Siren Blade

Chapter 208

For a long time, Bite Blood looked down on humans, and morbidly bound the identity of a half-blood demon with his own dignity.Even if someone accuses her of being a devil or a witch face to face, she still feels at ease and looks at those people with contempt.

But now she treats me with such a humble attitude, she would rather put down her dignity and want to be accepted by me.Although I couldn't believe it, I couldn't find any flaws in her "acting skills".No matter how you look at her, she is sincere to me.

So she said that she would change her mind, was she really telling the truth?

And, if her feelings for me are real, can I still kill her?

I was filled with conflicting emotions.If I have to say that there is another place where I can find a little chance to breathe, it is that after this interaction, I finally reconfirmed another thing that reassures me.That is, even though Bite Xue carefully "dressed" herself before meeting me, I really didn't have that feeling for her, and the illusion that she made my heart beat in the past really disappeared.

"What I did just now, do you feel comfortable?" Seeing that I didn't speak, she seemed to have misunderstood something, then she reached out and untied her neckline, "Although there may be people passing by here, if you want..."

"I'm impotent," I said.

"Ah?" She opened her mouth wide in surprise, "Then, what should I do? By the way, I actually brought mood-stimulating drugs, although I originally wanted to give it to you first, and then let you use it for me... "

"I'm impotent to you." I said, "I can see that you iterated your illusion spells to imitate 'it'... charm me in order to imitate the siren's temperament, but that illusion does not affect me. no effect."

"This..." She was exposed and could only remain silent.

"Also, you just said that you fell in love with me because I said you were human." I said, "You just believed it so casually? How do you know that I didn't just say it casually?" , or is it deceiving you?"

"Impossible, you are absolutely sincere." She said firmly.

"Even if you can trust me, I can't trust you." I said, "Even the biological mother who once accepted you unconditionally was tortured and killed by your own hands. I can see clearly in your memory. For you Even destroying the happiness you have can become a source of pleasure, why do you think you can be accepted by someone who knows your past?"

"I know I was wrong, and I will never do that kind of thing again. As long as you treat me well, I will treat you a hundred times better!" She hurriedly promised, "No, even if you treat me badly, As long as you are willing to accept me and let me stay by your side. As long as that is the case, I will be very happy. If you want me to fight, I will fight for you, and I will also advise you and help you gain power and status in the security bureau , Defeat all those who are against you. Also, if you think my current figure is shabby, in fact, I can also use the magic of mimicry to become more plump than I am now. No matter what I do, I will do my best to satisfy you, or you want I can also help you find other women..."

She showed a look of racking her brains, "Also, and... By the way! I heard that your lifespan is not long now, and you may not survive this year... Then I will transfer my lifespan to you! Mission The doctor has studied the ritual spell of transferring life for me before, and I have read his development documents. Although the conversion loss rate is too high, converting all my life to you can only prolong my life for a few to ten years, but it doesn't matter, I It can also help you hypnotize more people..."

"I don't need your life, and I won't take innocent people as my living sacrifices." I have no idea of ​​​​accepting this plan at all.

She then asked, "What about the Demon Warlock? It should be fine to sacrifice the Demon Warlock alive, right?"

If it was a demon warlock who was sacrificed, I really wouldn't feel any guilt, but in the end I didn't intend to prolong my life at all.I didn't continue to answer her words, but changed the subject, "There should not be many people who know about my remaining lifespan, and Qiao Licorice didn't tell you. Where did you get this information from?"

"In order to collect as much information as possible about you, I used the predictive dream 180 times in a row, and asked different people in Liucheng in the dream to ask you about your information. Since I would be killed by Lie Que if I didn't have time to ask, I am very concerned about the same I will also ask many times personally. I wanted to find more people to ask, but you don’t have many acquaintances, so I had to stop here. The reason why I chose the psychoanalyst as the messenger is because she has a good relationship with you .As long as she explains the situation to you in advance, maybe you won't attack me as soon as you see me." She confessed first, and then said, "Also, I found that some people in the Liucheng Security Bureau are jealous of you and geniuses. There are still some people who still despise your past and insult you secretly. I remember their faces and names. I originally wanted to kill them all, but I am worried that acting without authorization will Make you angry. As long as you nod, I can curse them all right now..."

"That's enough. You said you'd change your ways, but you don't think that way at all." I said, "I won't accept you."

She closed her eyes forcefully, and then seemed to have made a very difficult decision, "Well, then, it doesn't matter if you don't let me stay by your side. If you think I'm disgusting, don't do that with me This kind of thing is fine, I will hold back. As long as you come to see me once in a while..."

"That's different from what you said before, what exactly do you want?" I asked.

"I just want you to hug me..." she said helplessly.

I ended up dropping her in that grove.
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I also know that my actions are irrational.Either kill Bloodbite or accept Bloodbite, I should have made a decision on the spot.

But with my current mental state, I really can't make any rational decisions. I have to find a place to calm my mind.

I sat down on a bench by the side of the road, silently sorting out my thoughts.

No matter how much I build myself mentally, no matter how much I hate her, it will be difficult for me to really fight the blood-biting killer.The demon warlocks I killed in the past were full of all kinds of malice, and they also stood on the enemy's side to launch conspiracies and tricks against me, but this time, the former enemy took the initiative to defect to where I was, and did not reveal it from beginning to end. A little bit of malice came out, and for the first time, he showed an unusually friendly attitude.

What's more, she did show her willingness to change her mind and sincerely wanted to be my partner. For this reason, she did not hesitate to risk her life and death to come to a place only two and a half kilometers away from the headquarters of the Security Bureau, and she was willing to let me take her The ax went to her neck just so I could trust her.

Why did I just put the ax on her neck, but didn't cut it down cruelly?Although I don't know if it can be compared, maybe this is similar to the reason why Saber Tooth slashed the sword towards my neck at the beginning, but stopped at the last moment.

If there is anything more abominable than a wicked person doing evil, it is when a wicked person sincerely wants to do good.And the reason why I feel this kind of thing is unforgivable may be because when I see the villain doing this, I feel that the villain seems to have slyly escaped into a moral position that is difficult to shoot, and the original straightforward hatred will also be suppressed. Contaminated by entanglement.However, if he really had the mentality of "absolutely killing him no matter what", maybe there would be no such entanglements.It's just because I know I can't do it that I feel so uncomfortable.Is it possible that I can suddenly rush out and kill the villain just because I can't stand the tone when the villain sincerely wants to do good deeds?

Presumably the same is true of me in the eyes of the saber tooth.

So should I forgive Bloodbite for what she did in the past, accept her as a new member of the Security Bureau, and let her contribute to the cause of justice as a law enforcement warlock in the future?Although it is difficult to accept, I myself became a law enforcement warlock after doing a lot of evil. Of course, there is no reason to refuse to bite the blood to join the Security Bureau.

And if I can forgive even biting blood... No, there is a problem with this way of thinking.I am not a victim of biting blood, so what position do I have to talk about whether I should forgive her?
Who is it that I really cannot forgive?
It must be that my mind is still a little confused, I have to sort it out first.

First of all, if what Bite Blood wants is to join the Security Bureau, and everyone else has no problem with it, it's not my turn to support or oppose it.It is the Security Bureau who decides whether to accept Bite Blood, and it is Lie Que's kind of warlock who has the right to decide.This is not the question I want to think about.

Second, it's not my turn to be the beak on whether bloodbiting should be condoned.There are not many people who have been victims of Bloodbite. Those who are really qualified to decide whether to forgive Bloodbite are those victims and their relatives and friends, but I am not one of them.Although I was almost killed by biting blood many times before, I came to the door by myself, and biting blood myself was almost killed by me, and was insulted by me in such an extreme way from body to dignity .If you really want to think about it, biting blood might be my victim.

In the end, it is the question that I really have to face-can I accept the person who bites the blood?

The answer is no, I cannot accept her.

If I had to choose between a wicked bloodbite and a reformed bloodbite, I couldn't choose the former.But if I were to accept the biting blood of reforming evil, it would touch a more core problem-the evil things that biting blood did in the past are more than a thousand times more than me. If I can even forgive her sins, Why can't I forgive my sins?
I'm probably mirroring myself on Bite, and when I say I can't forgive Bite, I'm really saying I can't forgive myself.

Maybe it was me who was really cornered.

If this is the predicament that Bite Xue deliberately wove for me, then I can only say that she is indeed worthy of the reputation of "the witch who plays with people's hearts".She seemed to put herself in a position where I could play with her, but she played with me in the palm of her own hands.I once again fell under her vicious scheme.

"Siren." I muttered silently.

"I'm here." The siren echoed in my head.

"Bite Blood said that she came here with her whole body, I can't tell if she is telling the truth, can you see it?" I didn't give up trying to confirm this.

"It can be seen that it is the truth." After obtaining the memory of Bite Blood, she can analyze the details and flaws of the opponent's spells. This is true for the different space arranged by the missionaries, and it is even more effective for Bite Blood himself.

She went on to say: "She really didn't leave behind any resurrection hands. As long as you did it just now, she will really die."

I once promised Blue Bird that I would kill the other party after I did it with Bite Blood.Last time it was because he couldn't kill him, but this time he let it go in a mess. I really don't know how I have the face to explain to Qingniao.

"Don't you want to accept Bite Blood?" Siren asked a strange question.

"Why would I want to accept her?" I asked back, and explained several points that I could not accept Bite Blood.

After listening, the siren said: "Then why are you so entangled now, haven't you already made a decision?"

"Are you trying to say that I subconsciously want to accept biting blood? How is it possible..." Halfway through my speech, I stopped my words and slowly ruminated on my previous thoughts.

The siren waited patiently.

After a while, I said my true words, "I really want to accept the bloodbiting, maybe because I want to forgive myself. This is my weakness and avoidance, and I will not do it again. Kind of wrong."

The siren paused, and then said: "If you want to escape, it must be a mistake."

"And even if this is removed, I still have a few things that I absolutely can't accept." I continued, "Bite is not only a wicked witch, but also a born evil half-blood demon. It is absolutely impossible for her to give up doing evil. "

Evil flows in the blood that bites the blood. She is intoxicated in making tragedies, likes to taste the taste of blood and tears, and finds supreme happiness from countless ruins.

Even if her wish is fulfilled, she can't really settle down.What she said earlier, as long as I accept her, she will never do evil again from now on, that kind of statement is essentially the same as an extremely heavy addict saying that he will quit drugs for his family.Do addicts mean it when they say this?It may be sincere, but when the addiction hits, sincerity will be crushed immediately like a sandcastle before a tsunami.

But I wasn't satisfied just drawing conclusions in my head, I had to find more evidence.

I thought of a suitable way, "Now the blood-biting memory stored in Siren Blade is not 100%, there is no part from the last moment of her life to today, so even if her reflection is summoned body, and it is impossible to know what is going on in Bite Blood’s mind now. Then, can you fill in “Bite Blood’s experience in my eyes during this period of time” like the missionary last time, so as to simulate the current Bite blood'?"

"Yes." Siren affirmed first, and then said, "Do you want to do it now?"

"Now," I said, "I'm going to ask her some questions."

Some truths, in order to please me, the real biting blood may not say it to me, but the reflection body of biting blood will answer truthfully.

The siren was silent for a moment, and then summoned the blood-biting reflection body.

"You can start asking questions," said the Siren.

(End of this chapter)