One way to go north

Chapter 145 You Can't Get It 1
She sneered and continued, "Is it Rujiao's? Tell me, isn't Rujiao dead? Where is she buried? Why did Yingying want to be buried with your brother? Why?"

There was obviously a trace of surprise on his face, and the light of vigilance flashed in his eyes, "Nian Nian..."

"Heh! Are you nervous now?" She looked up and smiled, her face was ashen with tears, "Lu Xiangbei, who did you watch the movie "Tong Xiao Wu Gu" with? That made you dare not step into the cinema again? That made you Don’t dare to watch this movie again? Who are you asking?”

There was finally a time when she could ask Lu Xiangbei to be speechless; there was a time when she could see the grayness of decadence in Lu Xiangbei's eyes; there was a time when she could trample on his self-confidence and wantonly laugh...

However, she would rather not have this opportunity, this opportunity that made her feel more heartbroken than at any other time in her life...

Lu Xiangbei, seeing you like this hurts me more than you... Do you understand?Her mournful eyes conveyed these words to him, but there was a desolate smile stretched out between her brows, like petals crushed by the night wind, withering helplessly, "Lu Xiangbei, Yingying is Rujiao, isn't she?" ?”

She heard her own voice so small and hoarse, she was extremely unwilling to say these words...

She saw his astonishment magnified to the limit in his eyes, and then, there was an ink-colored darkness in his pupils...

Although, this is a fact she has already understood, but seeing him no longer argue, and personally admitting that the pain of being on the verge of collapse still makes her heart overwhelmed...

She covered her mouth and shook her head desperately. Tears washed her cheeks like rain. In the end, she put her hands on the car door and trembled. In the tears, she could no longer see his face clearly. On the entire mountaintop, only her hoarse voice was questioning, "Lu Xiangbei! Why don't you deny it? Why can't you say it? Lu Xiangbei! Why are you doing this to me? Why?"

She who was crying in front of her eyes, and her heart-piercing why over and over again, made his heart prick like a needle, and his face was cold, but it was his tears, winding down...

"I'm sorry, Nian Nian... I'm sorry..." He seemed to be speaking with all his strength, but his voice was so weak, so hoarse, so hoarse that even he himself couldn't hear it clearly...

Listening to his hoarse voice, she never hated the word "sorry" more than she does now. She has never cried so sadly in her life, and the sharp gasp made it difficult for her to even breathe. Every sentence was out of breath, but he still clenched his teeth, and every word was very clear, "Lu Xiangbei, I hate you, and I hate you for saying sorry to me! From now on, I will never want to see you!"

After speaking, she opened the car door and rushed into the night.

"Niannian..." He went to grab the hem of her clothes, but he didn't grab it. She slipped away nimbly from his fingertips like a gust of wind. The hem of the clothes lightly touched his fingertips, but it burned his heart like a piece of iron The skin was scorched and the meat was rotten.

He called her name and chased after her. After a few steps, he caught up with her, hugged her in his arms arrogantly, and tried his best.He lowered his head, pressed against her face, and rubbed her hair indiscriminately. There were tears between the two of them, and he couldn't tell whether the tears belonged to him or hers. The liquid that moistened the corners of the lips was as bitter as a lotus heart...

"Nian Nian, don't run, don't make me worry, it's my fault, I will give you time to punish you, I can cut you into pieces, but please, be good at this time, and trust me one last time, okay? "He hugged her tightly to prevent him from moving, his hoarse voice whispered in her ear.

He had never been so humble in front of her...

However, in her view, this would only be more ironic. She was heartbroken and struggled in his arms, "Lu Xiangbei? Do you think I will still trust you? Are you going to coax me like this? Believe in you for the last time, so that you can complete your big event, right? Lu Xiangbei! I won't be stupid again! Aren't you going to deal with the He family? Let me tell you! Don't even think about it! Want me to be your pawn? You Don't even think about it! I'm going to find He Ziyu now, and I'm going to tell him to be careful of you! Let me go!"

"Nian Nian! You're crazy!" He was horrified, and hugged her even tighter, with panic on his face that he had never seen before.

She smiled triumphantly and desolately, "Yes! I'm crazy! I'm crazy when I meet you Lu Xiangbei! I'm so crazy that I run through red lights at [-] times an hour just to find you! I'm so crazy that I know you're married to me Use me, but I still hope that there will be a win-win ending! Lu Xiangbei! I will continue to be crazy! A lunatic will not consider the consequences of doing things! I will not let your plan succeed! Let go I!"

"Don't let go!" He gritted his teeth, extremely firm.

She only said that he was worried that he would really go to He Ziyu, and said with a smile, "What? Are you scared? Afraid that I will go to He Ziyu to report the news? Then you kill me! Just kill me and silence!"

Her smile is a weapon that hurts his heart more than her tears. It hurt him unbearably. He held her head, looked into the depths of her pupils, and told her word by word, "Nian Nian, you are talking nonsense." What? How could I kill you? How could I kill? How could I be willing to hurt you..."

She was still listening to the previous words, but when she heard the last sentence, she felt disgusted and bored, and interrupted impatiently, "Shut up! Put away your sweet words! If I believe you again, I will really be a pig! Let me go! Are you going to let me go or not?"

He was also very determined, "Don't let it go! It's so late..."

Before he finished speaking, he felt a sharp pain in his shoulder. It turned out that Tong Yinian bit his shoulder very hard, very hard, as if he wanted to bite off a piece of his flesh.

He gritted his teeth and held back, as long as she can vent her anger, as long as she can calm down, she can do whatever she wants, even if she really wants to bite off his flesh piece by piece...

She was tired of biting, but he remained motionless.

The feeling of being entangled by water plants came again, just like a drowning person whose hands and feet are entangled by water plants, unable to break free, unable to escape, but if he is bound like this, the only way is to be drowned...

Her eyes were blurred with tears, and she stared at his blurred outline, her voice trembling slightly, "Lu Xiangbei, a drowning man who is entangled in water plants, if he doesn't want to drown, there is another way, which is to cut off his limbs, you know?" ?”

His face changed drastically, "Nian Nian, what do you mean?"

She looked up at him and cried out, "I can't shake you off, I can't bite you, I can hurt myself, right? If you don't let go, I'll bite myself!"

She really lowered her head and bit her arm, hard and hard, just like when she bit him...

She seemed to put all the resentment and hatred into her teeth, and in an instant, she felt the sweet smell of blood seeping into her lips. She wanted to bite her arm, the more it hurt, whether the pain in her heart would be less Is it obvious?
As a result, the teeth tightened, and the resentment surged even more, but she didn't know whether this hatred was for him or herself...

When he saw that she really bit her, his heart was shocked, and he couldn't help but let go.

Once she was free, she ran like crazy along the road down the mountain, letting her tears fly in the night wind, letting his call be painful behind her...

"Nian Nian! Nian Nian!" He gave up after two steps.Thinking about her at this time, maybe she needs to vent, letting her run is better than torturing her herself, so I let her run, and I turned back immediately, got in the car, and drove behind her all the time, with the lights on Headlights illuminate the way for her.

In fact, she didn't know why she was running, and where she was going. She just took mechanical steps and ran towards the unknown night ahead. What kept echoing in her ears was his voice. He murmured when he was drunk. The voice of "Rujiao", the voice of "Rujiao" when he was sweating profusely in his nightmares, and, in countless days, his bewitching voice when he told lies that were truer than oaths...

"Nian Nian, I will give you a home. When you are sad, I will accompany you to see your mother..."

"Niannian, I love you."

"Is there more love than Ai Rujiao?"

"Yes……"

"Nian Nian, I'm sorry, I will use my life to repay you, I'm sorry..."

"Nian Nian, give me a while and I will pay you back for the rest of your life..."

(End of this chapter)