberated?
Ji Ziyan watched his movements and listened to his words, but frowned slightly.

"You just woke up and your body is still weak, so take a good rest."

"I seem to have slept for a long time, and I'm not sleepy now." Lan Luobai said, and then smiled lightly, "It's been a long time since I slept so peacefully, I didn't expect it to be in this situation." He said this, somewhat laughed. "But here, I think I should be able to sleep peacefully."

Did you sleep well in the hospital?
Ji Ziyan didn't know what kind of mood Luo Bai had in saying such words.

How sad and powerless?

"When... did you remember it?" He hesitated for a while before asking, maybe he shouldn't have said this when Luo Bai just woke up, but it seems that Luo Bai didn't seem to care too much.

"About 20 days ago? I can't remember exactly."

"……and then?"

"Don't dare to tell Yi Chuan, I want to find a chance to escape again, but I decided to give up again."

"why?"

"Probably, are you afraid? The feeling of hiding is not good, and... I can't let go of Yi Chuan..."

"If you can't let it go, you don't need to rely on those medicines. If this accident didn't happen, how much more would you take? How long will you have to hide it?"

"Maybe... until the body can't bear it, until the day of death?"

"You can leave, there is no need, let yourself take this step."

Lan Luo smiled in vain, pale and sad.

"I can't, how can I...leave Yi Chuan alone..."

Ji Ziyan looked at him and listened to him, reluctant?Not like, but instead, more like self-blame?
"Are you blaming yourself?"

"Isn't it right?" Lan Luobai looked at Ziyan with helplessness in his eyes, "If it wasn't for me, if it wasn't for me, Yi Chuan wouldn't be like this, he would have everything wonderful, he could get married and have children, He can be very happy, but because of me...he has become like this...how can I just walk away...how can..."

"this is not your fault."

"No, it's my fault, why did I let him know me, why did I appear in his world...if there is no me...if...everything is different..."

(End of this chapter)