Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 826 Impulsive
Under such a state of mind, Zhao Bai'an's temper sometimes becomes inexplicably irritable, and occasionally gets angry for no reason.

Of course, it was precisely because of such a change of temper that brought her some troubles and misunderstandings.

For example, today, she was listening to the professor's lecture, but the students sitting in the front row were always shaking left and right, which directly affected the quality of her lectures.

Normally, Zhao Bai'an would not be able to speak, but today she couldn't help feeling angry, and finally confronted the students in the front row in front of the professor.

"What's the matter, can't you sit properly if you still let others listen to the class? You are such an adult, you can't even sit well, it's a shame!"

Zhao Bai'an's words were a bit harsh, and the original classmate naturally wouldn't give in, and turned around to argue with her without hesitation: "This classmate, what happened to me? You want to say that about me? I admit that I was a little left-handed just now. Swaying to the right, but that is also to see the front row clearly! When you say this, it seems that I have some special thoughts, who is ashamed and has no quality?"

Zhao Bai'an was so angry that she couldn't control her temper at first, and now it is even more out of control.In fact, she didn't think about it at all, but when she was extremely excited and her mind was in chaos, she raised a book in her hand and threw it at the classmates in the front row.

This action made everyone exclaim involuntarily.

"Oh... wow... God...!"

All kinds of emotional voices burst out in an instant, and the originally quiet classroom became an uproar at this moment.

The professor who had been lecturing on the podium was forced to stop, and then hurried towards Zhao Bai'an and his classmates.

The professor asked incredulously, "Ann, what's going on here?"

Only now did Zhao Bai'an realize what she had done, and now she had no way of explaining it, and she didn't know what to say. She only knew that she was in a bit of a dilemma right now, so she could only keep her head down and her face flushed, and remained silent.

After the professor saw Zhao Bai'an's reaction, he could only turn around and ask the student who was smashed for details.

The classmate who was smashed naturally would not let it go, and he was also very wronged, so he described everything about him as a victim vividly.

Zhao Bai'an was listening on the sidelines, but he didn't make any reaction, he was just in a daze like that.

In fact, apart from the momentary blushing and bewilderment just now, she no longer knows where her consciousness has wandered.

She has not been able to sleep well for so long, and she often has this kind of fragmented life as if the clock starts to skip frames.But now she has nothing to do with herself, she can only respond with an attitude of letting her go.

But Zhao Bai'an's situation is really unknown to others, let alone the professor.

After listening to the description of the students in the front row, he sought Zhao Bai'an's opinion with his eyes with an extremely fair attitude.

But seeing Zhao Bai'an like this now, he thought she had acquiesced.

Now, the professor understands what happened with such a state of mind. Faced with what happened to the two of them just now, he can naturally know who is right and who is wrong.

He never got angry with Zhao Bai'an, but today he was a little unhappy, and said to Zhao Bai'an: "Come to my office after class, you must explain this matter to me clearly."

By coincidence, the bell for the end of get out of class suddenly rang at this time.

The professor calmed down his emotions, and then walked out of the classroom first, while Zhao Bai'an followed helplessly.

She bowed her head silently and stepped forward, when she reached the door of the classroom, her arm was suddenly grabbed by Yang Zichen.

Yang Zichen has been paying attention to Zhao Bai'an silently since just now, she has always felt that Zhao Bai'an's behavior is too strange, not like the Zhao Bai'an she has known for several years.

So after the bell rang for the end of get out of class just now, she immediately tried her best to approach Zhao Bai'an.

Finally Yang Zichen grabbed Zhao Bai'an and asked without hesitation: "Xiao An, what happened to you just now? Did something happen?"

Regarding this, Zhao Bai'an didn't intend to answer, nor did she intend to explain anything, let alone seek any help.

Although she knew that Yang Zichen had good intentions, she was used to being alone, so she could only perfunctory what she said just now.

She shook off Yang Zichen's hand, and shrugged her shoulders very slightly: "I'm fine, it's just that the person I saw just now was too annoying...Okay, I won't tell you anymore."

Seeing Zhao Bai'an turning around, Yang Zichen didn't want to say anything more, because Zhao Bai'an had already given a reason, so that he couldn't drag her any longer.

So she stopped and continued to follow, and let Zhao Bai'an leave her sight.

Zhao Bai'an was walking lonely on the way to the office, at this moment she had completely recovered.She belatedly thought about what happened just now, and she really felt that she was crazy at this time, but the done thing was done, and what had happened could not be changed.

She knows that the only thing she can do now is to justify herself for a while and explain it well, but how easy is it for her?

She was not a person who was good at lying in the first place, and she was not a person who was good at telling lies, but now she just caused such trouble, Zhao Bai'an really felt a little dumbfounded.

Does this count as lifting a rock to shoot yourself in the foot now?

Thinking about it, Zhao Bai'an had already arrived at the door of the professor's office. She walked around and didn't know how to enter, and she didn't know what to say after entering.

After a while, she was abruptly stopped by the professor: "Ann, come in."

Zhao Bai'an had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk in, standing silently in front of the professor.

The professor was not ambiguous, and asked her directly about what happened just now.Zhao Bai'an felt that she was really afraid of something. To be precise, the more she didn't want to face something, the more she had to face it.

In the end, although she was not ready, she still answered the professor bravely: "Professor, I didn't mean it, and I don't know why I always feel very stressed recently, so sometimes it is difficult to control my emotions."

She was telling the truth, and it was understandable in the ears of the professor.

The professor understood that students like them who were sent by the school would be under a lot of mental stress, so they kindly introduced a psychologist to Zhao Bai'an.

But Zhao Bai'an refused, because she knew that what she had was a heart disease, but that was not a heart disease that a psychiatrist could cure.

Besides, she had tried before, but failed in the end.

And the professor naturally didn't force this. Although the state he looked at Zhao Bai'an was indeed a bit wrong, but this kind of thing can't be forced. In addition, he remembered Zhao Bai'an's inexplicable fainting before, so he didn't do too much. Instead of being harsh, he let Zhao Bai'an go with a few words of comfort.

(End of this chapter)