One way to go north

Chapter 186 Shedding the Cocoon 1
She walked past Chengzhen with a smile, and walked towards the door of the baby room with a smile. At the door, there stood the bewildered nanny, little mother, and Yiling...

"Miss..."

The little mother and the nanny held her by one arm.

She still smiled, softly, "I'm fine..."

The voice was so soft that it seemed to come from the clouds, even when she heard it, it seemed that it was not her own...

Gently breaking free from their hands, one step at a time, she floated lightly towards her bedroom, her footsteps were so flimsy, as if she would fall at the next step, anyone who saw it would be worried...

The nanny hurriedly stepped forward, trying to support her, but she also broke free gently...

She is fragile, even cowardly; she is weak inside, but she must be strong.Even if there is no one to help her, she still has to pretend to be strong and walk on.

This is a habit she has developed since she was a child, just like the day her mother passed away, even though she was very scared and scared, she still pretended to be brave and widened her eyes; even though she wanted to cry very much, she still squatted in the corner She tried her best not to let her tears flow, until Jessie found her, and she burst into tears as if she saw her relatives...

Tong Yinian, don't cry, don't show weakness, you have performed badly enough today, so even if you want to go crazy, you have to lock yourself in the room and go crazy by yourself...

Her weak footsteps supported her shaky body and continued to walk towards the bedroom.

However, at the top of the stairs, a black shadow appeared, and she bumped into it without paying attention.

The sudden loud noise made her whole body tense, and when she raised her head, a dark face, tired from the journey, appeared in front of her eyes...

"Kang Qi..." She bit her lips, like a helpless boat in the vast night sea, finding the light of a star, the warm flame in her heart trembled slightly.

That person, who can make her show her inner weakness, is here...

"Nian Nian!" A pair of strong hands held her arms, just like the tone when he called her name, like a shot in the heart, giving people shocking power.

She didn't ask Shen Kangqi why he came back, as if it was a matter of course, so many years of brother-sister relationship, enough to make each other appear when the other needs each other, just like hearing that he disappeared in the flood, she desperately traveled through thousands of mountains It was as if Shui Qian had gone to look for him. At this moment, when she was so lonely and at a loss, it was not surprising that he would appear by her side...

She didn't refuse his support either, she was really tired from supporting her, as if she would fall in the next step, and her stomach was even more uncomfortable, when she was depressed, it seemed that the pregnancy reaction came even more Faster, the indescribable pain made her feel that this body was no longer hers...

When I went back to the room and lay down on the bed, I still felt that my body was light and light, like flying on clouds.

Shen Kangqi's gentle voice sounded, "Girl, don't be afraid, I'm back, I'm here for everything, you rest well! I'll do the rest!" When he said this, he held Tong Yinian's hand, feeling that she was about to He grasped it tightly, her nails had even dug into his flesh, the pain ached, and his heart also ached...

After hearing what he said, Tong Yinian grabbed him even more tightly with his hand, and suddenly opened his closed eyes, looking at him in bewilderment, "Kang Qi, you want to go?"

Shen Kangqi frowned slightly, and said with a smile, "I won't leave, you go to sleep, I will always be here."

Only then did the expression on Tong Yinian's face relax, and he closed his eyes again, but his hand kept holding on to Shen Kangqi's hand...

In fact, after going crazy, she knew very well that, strictly speaking, Shen Kangqi couldn't help her. Her father was still inside. If her father's charges were true, the company would probably be shut down. Maybe even their house and their name Those properties can't be kept, and what to do in the future is completely unknown. No one can help her, including Kang Qi, nothing can be done...

However, at this time, she really needs someone by her side, and someone who can dig out her heart and soul, someone who is intimate, who can stand by her side, let her take a breath, and let her impetuous heart slow down. Slowly settle down, tell her that she is not alone, that is enough...

Fortunately, she still has Kang Qi...

So, in her heart that had finally calmed down, who was that person who appeared in her dream?At the same time, did she also appear in his dream?
In front of her eyes, there was only a blurry scene. In the mist, there was the sound of a piano curling up. It was such a cheerful tune, and someone happily sang along with the music: Kiss my baby, I want to fly over the mountains...

Such harmony and joy, it seems that the singers of this song are facing the most lovely angel in the world...

The mist gradually cleared away, and a house appeared. In front of the house was a white grand piano. An elegant man was sitting in front of the piano. The little dress, the slightly curly long hair, very much like her in that month...

She approached slowly, trying to see the exact faces of the two people, but suddenly, everything disappeared, leaving only the lonely house and the closed door...

There seemed to be a door in her heart, which suddenly closed at that moment...

Then, a familiar call came from behind, "Nian Nian... Nian Nian..."

It's Dad's voice!It's dad!

She was startled suddenly, and woke up from a dream, as if frightened, her hands twitched involuntarily.

Shen Kangqi immediately grabbed her tightly, "Nian Nian, I'm here, don't be afraid!"

She stared blankly at Shen Kangqi, her mind was still full of scenes from her dreams, the sound of the piano, the elegant man, the shallow green woman...

She started to feel headache again...

Such a scene can only be a dream after all. The real reality is that Dad was arrested...

What does this dream mean?She was almost addicted to that dream, it was her father who woke him up...

Yes, in the dark, Dad must want her to return to reality...

It's just that I don't know how Dad is doing now?

Her sluggish eyes rolled around, and she became a little active. Looking at Shen Kangqi, she said hoarsely, "Kang Qi, I want to see my father, can you help me find a way?"

In principle, it is impossible to see it at this time, and the relationship with important people in the political and legal circles that was established before the accident may not work at this time. This is a cold world, and everyone just wants to protect themselves , the only way is to ask Kang Qi to ask Commander Shen...

"Okay, I'll find a way." Shen Kangqi held her hand, his dark eyes were full of pity, "But, you are like this now..."

She is now like this, extremely weak, how can he be relieved?

Tong Yinian swallowed her saliva, feeling her throat was so dry and hot, she tried her best to smile, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, I can..."

Once she's gone crazy, she won't have the strength to go crazy anymore...

In the past two years of marriage, all the depression and suffocation have to be vented out. Now, it can be regarded as vented completely, cleanly, and hurt completely, cleanly...

"Then I'll go back and find a way. You have to stay by yourself. I'll come later." Kang Qi stared at her, bent down, hugged her, and whispered in her ear, "Don't be afraid, No matter what, in the end you still have me..."

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she was on the verge of collapse. Often a word, a movement, was a spark, enough to ignite a raging bonfire and warm her whole heart...

She nodded with tears in her eyes, and said hoarsely, "I know, Kang Qi, I always knew..."

"Well, don't think about it, I'll go home first, you can rest at home, don't do anything, just lie down!" He just said, you don't have to do anything, when you get divorced, I will take care of you!
It's just that he knows that the time to say this has not yet come...

Tong Yinian watched Shen Kangqi's back disappearing outside the corridor. At this moment, his messy brain began to actively clear up his thoughts.

She is really grateful to Kang Qi, she must have learned about the accident in her house from Commander Shen immediately, and then came to her house directly from the army...

She still has Kang Qi...the person who will never betray her...

Realizing this matter again, the feeling of desolation in her heart that sees through everything is no longer so strong. There is still beauty in her life...

(End of this chapter)