Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 780 Within the circle
After returning to the bed, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but kept thinking, what should I do?
Many hallucinations appeared in front of her eyes, and all her consciousness retreated to the moment when she could not contact Moriyama.

Falling back into her own emotions, Zhao Bai'an kept worrying about Morishan, and as long as she thought that she couldn't get through with Morishan's phone, her heart couldn't bear it.

As long as she thinks about all the things Moriyama has done, she knows that this time is really over, but she just doesn't want to be reconciled.

Zhao Bai'an really didn't understand what she did wrong?Or why does Moriyama want to look like this?

She really didn't understand, and she really couldn't see clearly, and she didn't want to believe it even more.

The gloominess in her chest swelled more and more, and it made her inexplicably more excited.

Although she knew that Moriyama rejected all forms of communication with her, she still stubbornly picked up the phone again and dialed Moriyama over and over again.

However, the result was the same, and all she got in the end was the mechanical mobile company-registered voice.

She doesn't know time, she doesn't know space, she doesn't even know where she is.

Zhao Bai'an has never been so frustrated before, and she can't accept being so passive. She is not a person who gives up lightly, but she is far away in the United States, and there is nothing she can do now.

She really didn't know what to do, but if she just gave up...would Moriyama turn into a cold corpse after a while?

No, no, this idea is too frightening for her, and she absolutely cannot accept it.

Trembling, Zhao Bai'an shook his muddy head vigorously, telling himself softly, you have to calm down, you have to be quiet.

She repeated this sentence over and over again as if she was going crazy, trying to get hypnotized.

But it was obviously useless, Zhao Bai'an really couldn't find a way to calm down, but she really didn't want to let herself continue like this.

She told herself loudly and firmly in her heart that even if she forced herself to calm down, she must still be quiet.

She decided to find a knife and use the previous method to force herself to calm down.

At the same second as she made her decision, Zhao Bai'an frantically ran to the door and quickly opened it, but the moment she rushed out of her room, she unexpectedly appeared in a daze.

She came to the White Hall, and not through the usual gate.

The strange thing this time is that she appeared directly in the circle of fences in the middle of the white hall.

The fence was completely painted white, forming a circle shape. Zhao Bai'an was in the circle at this time, and she seemed to be under control.

The railing is not high, about half the height of a person, Zhao Bai'an subconsciously wants to leave this small fence.

But as soon as she touched the fence, she realized at this moment that she was really locked up-the railing was extremely cold, and it seemed that her whole body would be frostbitten if she touched it.

Zhao Bai'an withdrew his hand in an instant, but his fingers were still numb.

She felt a little puzzled. At this time, she wanted to go out even more than before. After repeated mental preparations, she touched the railing with her hand again.

But as soon as she touched the railing, she felt as if she had been electrocuted. She subconsciously withdrew her hand again, only to find that there was a red wound on the palm of her hand, but there was no bleeding—she was frostbitten.

Realizing this, Zhao Bai'an wanted to reach out and touch the wound again, but who knew that when she looked down, her entire hand had turned red.

Her hands seemed to have been painted with a thin layer of red paint, which made her even more confused and didn't know what to do.

Zhao Bai'an didn't make any more moves, and just stood there.

At this moment, she suddenly saw the shadows of many feet appearing directly in front of her.

Zhao Bai'an raised her head abruptly, and looking straight ahead, she found several herself in front of her eyes.

Lots and lots of Zhao Bai'an!

They were all outside the railing, looking at her with contemptuous eyes, and opened their mouths, letting out many, many curses.

The source of all the disturbing noises came from themselves outside the railing. They kept insulting her, hating her, and berating her harshly.

They asked her if she deserved it?Does she deserve such a beautiful love?Are you eligible?

Zhao Bai'an felt that she seemed to be getting smaller and smaller. Amidst the waves of voices, she slowly bent down and curled herself up.Constant self-reflection, constant self-precipitation, and constant self-questioning.

What did she do wrong?
But these can't change the situation outside at all, and the people outside are still blaming her.

are you beautifulAre you smart?Is it worth being loved?
Do you deserve someone you like?

Do you deserve others to pay and change for you?

Why do you?Why go alone to enjoy the fun?

Every sentence, every single sentence, was like a blunt knife cutting flesh, stabbing Zhao Bai'an's heart non-stop, unable to penetrate smoothly, and could only forcefully leave frizzy holes one after another.

The accusations from all directions finally forced Zhao Bai'an to almost collapse.However, this is not the worst case, the worst case is that her body also turned red full of frostbite because of dodging left and right.

She could hardly bear it, not only mentally, but also physically.

Zhao Bai'an squatted down subconsciously. It was strange that when her body was almost touching the ground, all the surrounding sounds suddenly disappeared.

She felt much better, and when she raised her head, she saw Huo Miki, who was dressed in white, appeared outside the railing at some point, looking at her worriedly.

Zhao Bai'an was overjoyed, and stood up excitedly: "When did you come? By the way... Did you hear it just now, did you hear any sound?"

Zhao Bai'an started to look around again, at this moment, she realized that many of herself had disappeared.

She didn't wait for Huo Miki to answer herself, and asked again: "Mimu, did you see that there were many people who looked like me just now? They just stood in that position, and... that position... and That location..."

Zhao Bai'an kept talking, as if it was not for asking, but just for answering.

But Huo Sanmu couldn't take it anymore, frowned slightly, and interrupted Zhao Bai'an: "Xiaobai, come on, stop talking. You are tired, you should take a rest, come out quickly, I will help you."

Zhao Bai settled for a moment, then looked at Huo Sanmu.

Huo Sanmu stretched out his hand towards her, and Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but put his hand on hers.

A miraculous thing happened suddenly, and the untouchable railings around her suddenly began to loosen a little bit.

A part of the railing suddenly slowly went up like a little gopher, and then hung in mid-air.

As for the bottom of the fence, there is a gap, just enough for one person to pass through.

(End of this chapter)