Rich life from scratch

Chapter 132 Choose to confess (four more)
But Lin Qishan was not very happy and proud, nor was he happy that he had found the most reasonable excuse for his lsp thoughts to indulge. Instead, he felt that the burden was heavy!

Because she has unknowingly shouldered the responsibility of guiding her, which is different from the usual relationships between men and women who get together and break up, because her needs for herself are more spiritual!

Once mental problems are involved, it is not easy to solve them by going their separate ways when the relationship is not good.She is suffering from a psychological problem at the root, and currently she can only find the Lord to ease the balance.

This will lead to a strong sense of spiritual dependence. Once abandoned by the owner, the mental shock will often make people crazy.

Thinking of her messy love life, and Zhao Xunmei's growing dependence on her, seeing herself as the only cure for her heart disease... I couldn't help shivering!

"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Xunmei also felt his abnormality.

"It's nothing." Lin Qishan squeezed out a forced smile, "You should be a very gentle person, right, the kind who can't even bear to hurt a little rabbit?"

Zhao Xunmei thought he was praising herself, so she said modestly: "Not all of them are like this, because I like to cook and make things for myself, so I still use a kitchen knife."

She changed her voice: "Are you really okay? Why is your face sweating a little?"

"It's okay! Maybe the air conditioner here is a bit hot! Haha!"

Lin Qishan felt even more creepy.

I don't want to think of her slender hands wielding kitchen knives to kill living creatures, just cut meat and kill fish, scald geoduck, and then peel and slice?Can't help but cool down below!
Bang - Lin Qishan's knee touched the table, Zhao Xunmei was surprised, he smiled: "It's okay!"

Seeing this, Zhao Xunmei came out with a tissue to wipe his sweat, Lin Qishan took it with a smile: "I'll come, you eat, you eat!"

"I'm full." She put down the knife and fork, and looked at him with a smile: "You seemed to say you were going home to get something, are you leaving now?"

Lin Qishan felt even more crap, he did say it just now, after eating, he went home to get the props he bought last time, and when he got home, there were traces of women in the house, women vs women—fast forward to the hatchet?

I'm afraid I'm going to finish the ball!
But the scumbag who has experienced many battles can't be surprised when he is in chaos. He kept calm: "Are you sure you are full, don't sit for a while and relax? Walking around in a hurry will cause your stomach to sag, which is not good for your health. I just go there by myself." gone."

Zhao Xunmei is actually not stupid, on the contrary, she is still an observant woman with a keen mind: "Are you worried that I will go to your side and intervene in your life?"

"No, you can go if you want." Lin Qishan immediately put on a generous look, "It's just a bit messy, and there's nothing to see, it will affect your influence on me."

"I can clean up the mess for you." Zhao Xunmei said.

"How can you do this kind of rough work? I'll just call it a housekeeper."

She almost understood: "Then I won't cause you trouble, I'll wait for you here, you go first, don't worry, I still want to eat a dessert."

"Then wait a moment." Lin Qishan got up and left, ran back with a guilty conscience, and took out the bag that had been packed in advance at home.

The bags were all bought by him. They were originally intended to be used as gifts for her toys, but now I'm out of the mood, and my mind is still stuck in the look in her eyes that seemed to be aware of it just now.

In fact, he also made a strategic mistake. After a woman is separated from the emotional atmosphere and starts to focus on logical thinking ability, then they will be very smart, and their investigative ability is comparable to Sherlock Holmes!

Lin Qishan thought about it carefully and concluded, where did he go wrong.

Push backwards a little bit from back to front.

Then I found that my face was not thick enough, and my heart was not dark enough!

If he can be a scumbag with peace of mind, and take her spiritual dependence on him as a matter of course, squander, use and deceive her, then this occasional outbreak of conscience will not occur!
But to have such a black-hearted scumbag character is not in line with his outlook on life. His principle is: he can be a scumbag, but he will not intentionally hurt him. The women he associates with actually have their own gains.

If you can't give love, then give career. Even after breaking up in the previous life, you still think he is a good man, but he is a bit of a scumbag. If there is no such thing, they will still go forward!
If he loses this principle, it will violate his outlook on life, and the belief framework he established will collapse!It would take him out of principle, out of consistency, out of the natural charm of his manners!

The reason why Lin Qishan is different from 99% of people is that although everyone looks the same on the outside, from a psychological point of view, he has his own set of belief systems, and he sticks to his own set of underlying principles!
So weaving bigger lies to deceive Zhao Xunmei and just having fun for myself?
Or just explain the actual situation to her so that she won't suffer too much mental shock in the future?
Lin Qishan knew that the former had advantages for him, but he still chose the latter.

Her situation is different from those women in the past. Even if they knew the truth, at most they would scold him as a scumbag, and slap him if they were bad-tempered.

But someone like Zhao Xunmei might not be able to think about it after being abandoned. Mental problems often bring about madness.

So on the way back, Lin Qishan gradually figured it out and made up his mind.

Zhao Xunmei has psychological problems. He can't use the usual way to treat her. The longer he cheats, the more harm he will do. It is not good for others or himself.

So he went back to the dining room, where Zhao Xunmei was flipping through a book she was carrying, looking through it with seriousness on her brows, this scene was very literary and beautiful, and I couldn't bear to let people spoil it.

"Hey."

Lin Qishan interrupted her softly,
"Here?" She turned her head and smiled in surprise, "Sweetbitter, a best-selling novel released this year, was sent to me by my sister from abroad."

She showed him the cover, and then smiled and put the things on the table into her bag. She was very meticulous and ladylike. When she got up, she did not forget to say: "I have already paid the bill, let's go!"

After speaking, he took the initiative to hold his arm, and said with a smile, "Where are we going at the next stop?"

"Go back, or do you want to go shopping?"

"You decide." She didn't like making decisions.

"Then go back to your house." Lin Qishan was a little disqualified at this time, because he organized his own words in his heart.

When they got to the basement and found the car and got in the car, Lin Qishan decided to make it clear as soon as possible: "Actually, I might not have explained something clearly to you."

"What's the matter?" She saw him seriously.

Facing her gaze, Lin Qishan chose to confess: "I actually have relationships with other girls, not just you, and I may not be as good as you think."

Although you may lose it if you say it now, it is better than delaying it later, and you will be hit by a hatchet!
After speaking, I suddenly felt comfortable.

Then face her seriously.

Originally thought that Zhao Xunmei would be surprised and might not be able to accept it, but she nodded calmly: "I know. You didn't want me to go to your house just now, so I guessed it."

Lin Qishan really didn't think about her reaction, Zhao Xunmei continued: "If you don't have a woman in your condition, it would be more strange. As I said before, I hope you can restrain me mentally."

"Although from a woman's point of view, no one wants a man to have another woman, but I don't want to torture myself mentally. I can't bear the darkness after seeing the light. I don't want to go back!"

Zhao Xunmei also looked at him firmly, waiting for his response.

Lin Qishan's expression was brilliant.But what else can I say?In this life, did I maximize the plug-in, or did I fill up the emotional attributes?Are they all coming up one after another like this?
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