Married Involuntarily 2

Chapter 2 Marriage is a frog in warm water (2)
After marrying Gu Minjie, she thought that she had to do better, so that they would gradually like her, but after three years, she was finally disappointed.

She didn't know what she did wrong, she just felt that she had already done everything, and if she couldn't do it properly, she should tell her clearly what to do.

But after three years, she no longer prayed. At the beginning of this year, she finally won the opportunity to go out to work. Subconsciously, she may want to rely on work to lose the burden of her family, or, because her family is dissatisfied, she wants to find comfort at work .

But no matter what, she devoted herself to her work, followed her senior brother, and hoped to do a good job.

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Seeing him coming back, Gu Minmin smiled at him, but he just looked at her lightly and said, "Let's eat."

Because my aunt was away, the meal went surprisingly smoothly, and then I talked to my father downstairs for a while, and the two went upstairs.

She looked at him, that tall and straight back, once provoked countless girls to follow him. Although she is married now, she believes that there are still many girls who are willing to be by his side. She also thought about it, when he is not in front of her In these dark nights, is there a better girl by his side?
The strange thing is that she didn't feel jealous, but sad. Her marriage turned into a frog boiled in warm water. She, a helpless frog, was still jumping in the warm water without any enthusiasm, silently waiting to die.

He walked in, sat on the bed and read a book, and she went in to take a shower first, she thought, maybe he will stay today, so, does she have to perform another duty as a husband and wife?
With such thoughts in mind, she washed slowly. After an unknown period of time, there was finally no place to wash or scrub, so she put on her pajamas and went out.

He was still sitting on the bed, looking up at her from under the book.

Because of the moisture, her skin is pink, and because she loves to be clean, she always buys white pajamas, and hangs a whole set of them in the closet. He beckoned to her, "Come here."

She took two steps forward, and he frowned, "Am I scary?"

She was afraid that he would get angry again, so she took two steps forward, and he pulled her over and hugged her directly on the bed, with obvious impatience on his face and a lot of rough movements.

She struggled subconsciously, but when he tore her pajamas, she had already compromised, turned her head, closed her eyes, and wanted to feel the passion, who said that life is like rape, since you can't resist, Then, go enjoy it, she feels that rape is like life, since she is powerless to resist, she can only enjoy it.

I don't know how long it took, she was exhausted, and he was finally satisfied.

She huddled there, and heard him turn over to wash, without missing it for a moment.

The sound of rushing water, like a lullaby, made her drowsy. When he came out, he patted her, "Go and wash."

She raised her head slightly, supported her body that seemed to be falling apart, and slowly got up.

Unexpectedly, such an action actually angered him.

He frowned, "What's your expression like? Are you wronged to have sex with me?"

She said, "No...just a little tired."

He sneered, "Tired? Living with me, tired?"

She couldn't explain it no matter what, she sat up and wanted to talk, but he had already pulled up his clothes and walked out without even looking at her.

This time I left, I don't know when I will come back next time.

She walked slowly to the bathroom to wash. If outsiders knew the state of her life in this happy marriage, she didn't know how she would feel.

4
The next day, she went to Mo Ziyan's place.

She and Mo Ziyan met each other late, that woman always speaks indifferently, but she is the best at tricking people. After knowing Mo Ziyan for two months, all her past was tricked away by her.

Ziyan often said to her, "But if you want to get a divorce, I'm afraid it's not easy. In a family like theirs, marriage is difficult, and divorce is even more difficult."

As soon as Shen Man heard her say this, she felt that she had been splashed with cold water, and she gritted her teeth in front of Ziyan angrily, "Why am I so stupid, why should I marry him, why should I marry him?" To marry him, I..."

Ziyan made her coffee with a smile, shook his head, and said, "Why do you ask me that?"

But it is rare for Shen Man to have such a friend who can tell the truth. She is fine, and always loves to visit her, talk to her, and listen to her nagging.

Mo Ziyan said, "Don't you think it's you who make yourself tired? You see, you don't regard marriage as enjoyment, but as a job. It seems that everyone in the marriage, including your husband, is The clients you deal with in your work, so, of course, you won’t be likable.”

Shen Man thought, what she said was right.

If you think about it deeply, she is like this. Her idea is very simple. After marrying into their family, she has to be responsible for her own identity. In this way, she is a responsible girl, so from the beginning, she forced Do such "work" yourself.

She raised her head and said, "But, what if it's not like this..." After three years of being married to him, she still didn't get involved in this marriage. Sometimes I don't know whether it's acting or real, and it's even more difficult for outsiders to understand, but in the dead of night, when the bright and beautiful curtain is drawn, she will always wake up.

She felt more and more that marriage was the real nuclear weapon. After it was defeated, everything in the past would no longer exist, and that lively and stubborn girl went to nowhere.

When she went back, she continued to send him a divorce agreement, stubborn, hopeless, endless...

I would marry him back then, but in the final analysis, I still have to blame her. No, no, in the final analysis, I still have to blame Li Dongjun. The senior graduation season is also the breakup season. Couples who have been with each other for many years in college, because of various reasons They went their separate ways, wave after wave of breaking up.

In fact, she never thought that she would break up with Li Dongjun, because they are in the same city, but Dongjun lives in the suburbs, and she lives in the city. She has never been very clear about the reason why Dongjun broke up with her. It was heard from others that he went to America with Liu Yanyan.

So she thought that she should be a stumbling block to others' academic success. Now that they have a stepping stone, of course they decisively dumped her as a stumbling block.

But they have been dating for three years, and their relationship has always been very good. The breakup was a sudden blow. She didn't cry or make a fuss. It was the first time I went to the bar street that night. The decadent atmosphere in the bar was very suitable for a broken relationship. She sat there She looks like a student and doesn't match the surrounding environment very well. She played very well that day, and she usually gets drunk after just one drink.

Later she recalled that she ran into Gu Minjie on the way to the bathroom. She never thought he was the kind of person who would go to that kind of place. , She vomited everywhere, he frowned and took her out of the bar, he said, "I'll take you home."

She shook her head vigorously. If she went back like that, her father would definitely break her leg.

Gu Mingjie said, "Then what to do, where are you going?"

She has such a temper, she used to walk around him when she saw him, but that day she pushed Gu Minjie away and yelled at him, "You don't care where I'm going, just let me fend for myself by the side of the road... "

His good-looking eyebrows showed anger, and then he really dragged her to the side of the road, leaving her to fend for herself, she leaned against the side of the road and collapsed on the ground, standing there bent over her as if he was tall, " What's wrong with you, lost love? Heh, you made yourself like this when you lost love, Shen Man, you are really good, you let your father see you like this, he is the one who is sad."

She stared at him, "Don't mention my dad to me."

He looked at her contemptuously, "Do you not want to mention it, or are you afraid to mention it?"

Shen Man has a very stubborn temperament. He said that, she would die standing up even if she died, she stood up with one side of the street lamp, she stood crookedly, and said bravely, "Gu Minjie, I'm fine, You see, I have nothing to do, isn't it just broken love, I have a lot of experience of broken love, it doesn't matter..."

Seeing her like that, he burst out laughing. He came to help her and said, "Forget it, since you won't go home, you must find a place to rest. You're very drunk."

He took her to Sandia Hotel, got someone to bring a change of clothes, and asked her to take a shower first.

She washed and washed, and really fell asleep.

When he woke up, he found that something had happened.

She wasn't wearing anything, and the bed was in chaos. None of this made her feel good. The most important thing was the people lying beside her.

Gu Minjie woke up from his sleep, propped up his elbows, and lay there recliningly, his usual serious look was replaced by laziness and sleepiness, his upper body was naked, only covered by the thin quilt, his honey-colored skin, with Well-proportioned muscles, and then showed her a smile that turned all sentient beings upside down, really the best in the world.

She covered her mouth and looked at him, then hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was drunk last night, I'm so sorry...I...I didn't mean to..."

Later, when she thought about it, she wanted to beat herself up very much, whether she could have something to do, whether he should be apologetic, he is a big man, what loss can she have, her innocence, just pay it to him.

But she felt that she owed him at that time, she knew that he had a lover, and he made earth-shattering disturbances, how could she not know, she quickly wrapped herself up, stood barefoot on the ground, and said to him embarrassingly, "Just act like... nothing happened today...I'm so sorry..."

At that time, she didn't think that a man's sex and love could be completely separated. She felt that she caused him to betray his lover, and she was simply a sinner.

Her body hurts a lot, and her whole body is sore. She has always been a good student, and the closest contact with Li Dongjun is to kiss each other on the lips. She just watched people enjoy it so much, and never experienced it herself, so she didn't know why it hurt so much, as if she had done some huge project yesterday.

In the subsequent marriage, when she saw his mighty appearance on the bed, she realized that she was the one who vented to her door that day. It hurts like falling apart.

But she apologized so sincerely that day, she didn't know how to express the guilt she felt towards him.

Later, when Gu Minjie sent her home, she didn't dare to look at his face along the way. After a few days, he didn't show up. - The world broke up.She was even more guilty, and she always wondered if it was because of her that he broke up.

A few days later, he appeared at the gate of her school. On the day Li Dongjun bid farewell to her when he went abroad, Gu Mingjie proposed to her in a very romantic way.

She was still in a daze at the time, she looked blankly at the prince-like Gu Mingjie, and asked him, "Why?"

He said, "I will always be responsible to you."

With twinkling eyes, she said, "Actually, there's no need...you can pretend that nothing happened, really..."

He just smiled. At that time, he would not be cold-faced to her, like everyone else, he would smile at her like a spring breeze, and he said, "I want to pretend it never happened, but the point is that I Can't do it, Shen Man, marry me!"

He knelt down on one knee, and the shining five-carat diamond ring dazzled so many people's eyes.

She saw Li Dongjun looking at her from a distance, she saw the jealousy in his eyes, almost like revenge, she accepted the ring on his hand.

However, since she got married, the ring has been placed in the corner of her drawer. The five-carat diamond ring is too heavy, and it is unimaginable to outsiders.

5
On this side, Shen Man's company is about to go online, and everything is almost ready.

At the beginning, she wanted to work. When she said at the class reunion, it happened that senior brother Ji Yunzheng was going to start a company, so she invited her to come with her. She said that it was a partnership between two people, and there was no such thing as a boss or a boss. She thought that she didn't want to stay in the company all day anyway. Being a wife at home, you have to adapt to interpersonal relationships first when you go to the company. She stayed at home after graduation. It is estimated that there are not many places willing to ask her, so she agreed.

Brother was going to open a B2C online virtual shopping mall (B2C: Business-to-Consumer, merchant to customer). At that time, Taole.com had been booming for several years. Everyone felt that it would be difficult to make it so big, but he I feel that Taole always has more C2C (customer-to-customer) products, which are scattered and miscellaneous, and there are many counterfeit products. He is now a credible B2C, and the public should trust this kind of shopping mall more, so several people discussed it. Start planning.

The two discussed the name. After thinking for a long time, they chose the word Fanwu. At the beginning of the launch, they planned to only sell shirts. Someone asked him, why did he sell men's shirts?Men don’t seem to be the main force in online shopping. He said, first, it’s a good policy to specialize in the whole and point to the surface. Second, the size of men’s shirts is accurate. Men don’t have as many requirements when buying clothes as women. You can wear it when you go back.However, because Taole is preconceived and has already occupied most of the online shopping market, whether they can enter the market remains to be seen.

On the first day of going online, everyone was extremely nervous. The website is dominated by white and low-key red borders. Red can stimulate people's spirits, and white looks professional. All the pictures and text on the website are from Shen Man. To the extreme, we strive to make visitors feel that this mall is reliable at a glance.

However, after waiting nervously for a day, the pv value is only so little, which is worse than the personal webpage. Everyone is more or less frustrated. Opening an online store on Taole now is better than this. The first day is simply Failed.

Ji Yunzheng clapped his hands at night and said to everyone, "Okay, don't look depressed, can website promotion be done in a day? You are all professionals, you have to believe in your ability, today is the first day of going online , I will continue to do search engine optimization tomorrow, and the advertisements will be launched one after another, everyone, come on!"

Ji Yunzheng is a very convincing person. He raised his fist and smiled at everyone, and everyone was encouraged to come back. It doesn't matter, the battle has only just begun, how can the winner be determined?
Things in the company made her in a bad mood. When she got home, her aunt stopped her, "Why are you back so late?"

She said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Auntie, there are some things in the company today..."

"We're right. You have to come back on time at night before you're allowed to go to work. Really, what's wrong with your family? You have to go out to work by yourself..."

Shen Man just lowered her head and listened. She knew that her aunt's sudden anger was not just because she came back late. Sure enough, she finished nagging her work and said, "Why hasn't Mingjie come back these two days?"

Shen Man put away her hands, pulled the bag on her shoulder, and said, "The company is busy..."

"What are you busy with? Look, it wasn't like this before I got married. I thought it would be easier to take care of me when I got married, but now it's even better. I can't control it anymore when I get married." Auntie looked at her, as if It was as if she was driving Gu Minjie out.

Couldn't help it, she said, "I can't keep him locked up..."

"Oh, you're talking back to me, aren't you?"

"No."

Shen Man knew that it was useless to talk back, anyway, in the eyes of her aunt, no matter what happened, she was right. At this age, she no longer expected that people who didn't like her could suddenly burst into tears of gratitude for some trivial matter. In the days when I was just married, I always thought that I should do more, be more busy, be more friendly, and be warmer, so they would always like it. However, those efforts were broken by my aunt's words, aunt Said, "Oh, Manman really has a heart, and she worked really hard to please us."

It turned out that her efforts were taken as deliberate flattery, her smile turned into a fake smile, and her kindness was only taken as scheming.

Today, three years later, she finally knows that the way to live in peace in this family is to pretend that she doesn't exist, do nothing, listen to nothing, eat when she eats, but keep silent, and don't go out Just stay in your own room, pretend that you don't exist, go out quietly, don't disturb anyone, just be quiet like this, that's fine.

At night, she breathed a sigh of relief, thought about it, and called Gu Mingjie anyway.

The phone beeped, and she repeated in her heart what she wanted to say to him.

After a long time, he finally answered the phone, Shen Man grabbed the receiver and said, "Where is it?"

Gu Mingjie said, "Gathering with friends."

But she couldn't find anything to say anymore, and what she wanted to say was choked in her throat, unable to open her mouth.

After thinking for a long time, she said, "Well, are you coming back tonight?"

He said, "Oh? What's up?"

She lowered her voice, "Today is... your birthday..."

He fell silent. Such precision made her even more flustered. If he refused, how embarrassed would she be?
He said, "Wait and see."

Then he put down the phone.

She sat on the bed, looked at the window, on the balcony, there was moonlight coming in, the scattered moonlight, like tulle, spilled all over the floor, she put on her clothes, it was already late, his birthday was about to pass.

(End of this chapter)