Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 573 Unable to go ashore
Zhao Bai'an was surprised and amazed at this moment, she stared at Yang Zichen blankly.

Yang Zichen told her again in an extremely firm tone: "How many times have I said, don't worry about me, don't worry about me!"

Zhao Bai'an broke out, and she almost lost her mind and shouted at Yang Zichen: "You are stupid, I don't care about you, and I hope you can be better? Don't be ignorant of good people!"

Yang Zichen didn't want to say anything nasty at first, but when the matter came to an emergency, she couldn't control it anymore.

She replied to Zhao Bai'an: "I didn't think you were kind, you are causing me trouble, do you understand?"

"I'll say it again, don't worry about me, get out of here quickly, I don't want to see you!"

"Zhao Bai'an, don't be so sentimental, do you think you are God saving me? If this continues, we won't even be friends!"

Yang Zichen's words were a bit harsh this time, making Zhao Bai'an dumbfounded.

Her mouth opened and closed, but she couldn't utter a word in the end.

"Alas!" Zhao Bai'an sighed heavily, then silently stood up from Yang Zichen's side.

She suddenly felt a little powerless, and she lost the fighting spirit she had just now.

What Yang Zichen said kept stirring in her mind. She admitted that Zhao Bai'an himself was really not God, and she couldn't save anyone.

Although she was unwilling at this moment, she couldn't say anything after all. The only thing she could do seemed to be to leave lonely.

Zhao Bai'an slowly turned his head and dragged forward.

Behind him, Yang Zichen looked at Zhao Bai'an with a remorseful but determined expression.

She had the regretful state of mind just now again, but there was no way, for the success of her heart, she really didn't care so much at the moment.

She really felt sorry for Zhao Bai'an in her heart, but in the end she could only say something in a low voice.

"I'm sorry...Xiao An, please forgive my selfishness..."

Zhao Bai'an, who was dragging and feeling weak all over, returned to the dormitory relying on her body's mechanical instincts. She looked forlorn, and went straight back to the bed without saying a word, and got into the bed.

Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran looked strangely at the side, they keenly sensed that there was something wrong with Zhao Bai'an's emotions.

Out of concern for their friends, they stepped forward and asked with concern: "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? Did you ask what happened to you? Tell me, see if I can help you?"

"That's right, sister, if you tell us about the big things, we will help you." Although Yang Liuyiyi didn't know what it was, she still assured her with a slap in the face.

Zhao Bai'an was depressed and didn't want to talk too much, she just put the quilt directly on her head.

Seeing this situation, the two roommates felt that the matter was serious.

They didn't intend to stop there, but asked more urgently: "Xiao An, what's the matter with you."

"In the past, no matter what happened, we all would help each other. Tell us quickly, don't make us worry."

Zhao Bai'an only felt that it was noisy, but she also understood that she could not ignore her friend's concern.

Forced to do nothing, she could only get out of the quilt, and told the two about Yang Zichen with a brief statement.

Unexpectedly, after hearing this, the two people did not comfort Zhao Bai'an, but smiled at the side.

Zhao Bai'an was already in a bad mood, but this time it added fuel to the fire. She angrily scolded the two people: "Okay, you don't need to worry about it, just go to sleep!"

After speaking, she was covered in the quilt again.

Seeing this situation, Yang Liuyiyi stopped smiling and quickly explained: "Xiao An, don't worry, we are not laughing at you, we just think you are a little childish in this matter."

Zhao Bai'an suddenly got out of the quilt again, angrily scolded: "You say I'm naive? Usually you are the most naive between us!"

This sudden sound startled Yang Liuyiyi, and she looked straight at Zhao Bai'an.

She was a little surprised at this moment, Zhao Bai'an was not a person who would yell normally, but today's performance really exceeded her expectations.

Gao Yanran on the side hurried forward to comfort: "Xiao An, we all know that you are kind, but have you forgotten? There is an old saying that goes like this: You can't help your mother. You are just Yang Zichen's friend, and your responsibility is to comfort you. Just click as far as it goes, otherwise it will be more intervening if it crosses the line, and it will be out of proportion.”

"Xiao An, think about it differently. If you stand at the angle of Yang Zichen, will you feel like you are swimming and are about to go ashore, but you are pulled back into the water?"

Zhao Bai'an was rendered speechless, she was at a loss for words, and after hesitating for a moment, she stubbornly responded to Gao Yanran: "Forget it, forget it, you don't need to persuade me, let's go to rest."

After she finished speaking, she got back under the quilt directly, this time Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran did not disturb her, but walked away alone.

Although Zhao Bai'an was under the quilt, he was not actually asleep.

Indeed, how could it be possible to fall asleep?

She is in an extremely chaotic mood right now, and the video is automatically playing in her head, repeating the whole process of her quarrel with Yang Zichen over and over again.

She didn't want to think about it intentionally, but sometimes people are like this. The more you don't want to think about something, the more you can't control your head.

Under such torture, the anger in Zhao Bai'an's heart seemed to be let go, filling her internal organs.

She tossed and turned on the bed, and at this moment, by coincidence, Gao Yanran's last words echoed in her ears.

Was she really the one who dragged back the man who was about to go ashore?
Zhao Bai'an couldn't bear the torture, he couldn't help but sat up from the bed, and beat his head frantically.

Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran were still awake, they couldn't bear to see Zhao Bai'an like this.

So I couldn't help but whispered words of comfort again.

"Xiao An, don't think about it anymore, we understand your feelings very well, but it's useless for you to be anxious now."

"That's right, Xiao An, people know that you are aggrieved and angry, but friends sometimes have to bear the negative influence she brings? Don't worry, when you wake up tomorrow morning, maybe Zi Chen has figured it out completely gone."

Zhao Bai'an didn't respond to the two of them, nor did she say anything. She lay back on the bed again, and turned directly to face the wall.

She opened her eyes and began to count sheep in a low voice, trying to force herself into sleep.

"One... two... three... four... ten... a hundred!"

When she counted to one thousand and three, she finally felt sleepy, Zhao Bai'an breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly closed her eyes.

But the strange thing is that as soon as she closes her eyes, her brain starts to replay everything between her and Yang Zichen, every scene and even every word they said is so clear.

Zhao Bai'an was helpless and helpless about this, but there was nothing he could do.

She feels like she has been cursed now, and she is completely uncontrollable and always repeats the same thing she doesn't like.

(End of this chapter)