infinite blood core

Chapter 64 Shaking and Suffering

There was silence in the cave.

To be betrayed by his own son, one can imagine how hard it was for Cangsu, a father.

However, when Cang Xu was facing death, he still thought about his son.

Cang Xu hopes that his writings can help his son.Of course, at the same time, he also hopes that his works can be passed down.

There is hate, there is love, and there are many helplessness and vicissitudes.

very complex emotions.

Zhen Jin and Zidi finally began to understand the old scholar in front of them.

No wonder he cherished his life before, and it is no wonder that he is willing to sacrifice himself now.

"If I escape, I will also help you fulfill this last wish." Zidi solemnly promised.

"Thank you Miss Zidi." Cang Xu sincerely thanked.

"Then, Lord Zhujin..." Cang Xu looked at Zhujin again.

Although Zhen Jin didn't speak, just shook his head slightly, but the attitude he showed was very firm.

During the stalemate, Zidi took out a few letters: "In fact, I think Bai Ya also explained her last wish."

Needle Jin took a look and recognized it.

These letters were found from Bai Ya.

"Bai Ya once seemed to be struggling out of a state of coma for a while. He pointed his finger to his chest and signaled us these letters."

"I and Cangsu have read the contents of the letter."

"Sir, look at it too."

Zidi handed these letters to Zhen Jin.

With curiosity, Zhen Jin took over to browse.

These letters are love letters.

The male protagonist is Hakuba, and the female protagonist's name is Nishihagi.

Some letters were written by Xi Hagi to Bai Ya, which was treasured by Bai Ya and brought with him.Some letters were written by Bai Ya to Xi Hagi, recording Bai Ya's experiences and thoughts after boarding the ship, and they have not yet been sent.

Nishihagi is a noble lady, and Shirai is the son of Orion.

Nishihagi's family has a summer resort in a mountain village, and hunting is a traditional entertainment for the nobles.Bai Ya was selected to act as a guide.

As a result, the two met, and despite the disparity in status, they fell in love.

It's so rare that it's like a bard's story.

For this love, Bai Ya was flattered, like being in a dream.He regarded Xihagi as the whole of his life, and he wrote many times in the letter: But he gave his life because of the one he loved.

However, what lies between the two is their cloud-and-mud-like identity gap. Bai Ya wants to become a knight in order to make his love cultivation fruitful.

It is difficult for a commoner to become a knight.

To be precise, it is very difficult.

The jump from a commoner to a knight was already hundreds of years ago.Even in the battle of Emperor Shengming to unify the entire human continent and completely conquer the noble alliance in the south, there are not many new nobles.

For Bai Ya, his only hope lies in overseas battlefields.

Under the order of Emperor Shengming, the human race ships sailed to the wilderness continent, setting off a war of aggression against the orc race.

This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

Although it is very dangerous, for a civilian, the battlefield with fierce orcs has the opportunity to become a knight.

This is why Bai Ya took a boat to Baisha City.

Needle Jin sighed: "If I am lucky enough to survive, I will give these letters to Miss Nishihagi. And I promise as a knight, I will tell her: her sweetheart Bai Ya is a very brave man. He is an archer. Skilled, once helped me. He had a benevolent heart, and he would not hesitate to be seriously injured in order to save his companions. He was brave and unyielding, even in the last moments of his life, he did not shrink back. Although he is not a knight, I am sure that he has many kinds of knights virtue."

To be honest, Zhen Jin didn't want to act as a messenger to deliver pain. When he said this, he could already imagine the pitiful appearance of Miss Nishihagi's heartbreak and crying.

However, Cang Xu shook his head.

The old scholar showed a hint of ridicule: "As far as I know, the reality may not be like this, Lord Zhenjin."

"In recent years, there has been a trend among the noble women of the Empire. The source of the trend is Duke Amy."

"This lady duchess pursues love and beauty, and has always been high-profile propaganda to improve the power and status of women in the empire. She is powerful and one of the living gods. She lives extravagantly and indulgently, and is best at lying to play with men. famous."

"Like Duke Amy, noble women followed suit. They seduced men with love, tricked men, made them fall under their skirts, or watched them fight for themselves, or manipulated them to become puppet."

Zhenjin frowned, holding the letter paper: "So you think that this is also the case with Bai Ya and Xi Hagi?"

Cang Xu nodded: "I'm not guessing out of thin air, there is evidence in the letter."

"First, love came too suddenly. The time between the two of them was too short, and there was no such thing as a hero saving beauty."

"Second, it was Nishihagi who took the initiative to encourage Shiroya to become a knight. So, this is not Shiroya's original idea."

"Thirdly, Xi Hagi took the initiative to ask Bai Ya to write to her."

"From Nishi Hagi's point of view, it is very interesting to play tricks on Bai Ya, change the fate of a son of Orion, and manipulate him into a knight."

"If successful, she will gain a knight who will serve her with great loyalty. And she will give very little."

"If it doesn't work, what I have heard and seen from Bai Ya's letter can also greatly reduce her boredom and boredom in her boudoir. Even if Bai Ya sacrifices in the end, it can become a capital for Xi Hagi to show off. You see , someone died for me - a fool who wanted to be a knight."

"Fourth, the reason why I am so clear and even certain is that my son is the victim. It is very likely that he is still dreaming of marrying the third lady of the Shata family. Perhaps, this is my fault, I will The mediocre bloodline was passed on to him, but it did not give him the aptitude to practice. This poor and sad little guy, he is exactly the same as when I was young - not satisfied with the status quo, and wants to break free from the current life. "

"The love of the third lady gave him a bright future. However, he didn't know how much and how long his father had paid in order to get rid of his original life and overcome his humble identity. time."

"Young people, they always think that they are favored by fate. Any good luck comes, even if it is unbelievable at first, but in their bones they all think that they are treated well and deserve to be treated well. Any good thing, success happens in They are all righteous and natural.”

"Only when they have been beaten and tortured, experienced wind, rain and thunder, will they gradually understand: they are ordinary, how precious is the kindness of others to them, and how they should cherish them. The reason why beautiful love stories are widely circulated , because it is too rare in reality.”

"Don't look at the records in the history books. Those heroes seem destined to rule a country or achieve a great cause. Even if they encounter disasters, they will always be saved. When faced with a dilemma, they will always choose Morality and honor."

"That's because they were both winners."

"When they have defeated all the enemies and after the victory, it is up to them to decide how to write the history book. They magnify the virtues in their bodies, and even fabricate them out of thin air, just like holding up a dazzling torch for the world to look up to. They have noble morals. , outstanding talent, destiny, etc., are convenient for their rule, or to maintain their great cause, or to harvest external interests. And their vulgarity, desire, filth and insidiousness, etc., are all hidden under the torch In the shadow of the torch. When people see the torch, their eyes are immediately attracted to the brilliant flame, instead of looking down at the shadow cast by the ground.”

"My lord, even if you eat me, no one will know. Bai Ya is unconscious and unconscious. Miss Zidi is your fiancée, her interests are closely related, and she will never betray you."

"And you can only escape if you have enough food."

"You are the winner. Your experience is told by you, and no one refutes it. What happened here will not be clear to outsiders."

"And I am truly willing, and I believe that you will do your best to fulfill my last wish!"

Zhen Jin shook his head slightly: "You overestimate me, I'm not a winner, I'm just a knight."

The young knight then smiled bitterly: "Tell you the truth. Zidi led someone to search and rescue me, and I woke up and survived. However, most of my memories have been lost. I only remember my name and my identity. Sometimes, there will be a Two paragraphs of memory suddenly recovered, reminding me or allowing me to re-master a certain skill."

Cang Xu was immediately stunned.

After reacting, the old scholar continued to persuade: "If you remember that you are a knight, sir, you should eat more food. Your physical fitness is too poor, how long will you be able to fight tomorrow? Dodge the fatal blow from Scorpion Tail."

"You need food now! Lots of food."

"Think about your identity, your family. As the defeated party, the Baizhu family has entered the camp of Emperor Shengming, but the situation is not very good, right? You are the only heir of the family, and the entire territory will need you to lead and Revitalize."

"In addition to your inherent responsibilities, you have to protect your fiancée's life."

"Eat the food and you will have physical strength. Not only will your chances of survival increase, but you will also protect your fiancée. Maybe she survived the breakout early tomorrow morning because you ate an extra piece of meat."

"Are you forcing me?" Zhen Jin was furious.

Cang Xu smiled: "Yes, I'm forcing you. But please forgive me, Lord Zhenjin. I'm about to die, a dead person is not afraid of worldly authority. And I want to fulfill my last wish, for this , my life is just a bargaining chip."

Needle Jin unconsciously clenched his fists.

He glared at Cangbeu, very angry.

He was angry Cang Xu oppressed him like this.

He was angry that he was in such a situation, it was the abuse of fate.

He resented his own weakness and was forced to the point of desperation by the scorpion group, unable to take responsibility anymore, and the life of his fiancee could not be protected.

And the most irritating thing about him is that he finds himself shaking!

Needle Jin knows: Cang Xu is a wise person.

He also knew that Cang Xu's words made sense.Purely in terms of reason, it is indeed according to Cangsu's suggestion.

So what about his morals?Where is his conscience?

Where is it placed?
What if people were eaten as food?

I will no longer be a human being, I will be a criminal, and I will never be linked with my honor and reputation.

However, if you think about it this way, is it too selfish?Only caring about your own reputation and virtue, but disregarding the lives of others?
By eating food, you can sacrifice a person and save yourself and others?
Maybe not, but Zhen Jin knows in his heart that doing so can greatly increase the probability of everyone's survival!
If you are stubborn, is it stupid?

As Cangsu just said, history is written by the victors.If he didn't eat people, maybe he really died under the silver spear scorpion, what would his father think?Will the ancestors of all dynasties scold me for not being flexible?

If you eat people, will you regret it in the future?

If you don't eat people, you will survive yourself, but everyone else will die.In the future, I once had an opportunity in front of me, but I chose to give up.It might be possible to save his fiancée and others, but he didn't do it himself.

Zhen Jin struggled in his heart, and all kinds of thoughts came and went, lingering in his mind.

Hesitation, doubt, dazed emotions made his thinking gradually disordered.

It wasn't just needle gold who suffered that night.

The cold wind in the middle of the night blew like a knife.

Yellow algae face the wind and carry blue algae on their backs, moving forward with difficulty.

He felt like a dilapidated scarecrow, ready to be blown away by the wind at any moment.

The swarthy piece in front of him can't be seen or touched, just like Huang Zao's heart at this time.

The reason why he keeps moving forward is more just numbness or inertia.

His heart was cold, despair gradually enveloped him, the only passion was the blue-green algae on his back.The cyanobacteria's body temperature is getting higher and higher, and the wound is festering.

He's about to die.

"Don't die, brother, don't die!"

"I have paid such a high price and carried you so far. If you die, I will be so sorry for me."

"I've wanted to get off the boat, you know. But you want to make a living at sea."

"If I'm on land, why would I end up on this damn island?"

"So, it's all you, and it's all your fault."

Huangzao shouted in his heart.

With this sound of calling, he motivated himself.

However, the feeling of hunger and thirst stimulated his mind and body more than his mental stimulation.

(End of this chapter)