Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 574 Behind the Success

Zhao Bai'an was tortured and became more and more irritable, but this time she didn't sit up from the bed like before, but closed her eyes to adjust her almost uncontrollable emotions.

She clenched her hands tightly, tensing all her nerves, and then, like controlling a machine switch, she forcibly input the command "don't think, don't think" into her brain.

But it turned out that she was too naive, and her instructions were useless.

The scenes in her mind continued, and she was immersed in the atmosphere that made her angry.

To make matters worse, Zhao Bai'an found that she was becoming less and less able to control her emotions. She was even more angry than before. If there is a comparison to describe it, it is now a volcanic eruption.

Zhao Bai'an was angry that Yang Zichen didn't take care of herself at all, she was simply a big fool!
She felt that the other party was simply unreasonable, and she even felt that Yang Zichen was too hateful, tearing up her body like this would make others feel sad and worried.

But... after thinking about it, I feel that I shouldn't be too busy during the day, that's just asking for trouble.

I feel like a psychopath, wanting to touch that nail for no reason.

All kinds of thoughts flooded every nerve of her in an instant, making her sink in this raging sea.

Of course, Zhao Bai'an wasn't just angry because he was angry, it was also mixed with concern for Yang Zichen.

It's just that these emotions are lingering together now, making it difficult for her to distinguish them. In the end, Zhao Bai'an can only fall asleep with anger.

Then, with this anger, he entered the dream.

Once again, she stood by Yang Zichen's side as a bystander, and returned to the ward in the observation room.

Seeing Yang Zichen obediently lying on the hospital bed, Zhao Bai'an was a little surprised.

Her memory was confused, Zhao Bai'an didn't know what was going on, but her subconscious kept telling her, didn't Yang Zichen leave the hospital on his own?
She was a little confused, but this confusion was only fleeting, and then was replaced by another thought.

Zhao Bai'an thought naively, could it be that Zi Chen is back?
She comforted herself that it must be like this.

The depression in her heart finally dissipated, and she smiled and stepped forward.

However, when she was only one step away from Yang Zichen, the opposite party suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her.

Before Zhao Bai'an could react, Yang Zichen's body suddenly produced a strong suction force, sucking her directly into his body again.

Zhao Bai'an became God's perspective again, sharing feelings with Yang Zichen.

She felt how Yang Zichen was struggling in the hospital bed, and what Yang Zichen was thinking in her heart formed a series of signals in her mind.

Suddenly, she could understand more deeply why Yang Zichen was so persistent, and she felt an unprecedented fear from the signal sent.

This feeling was like a pair of unknown hands approaching her heart, and her heart began to tremble.

And the signal sent by Yang Zichen became more and more obvious at this moment, she could clearly hear the voice from the depths of Yang Zichen's heart.

She is afraid that her health is not good, she is afraid that her parents will be disappointed, and she is even more afraid that her relatives and friends will be disappointed and gossip.

She struggled in pain, as if her whole body was tightly entangled by an invisible rope, unable to escape, but extremely suffocated.

This feeling of suffocation is just like the last time when something happened to his body, but it seems to be different.

The difference is that apart from being nervous, Yang Zichen doesn't have any abnormalities in his body.

But this tense feeling was enough to bring her to the brink of collapse.

At this time, Zhao Bai'an empathized with him, deeply understanding all the emotional changes of Yang Zichen.

Suddenly, another strong signal came from the bottom of Yang Zichen's heart, and Zhao Bai'an was very familiar with that signal.

She knew what it was, it came from the stubbornness in Yang Zichen's heart!

She could clearly feel the stubborn voice coming from the depths of Yang Zichen's heart.

No, no, I must fulfill my parents' expectations. I really can't give up my hard work all the time, and I can't let others down!I want to work hard, I want to work hard, work hard at all costs, go up!Be successful!

Zhao Bai quietly felt Yang Zichen's determination and firmness at this moment, and at the same time felt deeply shocked.

Yang Zichen's past events came like a flood, washing Zhao Bai'an's heart.

From Yang Zichen's memory, Zhao Bai'an read a lot.

She was sent to the best aristocratic girls' high school - Ayton Girls' High School, just for her studies; she came to Haichuan University with the hope of becoming famous in the future.

She has lived among the stars since she was a child, and everyone looks at her with expectations. Although her family is rich, the rich people pay more attention to their children's studies and future, which is also a kind of talk.

She is not a genius, she can have such a variety of talents and an unforgettable memory, all of which are tested in her childhood training and cultivation.

Yang Zichen was told by her parents the importance of studying and getting ahead. Even in order to cultivate her, her parents would always ask her for one-on-one tutoring at home before she went to high school, not only limited to textbooks, but also all-encompassing knowledge.

And the teacher will keep asking her to give grades. She has endless papers, lessons, or countless exercises every day.

Parents always tell them that they must work hard and must work hard.

And she, of course, never dared to relax.

Zhao Bai'an, who felt the same way, experienced it as if she was listening to a story. After reading the information here, her heart was unknowingly healed.Not only was she not angry with Yang Zichen, but she became very interested in Yang Zichen's past.

Now she suddenly has a strong desire to enter Yang Zichen's world to learn more.

She really wanted to know how Yang Zichen grew into such a strong, happy and radiant girl under such intense pressure.

What she had known about Yang Zichen in the past was that she was a girl with a very strong personality and at the same time very strong.

But Zhao Bai'an didn't know that this happiness and strength was the result of hard work.

Now she can fully understand Yang Zichen, and she can also fully understand the specific meaning of what Yang Zichen said.

From this, she understood that Yang Zichen's burden was not only the expectations of his parents, nor his own desire for the future, but something more complicated.

With this in mind, Zhao Bai'an felt it more seriously.

It so happened that at this time, Yang Zichen's consciousness began to continuously transmit Yang Zichen's information to her.

(End of this chapter)