infinite blood core

Chapter 63 My Name Is Cangshu

Cang Xu nodded slightly and was silent for a while, as if he was considering the words.

Then, in a desolate tone, he said, "My name is Cang Xu. I was born in a peasant family and was originally the son of a peasant family."

"I started working when I was five or six years old. My main job was to clean up horse manure. We have a dwarf horse in our family, and we mainly use it to pull the plow."

"Once when I was cleaning up horse manure, the horse suddenly got angry and kicked me with its hind hooves. I fell into the manure and almost suffocated to death. Although I was lucky enough to be saved, such a close contact with death made me fearful. Filled with my young heart, I can't let go for a long time."

"I became very timid, afraid of any kind of horse, even anything similar in shape. I didn't even dare to approach the stables. My parents arranged for me to do other work, and I was also timid, and when there was a slight disturbance, I would To hide."

"I am naturally ridiculed and alienated by my playmates, disgusted by my parents, and everyone in the village is not optimistic about my future."

"After a long time, I realized that this fear of mine may not be the fear of horses, but the fear of life itself like a farmer."

"Shame makes me lonely, and loneliness makes me think. The gift of fate is bitter and then sweet, and it makes me afraid that I will live as a farmer for the rest of my life."

"Luck came. When I was eight years old, I saw the dawn of my destiny. A priest of the horse god sect came to our village and wanted to build a church. There was no church in the village, and the whole village hoped that when he fell ill There was a priest for treatment. So, the villagers spontaneously organized and built a horse god church for the priest for free. Among all the volunteers, I was the hardest one. I tried my best to please the pastor and showed Faith in the horse god, I want to win the pastor's favor."

"The pastor likes children of my age very much. After a day's work, he will gather more than a dozen children, including me, to teach us arithmetic, writing and other knowledge."

"From spring to autumn, when the church was successfully built, the pastor announced a news in public."

"He wants to select a few volunteers to become co-workers. He even has to recruit two of the children and train them to become trainee pastors."

"No one is an idiot, and the villagers are flocking to it. The status of the clergy is far higher than that of the farmer. And families with school-age children are almost crazy."

"I really want to be a trainee pastor, I know this may be the only chance in my life to change my destiny, and I can even risk my life for it!"

"very intense competition."

"With my hard work and previous hard work, I was able to get to the final selection. There were four people in total, but only two trainee pastors were recruited. The other three were all wealthy households in the village, and one of them was the village chief. In order to increase hope, they used their power and wealth to oppress my family, persecute my parents, and make me voluntarily admit defeat."

"My family was so crowded that it was almost impossible to survive, and every day was a torment. My parents persuaded me, but of course I refused and almost broke with them."

"I went to take part in the final assessment with the attitude of not being able to do anything. However, I failed."

"The shadow of childhood still shrouded my heart, and I was afraid of horses. For horse gods, I only have fear, but no respect and love."

"I can't believe in him, even if I try my best."

"Pastor Ma Shen is wise and ruthless. Even though I begged him on my knees, he still eliminated me."

"I was so lost, and felt that my whole life was bleak and irrelevant. That evening, I walked down the street in despair, surrounded by villagers mocking me. I didn't know how to get home, and I couldn't eat anything at all."

"For a period of time after that, my father beat and scolded me, and my mother scolded me for thinking too much. Although my family is a free citizen, because my father had a serious illness, the family conditions were very poor, and I was forced to farm for a living. Other people's farmland, and then pay rent. This is actually no different from serfs. However, because of my incident, no villagers have rented excess land to us."

"To punish me, my parents gave me a heavy workload. Every day, I slept on the hay with my body almost falling apart."

"Punishment and failure did not make me admit defeat, and ridicule and exclusion did not make me despair. I became more and more unwilling, and this unwillingness gradually turned into a kind of resentment. Although I was depressed for many days, I soon became more and more unwilling. Get inspired. The biggest way I try is to review what I've learned from my pastor."

"I only have time at night. During the day, I have to get up very early. If I don't do the work that my parents told me to do, I won't even have a loaf of brown bread."

"Although I am very tired every day, I have never given up studying at night. I have memorized what the pastor taught me, and it has been deeply engraved in my heart. Until now, I have learned every piece of knowledge in it. I remember them all very clearly. I cherish them, love them, like the hope of my life. They are my rebellion against my own destiny!"

"One night, Pastor Ma Shen quietly came to the haystack and woke me up from a deep sleep."

"I was surprised and delighted. I wondered if there was a turnaround? I immediately knelt on the ground and swore loudly to the priest that I would do my best to believe in the god of horses and eliminate all fears in my heart."

"But Pastor Ma Shen shook his head and said: Ma Shen does not insist on belief. The reason why he found me is because he discovered my living condition and has been secretly observing it for a period of time. I worked hard and was full of knowledge. His eager attitude moved him."

"Pastor Ma Shen has given me a brand new choice. If I act as his slave, he will impart the knowledge I want. As for the future, it all depends on my own efforts."

"I persuaded my parents to sell myself."

"Of course, it was mainly Pastor Ma Shen who spent a lot of money in order to buy me."

"The pastor didn't deceive me, and even treated me much better than I thought. He even kept the deal a secret and made me a servant in the church. I served the pastor's life with all my heart and tried my best, and he also taught me Valuable knowledge. I learned more arithmetic, literature, astronomy, geography."

"Among all the gains, I think the most precious is Pastor Ma Shen's curiosity about knowledge and his assiduous attitude. This attitude has influenced my whole life."

Speaking of which, Cang Xu paused.The long narration made him a little breathless.

Cangsu continued: "The competition of beliefs is sometimes more intense than the war. The horse god originated in the wilderness continent and is the god of the orc beliefs. On the Shengming continent, his influence is too small. Therefore, when the life sect spread over , Ma Shen's faith was immediately shaken, and quickly collapsed, without the slightest competitive power."

"Pastor Ma Shen was forced away. Before he left, he released my slave status and announced that I was free. Moreover, he advised me to continue my studies."

"I went to Silver Bridge College and participated in the assessment. Pastor Ma Shen's professor gave me a solid academic foundation, so I successfully passed the assessment and became a very poor student in the college. Three years later, I successfully graduated from the college. Graduated and became a scholar.”

"I taught at Silver Bridge College for three years. After that, I became the steward of a small noble by relying on the college's contacts."

"Later, I transferred a number of nobles to take up small positions in territory management."

"I'm not a noble, nor a servant trained by nobles since childhood. More importantly, I don't have the qualifications to practice. These reasons have caused me to be despised and excluded, and my position has never been high."

"After five years like this, there is an opportunity in front of me."

"There was a riot in a village, and the official who went to collect the tax was killed. The chief in charge of the tax was deceived and deceived, and he was afraid of being discovered by the lord, so he offered a large reward to those who could successfully collect the tax."

"I was acquainted with the villagers in that village, so I thought this was an opportunity and volunteered to go."

"I was hanged and beaten, locked in a cell, tortured constantly."

"Just when they were about to kill me, asked me what my last words were."

"I laughed out loud, just shook my head and didn't speak."

"It confuses the villagers."

"I told them that I was their friend and had never been hostile. I was here to save them. If they obeyed and paid their taxes, then the stewards thought nothing had happened. If they didn't, then there would be knights. Come and destroy them."

"The villagers are afraid, knowing that the whole village will never be able to resist the knights. But paying the taxes, they will collect all their food, and they will starve to death."

"I pretended to tell them that the general manager has secretly lowered the taxes. By paying them, the villagers will still have food and survive. But as a condition, the villagers are required to keep it strictly confidential, otherwise other villages and towns will follow suit."

"After the villagers discussed it, they agreed. I secretly made up for the missing tax and returned to my life."

"In this way, I got the favor of the general manager and was finally promoted."

"I am in an important position. At first, no one was optimistic about me. They thought I was powerless, just a simple scholar, and an assassination could end my life. But in fact, in this position, I did More than 30 years."

"The position I am in gives me the opportunity to perform. My knowledge allows me to show my worth, and the lords are gradually impressed by me."

"During this process, I never gave up the pursuit of knowledge. It is precisely because I continue to acquire new knowledge that my value is increasing."

"Although Pastor Ma Shen left me very early, his spirit of pursuing knowledge has been integrated with my blood."

"I thought I would serve the lord until my death, but fate has arranged a new path for me."

"As time goes by, I am getting older and older, which makes many people see opportunities. At the same time, I pursue knowledge more than love for power, and try to avoid factional battles within the lord, which also makes those in power dissatisfied."

"They provoked a young man."

"His name is Lan Tu, and he dreams of becoming a knight all day long. He is my most trusted deputy. The lord's third lady seduced by love, and finally made this young man decide to betray."

"He denounced me, claiming that I was a dangerous criminal who had been hiding for many years, with ulterior motives and hidden conspiracies towards the territory and the lord's family."

"In order to save my life, I can only escape. The young man successfully took over my position and was recruited by the third lady."

"The behavior of absconding in fear of crime undoubtedly confirmed the young man's accusation. At the beginning of the escape, I was very sad and angry, and I was indulged in all kinds of negative emotions and couldn't extricate myself."

"After a long time, I finally figured it out."

"It was fate that gave me a new path."

"I asked myself, how am I going to spend the rest of my life at such an old age? Ultimately, I decided to pursue what I really wanted, which is knowledge. Of all knowledge, I am the most interested in biology. Interested. I want to be academically successful, and I want to finish a book that does everything I can to explain the mysteries of life.”

"Soon, a wanted notice about me spread. I'm not surprised. I serve the lord's family, hold an important position, and know many secrets. The lord's family will not let me go easily."

"I can't continue to stay in Shengming Continent. I can only go to the Orc Continent by boat. It just so happens that the Wilderness Continent has many unique ecology, which will be of great help to my academic writing."

"Lord Zhenjin, I'm an old guy with a wanted warrant. If you want to recruit me, you will undoubtedly be the enemy of the Shata family. That's why I refused your invitation before."

"And the reason why I have mastered the taming method of the violent horse is that most of the technology comes from the priest of the horse god. The remaining part of the technology is completed by my experiments for more than 30 years."

"That's my story."

"It's wonderful." Zhen Jin praised.

Cang Xu smiled slightly: "Thank you for your compliment, it is my lifetime honor to hear from you. My academic works are half finished, they are hidden in my mind, but at the same time I am also in Shata territory. There is a secret hidden in it."

"This half of the book is hidden in a cell in the ruins of some village. That's where I was tortured. It's in a brick under iron shackles."

"My last wish is - if I die here, then please hand over half of my completed works to Lantu. Of course, adults can read and collect them as much as possible, and if it can be used by you, it is also my great honor. "

Zhen Jin frowned, feeling puzzled.

"Lan Tu?" Zidi woke up at some point, "If I heard right, Lan Tu is the young man who framed you?"

"Yes, Miss Zidi, you heard it right."

Cang Xu's face showed a complex expression, desolate, sad, and also filled with a trace of pain and hope.

He continued, "Because this young man is my son."

(End of this chapter)