Married Involuntarily 2

Chapter 3 Shen Man, why did it become like this (1)
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At this time last year, a grand party was held at home to celebrate his birthday. This is a social method that the upper class has long been accustomed to. It was only the first time for her to participate, so she was a little flustered.

Because her mother left them early, Shen Man lived with her father since she was a child. When her father ran a sports car, she was placed at her uncle's house. When her father came back, she went out to play. She was very independent since she was a child, with a boy-like personality. Later, for the sake of my beloved boy, I also grew long hair. However, I still dress like a boy. I like sports shoes, play tennis, and wear sportswear.

She is very tall, 1.6 meters [-]. In the south, she is the height that can be used as a model. She is tall, but she also has a shortcoming, that is, her heels are also very large. When I was in college, I saw girls in the dormitory bought high heels. , She also had a yearning, so she went to choose high heels, but her feet were too big, and it was difficult to buy her size. In a fit of anger, she said to herself, never wear high heels again.

But after being married to Gu Minjie and into such a family, there are many things that she cannot allow her to choose.

She bought her first pair of high heels, which were only three centimeters high, but after wearing them all afternoon, blisters appeared on her feet. That night, when she insisted on returning home, she was laughed at by Gu Yanyan, Gu Yanyan She is petite, likes to dress up, and has a very arrogant temper. She looked at Shen Man walking, covered her mouth, and said, "Oh, sister-in-law, there are many things that cannot be forced."

She knew that Gu Yanyan was not comforting, she was reflecting Shen Man's life experience, she was reminding Shen Man that your identity is there, you can't force it.

Shen Man didn't say anything, just went back to the room quietly.

The next day, she bought higher heels and didn't go out, but just walked back and forth in the room.

At that time, it was the junction of spring and summer, and the weather in the south had already started to be hot. The window was open, but she persisted, telling herself, look ahead, don’t lower your head, no matter what, don’t lower your head, your foot is still hurting, but the pain is still there. More and more paralyzed, she walked to the balcony with a smile. The moonlight that day seemed to be the same as it is today. It was so beautiful that it seemed nothing. There is pain, not because the wound has healed, but because I have already adapted to the pain...

Before going to bed at night, I took off my shoes, and my feet were already dripping with blood.

When Gu Minjie came back, seeing her like this, he asked strangely, "What's going on?"

She smiled and said, "It's nothing, I'm practicing high heels."

He frowned, looked down at her feet, and then turned around and went into the bathroom. When he came out, he was already holding hot water in his hand. She stared at him in a daze as he lowered his head to wash her feet. The wound was soaked in the water, silky Si's pain, she couldn't help shrinking her feet, but he held her back, and he raised her head, "Don't force yourself so much."

But she said stubbornly, "No, since every woman has to go through it, I'm not afraid."

He raised his head, smiled at her, gently splashed the water on her feet, she looked at him, that noble figure, such gentle movements, which woman would not be tempted by him?

Thinking about it later, there is also happiness in her marriage, when he is in a good mood, when he is willing.

In the later attempts, she understood that she had to constantly adapt and limit herself. Wearing shoes that were one size smaller, regardless of the pain of bound feet, could make her feet smaller and smaller. Wear higher heels, and then wear If it is lower, it feels like nothing.

Finally, on his birthday, she stood beside him in a beautiful little dress and gorgeous crystal slippers, and for the first time, she looked like a woman.

Listening to everyone's compliments, what she thought of was that when she was walking back and forth in the attic, she repeated over and over again, "Why is it so difficult to be a woman? Why does it have to be so painful to be a woman?"

At that time, she came down from the stairs covered with a red carpet, watching him silently, the prince, standing in the crowd, was so dazzling, looking dazzling, someone made a surprise sound, he turned his head, Seeing her, she also had a surprised expression.

He crossed the crowd, strode up to her, then took her hand and led her down.

He smiled at her, and she saw his pride in it, because of her, he was proud, so she also had a sense of accomplishment.

He smiled and brought her to his side, and introduced her, "This is my wife." Without exception, the other party would say, "Oh, so beautiful."

At that time, she finally understood the reason why women love beauty, because compliments really make people inflated, and because of those compliments, for a while, she felt that all the hard work she put in was worth it.

Before that, she didn't even know how to dress up or make up. She didn't know that to put on makeup, she had to apply layer after layer on her face, and after removing makeup, she had to apply layer after layer on her face. No wonder People say that modern people always wear a lot of masks, but the real face has been covered long ago.

She has tried a few times, bought cosmetics by herself, tried to apply them in front of the mirror, but the effect was very bad, it should be said that she didn't know where to put those cosmetics, so that when she went out, she was taken care of by others. Yanyan couldn't help laughing, because she used eyelash glue as mascara, and the whole eyelashes turned into a ball. She was ashamed and threw it at home. When she returned to the room, she took the water vigorously and looked at the makeup on her face. Turning into a puddle of muddy water, she thought blankly, is this still Shen Man?

However, she was not convinced, she would do what other women could do, she secretly studied and experimented, and there were also failures and embarrassments, but, finally, on this day, she did not disappoint.

The beautiful banquet lasted until the early hours of the morning. Her feet hurt a little, but she could bear it. Gu Mingjie was always by his side and would support her caringly. He smiled at her without hesitation, and he treated her like a princess.

Oh, Cinderella's happiness turned out to be like this.

However, no Cinderella can avoid the midnight clock. She took a long time to remove her makeup, stepped on the ground with bare feet, her toes were red and swollen, and she took off her gorgeous body. She still looks so ordinary .

When she returned to the room, she wanted to thank him for his help to her today. Finally, she did not become a laughing stock again. Although there was pain, she still lived happily.

However, when I went back, I saw him squatting next to the cabinet. Because she liked it, when she got married, she decided to make this tall cabinet, which extended from the roof. If she wanted to get the top thing, she even had to step on it. Stools, white cabinets, from top to bottom, there are many items, and in the bottom drawers, there are a few things she brought from home.

What Gu Minjie is holding at this moment is what she brought from home.

The photo album he held in his hand was full of photos of her and Li Dongjun.

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She stood there barefoot, her hair loose and shaved to her face, she leaned down and said, "This is..."

Instead, he just put the stuff back in the drawer and said, "Oh, I remember I had a red notebook, I don't know where I put it."

His flat expression, with indifference, he brushed past her, she only felt cold.

He picked up his clothes and said, "You rest first, those brothers must celebrate my birthday, and I have to go out."

Thinking about it later, that was the first time he was cold to her. Before that, although she didn't like the marriage very much, he was still good to her. After that time, he became more and more cold and often left. Explain why, and in the end, there is no reason.

That night, she took Li Dongjun's photo album and turned it page by page. In fact, it was not because she still thought about Li Dongjun that she kept the photo album. It was put in that drawer and never took it out again. In the beginning, she kept it, flipping through it occasionally, from the beginning to the end, she would laugh at herself, no matter how close she used to be, it turned out that the later unfeeling was just a moment, the change of people, some Time is really unexpected, so I can't believe it, I can't believe that a little bit of tenderness in a man, that tenderness, maybe one day, will become poison.

She thought he must have misunderstood, she could have explained, but he never gave her a chance, not once.

This time, it was his birthday again, and the family said it was going to be celebrated, but he didn't agree, so he dismissed it because he was busy with the company, that's why my aunt lost her temper with her today.

After making the phone call, she leaned against the door and watched the time go by. It's nine o'clock. Can he come back before twelve o'clock?

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Gu Minjie has been drinking there, ever since he answered the phone.

A brother came over and knocked on his chest, "Hey, look at you, you are like a boy who hasn't played a trick yet, why, brother, which woman made you scratch your heart and lungs like this."

He directly pushed the person away, "Go." He drank another sip of wine, he didn't want to make a big deal on his birthday, but how could these brothers allow him to just pass by like this? The name was to celebrate his birthday, but the mahjong player over there played mahjong, howling song, he, the birthday star, had long been forgotten.

He looked at Wang Zhiping and said, "I'm going first, I was urged by my family."

Wang Zhiping smiled meanly, "Are you reminded by the family, or by the lovely wife at home? Hey, I see that you hid your wife. How long have you been married, and you haven't brought it out a few times."

He just waved his hand, "Go on, go on, I'll go first."

Lin Ansen came over, "Want to leave? That's impossible. What time is it, not nine o'clock."

He leaned over, "Hey, don't be ignorant, I'm doing it for your own good, I'm fine, if you don't go back sooner, your family..."

Lin Ansen put his arms around him, "It's okay, I will risk my life to accompany the gentleman today."

"Go, go." He still pushed the person away and walked out, "I won't be poor with you."

He didn't know what he was still looking forward to, what was he waiting for, go back?Going back was nothing but deserted, and he had to face a woman who shrank into a ball in fright when she saw him.

He hated to see her frightened expression, with round eyes, as if the person in front of her was not her husband, but a tiger that would pounce on her at any time.

He hates seeing her cautious look even more, as if every sentence has to be carefully thought out, he remembers that she should not be like this before, what made her become like this?Oh, he doesn't want to believe it's because of their marriage...

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Seeing him coming back, Shen Man immediately jumped off the bed.

At ten o'clock, he finally arrived home.

He still smelled of alcohol, he walked in and glanced at her, she looked at him with a smile, "You're back."

"I ate out," he said.

She smiled and nodded, "I think so too... But, I made a cake, how can I just eat and drink on my birthday, I always have to eat cake."

He raised his eyebrows to look at her, and there seemed to be a little surprise in that scrutinizing expression. She smiled and led him inside.

The cake was placed on the table, and the sweet smell hit her face. She smiled embarrassedly, "I'm not very good at cooking, and the dough is not baked well, and the cream is not good." It was written crookedly, Happy birthday.It's really ugly.

He sat down, she lit a candle, and said, "Although... a bit naive, but let's make sense."

He glanced at her again, and she was afraid that there would be boredom in that look, but fortunately, there was no such thing.

He blew out the candles, and she happily cut the cake for him. He took a bite, and then, almost spit it out, he coughed a few times, looked up, and said, "You...what did you put in it? Wasabi ?”

She blinked, "No... No way..."

She dug a mouthful of the cake, and was about to spit it out. The eyes of both of them were moist, and they held back their tears. She covered her mouth and said, "I don't go to the kitchen very much, and I don't know what is what. , Whoops, I guess I misplaced it." After speaking, she coughed again.

It's the same with him, two people look at each other, is it necessary to be so touched on a birthday, they are about to cry.

Thinking of this, he laughed out loud.

The atmosphere suddenly changed from stiff to good.

Perhaps because of this, the cake didn't come out a few bites afterwards, but the two of them seemed to have changed a lot in their hearts.

He went to take a shower, came out and saw her with a cold face, walked over, she threw the clothes into the bucket of dirty clothes, he remembered that the clothes smelled like a woman, and going out with them would naturally be rejected. Ridiculously, the woman in the room who did not know who brought her always rubbed against him... With a little smile on his lips, he walked over and said, "Go to sleep."

She looked up at him, but didn't say what she wanted to say, but he could tell that she still cared.

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At night, she was lying on the bed with her husband lying beside her. He seemed to be very happy today, and he was much gentler to her movements, but she was still tired and hurt.

Today she moved her mind, but it was not glorious. She deliberately put mustard in the cake in order to ease the relationship between them. She thought it was a success, but she was not happy.

In the middle of the night, she went to his study and turned on his computer.There are already more than a dozen divorce agreements piled up in his mailbox, each of which has signs of being opened by someone. As careful as he is, the mailbox is also clean and tidy, well organized. Her divorce agreement has also been deliberately put away. in a category.

Then, she went back to her room and sent him another letter, still so stubborn, so desperate, so helpless...

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The next day, she went to the big manor of Mo Ziyan's family.

Ziyan was still eating breakfast, Chenchen opened his mouth and said, "Mom, I want more." Ziyan glared at him and said, "Boys have to support themselves, how can they always be fed by their mother?"

Chenchen stuck out her tongue, muttered something, and ate it honestly.

Shen Man looked at Chenchen's cute look and said, "Ziyan, you can't always be so fierce to Chenchen. You see how handsome Chenchen is, how can you be willing? If you continue to behave like this, why don't you let Chenchen treat you like this?" Let me be your son." She said to Chenchen, "Chenchen, go with auntie, auntie won't be mean to you, and she will feed you every morning."

Chenchen glared at Shen Man directly, "You're not my mother!" Then he looked at Ziyan obsequiously, "You're not as good-looking as my mother!"

Shen Man's face was covered with black lines

Mo Ziyan shrugged helplessly at Shen Man, although that meant that there was nothing I could do, but Shen Man could clearly see the pride on her face.

After breakfast, she asked Chenchen to go in and play by herself first. Chenchen was tired of her for a while, so she must let her in to play games with her. It took her a long time to coax her in. He blamed Shen Man for all his sins. .Shen Man made a face with him, watched him go in, and then said to Zi Yan, "You can't always coax the child at home, he looks like a girl now, he has no masculinity at all."

Ziyan hit her directly, "You are jealous, you just said he was cute."

Shen Man sighed, and leaned on the big soft sofa in her house, Ziyan looked at her and said, "Otherwise, you will have one too."

Shen Man laughed dryly, what happened, let alone a divorce.

In fact, when she first got married, she thought about giving birth to a child for the Gu family, and it wasn't her thinking. She realized that he had calculated her menstrual period every time, and would be careful during the dangerous period, so she knew that it was he who didn't want her to have a baby.

Now she feels lucky. Fortunately, she didn't have any children, otherwise how would she get divorced?

Only then did she remember, so she complained to Ziyan for a while.

Shen Man is not a talkative person. Everyone thinks that she is taciturn and her mouth is tight, but she always vomits bitterness to Ziyan, and it is all because of Ziyan's good mind. Ziyan said , "I'm sloppy with my own affairs, and I don't even understand it. As for other people's feelings, that's what you say."

After listening to Shen Man's bitterness, she said, "In other words, you suspect that he has seen the divorce agreement at all, and you just pretended not to know?"

(End of this chapter)