One way to go north

Chapter 146 You Can't Get It 2
"Nian Nian, you stupid girl..."

"Nian Nian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

In the end, when all the voices were condensed into the three words "I'm sorry", his voice became a magic voice, and he kept saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...", that voice made her dizzy, and made her walk vainly , bringing her closer to the brink of collapse...

Finally, when she stepped on a small stone, she sprained her ankle and fell heavily to the ground. Her knees and elbows were in excruciating pain...

She tried to get up, but found that she was sweating profusely and was exhausted.In the end, it was the screaming and reckless running that exhausted her body and mind just now, and she exhausted all her strength. Now she just wants to just fall to the ground like this, don't move at all, even if she just sleeps to death...

With a pair of arms under her armpits, his worried voice sounded, "Nian Nian, does it hurt from the fall?"

He seemed to want to pick her up.

She opened her eyes and looked at him with hatred under the dim headlights, "Don't touch me!"

He ignored her, and hugged her domineeringly. Her limbs were limp, and she had no strength to struggle, only tears, still flowing wantonly, "Lu Xiangbei! I don't have the strength to deal with you! But I have the strength to hurt myself , do you believe it or not?"

"Niannian!" He frowned and stared at her.

She began to bite her lip, biting very hard, a small white tooth was exposed outside her lips, her eyes were full of determination.

He lowered his head in pain, "Nian Nian, I was the one who was wrong, don't use my mistakes to punish yourself, you have to vent your anger, just bite me, bite me..."

She tried her best to turn her head away, but tears flowed like a fountain...

He hugged her and wanted to put her in the car. She knew his intentions and clamored to get out of his arms, but he refused to let her go. She raised her injured elbow and threatened with tears, "You Do you want to let go? If you don’t let go, I’ll scratch my own wounds!”

Her elbow was torn and bleeding, while her other hand was grabbing towards the blood stream.

He finally couldn't hold on anymore, put her down, and still hugged her, this time, he clearly knew that it was he who was crying, and he was holding her and begging in pain, "Nian Nian! Don't do this! Don't hurt yourself! You can do whatever you want..."

But in fact, when she got out of his arms, as soon as her foot touched the ground, she immediately felt a heart-pounding pain in her ankle bone. She couldn't stand still, she slid down to the ground, fell to the ground again, and fell at his feet ...

"Niannian..." He knelt down, held her face, pressed her forehead against her forehead in the way he was used to and liked, the tip of his nose touched the tip of her nose, his tears merged with hers, and he called her name , The voice broke my heart, "Nian Nian, Nian Nian, don't be like this, okay? Let's get in the car first, and we'll talk when we have something to say when we go home, okay?"

Home?She smiled sadly.

It wasn't her home, it wasn't...

It's just a house...

Where is her home?Does she have a home in this world?

Suddenly, she felt so pitiful...

She felt even more ridiculous to herself, just a few days ago, she was still feeling happy for the person who was waiting for him to come home at the window, but she didn't know that this so-called happiness was just an illusion...

"You go, I don't want to see you." She said weakly and coldly.

He didn't move, just squatted on the ground, snuggling with her.

"I let you go! Get out!" She raised her voice, but there was no big difference in her ears, except that the hoarseness was more obvious.

He still doesn't move.

"Lu Xiangbei! What do you mean? I don't want to see you! Get lost!" She began to push him.

Instead, he hugged her into his arms and said firmly to her in a hoarse voice, "I won't go! I said that I will be where you are! I promised you that I would be by your side when you were sad, and I will not go! "

Yeah?If she had said this a few days ago, she would have been so moved that she would mistakenly think it was a promise of happiness again, but today it sounded so false and ridiculous, he really lied too much, and it was so slippery that he didn't need to draft it of……

"Okay, you don't go! I'll go!" She gritted her teeth and stood up. As soon as she exerted force on her feet, the pain began again, and her whole body became weak from the pain.

She tried her best to support herself and walked two steps, and the pain was so painful that big drops of sweat came out, and finally felt a pair of hands supporting her arms, and she let herself fall to the ground in resentment, "Lu Xiangbei! I I would rather fall to my death than have you help me!"

"Nian Nian!" Faced with her stubbornness and tears, he was a little at a loss, and just persuaded her, "Let's go home first, shall we? No matter what, we must treat the wound first!"

She really hated him mentioning the word home again, as long as he mentioned it, the sadness in her heart would rise uncontrollably.

On the top of the mountain at night, the wind was very strong. She was actually very cold, and the injured part was burning. She hadn't eaten for almost a day, and she was about to collapse from hunger. In fact, she really longed for a home and warmth.

However, she didn't want to go back to the sad place where he was, and she didn't want him to accompany her to bandage when she was injured. Eating, so, there is no hot wonton to eat...

Time seems to go back to two years ago, she has nothing but scars, and what is worse than two years ago, her injuries today are much more painful than two years ago...

It's still night, the same night, the same people, but no one will look at her with such warm eyes again, let her believe in him, he will give her a home, a life that won't hurt her, and a life that won't hurt her. She eats hot wontons...

However, if everything can start from scratch, she would rather not have the night two years ago in her life, and she would never know a man named Lu Xiangbei who gave her a warm dream, but crushed it with her own hands. gotta smash...

This is like a person who is extremely thirsty in the desert. Seeing an oasis in front of him, he walks forward with hope and confidence, but at the end, he finds that it is just a mirage.Since then, hope has been shattered, energy has been exhausted, and even the strength to survive is gone...

Seeing that she didn't speak, he thought she agreed, so he tried to hug her again, but was stopped by her indifferent eyes.

She took out her mobile phone from her bag and dialed Jesse's number. I'm sorry, Jesse, I don't know who else I can rely on on a night like this...

When Jesse's voice sounded on the other end, she cried again, like a wronged child, crying his name into the phone, "Jessie...Jessie..."

Hearing her crying, Jesse immediately became alert, "Nian Nian, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

She just cried, like a wayward child, "Jessie...Jessie...come save me...come save me..."

"Where are you?" Jesse jumped up, his heart was about to jump out of his throat.

But she doesn't know where she is...

"On the mountain...Jessie...I'm so cold...so hungry...it hurts...I'm dying...you come and save me..." She sobbed loudly, speaking intermittently, feeling at that moment, She is really dying...

Looking at her like this, Lu Xiangbei's heart ached like a knife. She had never been so vulnerable, and what she needed was no longer him...

On the phone, Jesse was still asking where she was. He frowned and told Tong Yinian, "This is Meishan."

As long as she can be brought back, it doesn't matter who comes to pick her up, as long as she doesn't make trouble on this mountain...

He also felt physically and mentally exhausted, so he took a blanket from the car, put it on Tong Yinian, sat beside her, and waited for Jesse's arrival with her.

She shed tears and sobbed silently, like a fragile glass person, with swollen eyes, tear stains all over her face, and a hoarse cry.

She is so close to him, within his reach, her breath lingers in his nose, he really wants to hug her and dry her tears with his warmth, but he can't...

Time passed bit by bit, and seeing that Jesse would arrive, he finally couldn't hold back, and said hesitantly, "Nian Nian, promise me, don't tell anyone what you know..."

As soon as these words came out, she elicited violent reactions and sharp sarcasm, "What? You are also afraid sometimes? Lu Xiangbei, I have no obligation to keep your secret! As I said, I will not let you deal with He My family's plan is successful, if you have the guts to kill me now, and at the same time avenge your Rujiao, otherwise, don't blame me!"

(End of this chapter)