Rich life from scratch

Chapter 131 There is still a positive meaning?
Lin Qishan came out of the office with a yawn, and closed the door behind him, feeling a bit dull... Zhao Xunmei, who was in the bathroom at the end of the corridor, finally came out after waiting for her for a while.

The makeup on her face has been reapplied, but she doesn't know if it's a psychological thing or something, so she always wants to check in the mirror again, and calm down the rapid heartbeat just now.

Lin Qishan had already reached out to her, "Give me the car keys!"

Lin Qishan's driver drove back at noon, so he naturally wanted to go with Zhao Xunmei.

"Oh."

She looked down at her bag, took out a BMW key and handed it to him: "Here!"

Lin Qishan took the key and was about to leave—but Zhao Xunmei became more and more courageous, especially after the risky attempt just now, she saw that there was no one around, and the students had already returned from school, so she hurried up, Holding his warm hand: "Where are you going?"

Lin Qishan noticed the lightness of her voice, glanced at her, and smiled: "Let's eat first! When you're full, think about what to play with you tonight, oh yes! The things I bought last time have arrived, and I have to go back Take it, then go to Yintai for dinner!"

"Yeah!" Zhao Xunmei realized that she naturally listened to him in everything.

Lin Qishan found her car downstairs. The woman drove an SUV. Although the butt mark was removed to keep a low profile, he could still tell that it was a BMW X5.

I remember that Zhao Xunmei said that her family is quite rich, and a younger sister is still studying abroad at her own expense. If the family does not have any capital, it really can't make a fuss.

Lin Qishan went to open the door, adjusted the seat, and then got in the car. While on the phone, he said, "I'll take you to eat steak. There's a good steakhouse at Yintai. I'll call first to book a private room."

When it comes to the box, Zhao Xunmei will automatically think that no one will see him, and he will be unscrupulous if no one sees him, and then she can only bear it in silence...I can't help pinching my legs!

Lin Qishan, who was rubbing the steering wheel with one hand, glanced at her actions, but then laughed!If this is a man whose energy can't keep up, guilty conscience will probably account for a little more!
But he really didn't say anything else. It may be that he is young and loves to exercise, or it may be that the system has really strengthened his body in a subtle and imperceptible manner, and it is really getting better and better.

He couldn't think about the reason, but he could only attribute it to the fact that hard work can never go wrong.After the phone was connected, Lin Qishan ordered the chef's menu of the day.

After chatting for a few words, put down the phone: "We can start it when we arrive, and then I'll go get some things, study at night, and then come out for supper..."

"Stay with me tonight." She whispered.

"What?" Lin Qishan didn't hear clearly.

"I want you to accompany me at night." She looked over with affirmative eyes this time.

Lin Qishan paused for a moment, and saw the begging from the woman's eyes. Although the master had to be ruthless and decisive, if he refused at this time, it would be a kind of cruelty to her——

"Row!"

After Lin Qishan agreed, a smile appeared on her face. She has now formed a strong dependence. Getting along with Lin Qishan is not only a release, but also a sense of security, the comfort of being understood from the real side.

It was a pleasure for her to watch him driving seriously, so she stretched out her hand, grabbed him and interlocked his fingers, then leaned on the seat, squinted her eyes and took a nap for a while.

Lin Qishan wanted to say that it was not safe to drive like this, but she felt insecure when contacted, so she just slowed down a bit, did not overtake or cut lanes, and arrived at Yintai smoothly.

He has eaten in all the restaurants here, so he is naturally treated as a VIP when he comes here. Everyone knows him, and the waiters will take the initiative to say hello to him when they see him.

Zhao Xunmei walked together holding hands. She was witnessing the feelings along the way. She was still that this man was really too popular and respectable.

She sat down in the box, but Zhao Xunmei regretted that it was not completely closed, and the waiters would pass by and come to serve, and the mess she thought in her mind would not come true.

Zhao Xunmei laughed at herself, let's enjoy the delicious food with peace of mind!
While eating and drinking, Lin Qishan thought of a question: "How did you want to be a teacher?"

Zhao Xunmei also paused when she heard the sound, she was thinking.

Lin Qishan had no other purpose, just wanted to chat: "According to your conditions, a university teacher is a low-paying job for you. I'm afraid I can't bear it if I do it differently."

Zhao Xunmei smiled knowingly. She put down her fork and shared: "Actually, it was my own decision to go to the teacher's school and go into the field of education. I hoped that my family would oppose me and scold me for not being sober."

"Then?"

"But no, they still acquiesce in my decision. The concept is that as a girl, learn a stable major, maintain a good quality of self-cultivation, and then have a decent job, so you can be carefree."

"Actually, they are also right. This job is very easy. If there are no classes, I don't need to go to school for classes. I have a lot of free time, and I have a little savings. I am really carefree."

"There is still a long vacation every year. I can usually do many things I like, read books, do yoga, run, and wait for the person in my mind."

Lin Qishan smiled: "Then you have achieved everything now."

Zhao Xunmei also had a happy smile on her face, she really thought he was.

"My family has almost no demands on me, especially after my parents divorced, they spend more time in their respective families, and I have no sense of existence. So I don't plan to get married, I don't want children, I think Just be so transparent until you grow old and die."

Lin Qishan listened carefully.

She felt that she only had the desire to confide in this way: "Maybe many people listened and thought that I was born with nothing to worry about, but I really don't think so. Sometimes I prefer to be ordinary, and I want to exchange other people's Life."

Lin Qishan felt that this was a typical "besieged city" thinking, and pointed out: "Actually, you have never experienced ordinary life, you have never tried to squeeze the subway to go to work every day, and you have to endure the pickiness of your boss and harassment in the workplace for your performance. , you have to face the pressure of mortgage and life when you go home, and the troubles of the other half not making progress... You have experienced it, so you may not say so.”

Zhao Xunmei cast a puzzled look: "Have you experienced it?"

Lin Qishan was speechless, forgetting that he was only 18 years old, he couldn't say that in his previous life, he was the picky boss he said, the example of being harassed by female subordinates, right? "

"I've seen it." Lin Qishan can only say this, "I'm sure, you still prefer the material satisfaction you have now, with a house and a car, you can buy new clothes every month, and you don't have to worry about life that is overdue. "

"Maybe." Zhao Xunmei couldn't tell because she hadn't experienced it before. She thought quietly for a moment, "But now I have a new life."

Speaking of Lin Qishan, I still feel a little overrated. He is not qualified to say that he saved other people's lives. He can only say that LSP made a mistake, but instead gave her a sense of security and made her life obtain a strange balance.

But for Zhao Xunmei, his meaning is the releaser of the trapped personality, so she can't bear to miss it: "If you allow me, I can be your little tail for the rest of my life. I have very few demands, and I just want to feel the sense of security of being in charge. , even if you won't be by my side all the time."

In fact, Zhao Xunmei realized her psychological problems very early. Her normal side and her longing side are competing with each other!It's a pity that there is no feasible treatment plan at present, and when this two-faced personality lasts for a long time, the two states will fight and kill each other, and some specific manifestations are continuous anxiety and despair!
Efforts to balance are fruitless and are getting closer and closer to collapse. There are even various anxiety, depression, and even various self-harm situations.

Therefore, the subculture of Alphabet cannot be said to have no positive side. Like Zhao Xunmei, she needs someone to guide her and someone who makes her completely surrender to control her.

It's just that there are too few men who can meet her standards. This is the reason why she was so active and decisive after meeting Lin Qishan. It's hard to understand her suffering without suffering from her heart disease.

Lin Qishan could feel this part of her emotions, and naturally gave her understanding: "No matter in principle or personally, if I can help you, I will not stand by and do nothing, don't worry."

After receiving the guarantee, Zhao Xunmei said to him from the bottom of her heart: "Thank you!"

"No, take what you need."

Lin Qishan was still a little guilty. After all, LSP suddenly became a hero who was tasked with saving her life?It is inevitable that it still feels absurd, but it is strangely within the reasonable range!
(End of this chapter)