Can't help feeling for you: can't live without you

Chapter 30
She was silent, and he added softly, "Ai Ling, you know, I can't live without you."

She moved her eyes, and then turned away, not wanting him to see the expression on her face at the moment, the car window was raised, and Wen Bailiang's heart sank suddenly, but then the car door was pushed open, and the heater was turned on from the car. The water gushed out and mixed with the cold air, making him shiver suddenly.

And she whispered to him in the car, "Come in, it's cold outside."

Under the watchful eyes of the security guards, the car slowly drove into the gate. The car was as quiet as the bottom of the water. The driver parked the car in the underground garage and came out to open the door for them. His eyes never fell on Wen Bailiang too much. On the body, it shows the most professional standard that a driver can achieve.

There is an elevator in the garage that goes directly to the residential floors, of course the driver can't go up, Dai Ailing fingerprinted, Wen Bailiang walked in with her.

When the elevator was going up, no one spoke, and in the narrow space, the sound of the steel cables running could be heard. Wen Bailiang was standing beside Dai Ailing. He was much taller than her, and he could see her side by lowering his eyes. Dai Ailing She had short, neat hair. From his angle, she could clearly see a narrow yellow streak near her ears, which was obviously different from the snow white on her face.

Dai Ailing has always paid great attention to her appearance. She has spent a lot of money on her face, and she is usually good at grooming. When going out, most people will never see her real age, but after all, she is a woman in her 40s. She wears makeup all the year round. Whenever he removes his makeup, he reveals a yellowish face, and because of too many Botox injections, his muscles are stiff like wax figures. Sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night, and the curtains in the room are not drawn. The moonlight shining on her face outside would make him break out in a cold sweat suddenly.

But he couldn't live without her.

The elevator is still going up. Dai Ailing lives on the top floor, and the speed of going directly to the elevator is not slow on weekdays, but tonight's time seems to be frozen, and there is no way to reach the end.

Dai Ailing suddenly said, "Why are you chasing me here? Don't you want to turn back? I'll give you freedom. Look, I won't force you to stay."

He looked at her motionless, the elevator was warm and pleasant, but the cold wind outside the door still hadn't dissipated from him, he wanted to speak, but his throat tightened and his voice changed its tone.

"I've already said, I can't live without you."

She suddenly turned her head to look at him, and there was no longer the half-smile he was familiar with on her face, but an expression of regret and helplessness.

And his whole body was stiff, clenched tightly by great fear.

The elevator finally reached the top floor, and the metal door opened silently to both sides. She sighed under his terrified gaze, stretched out her hands to cover his face, and spoke softly.

"Fool, so you know how to be afraid."

The language was lingering, and his heart that had fallen outside his chest was pulled back violently. His shocking appearance pleased her even more. She began to smile, and he didn't waste another second, hugging her Get up, and directly carried her into the room with her soft exclamation.

That night, Wen Bailiang spent every last drop of energy on Dai Ailing's body. She panted under him and screamed when the climax came. After everything was over, she squeezed her sweaty body tightly Sticking to him, whispered, "You went to her."

Neither is a question.

He lowered his head, buried his face between her breasts when he answered, and said in a muffled voice, "No, will you treat me like this? I went to her to find out if you were real. Care about me, I love you, Eileen, I love you."

In the past two years, Wen Bailiang never said these three words.The relationship between the two of them was based on a mutual understanding, and she didn't expect to hear this sentence.

Dai Ailing was stunned, the remaining pleasure in her body had not dissipated, the young man buried his head in front of his chest, his breath was hot and heavy, penetrated through her skin and flesh, and penetrated into her chest, making him Her whole heart softened for it.

In fact, from the moment she saw him standing outside the gate in the cold wind, her heart began to weaken. She was moved by him. Like all people who think they are extremely smart, she only believes what she wants to believe. His answer dispelled her last bit of doubt, and she even began to feel sorry for him, it turned out that he loved her so much.

What reason does he not love her?She has given him so much, even if it is a stone, he will be moved. They have had the best sex life in the past two years. Aren't men addicted to the pleasure of sex?And unable to extricate themselves?Many young men are crazy about women who are much older than themselves. Duras is the best example. Her young lover finally became her husband and stayed with her until the day she died.

Wen Bailiang was right, if she hadn't suspected that he still had feelings for Dong Zhiwei this time, she wouldn't have realized that she cared about him so much, that she was afraid of her mentality, and she punished him, But at the same time, it also gave him and herself the last chance to choose. If he left, she would take everything she gave him, but he came back.

He had a chance to be free, but he came back and said he couldn't live without her, that he loved her!
Dai Ailing couldn't help but hugged the man on her body tightly with both hands, with great force, as if she wanted to press him into her body.

The feeling of being close to suffocation made him have a different kind of excitement. For the first time, he discovered that the woman under him was not as invulnerable as he imagined, nor was he as scary as he imagined. The second she hugged him with all her strength, he Suddenly, he felt that he could surpass her, and even replace her.The hug continued, and Wen Bailiang still maintained the posture of burying his head in front of the woman's chest. There was darkness in front of him, but he saw infinite light from the darkness.

He knew that from this moment on, everything was different.

On the last weekend before the road show, Dong Zhiwei unexpectedly met Chen Wenwen at the gate of Yuan Jingrui's mother's house.

The reason why Dong Zhiwei came here was because she received a call from Yuan Jingrui's mother. The call was dialed to her mobile phone at noon. She was answering a call from the director of the marketing department in her office. It means that the administrative department has cut the administrative budget proposed by the marketing department this year, which he finds unacceptable.

Dong Zhiwei expresses her firm position with the utmost tactful gesture. She has been in the position of head of the administration department for nearly two months. To some extent, I have learned to give both kindness and strength.She had to admit that although she was no longer Yuan Jingrui's personal secretary, she had learned a lot from him. There were some things that didn't need to be taught, and her subtle influence was enough to benefit her for life.

As for Yuan Jingrui, he has kept a distance from her during these days, he has never been alone with her again, except for that winter night in the garden, but that scene was as short as a bubble, and she even doubted whether it really happened Pass.

Therefore, when she saw Yuan's mother's phone number on her mobile phone, Dong Zhiwei's first reaction was incomparably surprised. She thought that the old lady had long forgotten that she was there. After all, Yuan Jingrui already had a new partner. , and this person is still his first love, no matter how much she evades, she can still hear countless gossip about this fairy couple: Yuan Jingrui and Chen Wenwen attended a certain reception together, Yuan Jingrui and Chen Wenwen appeared together in a bar in Xintiandi , Yuan Jingrui went to Chen Wenwen's apartment and left early in the morning...

Dong Zhiwei didn't even know that there were so many paparazzi talents in the company, and Mei Li laughed when he said that.

It was noon, and the two of them were eating noodles in a small restaurant next to the company. Mei Li had been transferred to the real estate department before Dong Zhiwei was promoted to the supervisor of the administrative department, so she did not become her friend's direct supervisor.Meili is the kind of girl who is naturally heartless, and complained after the incident, "If I had known that you were going to the administration department, I would not have agreed to be transferred to the real estate department. You will be my immediate boss." , how good would that be? I also have a backer in the administration department."

I don't even think about it, there are so many friends in the company who later became superiors and subordinates, which couple is not a tragedy.

But fortunately, Dong Zhiwei can still maintain the past relationship with Mei Li, occasionally having lunch together, making her feel that she is not always alone.

In fact, she also lived such a life when she was by Yuan Jingrui's side, but in retrospect, she has never felt such a strong sense of loneliness. Maybe Yuan Jingrui's sense of existence is too strong. Like full.

Meili held up her chopsticks and said to her, "You don't know that our boss is often in magazines? There are more reports in the entertainment section than in the financial section. By the way, there is also a fan club dedicated to him. There are all kinds of gossip. .”

Dong Zhiwei was startled, lowered his head and said, "It's impossible to know everything, right?"

Mei Li gritted her teeth with hatred, and pointed her finger at Dong Zhiwei's head, "What are you afraid of? You have something to do with the boss to excite everyone, don't let others take all the benefits, Give us working people a sigh of relief."

No matter how preoccupied Dong Zhiwei was, she was amused, and asked her back, "You questioned me last time, why did you change your tone after a few days?"

Mei Li sighed, "I was dumbfounded at the time, but after thinking about it, what's wrong? You guys are unmarried and women are unmarried. If you really followed the boss, who in the company would not look up? You? I will follow suit."

"Impossible." Dong Zhiwei answered her decisively, "There will be no result between me and him."

"Don't you? With this kind of man, who will have a result? Of course, enjoy it if you have something to enjoy, and take it first if you have the benefit. Who cares about the result these days? They don't care about eternity, they only care about the past. Have it."

"You're not right!" Dong Zhiwei cried out, blushing.

Someone at the table next to her had already looked over, and Mei Li was taken aback when she saw her so excited, she quickly shook her head, "Okay, okay, even if I'm wrong, Zhiwei, I know you, I understand you, you If you don’t like a person, you just don’t like it. You don’t care how rich or powerful he is, right? But I think the boss really likes you. Don’t say that everyone is talking behind your back. Even I can’t figure it out. If he doesn’t like you , how could you be so kind to you? Put you up to the director position all of a sudden?"

"I..." Dong Zhiwei was at a loss for words, and said after a while, "I was also very surprised, maybe there is a shortage of people for this position."

"I know you are capable. If you change someone else, you can't do it if you ask her to do it. But then again, the boss has to ask you to do it. He treats you really well. In my opinion, men are willing to spend so much time when they are chasing women. thought."

"I've already said, it's impossible." Dong Zhiwei finished this sentence in a deliberately flat tone, not as excited as before, but lowered his head, the arc of the white neck, It felt like she was overwhelmed.

Mei Li was silent for a while, as if she didn't know what to say anymore. After a while, she suddenly remembered something and snapped her fingers, "By the way, He Weiwen resigned, did you know?"

"Why?" Dong Zhiwei raised his head in surprise when the topic changed.

Mei Li sighed, "Why? The performance is too poor, the sales department failed the assessment, and he couldn't stay any longer, so he resigned."

"But where can he go after he resigns?"

"Go back to your hometown. His personality has no future in Shanghai. Why don't you go home and find a job and find a woman to marry." Meili spread her hands, "Actually, he really likes you, but look, now you Already at the supervisor level, he... Well, a man still needs to be a bit more aggressive, otherwise he will have no face to stand next to a woman, let alone pursue you."

Dong Zhiwei shook his head, "That's not the case. He Weiwen is a good man, and I know his intentions. I just can't accept it. It's not his problem."

Mei Li winked her eyes, "If he has the boss's conditions, can you still not accept it?"

"Meili, people can only be happy when they are with their equals. Even a woman, if she can't stand on the same level as a man, she is not qualified to be with him."

Mei Li showed a strange expression, and answered her with a sigh, "Nonsense, the most important thing for a woman is to be a bird, waiting for a man to love her, and a woman is as powerful as a man, so why do you need a man?" ?”

(End of this chapter)