Siren Blade

Chapter 209
The blood-biting phantom stood in front of me vividly, so solid that it didn't look like an illusory shadow, but she was standing here alive.

By the way, the siren also summoned his own phantom, and then walked to my side, assuming a posture of assisting me.

As soon as I saw the blood bite, I reflexively recalled the previous conversation and my chaotic emotions at that time, and felt that the mood that had finally calmed down was about to be chaotic again.It can also be seen from this place how helpless she is to me. Even though I can no longer look at her with the eyes of the opposite sex, she can always disturb my state of mind again and again.

Fortunately, there is a big difference between the mirrored body and the main body, that is, the mirrored body is not covered by illusion spells.This took up less of my attention and allowed me to quickly regain my calmness by virtue of this difference.

However, biting blood is really self-contradictory enough.

She obviously came to me on a risky basis to be hugged as a human being, but she spent time and energy elaborately weaving the illusion of imitating a monster in order to please me, and willingly reduced herself to a tool at my disposal.Had her brain been burned out by the shock of death?Or is it that she can't even understand this kind of thing that I can understand, even if I really accept her, her efforts will only push herself in the opposite direction, and finally shatter her dream.

Or does she want me to rape her like last time?But that's another contradiction. If I admit that she is human, I won't be able to do things to her like last time, and she doesn't want me to treat her like a monster.

The relationship between me and her that she pursued could not exist reasonably even in the imagined world, and it was shattered from the very beginning.

Once it comes to the field of treating others with sincerity and kindness, she seems to have lost the cunning and wisdom of the past, and she is not as clumsy as an experienced person in her 90s, but like a junior high school girl in her teenage years.At first, I firmly thought it was an acting skill, but after actual contact, I had to admit that she really showed her true feelings.In order to understand her better, I had to try to deconstruct her psychology.

I didn't immediately ask the question I was most concerned about, but first asked the blood-biting reflection body in front of me a few questions about her body's interpersonal relationship.This is also to allow me to slowly regain my normal dialogue mood.And she answered all of them fluently.

Then her answer made me suddenly enlightened.In fact, the person who bites the blood has no real interpersonal experience.The so-called interpersonal communication is "people-to-people" communication.In this sense, she has only really interacted with her mother.Besides, if she grew up only dealing with people who regarded herself as a devil, then of course she didn't know how to treat others kindly.Even the succubus who longed for her only admired and feared her as "the devil who saved herself".

"Could it be that she casts her mother's shadow on me?" I couldn't help asking.

Siren calmly corrected, "Should be the father in terms of gender."

"I don't have a daughter in her 90s," I couldn't help but say.And to treat the person who violated him as his father, and to drag him into the grove to do that kind of thing actively in broad daylight, how twisted it is.

In addition, on the issue of blood-biting interpersonal communication, in fact, it cannot be said so absolutely.

When I checked the memory of biting blood before, I noticed that there was a period of time that was not long, and she had tried a "normal way of life" that she couldn't accept.During this period, she pretended to be a normal human being, and it was not that she was not treated as a human being by the people she came into contact with, but those eyes of acceptance never touched her.

Her state of mind at that time was more similar to a wolf sneaking into a flock of sheep. Not only was she not as clumsy as she is now, but she was also able to convey her carefully crafted kindness in a clever and round way like an antelope's horns, so as to win the favor of the people she came into contact with.

Therefore, rather than saying that she is not good at conveying kindness, it is better to say that she is not good at giving sincerity.

If the words that come out of her mouth are hypocritical, then she can easily capture a demon warlock like a succubus who is good at charm, and an experienced law enforcer like Mingyi can also be easily captured by her. Playing around; and once she tries to give her heart, even a person like me who has little experience in interpersonal communication will feel suspicious of her, and can't help but wonder if she has some ulterior motives.

After figuring this out, I was mentally prepared and started to get to the point, "Why did you approach me with that attitude before?"

The blood-biting phantom said bluntly: "Because I fell in love with you."

"What's the reason?" I asked.

Her answer was exactly the same as that of the main body, "Because you said I am human."

"Will you fall in love with me just by being treated as a human being?" I asked, "As long as you are willing to pretend to be a normal person, there will be a lot of people who will treat you as a human being. Aren't you very good at deceiving people? "

"I am very good at deceiving, so I know very well that the relationship obtained by deceiving is essentially deceiving myself." She said succinctly, "I used to play normal people in the secular society, and I also made friends with a few A so-called normal friend. However, what I want is to be embraced by my true self. And what I have tried is in the final analysis just a dream.”

She seemed to recall something, paused for a few seconds, and then said: "Dreams will wake up."

I couldn't object to this sentence, so I had to go to the next question, "So, how do you know that I must be telling the truth? Considering the situation when I spoke to you, it is entirely possible that I heard it somewhere. Because of your self-identity as a half-breed demon, you look down on the rumors of human beings, so I want to find a line that can mock you before you die, so that you can't die with peace; or, I may just say it on a whim, I didn’t even take it to heart, let alone judge you from the bottom of my heart.”

"Impossible, you are absolutely sincere." She said firmly.

The blood-biting reflection body and the main body have exactly the same attitude towards this matter, and they believe in it to an abnormal degree.

This makes me feel very strange. She herself is synonymous with fraud and conspiracy, how can she believe in a few words that other people say?

Or is it because she is good at deceit and conspiracy that she can see that my words are true?

I continued to ask, "What is the basis? Is it what Qiao Licao said to you? But Qiao Licao may also be colluding with me to deceive you. You still have room for suspicion, right?"

"There's no room for doubt," she said.

"Why?" I asked, "where did you observe that my opinion of you must be genuine?"

Hearing that, standing in front of me, she shifted her gaze downward by 45 degrees.

I involuntarily followed her gaze and looked down my body.

Siren suddenly realized.

I was dumbfounded.

As it turns out, this place is impossible to lie about.But, it's because of this?Although there is indeed no more reasonable statement than this, and there is no more convincing evidence than this, and there is really no second explanation other than this if people who are as cunning and treacherous as Bite Blood believe it. , but this kind of thing is too absurd anyway.

I sorted out my state of mind a little bit, and then decided to move on to the next question quickly.

What comes next is the really critical question.

"You mentioned before that you are willing to join the Security Bureau and become a law enforcement warlock for me." I then asked, "Suppose I die next year, will you continue to be a law enforcement warlock?"

"If you are all dead, why should I stay in the Security Bureau?" She said without hesitation.

"Then what about reforming evil and returning to righteousness?" I asked, "Even if you are not in the Security Bureau, you can still do righteous causes, and even...even from my point of view, you may be able to do some good deeds that you cannot do in the Security Bureau if you are not in the Security Bureau. You said that you would change your ways for me, and you don't intend to continue to insist on this point after I die?"

"At that point, do I have any reason to uphold justice?" she said.

Sure enough, she neither changed her mind nor wanted to change her mind. After all, her purpose was not to become a law enforcement warlock.What she wants is for me to accept her, and on this basis, she "is fine as a reformed person."

I changed the way of asking, "Does that mean you will continue to do bad things?"

"Yes," she said.

"But, since you really love me, shouldn't you follow the will of the dead me?" Although I felt that I was "not ashamed" to say this, I still pushed myself to continue Ask, "Or take a step back and say that even if you can't follow my will, there is no need to do the opposite. Specifically, even if you find it troublesome to do good things, you don't necessarily have to continue to do bad things. You don't Do you feel that you should respect the moral bottom line of the one you love in life?"

"You only have one life, and when you die, you die," she said. "You don't die a second time at a funeral, and you don't die a third time when everyone forgets you. As long as you die, it's real. If you die, you will no longer feel this world, and other people will no longer feel him, and all meaning will disappear. And things like wills are just self-consolation fabricated in the minds of the living, and they are things to deceive themselves .”

As she spoke, she stared deeply at me, "So, even if my life is at stake, I will never let you die."

The final utterance is beyond the scope of my question and is the utterance of the mirror itself.In the past, there was no abnormal change in the speech of the mapping body without me asking questions. It is not so much out of control as it is a small operational failure.But since there will be such a change, it shows that her feelings for me are completely real and strong.I was speechless for a moment.

However, even if she is so sincere, there is still a fatal contradiction in her heart.

"One last question," I said, "if I did take you in, would you kill me?"

"What?" Obviously, my question exceeded her expectations, and she was stunned on the spot.

Biting blood is not only pursuing the destruction of others, but also pursuing the destruction of oneself.Because of this, she brutally killed her own mother in the first place.

Her desire to be accepted is real, I believe, but is her desire to destroy love false?If the desire to be accepted came from her human side, the desire to be disillusioned came from her demonic side.Both sides are herself, the cornerstone of her personality.

And judging from her memories and experiences so far, her demonic nature is far stronger than her human nature.

The demonic nature is rooted in the depths of her soul, even she herself can't see how deep.She will only live in darkness, will not allow herself to get normal happiness, but is more keen to chop up her happiness to pieces, and then stare at the broken self and be satisfied.

"Answer me." I continued to ask, "What you really want is to be accepted by me, or to kill me after I accept you?"

"I, I think..." Her eyes became more and more confused, and at the same time, her body began to become unreal and disordered.

After a while, the mapping body collapsed amid violent fluctuations.

Was she unable to answer me, or was she unable to accept her own answer?

"Shall I call her out again?" the siren asked me.

"No need, I've finished asking. And even if I ask her again, she still can't answer me." I said while thinking about my previous experience with biting blood.

I didn't feel any malice from the blood-biting person before, which means that even she herself is not aware of her contradictions.No, she is very clear about her inner world, it is impossible not to know this.If she had to say under what circumstances she would not know, it could only be that she subconsciously did not want to know the truth.

She must have understood unconsciously that the moment I hugged her was the moment she bared her fangs and bit my throat.

She cannot defy instinct.

The half-blood demons only have morbid malice towards the world, even the feelings that seem to be love are poisons that deceive themselves and others with a sweet shell.

This time, I also completely cut off my distracting thoughts, and I really made up my mind.

I want to kill Bite Blood.

Now my mind is finally cleared up, and when I look back at myself, my heart was indeed too chaotic before.Even if I couldn't decide whether to kill her or accept her on the spot, I still had to control her first, but I turned around and left.If someone watched my interaction with Bite Xue and interpreted my behavior of turning around and leaving as "running away", I'm afraid I can't refute it.

I re-entered the grove I had before, and Bite Blood was no longer there.

After walking around a few times, I went back to the hotel, took out my cell phone, and called Jade Bird.

(End of this chapter)