Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 824
A sliver of doubt unexpectedly flashed in Zhao Bai'an's mind. Regarding this doubt, she was taken aback by her own thoughts, because this was the first time she doubted Mori Shan.

Zhao Bai'an didn't know what to do at this moment, she felt like she was two people now, she was the former self who loved Mori Shan deeply.On the other hand, it is like another negative self that was forcibly stripped out because of many things.

And she became more and more at a loss under the two feelings, more and more at a loss as to what to do, and more and more felt that everything in front of her had changed.

Today, she has to feel that everything has changed, and everything has become impossible for her to do.

Even at some point, even she herself changed, she became suspicious and distrusted Moriyama who cared so much.

Such distrust made Zhao Bai'an suddenly feel very painful, and made her suddenly doubt the relationship between the two of them.

She really didn't want to do this, but she couldn't help it, because she really couldn't control her thoughts.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt a little tired. This kind of tiredness came from her heart, which made her feel very tired and exhausted.

She couldn't help closing her eyes, and at this moment, the English prompt sounded on the plane.

"Dear passengers, your destination is about to arrive. Please sit in your seats temporarily. After the plane has completely landed, please pack your luggage and get off the plane in an orderly manner."

Then came the usual polite closing remarks of airlines.

"Thank you for taking the flight, I wish you a happy journey, and I hope your journey will satisfy you. You are welcome to take this flight. Goodbye, passengers."

After finishing speaking, the plane landed on the land of the United States. After taxiing for a period of time, as the flight attendant said just now, the door of the cabin opened. At that moment, everyone lined up in an orderly manner.

And Zhao Bai'an walked out of the airport along with the crowd. Suddenly, a flash flashed in front of her eyes, and she saw Huo Sanmu in red standing in front of her, and she came to pick up the plane!
A flash of joy flashed in Zhao Bai'an's heart, and she smiled for a long time. She waved her hand and quickly greeted Huo Sanmu who was standing not far from her.

Huo Sanmu gave Zhao Bai'an a hug, and Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but hug her back at that time.

After that, the two set foot on the road back to their residence.

During this period, Huo Sanmu kept trying to ask Zhao Bai'an about the recent situation of his trip.However, Zhao Bai'an didn't have much to say about this, she even had a perfunctory feeling.She even showed a state of avoidance unintentionally, which made Huo Sanmu feel very strange.

She has been observing Zhao Bai'an quietly from the sidelines, and from the simple words and information provided by Zhao Bai'an, she can see Zhao Bai'an's thoughts as much as possible.

And she also had insight into some information that Zhao Bai'an unintentionally disclosed—some information that Zhao Bai'an had hidden deep in his heart.

Huo Sanmu understood this very well, found a reason for the topic, and then comforted Zhao Bai'an, saying: "Xiaobai, don't think too much, people have to keep looking forward, why always look back at the past? Some things are in the past, Just let it go with the wind. Besides, didn’t you say that people live in the future? So we have to look forward, what lies ahead is what is waiting to welcome us!”

Zhao Bai'an did not answer Huo Sanmu's words, but fell into deep thought.

In deep thought, she thought.

She actually agrees with Huo Sanmu's words very much, and she also understands her current situation from these words.

Indeed, the current her, the current Zhao Bai'an, can only move forward.Even if this is a road with no end and full of thorns, she has no choice but to move forward.

Because this is the path she chose herself, and if there is suffering, it is also the suffering she should bear.

No one could help her about it, and it seemed to have become an unbreakable spell for her.

Zhao Bai'an has never been so helpless like now, she is trapped.In fact, she was not trapped at this moment, but when the memory came back on the plane, or when the dream returned at the beginning of school, she was already trapped.

The exhaustion that stretched the entire body and mind struck again, Zhao Bai'an accelerated her pace under the urging of this exhaustion, and she quickly returned to the residence, back to her small room.

She threw off her slippers, and before she could do any extra operations, she plunged into dreamland.

Zhao Bai'an came to Hongxin Island, but when he opened his eyes, he found that everything on Hongxin Island was no longer what it was before.

She still appeared at the entrance of Red Heart Island, but this time what she saw was no longer the beautiful amusement park, nor the dense forest, nor the familiar road.

As far as the eye could see, it turned into pits with nowhere to set foot.

She thought this thing was very strange, and approached the edge of the pit, but Zhao Bai'an actually saw that the people in the pit were all friends from the Red Heart Island that she was familiar with.

There are Mushrooms, the Cheshire Dog, the Butterfly Brothers, Mr. Rabbit and more!

They didn't look up, so they didn't see Zhao Bai'an doing his own thing in the pit.

A mushroom is constantly digging the soil in the pit. It is no longer a simulated scene, but has become a real mushroom.

Zhao Bai'an looked at it and called out: "A Mo! A Mo!"

Called several times, but Ah Mo couldn't seem to hear her voice, Zhao Bai'an was a little reconciled to this, and called again for a while.

But Amo still didn't look back, or in other words, didn't make other actions besides digging holes.

Zhao Bai'an was a little confused, and then she walked to another place.

She came near the Cheshire Dog, and through the pit, she called softly: "Cheshire Dog! Cheshire Dog!"

Just like before, the Cheshire Dog and Amoo didn't respond at all.

After that, Zhao Bai'an tried to call Mr. Rabbit and Brother Butterfly again.

Similarly, they still didn't respond and were doing their own thing.

Zhao Bai'an was really strange, she looked at the scene in front of her that she couldn't understand at all, and she was at a loss.

And at this time, a voice appeared behind Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao Bai, why are you here again?"

Zhao Bai'an was a little surprised, but she couldn't answer when she turned her head. In the end, she could only respond to Huo Sanmu in the form of a rhetorical question: "Sanmu, tell me what's wrong with them? What's wrong with this place? Why is it like this?"

Huo Sanmu didn't answer what Zhao Bai'an said, but walked to Zhao Bai'an's side, took her hand, and pulled her towards the opposite direction of the entrance of Hongxin Island.

Zhao Bai'an didn't know what to do for a while, since everything here had changed, only Huo Sanmu was familiar with him.So she didn't speak, but just let Huo Miki hold her hand like that.

At the same time, she quietly observed the front, and soon the two of them came to a place.

(End of this chapter)