Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 323 What's the matter?

At this moment, Gao Yanran felt as if she was going to climb an unattainable mountain. She couldn't see what was on the other side, but she wanted to climb over it.

It's the best way to say it, maybe it's a kind of curiosity, but in fact it's more of a breakthrough for myself.

But no matter what, Gao Yanran was bound to an idea, she wanted to try a different life, she must get rid of those pasts!

So she said to Zhao Bai'an very seriously: "Xiao'an, I have really made up my mind. No matter what the reason is, I want to start trying different life experiences. I want to try. I hope that in this attempt, I can be enlightened and enlightened. Turned on something I had overlooked before."

Zhao Bai'an looked at Gao Yanran's determined face, naturally there was no reason to spoil her mood, not only to abide by the etiquette, she also expressed her approval for such an attitude.

She felt that Gao Yanran was right in saying that one must keep trying.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an felt that if she kept blocking it, it would be tantamount to depriving Gao Yanran of the way to enjoy life, so she readily expressed her support: "Okay, since you've already thought it through clearly, then I won't say anything more. I support you, let’s do it boldly!”

Gao Yanran was very relieved when she heard what Zhao Bai'an said. She showed a relieved smile, and she hesitated to step forward, and she really stepped on the ground.

Gao Yanran drank the juice again, and Zhao Bai'an picked up the chopsticks again.

After the storm swept away, the two walked together towards the dormitory of the school together.

Because it was a bit late, the two sneaked in through the bad fence behind them just like the previous time.

After the two returned to the dormitory, Yang Liu Yiyi was already resting on the bed, and the room was completely dark.

In order not to disturb Yang Liuyiyi, Zhao Bai'an changed into his pajamas in the dark, and quickly lay down on the bed, while Gao Yanran left again with the laptop on her back.

Zhao Bai'an fell asleep again, back to his first year of junior high school.

She sat in the familiar classroom and looked around. It was her familiar partner, and... and Moriyama.

What time is it now?Zhao Bai'an felt that the atmosphere didn't feel like get out of class was over, but there was no teacher, and everyone was very casual.

Ah, it should be self-study!

After figuring it out, Zhao Bai pretended to take out a physics book from the belly of the table, while his eyes drifted unconsciously to Morishan.

If the attention can be seen, Zhao Bai'an's focus is all on the side where Mori Shan is, which is her upper left corner.

It's just that such burning eyes didn't make Moriyama feel anything, didn't he say he had a sixth sense?Don't you feel nothing at all?

Zhao Bai'an was thinking wildly, always having a small expectation in her heart, hoping that Moriyama would turn around quietly, but the fact disappointed her.

She didn't wait for Moriyama to turn around, but instead noticed that the girl in the front row turned her head and said something to Moriyama, and they both looked at the Chinese book in the girl's hand.

Zhao Bai'an felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. Although she saw that there was nothing wrong with the two of them, the two heads together seemed to show the distance between them and the difference between Zhao Bai'an.

In fact, the girl was just asking Mori Shan an ancient poem, Zhao Bai'an could see clearly, but he still couldn't hide the loss in his heart.

She stared at it for a while, and after seeing the two of them talking and laughing, she decided to read the physics book seriously.

Soon the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the last self-study class of the evening was over.

Zhao Bai'an straightened his schoolbag, stood up from his seat, and walked out of the classroom with the flow of people.

Suddenly, Mori Shan appeared in front of her for some reason, and Zhao Bai'an seemed a little nervous, flustered for a while, and unconsciously moved back two steps, and then tried his best to stabilize his figure.

But Moriyama was a little unclear, so he seemed to throw out a question of concern very casually: "What's wrong with you?"

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an's heart felt as if ten thousand deer were jumping around. Suddenly, his brain lost the ability to think, and he could only respond instinctively: "Oh, I, I'm fine!"

Mori Shan didn't think much about it, after hearing what Zhao Bai'an said, he didn't ask any more questions.

I thought the matter was over like this, but Moriyama continued abruptly: "Why did you look at me just now? Is there something wrong?"

Zhao Bai'an was shocked when he heard Mori Shan's words in the chaos.

She thought that Mori Shan didn't see her, but she never thought that she had overlooked some problems.

Now that Moriyama asked herself this way, she seemed to be caught suddenly, and she didn't know how to answer.

Her cheeks were flushed and she looked embarrassed.

Moriyama felt strange at the side, and he asked again: "Why don't you speak? Is there something wrong? I'll leave if I have nothing to do."

"Ah no..." Zhao Bai'an blurted out, she didn't want to lose this rare opportunity for conversation, just say a little more, just a little more!

"What's the matter?" Moriyama waited indifferently.

Zhao Bai'an quickly searched for the reason in her mind, but it was obvious that her brain was still down, so she had no choice but to stammer, "I... I saw that someone is by your side? I didn't want to disturb you two!"

When Zhao Bai'an said these words, she couldn't help showing a little emotion in her mouth, but she didn't notice it.

Mori Shan felt strange in his heart, he couldn't see what Zhao Bai'an really meant.

He is not good at communicating with overly lively people, so facing Zhao Bai'an's appearance, he didn't know how to answer the question, so he nodded.

Zhao Bai'an's lost mood climbed into her heart again. In fact, deep down in her heart, she hoped to hear an explanation from Mori Shan.Even if the other party tells me that they are discussing a problem, it's fine, just don't be silent like this.

The expression on her face was still tense, and the two of them were at a stalemate at the moment, and the scene seemed a little awkward.

Fortunately, Long Jingshan and Ou Sijia greeted each other from behind.

"Xiaobai, what are you doing!"

"Ah, Moriyama-san...you are here too..."

"Why didn't you two leave?" Zhao Bai'an finally recovered.

Ou Sijia showed helplessness: "Xiaobai, you forgot? It's my turn to be on duty today!"

"Then you guys chat first, I'll go first." Mori Shan bowed slightly, and politely withdrew from the conversation that no longer belonged to him.

Ou Sijia and Long Jingshan didn't feel anything. In their impression, Moriyama had always been an overly indifferent person, so they just nodded politely to him.

But Zhao Bai'an was different, her expression was a bit complicated.He was reluctant to give up, but seeing that the other party was about to leave, there was nothing he could do.

At this moment, she really didn't understand herself. How could a person who is so forthright in normal times become twitchy at this moment?

Zhao Bai'an, don't you like Morishan?Such a good opportunity, I just want to miss it, you, you!
Zhao Bai'an shook her head to herself repeatedly in her heart, and seeing Morishan's back going further and further away, she gritted her teeth and shouted: "Morishan!"

Moriyama paused, looking back, the expression on his face was asking what's the matter.

Zhao Bai'an's face was blushing, but he continued to speak: "How about...how about we go together?"

Moriyama was obviously stunned for a moment, he seemed very surprised by this invitation.

It's just that he still bowed, and then refused: "No, I have other arrangements for a while, so I'm leaving first."

Zhao Bai'an was very disappointed this time, she couldn't say anything more, and she didn't have the courage to say anything, so she had no choice but to let it go.

(End of this chapter)